Beautiful Behaviors - February 2017

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  • dlm4mom
    dlm4mom Posts: 251 Member
    Not a great calorie day but it could have been much worse. One of my coworkers keeps bringing in cookies from a bakery. At least 3 times a week. She suffers from extreme cravings and loses control of her eating. These are giant cookies. I ate one three times this week. I have to work on this. I am not eating anymore and when she eats them next week i am going to leave the room so I don't smell them. Every day I have been over on calories this week i have eaten one of these. Ugh!! This is hard. I am working on refinishing some chairs so I am staying away from food at home. Not sure how much exercise this is but I am enjoying it and not grazing when i am at home.
  • jessiquoi
    jessiquoi Posts: 400 Member
    Happy Saturday, all!

    Today I am treating myself to lunch out with a friend at our favorite Japanese restaurant. I am going to look up the calories of things before I go and log all I eat, because baby, I'm on a roll! I got on the scale today and I'm finally down below where I started back in December. It made me feel like dancing! I don't like being so needy with the scale, but it is, for me, a good way to see how I've been doing. All of my pants and skirts are elastic waisted, so it's hard to tell from how they fit if I've lost, unless I lose a LOT.

    What will you do to treat yourself this lovely (but cold here) day? Is it cold where you live? I'm in Maryland, up near the Pennsylvania border. Where are all of you living?

    later,
    jess
  • jessiquoi
    jessiquoi Posts: 400 Member
    @dlm4mom if there were giant cookies near me at work, i would have a big problem. good for you for only eating them 3 days and not all week! especially chocolate chip ones, oh, i can't resist them. wait, NO! that's the OLD me talking. i CAN resist them (trying to convince myself).
  • jessiquoi
    jessiquoi Posts: 400 Member
    @DarkSinestra how interesting... a roller derby team! how long ago, and for how long? i remember watching that on tv years ago and it looked really rough.
  • jessiquoi
    jessiquoi Posts: 400 Member
    @woznube7 LIBBY how are you? we miss your optimistic voice.
  • aleahurst
    aleahurst Posts: 325 Member
    Happy Saturday!

    Jess - my goodness! I love your attitude!
  • jessiquoi
    jessiquoi Posts: 400 Member
    oh well. i collapsed just now. john said "let's get a pizza" (we haven't ordered in all week) and i said "only if we have ice cream too". i'm not very strong. back on tomorrow!
  • fruitydelicious
    fruitydelicious Posts: 623 Member
    I'm in central PA, about 45 minutes south of Harrisburg. Howdy neighbor!!
  • woznube7
    woznube7 Posts: 537 Member
    Good morning!!

    I miss you all. My mom and I were talking yesterday and ended up thinking that I should try to find a job in Indiana (my cousin lives in Indianapolis and a few friends as well). So I have been applying like crazy. I don't know why I didn't think of this sooner.

    I have let myself go, just eating anything and everything. I know this has come from stress and having my period starting. It helps with the thoughts/feelings/etc I've been experiencing!

    This week I've been dog sitting and it has been a bjt challenging. I miss my kitties at my apartment, but am loving all the puppy cuddles.

    I have been in a tough downward spiral, but I'm so thankful for you guys!! I'm here, I'll be back in full force! This is just a minor bump in the road!

    Hope you all have a great Sunday!
  • happysherri
    happysherri Posts: 1,360 Member
    @woznube7 I live in Indianapolis IN! Lowe's Corporate is always hiring for customer service, project coordinators and supervisors. Goodluck :smiley:
  • jessiquoi
    jessiquoi Posts: 400 Member
    well, all the pizza and the ice cream is gone, and i'm very proud of myself at how little i ate of it and how slowly. i would usually have eaten it all in one sitting, and it lasted for three, so that's a plus. and i have no cravings for more of it, so i really think i'll be able to get right back on today. i'm going to journal it sometime today so i can look back if i want to and know why i didn't lose this week. :(
  • woznube7
    woznube7 Posts: 537 Member
    @woznube7 I live in Indianapolis IN! Lowe's Corporate is always hiring for customer service, project coordinators and supervisors. Goodluck :smiley:

    Awesome!!! I'll look into that!
  • aleahurst
    aleahurst Posts: 325 Member
    Hello all! Hope it's a wonderful weekend. <3

  • aleahurst
    aleahurst Posts: 325 Member
    It's game day, isn't it? USA football?
  • happysherri
    happysherri Posts: 1,360 Member
    Completed 62 minutes of Lee Labrada Back, Biceps and Cardio and now I'm meal prepping for the week. Planning for the week ahead is a recipe for success!
  • woznube7
    woznube7 Posts: 537 Member
    aleahurst wrote: »
    It's game day, isn't it? USA football?

    Yes!
  • kittens_info
    kittens_info Posts: 10 Member
    Hello everyone. I am Cheryl. I'm glad I found this post. I need the support. :)
  • aleahurst
    aleahurst Posts: 325 Member
    @kittens_info - welcome!
  • jessiquoi
    jessiquoi Posts: 400 Member
    Hi, Cheryl @kittens_info, welcome!

