WOMEN AGES 50+ FOR NOVEMBER 2023
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Rosemarie2972 wrote: »Lisa: A husband who can make a picture-perfect fire. Now that is a great thing!
Margaret Turk: Your overdoer cousin in poor health reminds me that sometimes I work so hard to clean the house for Xmas that I am tired on Christmas day!
Kylia: I love your Christmas decorations ...hope Snowman is okay!
Heather: I love nature because it can be healing and spiritual. But the food chain idea is not my favorite
thing! Great about 2 bunches of flowers being delivered!
Carol: I use to cook Cornish hens regularly. I joined this de-cluttering Facebook group and realized I was not one to complain. I am cleaning out one storage room while others are cleaning out their parents homes while trying to work. I have more perspective now and am more grateful! Also mentioning that I am having a junk company come seems out of place. Many are cleaning by putting one bag a week into the trash or by loading carload on top of car load of junk. I will be doing this in the future now that I have room to move in the storage room.
Machka: I didn't know there was an empath/apath scale. I would probably be in the middle somewhere.
I didn't like some of Sharon Martin's ideas for saying no. I like some of the Wonder Cottage ideas better...
...I really appreciate you asking me, however\
....Thanks for thinking of me, unfortunately
Annie: Unfortunately my husband and I learned the difference between Palliative Care and Hospice as part of our journey. Most companies offer both. We did Palliative Care for some months and this was helpful because we could still treat any dehydration or pneumonia that arose. I feared Hospice might not want to treat these issues and my Husband was still alert and very interested in current events and the family and so forth. The Palliative care nurse was an NP and able to write out most of his scripts so doctor's visits stopped. When we did decide to do hospice it was very near the end and we were able to go to an inpatient hospice. Many people do outpatient hospice and speak highly of it.
Rebecca: An hour conversation every Monday...Wow! I don't know a lot of Moms receiving this from their adult son!
Vickie: I hope you feel better.
I have missed many of the episodes of All Creatures Great and Small. But I got interested and curious about the episode where Mrs Hall, played by Anna Madeley meets up with her estranged son. It is not an easy meeting. He is joining the military and war is possible. Anna Madeley does such an excellent job showing us the daily strain of having an estranged child.
Off to do meditation. I do Zoom meditation with a group every Tuesday evening!
Best,
Rosemarie from Georgia
I just created the empath/apath scale where an apath is someone generally apathetic about other people. Perhaps someone on the autistic spectrum who is confused by emotions and things and thus disregards them (think Sheldon Cooper), or someone who has been numbed by traumatic experiences, or someone who is on a decent dose of antidepressants and doesn't feel emotion anymore. The apath would likely be a die-hard introvert too.
That's my definition of apath. 😀
Google may have a slightly different definition.
And there can be scales between things everywhere. Rarely are things black and white.
Machka in Oz
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Meg, Glad to see you again. I hope we'll see you regularly.
Machka, I liked your lists of how to say no. My most used one is "I am not available". The second most used is "That doesn't work for me".
I still remember the day someone told me that I didn't have to answer my phone just because it was ringing even if the caller was someone across the street who could see me standing by the window in my kitchen.
Debbie , my credit card company has taken care of several bad charges. They try to encourage me to contact the retailer, but I never do. I just let the credit card company do it and it works.
My walk this morning was shortened because we slept late so I went for another walk after dark and got to enjoy lots of holiday lights that aren't lighted when I walk in the morning.
Annie, my dog walking friend got help at her home from Hospice in the last months of her husband's life. She said they were wonderful.
Barbie in NW WA
I remember about when I realised that "Thanks for asking but I am busy every night this week." could include:
- I am going home and walking my cat.
- I am going home and watching a show I like.
- I am going home to colour in my colouring book.
- I am going home to read.
- I am going home to sleep.
- And many more.
It's nobody's business what I am busy doing and it would be rude for the person to ask.
Essentially, something is a greater priority to me than whatever you just invited me to and that is OK because I have the choice. It's also OK if I don't tell you what has greater priority because it is none of your business. I don't need to lie about it ... I'm just not going to tell you.
