Women 200lb+, Let's Be Extra Awesome This August!!!

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  • motivatedsister
    motivatedsister Posts: 544 Member
    @changeforeverlj that's beautiful! I want to be there lol.

    And love the discussion about body-image. Your journey gives some hope @speyerj
  • motivatedsister
    motivatedsister Posts: 544 Member
    SW: 210.9 (7/27)
    August GW: 199 (I know that's ambitious, and I won't be too sad if I miss it. But too hard to resist reaching ONEderland when it's so close!)

    8/3: 207.7 (-3.2)
    8/10: 205.9 (-1.8)
    8/17: 205.2 (-0.7)
    8/24: 201.5 (-3.7)
    8/31:

    I think the large loss might be making up for the low loss the previous week, due to starting a new exercise routine. This week's pre-made lunch option is salad. I'm a little worried it may be a little too low calorie to sustain me through the work day. If I'm starving by the end of the day I'll have to see what I can add to give it a little more substance for the rest of the week (maybe half a sandwich or fruit?).
  • speyerj
    speyerj Posts: 1,369 Member
    @IsETHome - welcome back! Those are great goals.
  • aliciap0116
    aliciap0116 Posts: 231 Member
    Hi everyone, I feel like I have been a downer on this thread over the past few weeks/months, so I hesitated to share this. But it is a good article on CV and the impact of obesity. Although I expected it to make me more fearful and anxious, the end of the article actually motivated me to get on my exercise bike this afternoon. We can make a difference in how our bodies would respond if we were to contract the virus and it should be one more reason we make a better food choice or take a few more steps to better health.

    https://www.washingtonpost.com/health/obesity-coronavirus-risk-lose-weight/2020/08/21/1de03bbc-e187-11ea-8dd2-d07812bf00f7_story.html
  • AlexandraFindsHerself1971
    AlexandraFindsHerself1971 Posts: 3,106 Member
    edited August 2020
    speyerj wrote: »
    And I have some good news about that wrinkly skin too. After I lost about 70 pounds I had some serious bat wings on my arms. There was extra skin and extra subcutaneous fat pulling it down. I was afraid that if I ever wanted to look good in a sleeveless dress, I'd have to have surgery. But now that I am down 115 pounds the bat wings are gone. I lost the fat that was weighing down and stretching out the extra skin. If I hold my arms in a certain position, you can still see the wrinkly skin - it looks like a wrinkled cotton sheet, but most of the time, it looks perfectly normal. So there's hope for my little pouch that hangs down over my abdomen too. As the fat shrinks, there's less to pull down the skin. It's still puckered and wrinkly and there's a small overhang but nothing like there was 2 months ago. So I have hope that one day, it might be gone altogether.

    As someone who is going to have a lot of loose skin when I'm done, that gives me hope. I was thinking that in addition to the tummy tuck (I need to have my abs put back together, so there's going to be some surgery anyway) that I'd need underarm work and some work on my inner thighs, too. Hopefully I won't.

    I've had some of those mirror moments, but then I put on size 16 jeans and remind myself that I couldn't even have pulled them up over my thighs this time last year. And today I was wearing an old shirt to clean in and it kept billowing to a degree where I recognized that it's way too large now, I need to just let it go.

    Today was really hot and humid, and it stayed hot and humid well into the evening, and Boyfriend got worn out before we could walk and so went to bed. I don't want to walk without him, and it's dark now and I don't have anything reflective to wear, so I have to skip it tonight. But I'm really enjoying walking with him and just moving. I never thought I'd say that.

    We wound up just getting sandwiches from the local place down the street (support local small businesses!) and as I plated the food up, it occured to me that a year ago I would have had the entire sandwich, a serving of french fries or onion rings, and a piece of cake, and would have washed it all down with at least 24 ounces of iced tea. Today I knew I could only manage a half sandwich, had it with a single-serving bag of chips, and when I was done I had only room for two swallows of water to rinse my mouth. That's a definite change in capacity. Anymore about a half hour before I eat I slow down on my water consumption so that I can have enough capacity to actually eat the calories I have planned, and if I have something a little bulkier like a salad I have to not drink with it. I can live with this for now, and eventually I'll get to eat more, but for now, this is okay, and actually helps me.

  • astroamy wrote: »
    It's been a stressful couple days but I am managing to sticking to what I had planned on eating, I just haven't been getting as much exercise as I had planned. I am trying to stay positive about it. I am not stress eating, so that is a victory. I am trying not to feel bad about the reduced amount of exercise. This will pass.

    ST: 233.6
    CW: 226.6
    # days on mfp and following the plan: 15

    I've lost forty pounds this year, 25 of them since March, and since March I haven't exercised. Don't worry, it can be done.
  • motivatedsister
    motivatedsister Posts: 544 Member
    @CupcakeCrusoe Glad your baby girl is doing better. I hope your stress load is lighter this week!
  • MuttiNM
    MuttiNM Posts: 240 Member
    @KeriA Good luck with your job interview! And congrats on your daughter's graduation!
  • MuttiNM
    MuttiNM Posts: 240 Member
    @bluffgirl67 So sorry to hear you're having a difficult time. I can't imagine how hard this must be for you. As you said, finding the card must have been bittersweet. How amazing your Momma had done that ahead of time for you. Sending you prayers.
  • motivatedsister
    motivatedsister Posts: 544 Member
    @eliezalot and @KeriA I know! I only weigh once a week, so hopefully whenever I finally reach ONEderland I'll continue the downward trajectory and won't ever see that uptick since I don't weigh daily. Lol at least one could hope right?
  • orangequilt
    orangequilt Posts: 4,750 Member
    sending you hugs @bluffgirl67 it must be rough not to have your momma there xxx
    @sweetirish you are getting through that pregnancy! Great that you are getting a chance to see what effect different foods have on your body
    @cupcakecrusoe glad your baby is doing better now and enjoyed a bath!
    i'm trying to stick more closely to my plan and have been battling the munchies, I haven't been very strict with myself the last couple of months, time to get things back to where they should be!
  • astroamy
    astroamy Posts: 1,205 Member
    @KeriA I know, it's best if I get the exercise done in the morning then nothing can happen the rest of the day to prevent me from exercising. I hope your interview goes well.