    @HappySheri wow! what a workout! kudos!
  • aleahurst
    aleahurst Posts: 325 Member
    Note on food awareness---
    I love the convenience of canned foods, but every time I eat, even a healthy canned food, I'm hungry an hour later!!
  • fruitydelicious
    fruitydelicious Posts: 623 Member
    Over did it with some dip last night, but resisted against a binge today.

    Even though I had a small slip up , it is not going to cause me to get off track completely. I'm making new habits and adjusting how I deal with overeating. Perfection doesn't exist, and I don't have to waste my time and energy trying to achieve the impossible anymore!!!
  • jessiquoi
    jessiquoi Posts: 400 Member
    great attitude, @fruitydelicious!

    Lea, LOVE it!

    Dear Food,

    I know I keep taking you back, but I'm stronger now and I don't hold on to you the way I used to. I might slip and indulge occasionally but it is NOT a downslide and it will NOT be my downfall.
  • SpicyGorilla
    SpicyGorilla Posts: 6 Member
    I had a one pound weight loss Friday after my first week. Then I ate terribly all weekend
  • SpicyGorilla
    SpicyGorilla Posts: 6 Member
    Where did the rest of my post go? Darnit! I'm not retyping it now
  • KimF0715
    KimF0715 Posts: 114 Member
    Hi Friends:

    My behaviors haven't been so beautiful. In fact, the weekend was pretty damn ugly.

    Chinese takeout, loads of fluffy jasmine rice. Wings, chili, sandwich fare on gooey gluten free rolls, hard ciders and other Super Bowl debauchery.

    Not logging in. Not journaling. Reading while eating.

    And today...only coffee and not a morsel of food until 5pm. I don't have to tell you what happened. I binged. With a book. Awful awful awful. Not a downslide, or a downhill but a regular avalanche.

    Self care? Out the window. Menopausal weepy nonsense made itself comfortable.

    I know I have to regroup. I did a grocery order, packed some salads, filled my water bottle and I am resolving to start anew tomorrow.

    I took a hot Epsom salt bath and put on my comfiest pjs. My stomach feels horrific, but that will take a few days.

    Anyway...I'm still here. Hoping to catch up this week.

    Kim

  • DarkSinestra
    DarkSinestra Posts: 45 Member
    @jessiquoi I quit back in 2014. I have an arthritic hip and would like to be walking in my 80s if I'm lucky to get there! I started in 2008, was out through 2010 because of non-derby related injuries and then back in again. It is a rough sport, full contact, but we were doing women's flat track derby, not the banked track bouts that were often televised. It's a really popular sport now. Our team got its WFTDA certification in 2013. It was a hard climb to get there, and it put us in competition with really skilled teams. We all learned so much!

    It sounds like a lot of us had rough weekends. It's all right, ladies. You're aware. You're not making mindless mistakes without realization, and you're determined not to quit. That counts for a lot! I have to keep reminding myself, too, that this isn't a sprint. It isn't even a marathon. This is every day, and not every "training day" is going to be a win. If you learned something, then it's worth the experience.

    @happysherri Love your attitude! It's always inspiring. Thank you for sharing that enthusiasm.

    @kittens_info Welcome! I hope you get the inspiration you're looking for.

    I went 6 miles today! And I didn't beat myself up over yesterday's much needed rest day. (Probably why I made it the 6 miles.) Muscles were burning on the hills; joints were NOT painful. I will whup muscles all day long. I don't abuse joints anymore. And saw a loss over the weekend. For so many years, despite success with it at one point, I was so resistant to calorie counting. WHHHYYYYY? It works. It's not fast. It's not glamorous or easy. Days often go by with nothing and then a whoosh. But dang it, it works. I really don't ever want to forget that again or ever have to do this again. I don't care if I'm counting until the end of my days. If that's what it takes to maintain, then so be it!
  • aleahurst
    aleahurst Posts: 325 Member
    Go Jess! You tell it

    @SpicyGorilla - you lost that one pound once, you can lose it again. That pound will go to the same place our posts go when our devices flicker, never to be seen again!

    @fruitydelicious - you are on track! One controlled bit of dip didn't mess up your direction at all. Good for you!

    Hang on.
  • aleahurst
    aleahurst Posts: 325 Member
    I've written this three times and I keep getting booted out!

    @fruitydelicious - may your pounds go where our posts went and never be seen by human eyes again!

    @KimF0715 - Repeat after me: "my behavior is beautiful". Do it. You are fine. You love yourself. Sometimes just say it until you realize it's true.

    @DarkSinestra - thank you for writing that. I needed what you said. And you are right. It just works. Keep counting calories. Keep pushing to exercise. It just works.

    Hang on, my phone flickered.
  • aleahurst
    aleahurst Posts: 325 Member
    @jeanlake - you still with us?
    @gatamadriz - Cath, are you doing okay?
    @woznube7 - Libby I keep your job situation in prayer
    @dlm4mom - how are you doing today? Hang in there. What's your beautiful behavior today?
    @jasmarie24 - I should friend you so I can write something like "yay go" whenever you log in.
    @Mithridites - hello!

    Okay, I might be done. Love you all.

    Don't be normal. Be beautiful!

    Lea
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