M in Oz
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Tracey - So sorry about your troubles with Rodger. A partner's depression can really bring you down. You did great talking to him the other day, but in the end, there is a limit to what we can do for someone else. They have to do it for themselves. In their own way. Bring every resource in for your own mental health and practice the loving detachment that Rita was talking about. It's very hard, but two people getting depressed isn't going to help anyone. Big hugs.
Rosemarie - You did well getting that support from the Facebook group. There is so much support online and I find podcasts and even Instagram a great support and source of wisdom. I watch a lot of decluttering, cleaning and minimalism videos. I find them a source of information, inspiration, and not always just about material things. More of a psychology course. Also I find it calming, if I am anxious.
When I was a teenager, I was suffering terribly from the results of my childhood trauma. I used to take regular days off school so that I could sort out and tidy the mess and chaos of my bedroom. It was my way of regaining some control.
I realise now that the videos are a more benign version of that OCD tendency of mine. Plus, they have been so helpful to me in that my house is now tidy enough for me to relax in. I value the companionship of the presenters, in a way that is like the technique of 'body doubling'. Cas of Clutterbug is particularly good at the psychology stuff. Yes, they are making money out of it, but I am not personally paying them.
While I haven't been writing, it has been like my day off from school to tidy my bedroom!!! Except this day lasted 7 weeks!
Anyway, congratulations on your decluttering work. Good job, Rosemarie!
DDIL also went to Cyclo-cross yesterday night with Edie. Cold, in the dark, and some distance away. I'm sure it's lit on the course, but ....... wow, the energy! I am in awe.
Love Heather UK xxxxxxxx4 -
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Morning ladies been awake since midnight..its 3am
I raked the rest of the leaves yesterday and they were wet,so i don't know if they were moldy or what but holy moly ,ive been sneezing up a storm
Took some cold meds and went to sleep early..but woke up early ..and will try and get some more sleep..
Meg- great for you to pop in- keep coming back..we miss you.
Well more cold meds and back to sleep.or at least try anyway..5 -
1. Make a list of new things you want to do this month.
I have a massive list of things to do. Always. I'm never bored.
In November, however, we're organising a cycling event mid-month, and then there's another one right at the beginning of December.
My garden needs mid-spring work.
I need more mid-spring exercise.
Lots of things!!
2. Respond to a difficult situation in a different way.
I try things ... and then I go to Google to find different things to try.
3. Get outside and observe the changes in nature around you.
I am outside whenever I can. Love nature! And one really nice thing about returning to Tasmania is that we're going into summer.
4. Sign up to join a new course, activity, or online community.
How about I just finish the course I started some time ago.
5. Change your normal routine today and notice how you feel.
My November 5th didn't exist. How's that for a changed routine!
6. Try out a new way of being physically active.
Today, my physical activity was standing in line and walking.
7. Be creative. Cook, draw, write, paint, make or inspire.
Yesterday wasn't a particularly creative day although, in the evening, I did resume work on a colouring that I had nearly finished before we left.
8. Plan a new idea or activity you want to try out this year.
I have a list!!
But today, I might unpack.
9. When you feel you can’t do something, add the word ‘yet’.
That's why I take courses ... to learn new things and learn how to do new things.
10. Be curious, learn about a new topic or an inspiring idea.
Always!!
11. Choose a different route and see what you notice on the way.
I've been exploring the shops in Hobart CBD. I haven't seen them for about 6 weeks! They haven't changed much.
12. Find out something new about someone you care about.
I did find out something new about my husband while we were away. He told me a little bit about his childhood.
13. Do something playful outdoors - walk, run, explore, relax.
Whenever I can!! I'll be heading outside shortly.
14. Find a new way to help or support a cause you care about.
I've been busy organise cycling events.
Human powered transportation is a cause I care about. That and exercise in general.
15. Build on new ideas by thinking “yes, and what if…”
I do this a lot at work, especially when I'm working on programs and making tasks easier.
16. Look at life at someone else’s eyes and see their perspective.
I have done this a lot more since my husband's brain injury.