    Did better today, got in a bike ride this morning and ate well. My weight is up slightly, but this is fairly common for me particularly after a rapid decline. I'll just wait it out.

    SW: 233.6
    CW: 227.0
  • aliciap0116
    aliciap0116 Posts: 231 Member
    @bluffgirl67 sending you lots of hugs; I know how much you miss her.

    @CupcakeCrusoe so glad your baby girl is feeling better and happy again. We are only as happy as our saddest child.

    @sweetirish glad everything is going well and how wonderful to learn about how your body processes different foods. That will serve you well for your whole lifetime.

    @KeriA I hope all the medical tests go well and wish you the best on your interview! I'm glad you are holding out for the right position for you.

    @IsETHome welcome back; we all have bumps and curves on this road!

    @speyerj so exciting and inspiring to hear that your body is adjusting to its new size!! Your hard work is paying off.

    @micwrites, @wanderinglight @MuttiNM and @orangequilt your posts so resonated with me. I am proud of what I have accomplished so far but focus far more on how much further I have to go. The fact I am growing out my gray hair right now is also not helping this not pretty picture. I feel like this group understands me more than any person in my physical life. Thank you for sharing and supporting everyone.
  • speyerj
    speyerj Posts: 1,369 Member
    edited August 2020
    I feel like this group understands me more than any person in my physical life. Thank you for sharing and supporting everyone.

    - I could not agree more. There is no way I would have stayed on track without the support of all of you. Thank you to everyone for making this a space where I can be vulnerable.

    And Alicia! I'm so glad you and your doctor have a plan (that you can live with!) to address your heart condition. It's great that it's in alignment with your own weight loss goals. CPAP is a pain and I keep trying to see if I can go off of it, but every time I do, my health suffers. And (I know you know this) getting restful sleep does help stave off cravings and hunger - so it can be a weight loss tool too. Finally, thank you for being a hero and volunteering for a vaccine medical trial. I admire you so much!

    @KeriA - Best of luck to you on your interview! You got this!

  • MuttiNM
    MuttiNM Posts: 240 Member
    @aliciap0116 That is a very comprehensive plan! It must help a bit to know that you are taking all the steps you can to improve your health. Good luck with it!

    That's really interesting about the vaccine trial. Will you ever find out if you got the vaccine or not or is that something that is never revealed to the trial participants?
  • eliezalot
    eliezalot Posts: 620 Member
    HW: 257 (June 2019)
    August SW: 201.4
    8/2: 204.2 (highest August weight)
    8/5: 201.6
    8/12: 201
    8/19: 199.4
    8/25: 196.8 (lowest August weight)
    8/26: 197.8

    Big goal 1 achieved: Below 200!
    Mini goal achieved: 60 lbs lost!
    Next mini goal: Into the 180's
    Next BIG goal: 174 lbs - out of obese and into overweight
    Ultimate goal: TBD

    After my maintenance break in July, it took me a while to see the weight start to drop again, and felt like it was taking forever. I briefly worried that I'd be stuck at 200 forever, never able to break through and lose more weight. (I know, its so silly. I've been doing this for a year. I know how and why it works!) And still, even my usually logical and chill brain started to freak out lol. It is reassuring to see the scale move again. My trend weight is also finally below 200 (199.19 to be exact). I don't expect to see any more loss for another few weeks now, based on my cycle. I tend to see the scale move substantially only twice a month: the week after my period and the week after I ovulate. Every other time I'm apparently holding on to water lol.

    I've been enjoying doing yoga and seeing how much stronger I'm getting. I even went upside down briefly last week and did a few seconds in a not-quite-full headstand (both feet off the floor, but legs not fully extended up). Even the week before when I tried it it had seemed literally impossible (how the *kitten* do you gt your legs up? What muscle is that even??). It was exciting to try and it see it working.

    I haven't been back to running yet. My heel doesn't hurt on a day to day basis anymore, so I went for a walk the other morning (just a short 2-3 mile walk around the neighborhood). It felt so nice to be out, but my heel was achy and stiff that evening and the next day. I had a tele-visit with a doctor for something unrelated, and asked about my foot. She does think it sounds like plantar fasciitis, but won't diagnose it without an exam. She suggested I keep icing it, get some shoe inserts, and if the inserts don't help, get myself to a podiatrist. The inserts come tomorrow, and I'm really hopeful they'll allow me to at least start walking again. It has been really frustrating. I felt like I was finally making progress with running, and outdoor cardio like that is so good for my mental health. The only upside is that I've been forced to practice on regulating my calories with and without exercise, which I've always struggled with. Once I get to start eating more calories from exercising, it is so so hard to stop! (And I guess I got to skip running in the heat of summer lol, I'll count that as an upside too!)

    Hope everyone is having a good week!