Do your old pictures disgust you!?

cursiny

So I am looking through my pictures I took Jan 2012, October 2012, April 2013, and then again last night. I put them all side by side. I agree that I have come along way, but when I see the pictures from Jan 2012 I am disgusted by myself. Anyone else feel the same way.

Don't get me wrong I am so happy at my accomplishments and I have lots further to go, but it really makes me sick!!

kowajenn

I don't feel that way. I look terrible in my old pics, but I also felt terrible and it's important to see those reminders to see how you no longer want to be. I didn't hate myself when I was fat, but I was unhappy for a variety of reasons and unhealthy because of the extra weight.

dym123

They used to, now they motivate me. I keep an old photo posted where I can see it while I workout, whenever I see it, I work harder.

Happymelz

Unfortunately NO. My old pictures are my skinny pictures.

krisconti

1000 % !!

I never realised how big I was until I started losing weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so embarrased.

suzyfj8

Oh definitely YES!

scruffykaz

No. That was who I was then and this is who I am now, although I still have a long way to go!

I look back at those photos and wonder if I ever really was that big!!

chelseascounter

My pictures from fall '12 to spring '13 YES I am disgusted.

KellySue67

I'm not sure I would say that they disgust me, but they make me feel sad that I didn't decide to do something about losing all of that weight before now. I feel like I have wasted a lot of time being unhealthy when I could have been doing so much more.

AmykinsCatfood

Photos from last Christmas shamed me into starting this.

lucystacy71

Not really. Although I've lost, I still only see 'fat' when I look at myself.

Broderick50

They do infact a picture is what started me on my journey. I had always been one of the biggest in the family I saw a picture of the family and was like is that Travis (my cousin who is bigger than me) and they were like no that's you. To this day I have no idea where that picture is.

seltzermint555

They don't disgust me now, even the very worst ones. Because I know that I've changed for the better. At the time though, they shocked and horrified me. I NEVER felt "that fat" even at my all-time highest weight of 307. I have always felt energetic and have always genuinely liked myself, even liked my looks fairly well. But due to viewing myself only in certain mirrors and flattering above-the-neck photos, I really was not in touch with the way my body truly looked and that was a harsh reality at the time. Now, I don't mind the photos though!

ilovescarymovies

Yes but they are good motivation now!

quiltlovinlisa

I was my heaviest after the birth of my oldest daughter at 266 and yes, it is HARD to look at pictures from that time.

alisonlynn1976

I think "disgust" is too strong of a word, but on my various online profiles, I have deleted my old "fat" pictures and added new ones!

IpuffyheartHeelsinthegym

my old pictures make me sad, but I am happy with how I have progressed and that far outweighs the sadness for what I did to myself.

SailorKnightWing

Nope. I was a worthwhile human being when I was overweight, and I'm still a worthwhile person, just one who takes up less space in the world.

staystrong_314159

I feel absolutely disgusted by my old pics, but they also make me a little happier because I know how much I've done.

TheGymGypsy

My current pictures still disgust me. I have always been over critical of pictures of myself. But yes, my old pictures make me shudder in fear.

WaKay

Not really. Although I've lost, I still only see 'fat' when I look at myself.

i am the same way. I don't look different to me, but i do feel better and my clothes are much smaller

cursiny

I have always hated pictures of me. Even now. I am only about half way to my final destination of health. Maybe then I will like looking at myself

SpecialSundae

I'm actually a lot more accepting of my old pictures now. I hated myself because my photos never matched up to my self-image and now I see the good side as well as the flaws, even though my photos finally match my self-image.

ktcomplicated

Not at all. It's a part of my history, you know? And I'm not down with being ashamed of any part of my past that's made me who I am. For me it's mostly really strange, because I can't remember what it was like, even though I lived it for so long.

MistyMtnMan

I just can't believed I looked like that at one point. I'm even more shocked at the progress I've made since then. It's awesome to see hard work pay off!

teamAmelia

Nope. I don't self-hate. :flowerforyou:

mmckee10

My old pictures are my thin pictures. I don't hate them.. I use them as motivation.

Bankman1989

It is SOOOOO important to love yourself NO MATTER WHAT! I have to admit I have never really been extremely over weight and wouldn't know how that would feel. HOWEVER, if you don't love you how can anyone else? Weight should never be a reason to think you are ugly. I know a lot of beautiful on the outside, ugly on the inside folks. Take pride in who you are as a person.

lithezebra

My old writing disgusts me. I adore my old pictures. This is why I keep a sketchbook and and an image directory on my computer, and do not keep a journal.

tristaj90

I am not disgusted by my beginning pics. I had always been an overweight child and once I had my son in November 2011 and got to March 2012 and I had still gained after having a baby, I was upset. I look at that picture and it reminds me of a "dark" time in my life. A reflection of myself and how I no longer want to look. I still "feel" that fat. I weighed 234 pounds then. I now weigh 143 and feel amazing, but that fat girl is still inside of me. If I look at those pictures I can remember that on the outside I don't have to be that big. I can keep myself away from that. It keeps me MOTIVATED to keep working. I was very depressed and very paranoid that i was going to fall over and die when I was big. I worried about heart attacks and blood clots. I still have some worry, but I know now I'm healthy. I've got a healthy BMI, healthy waist size, normal cholesterol, normal blood pressure, etc.

Sorry for that long response but I wanted to paint a picture as to why my old pictures will never make me feel disgusted.

Firemansam79

Not me, they remind me of how easy it is to slip into bad eating habits, gain weight and how much work and dedication it is to lose.