There are a lot of people in the world who have mental health issues and/or physical issues.
A few points above mentioned causes I care about.
Related to human powered transportation is ease of getting around. Since my husband's accident, I've become aware of how appalling the footpaths and various things around here are. They have been left to deteriorate or worse, have been designed in such a way that people with physical issues have a lot of difficulty getting around.
17. Try a new way to practice self-care and be kind to yourself.
Last night I slept long and deeply!!
I needed it! This first week back at work has been stressful.
Shortly, I am thinking of going out into the garden.
18. Connect with someone from a different generation.
We were hosting a cycling event on the 18th ... there were cyclists of a range of ages.
19. Broaden your perspective: read a different paper, magazine, or site.
I read many different sites ... at home to some extent, but especially at work.
20. Make a meal using a recipe or ingredient you haven’t used before.
Make a meal??????
But I did add walnuts to my lunch this week for a bit of variety.
21. Learn a new skill from a friend or share one of yours with them.
Now?
I'm busy!
22. Find a new way to tell someone you appreciate them.
I tell people "thank you" almost all the time.
23. Set aside a time to pursue an activity your love.
I've been colouring a bit this evening.
24. Share with a friend something useful you learned recently.
What have I learned recently?
- Handheld USB fans are turning up everywhere! Or maybe I'm just looking for them now.
- The type of vacuum I want, however, doesn't seem to exist.
- Slipcovers for sofas were popular a year or two ago, and I had no trouble getting a couple. But not now.
- I've learned a little bit in the SQL realm recently.
25. Use one of your strengths in a new and creative way.
I've been using my organisational skills a lot lately ... but much the same as usual.
26. Try out a different radio station or new TV show.
Got the chance to do this in Canada.
27. Join a friend doing a hobby and find out why they love it.
Well ... I've started beekeeping and gardening in recent years.
28. Discover your creative side. Design a friendly greeting card.
One day soon I might get creative.
29. Enjoy new music today. Play, sing, dance or listen.
I've unearthed the piano again!!
30. Look for new reasons to be hopeful, even in tough times.
Christmas is coming!
Machka in Oz
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Annie-my experience with pallitive/hospice.My mother had been in a rehab center after a second surgery a few weeks before she passed. She opted to move to the palliative care/hospice floor. She was actually only there a few days before passing. My husband was going to be moved to a palliative care floor at the hospital after being removed from life support, but he passed within a couple of hours. Being in those settings were easier for us-we could focus on time with them and not caring, if you know what I mean. I have had friends who passed at home with their families and that worked very well also.
Lisa-I think your fire making skills are excellent-and I doubt Egg will volunteer to take over!
Margaret-the standing up for ourselves can be so tough sometimes, and then feeling disrespected. Evaluating feelings after a situation is healthy. Trauma does take time to heal.
Rori-prayers on loss of your friend.
Michele-I understand your concern regarding Denise. Animal mistreatment can be sign of other behaviors. Unfortunately all you can do is try to keep the communication lines as open as possible.
Tracey-my husband dealt with anger much of his life. It ended up improving when he started making peace with things. One of his big issues was his relationship with his father. His father was abusive by nature (in today's terms we would have recognized he suffered from severe PTSD due to his war experiences). His father committed suicide before they could make peace. My husband (with my urging) did find a way to forgive his father (realized he did the best he could and sometimes all we can do is do better than our parents) and he also forgave himself for not being perfect. His anger was much less the last couple of years. DH never went to counseling but did have others he talked it out with.
Working on final pieces of budget. Got CT scan yesterday but no results yet. I expect they will show up on line sometime today. Off to get started.
Take care all,
Ginny in Ohio
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Today’s gratitude: able to turn passcode off of Joe’s iphone.
Tina ((hugs)) held extra long. Such a shock. ((hugs))
Allie, what a disappointment. Hope the company provides a replacement soon. I don’t understand why the taxes and shipping won’t be credited back to your card?
@KetoneKaren always a joy to see your smiling face pop up.
Debbie hope Amazon credits back that charge.
