Need to Lose 100 LBS -Robins Thread !

Monday Check In: Weekend went well, till my sugar tooth bombed me. I failed though, I got some nutella and shortbread cookies. However, I am proud of myself. I limited it to about 10 cookies and 3 tbs. of nutella. But my boyfriend gave me gummy worms... so... that killed me. But hopefully I succumbed my sweet tooth for a few weeks, besides, I have nutella to spare for a quick sweet fix... in very small moderation.

"It is a life journey for me with no end and slip ups cannot be used to beat myself up because real life happens."

Rebecca, that may be the best quote ever. I wrote it down and I have it in front of me!


My weeks vacation with the husband just ended, and Lord knows I was not the best decision maker. I was great with no snacking- -if it wasn't a meal I wasn't eating. But I didn't exercise portion control, I just ate til I was satisfied. It was all pretty much good, non processed food which was good. Steak, vegetables, quinoa, for dinner when we were home. Breakfast almost every day, pretty much all low carb options as I don't really go for pancakes or stuff like that. I did a lot of walking around while we were on vacation, lots of trips to the park and the beach. Still, I dread the scale!!

I'm almost back to work and a woman I work(ed) with was transferred to the middle school. In a way, I'm glad. She's so nice, but last summer she took six weeks and went to the Biggest Loser Ranch, and did the same this summer. I've tried talking to her about it, and instead of being empathetic, and discussing her experiences, all I got was a lecture about how the only reason people are heavy is because they hate themselves, their lives are a mess and they need therapy. I heard that ALL YEAR. It was hard to even look to her as an example, as she became so, I don't know, high handed. And arrogant!! Thats why I love everyone here so much, those of us who are successful want to help, not bring others down. I thank the stars for all of you here every day.

Happy Monday-

Over the weekend I found out the house I put an offer on was owned by the city so my loan was not compatible with the house. So today I put in another offer. Eating out a lot over the weekend has me feeling sluggish and blah.

@Cia - your sunday share was so powerful

@Helen- Sorry to hear about your friend....I have learned over the years do just what you did because you will be better off in the end.

@Laurie- Do you happen to live in MN that is when my son starts school too. Hope you get the zip lining in I think that looks like so much fun.

Welcome newbies

Welcome back old familiar faces and names that have been MIA.

Helen- You could tell your friend that TOM was around and that you can't donate at that time or your iron was low. She won't know the difference. I understand you don't want to lie but both are valid reasons they would ask you to delay giving blood. I commend you for even trying- giving blood is not something I want to do. It would be my luck that I would pass out.

Andrea- The person who went to the Biggest Loser Ranch sounds like she was brain- washed at that place. I wonder what stuff they are filling people's heads with that would have them react that way to others who want to know more. Like you said you have us to support you.

Robin- My mom knew what I was doing and the group I was meeting. Usually, I would back out of unfamiliar situations but I choose to try something new. Thanks for your concern.

Check in- Not the best day/ weekend just very emotional due to TOM coming and it started today, which lead me to being tired and unmotivated all day. Luckily, I have an intern this year who decorated my classroom. I should sleep tonight since I am so tired today.

I live in Annapolis, MD.

@Robin - Thank you!

@Helen - Eff it. You don't owe her any explanation. Don't stress yourself out over other people's pettiness. If she wants to talk ish, let that be her thing. You remain the kind, sensitive person you are. You have other things to worry about that directly affect your life, like your husband's possible need for surgery. Remember, however, that even with possibilities of struggle, they're just that -- possibilities. Don't stress yourself out over something that may not come to pass. If you can stay in the present (which I think is difficult for every person, including myself), you'll find that life is less stressful. Stay focused on what you can control today, and remember to breathe. You've got this!

Monday Check-in: TOTALLY went carb crazy this weekend. I had a burrito on Friday, rolled tacos and a cheese quesadilla on Saturday (along with discovering that Three Olives makes a s'mores vodka -- *GASP*, and a patty melt with fries on Sunday. There were real meals during the weekend, too, but those were my sin meals. And you know what I learned? The only thing that would be worth the guilt is the s'more vodka. On the positive, I don't feel guilty. I'm more disappointed that these were things that I used to LOVE, and none of it gave me that enjoyment that I used to get from their taste. Which means I doubt there will be a repeat of this weekend any time soon (if ever). NSV for the win!