Margaret so wise to be with tiny DrewB whenever outside. One winter in Boise I heard of an eagle attacking a tiny French bulldog that was in the back yard. The river was frozen so guess the eagle was starving for fish. So sorry your friend disregarded, disrespected your feelings. It was a traumatic time. The challenge will be to lovingly, calmly, firmly establish the boundary of what is and is not acceptable. Laughing at your trauma and grief is not.
Rosemarie the interim phase is so distressing, hang in there. Wednesday is not far away.
Barbie yours about non-attachment, but alas, my emotions are more like Velcro. . .How timely the Merton quote, just got out my complaint-free wristband yesterday . . . Holiday lights, what a bonus for your after-dark walking!
Carol ((hugs)) what a daunting task! What is one tiny thing you could look at releasing, a pair of shoes or a blouse that no longer fits? Brava for setting you your DH’s laptop. Hope he drops the sarcastic remarks, entirely.
Tracey what I really need is a piece of duct tape for my mouth…Thanks, for hoping oven part arrives before tech. Won’t know til Wednesday. I’ll be at oral surgeon for a consultation Tuesday but Joe will be home… There’s a looong story about not being able to find our marriage license, lots of stress, lots of bureaucrats saying it’s not here. Finally rememberd Joe was working in a different county when he got it and all’s well, but for awhile there . . .
Machka “…being free to choose…” well said. “…feel more empathy towards animals than people” oh yeah. The more I see of most men, the better I like my dogs. “motion lights” brilliant. What “Thanks for asking but I am busy every night this week." could include, oh yeah.
Kylia cozy and welcoming, what a great style. Pretty good sister comment too…
Ginny ‘bout damtime. Glad CT was able to be scheduled next day. Fingers X’d for helpful information. Yours to Michele about Denise, mistreatment and communication. Truth.
Lanette shin ache comes and goes. Logging on my calendar to try to see a pattern. So far compression socks and rest are the best helps. Ached a little after chair yoga and post office walk in Adidas but strolling down the drive to the power line in hiking boots with the dogs didn’t hurt at all. Go figure. Thanks for askingI’m definitely in the market for good slip on shoes, any suggestions? Meant to ask, do the chickies like eggplant?
Annie ((hugs)) Whooshing peace and strength to you and yours. ((hugs))
Heather well done on the physio referral form. VERY well done for going back to your book. Thankful for the huge mood shift. Like how you always find interesting people to talk with. Think they must be attracted to you as you are so very interesting too. Yours to Tracey, insightful, supportive, kind, true.
Lisa love your fireplace and the Egg pics. That “… without losing my balance” meme made me snort my water. :laugh:
Rita not just the meds, but the divorce and other experiences must have made empathy harder.
Joy is your farm organic? Is it barley? Are GMO neighbors an issue?
Rebecca that bruised/sore gum sounds painful. Is there a dental clinic on the base?
Vicki ((hugs)) Hope you feel better soon.
Michele lector bookmight these be the readings for Saturday? Unfortunately no gospel. https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm 80:1-7, 17-19; Micah 2:1-13; Matthew 24:15-31&version=DRARori ((hugs)) that happened fast. ((hugs held extra long))
Welcome back Meg, good to see your smiling face.
Evelyn not grazing your way through the kitchen for three nights is definitely a win. Well done!11/28: Move: ZERO sets PT, chair yoga, dogs to powerline, Steps:4918Later, lighter, lovelies!
Fuel: sugar in vs mfp=10 CI<CO net=267 vits=1
Live: Joe, readings, BP, AF, ptT, ptS, reconcile and pay MasterCard and dermatology bill, Wt:130.5
11/27: Move: ZERO sets PT , line dance class, dogs to powerline, Steps:6720
Fuel: sugar in vs mfp=18 CI<CO net=101 vits=1
Live: Joe, readings, BP, AF, ptT, ptS, Wt:131.4
Barbara, the Southern Oregon Coastie AHMOD
November: Move more: chair yoga, line dance, dailyish PT, play with dogs.
Fuel better: less sugar, CI<CO, dailyish vitamins.
Live NOW: dailyish time with Joe, readings, start meditating. Open heart and mind before mouth.
2023: Be of good cheer.
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Evie - I sent you a friend invite.
Allie - I bet there was some type of mold on those leaves. Since I've been bringing a little firewood in the house, same thing.I can deal with it as long as it doesn't plug my sinuses at night and wake me up with a headache.
Rosemarie - isn't it interesting, as widows, how we start to evolve and get reacquainted with ourselves when that caregiver role starts to fade. Yes, we miss them. Our lives go on. We can explore new (and old) interests without feeling we're taking time away from them. The "house walking" I'm doing would have never worked when my DH was alive. I can hear him say "you're blocking the TV, when will you be finished?"
Ginny - I had to reread your latest post twice. So much of it was familiar in my own life. DH's anger, hospice, etc.
Annie - I agree, your mom not eating and not drinking might just be her body starting to shut down. It's not a conscious decision. When my mom was dying, my dad fought it and had her rushed to the ER a couple times for IV fluids and nutrition. It just prolonged her life a few days at a time, and finally the ER doctors said "enough!" and she was admitted. He never did put her in hospice. My dad felt guilty that he wasn't doing enough. Your dad might be going through similar emotions. I read a very interesting article just this past week about the body's process and it answered questions about my DH's final couple days. I'll try to find it again.
Annie - I just read your post. When my mom was finally admitted, she was given IV fluids even though her body was shutting down. My SIL and I were with her, we talked to the nurse in charge who said she couldn't remove the IV but she could shut it off. I felt guilty about that for a while, that we were making her suffer, but SIL and I felt it went against her wishes to keep nutrition coming in. After reading that article - if they aren't drinking and their bodies are shutting down, it appears IV fluids aren't really helping them. Good luck making these hard decisions.HUGS to you and your sis and dad.
Machka - I've been thinking about that empath/apath thing. When you mentioned being an introvert as part of the apath definition, the INTJ came to mind. Introverted INtuitive Thinking Judger. That's what makes you so good at your job.
Rita - when my husband was going downhill the last couple years of his life, he really needed an empath, and I just wasn't one. I had to fake it. There were days I thought he tried to make me feel guilty but I wasn't buying it. But, I was good at budgeting. Planning and researching. Picking up jobs around here and making decisions he could no longer do. DH and I were pretty similar personality types until his changed with his illness. We wives learn a lot on the fly, lol. So happy you are involved in Al-Anon. Has anyone mentioned Claudia Black's books? I wasn't the child of an alcoholic but my SIL, who was one, always said my dad had all of the tendencies except he didn't drink. Black's book "It Will Never Happen to Me" gave me insight into my own situations.
Rori - sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. Were you flying out to be with the family?
Meg - I remember you! I think you were teaching classes in nursing? Hope things are going well at your end in chilly Nebraska.
So nice when missing members of our group pop in. Anyone hear from Katla? and Suebdew - hope your vision is still good enough to check up on us from time to time. And I also miss JanetR. Cheri from Texas. So many of you.
Barbara - I didn't give the hens any eggplant, didn't want to poison them, lol. My current favorite and most comfortable shoes are New Balance. Half a size larger than I was wearing, D width. I put a custom orthotic in the left shoe and a Powerstep insert in the right shoe. I can't remember if you've seen a podiatrist, there might not be one close. The one I went to 5 years ago said only wear Hoka's, not New Balance and now he's telling people New Balance are OK.
I didn't make hummus or beef barley soup yesterday. Instead, I picked up a sandwich at my favorite little restaurant when I was running errands and that was enough. Gosh it was good. Today, hummus and soup are back on the schedule.
If the road isn't too dicey with freezing fog forecast this morning, I'll meet up with my neighbor for a walk at 10:30. Now that we only walk together once or twice a week, it's a pleasure to catch up with her.