Hmm, 104 pounds lost???? Something weird has happened. Though perhaps I had lost a decimal point when I weighed in, but the value looks right. My wishful thinking must have soaked into the computer. Guess I'll have to figure this out. Linda

Monday Check-In:

Was scheduled to run 20 mins straight today. I only managed about 16 because I literally thought I was going to die. My legs felt like Jello and my breathing got a little away from me. I even turned the speed down and it didn't seem to help. I ended up having to take 4 1-minute walk breaks in order to make it through.

Weekend was good. I stuck to my workouts and didn't go over on my calories, which shocked the mess out of me. I usually always have ONE day on the weekend I go over. But I have no complaints.

I'm starting to hate my scale. I think it is broken! There is no way that it shouldn't be moving. I'm being strict on my cals and my workouts. I'm not sure what is up, but I wish it would sort itself out. I guess I need to measure in the AM tomorrow and see if maybe I've lost some inches. That will make me feel a little bit better.

Other than all of that, I'm doing well. I have a TON of paperwork and papers to get graded and completed before tomorrow, so I'm going to grab a quick bite to eat and get busy. Hope everyone has a great day! I'll try to do personals once I get all my work done.

~ Jana

Greetings all. I've been laying pretty low the past few days. Reading but not posting.

I took today off work to chill for one more day and saw a movie...which brings me to a NSV...... I was able to sit very comfortably in a movie theater seat WITH the arms down comfortably and with room to spare....

Can't even remember the last time that was the case....

I found you guys, again. I am really beginning to think maybe you are trying to ditch me, humm.

@Ushi?sp: We're not trying to ditch you:laugh: That made me lol...You're one of us Like it or not:laugh:

@jana--don't worry about not making the 20-min run; I can run a full 5k now, but still often have days when I just can't do more than 10 or 15 minutes without a walking break. Just keep trying and you will certainly get there! :drinker: Your post about paperwork and grading made me sad --I start on Wed. and already have lots of tests and papers scheduled for the 1st week and a half. This means my evenings and weekends soon will be devoted to schoolwork...*sigh*

@tungsten--thanks for the tip about being able to return protein powder. I have been hesitant to try it for fear that I would hate it--I will have to check to see if GNC has a similar policy (no Vitamin Shoppe near me).

@inoso--glad to hear the site moderators got the link set up from the old thread. I think robin said a pharalope is a type of bird...? Something to do with birds b/c she is a bird-lover--she chose it simply b/c it is such an uncommon work, she figured it wouldn't be in any other threads (thus, making it a good search word).

@ally--I'm not much of a vodka drinker, but s'mores vodka sounds delicious!

@holly--hope this 2nd offer works out!

@andrea--I agree with Laurie--sounds like they brainwashed your co-worker, which I assume they would have to do to get people to come back considering how much it costs to go there!! It costs something like $2500/wk for one person and that, of course, doesn't include travel/airfare to get there. Way too pricey for me! I'm happy for you that she got transferred (and to the middle school--that's karma! :laugh: ) so you won't have to listen to her anymore.

@doomcakes--I love nutella, but I don't usually buy it b/c it's too expensive and i will eat it by the jarful! :blushing:

@lin--you are a riot!! :laugh:

@nicole--loved the ode to taco bell!!

@helen--sorry your ex-friend is causing you grief and behaving like a 16 y/o; I agree with ally and laurie--eff her! You don't owe her any explanation! If she asks where you went, just say "my iron was low"--that is so very common for women that it's unlikely she will think to question you further.

@jt--I probably would have done the same thing with the protein shake :laugh: ; I grew up in a household where wasting food was a NOT allowed and that has carried over into my adult life. I know it's part of the reason for my weight issues--I've really had to learn to throw away food, but it's still a challenge at times.

OK--I need to take my dog outside and brush him, so I'll finish later.