I stopped at Tractor Supply and bought a 25# bag of chicken feed. The clerk asked me if I needed help to load it in the car, and I said no. It was easy - a couple of months ago, it would have been a struggle. I'm giving credit to walking with weights. I only carry 3# weights in each hand as I do my 10 minute - two or three times a day - spins around the house, but I carry them bent arm as in a bicep curl to the point of muscle fatigue. I noticed I no longer have a backache between my shoulder blades. My posture is better. I have more energy. Sleeping better. Happy about all of this. It's something I can do every day. No driving anywhere, no working around someone else's schedule. No weather problems.
That's enough for now. I'm really in "talker" mode, lol.
Lanette
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Good morning ladies!
On saying NO - at Thanksgiving dinner, a distant relative said we should go out for coffee sometime. I said No, I'm taking care of my mother at home right now, and I really can't go out. She badgered me into exchanging phone numbers anyway. I should have continued to hold my boundary, but I caved. If she calls me now, I will feel justified in ignoring the call because she pushed me, and I don't want that kind of relationship. I guess some people need to hear a "Heck NO!"
I am having second thoughts about hospice. Something about giving IV fluids for dehydration is considered prolonging life. I have to think about that.
My cousin is coming to cut my Dad's hair. She is a hairdresser by trade, so it is quite nice of her. I will likely let her trim mine too. I like to keep it shorter than my wrists so I can reach past it.
Rori, so sorry about your friend that passed.
Somebody asked me a question and now I've lost it. Sorry. I will have to be gentle with myself today. My nose is runny and my throat is becoming sore. Not good.
Have a good day, my friends! Reading your posts and typing out this early morning note is a very valuable relationship for me. I hope you all enjoy it too!
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Anniesquats100 wrote: »Good morning ladies!
On saying NO - at Thanksgiving dinner, a distant relative said we should go out for coffee sometime. I said No, I'm taking care of my mother at home right now, and I really can't go out. She badgered me into exchanging phone numbers anyway. I should have continued to hold my boundary, but I caved. If she calls me now, I will feel justified in ignoring the call because she pushed me, and I don't want that kind of relationship. I guess some people need to hear a "Heck NO!"
I am having second thoughts about hospice. Something about giving IV fluids for dehydration is considered prolonging life. I have to think about that.
My cousin is coming to cut my Dad's hair. She is a hairdresser by trade, so it is quite nice of her. I will likely let her trim mine too. I like to keep it shorter than my wrists so I can reach past it.
Rori, so sorry about your friend that passed.
Somebody asked me a question and now I've lost it. Sorry. I will have to be gentle with myself today. My nose is runny and my throat is becoming sore. Not good.
Have a good day, my friends! Reading your posts and typing out this early morning note is a very valuable relationship for me. I hope you all enjoy it too!
Annie in Delaware
You must have really long hair!
If mine was wrist length that would be past my butt, to the tops of my thighs. I have let it grow to that point a couple times but it starts to get in the way.
Remember to take time for yourself.
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(((Rori))) (((Tina))) (((Annie)))
Betsy in NW WA
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Annie - I look for your posts every time I sign in... so glad we are some support. As Machka says, remember to take care of you, too. Take advantage of the time of any and every family member you can to preserve your own health and give yourself time to breathe.
Lanette - I've loved New Balance since I weighed 300+ pounds and they were the only ones with steel shanks. They fit my feet at a wide width, too. Unfortunately, the edema a couple years back left me with a puffy ankle on the right, down low below the ankle bone, and the only shoes that don't hurt that ankle and provide support are the Crocs clones. See spoiler. I use the New Balance when I have long distance walking, like mowing, as the clones can be slidy on uneven terrain.
Barbara - I think it was you who was looking for slip-ons?I love these because they don't flap like most mule-type shoes, and I don't have to shuffle to keep them on. They're cloth of a kind, not plastic or stiff, they support my arches, and I can throw them in the washing machine (and have). I have three, bought over about three years. Red ones for house shoes, blue ones for walking around the yard, purple ones for when I go for short trips into town. I wear an 8 wide in New Balance and a 7.5 in these. They run large.
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BRXWYVLV?psc=1&ref=ppx_yo2ov_dt_b_product_details
Chores day - the washer is whooshing and the dryer is doing what it does, with a little thumpety-thump from the wool dryer balls. Egg's enjoying the fire I built to take the chill off this morning, but I'll let the fire die slowly now--it's supposed to be a nice afternoon, weather-wise.
Corey called early for his good morning call, he's headed "up the hill," an hour's drive north to Fayetteville, to put a track back on a machine up there. He has requested chili burgers for dinner, with cheddar cheese, onions and jalapenos and canned chili (his request, I swear!) I'm working on my digestion to try to diminish the bloating and gas, and he's apparently working on his to see how much he can generate!I can eat a burger on a slider bun and be perfectly happy without all the rest, so that will work fine.
I broke down and got a different kind of iron ordered that's supposed to be easier on your gut. Hopefully it will be here by Friday. My body needs iron still, because, while my hemoglobin is better, it's still at the very low end of the normal range. However, when I skip my morning dose of iron, the painful gas doesn't set in until quite late in the evening, so I think it might be helpful to get a less destructive kind. Fingers crossed.
Ah - the dryer's just buzzed, time to fold.
Love from the sunny, chilly morning of the Arkansas River Valley,
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Morning again ladies
I did get some more sleep,but got woken up by a phonecall from Tom,saying today is the day .they are putting Homer down ,he isnt eating or drinking and isnt opening his eyes. I will be there with him,and Elena and Tom,poor little boy almost made it to 18.so tonight will not be great..13 -
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Allie, I'm so sorry. I don't think I remember a week going by where you've not mentioned Homer in the last ten years, at least. Many hugs as you say goodbye.4
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Still trying to come to terms with the bad news from the doc yesterday. My kidneys have progressed into stage 3B from 3A in just 3 month. That is a big change and now I am really worried about it. I don’t see the renal doc until the first week of January, so only 4 more weeks to go. Researching kidney diets, etc. Looks like the Mediterranean diet is recommended. I am eating mostly that way now! I simply have to be more attentive to my sugar, egg, and wheat intakes. Egg and wheat are food sensitivities and sugar, well any at all make my glucose skyrocket, so time to get serious!
2023 New Ways November
Word of the Year: appreciate—Today I appreciate modern medicine.27. Join a friend doing a hobby and find out why they love it. I’m not sure who I will do this with, maybe my neighbor and not sure what to do yet. Thinking about it.
Meditation: daily. 18/30 (82%(started Feb)(94%,100%, 74%, 93%,100%,100%)
Feeling sick all month. Colitis crap!
Recommended exercise: cardio 5 days 30 min 15/23
Strength all muscles 2 x 0/8 a week
Flexible (yoga, stretching) /8 a week 10 min
Balance 5 days 10 min /20
1. cut back drinking and limit to 2 days a week. 0/8–(300%,100%,100%,100%).
96 days SOBER!
2. Average 7,000 steps a week. 6521,6471,5327, 5211, (7,700,100%-9851,100%-9526,100%-9,559,100%, -8347,100%—7465,100%—6328,90%—6059,87%—6458,92%,-6847,98%)
3. Update budget every 2 weeks 1/2 (10,00%)
4. Contact close family every week (4x) 220/208—(733%,100% My mom called me for a change.)
5. Contact Donat and sibs once a month (8x)98/96 100%)
6. Weigh less last day of month compared to first until I reach 140. Start at 178.6,176,174.2,173.4,175.4,174,175.6,173.4, 172.2, 173.2 (600%)
7. Develop a journaling practice by aiming to journal at least 5 days a week. 15/23. (681%,100,100)
8. Read 12 books at least this year. 47/12
(100%)
9. Pay off credit card debt by January 2024 by making monthly payments to NDR/Reach Financial 11/12—(100%)
10. Continue building emergency fund at SLFCU (min$25 a month)$25+$25+$71+700+25+25 +25+25 (100%) I put the money in, but end up taking it out.
11. April started putting 4% on income in savings. 700,200,200, 107, 157,0,0,0
500%) This has stopped. Spending too much.
January Met —100%
February met —-90%
March met met —-90%
April met——86.36%
May met——-89%
June met—-99%
July met — met 81%
August met—met 99%
September met——99%
October met —90.7%
November met—
December met—
1. Make a list of new things you want to do this month. 1. Start Christmas shopping, 2. Work on my happiness, 3. Walk the mall at least once. 4. Read a new book
2. Respond to a difficult situation in a different way. I will see what comes up, but the daily readings I do have helped a lot already! Did this!
3. Get outside and observe the changes in nature around you..Supposed to be in the low 80’s (f) here today and the week to come so will have plenty of time to do this. Didn’t do this today, sick.
4. Sign up to join a new course, activity, or online community. I’ll have to look around for this. Thinking about something to do with MCC. I joined 2 new groups on FB.
5. Change your normal routine today and notice how you feel. Will do!
6. Try out a new way of being physically active. I will have to think about this. Maybe do a YouTube video. Did not do this.
7. Be creative. Cook, draw, write, paint, make or inspire. I will Zendoodle. I tried out my DH’s suggestion for mirror letters.
8. Plan a new idea or activity you want to try out this year. I have a water color set. I will experiment with that.
9. When you feel you can’t do something, add the word ‘yet’. I need to remember this.
10. Be curious, learn about a new topic or an inspiring idea. I learned about Alonon and downloaded their app and read through it.
11. Choose a different route and see what you notice on the way. I did this on my walk today.
12. Find out something new about someone you care about. Research time!
13. Do something playful outdoors - walk, run, explore, relax. Took a walk.
14. Find a new way to help or support a cause you care about. Have to think about this.
15. Build on new ideas by thinking “yes, and what if…” I will remember this!
16. Look at life at someone else’s eyes and see their perspective. According to my therapist, this is called empathy. I do this but not enough. Will try to do better.
17. Try a new way to practice self-care and be kind to yourself. Staying in bed and resting today.
18. Connect with someone from a different generation. I do this most days at the park.
19. Broaden your perspective: read a different paper, magazine, or site. Will do!
20. Make a meal using a recipe or ingredient you haven’t used before. My DH does this all the time! He does all the cooking.
21. Learn a new skill from a friend or share one of yours with them. Hmmmm Did not do this.
22. Find a new way to tell someone you appreciate them. I will!
23. Set aside a time to pursue an activity with your love.
24. Share with a friend something useful you learned recently. I do this on MFP
25. Use one of your strengths in a new and creative way. I will need to think about this.
26. Try out a different radio station or new TV show. Did this.
28. Discover your creative side. Design a friendly greeting card. Didn’t do this. No time then too stressed by dr. Report.
29. Enjoy new music today. Play, sing, dance or listen. time for new Christmas music!30. Look for new reasons to be hopeful, even in tough times.
RVRita in Roswell, NM
Spoiler9 -
cityjaneLondon wrote: »Rita - I try to live my life with 'loving detachment'. I don't always succeed because I am an empath.
Most spiritual principles require practice and discipline, and they get easier with practice. I am still practicing.
Love Heather, still recovering from her empathy with the poor pigeon. UK xxxxxxxx
I'm more of an "apath"
Although I feel more empathy toward animals than people.
But you took me by surprise. From your posts, I would have put you slightly closer to the apath end of the "empath---apath" scale than to the empath end. Of course, I don't know you in person.
M in Oz
I had to look up the difference between apath and empath. I think you are correct, I try to have empathy, I used to be good at that until the divorce, and some other things that happened during that time. That pushed me more toward apath. I am now trying to get my empathy back. Being on 3 depression/anxiety medications takes a lot of feeling away….
RVRita
BTW when I referred to apath, I was thinking along the lines of being apathetic. Not out to hurt anyone, but low on the feelings end of things. Like someone on the autistic spectrum.
I understood Machka. I was a little upset at first but then, I know you didn’t mean it as a bad thing, and yes, I’ve never been tested but strongly feel I am on the autistic spectrum. Hate crowds, deal better with dogs than people, a loner, hate noisy environments, etc… Maybe I’ll look for an online test to try..
RVRita9
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