Begin Again......AGAIN

Tuesday is nuts for me eq h and every single week!!!!!!! Leaving the house early! Flying to supply meeting then cleaning a house!! Then come home for more work in the yard!! Family is coming down for my oldest bday this week!! Super jazzed about it!! $$ is tight but we will figure it out we always do!! Hahaha 🤞🤞they drop a lil $$ in all our banks this week!! 180 not sure if it's muscle gain or what??!! Could be pms I know I feel like I'm on the right track!! I am eating better making way better choices did a full work out yesterday and we finished the pig pen! I'm thinking this is muscle!!

Well family came in to town and I started my period. Been running around like crazy!! Been eating constantly!! I am not excited to see what I weigh in at today......here goes nothing........181.4 that's a high number. Booooooo well today is my kiddos party and so I know I'll eat like crap today!! That's ok!! I'm gonna work out tomorrow really start logging and getting my head in the game!!

179.6 this morning!! Going back down!! Logged yesterday!! Drank almost all the water!! Kept my head in the game!! Went shopping for better options!! Hopefully I will choose to eat my food instead of the kids junk!! Drop the taco!!

Gotta take my mom to the Dr. Today. Gonna work out yoga/calisthenics today I wanna try to run later today!! I did decent yesterday after "line dancing" I was hungry....had more peanuts and some cereal! Gonna go back and log it.....may have some salt this morning when I hit the scale 🤞🤞🤞it's a good day 179.6....yeeeeeeeees I'll take it!! Woo woo!!

Mom say kicked my *kitten*. Emotionally I struggle around her and just wanna eat and eat and eat!! It's getting old! I gotta get out of this rut.....179.4 this morning at first weigh in. Might do it again after a lil more sleep!

178.4 second time to step on the scale and it was better!! Now that I see the emotional trigger I can keep it under control I hope. This is something that kept me big my whole life. When I get away from her I'm fine. Now I guess it's time to face it and do it with her right *kitten* here and up my *kitten*....gonna be tough I know that. The last 8 months of this thread can show that....also hope it shows I will never give up trying to be the best me I can be!!

Already hit the scale 3 times today I wanna see a change....I want it to go down damn it!! Did a 20 minute workout already bout to hit the office for school with the girls. Hopefully I get off my *kitten* and accomplish something today!!! Seriously!! 178.8 better than the first 2 times I stepped on the scale this morning!!

being sick one day turned into three days my thyroid spun out of control and now I can't even handle having a mask on my face for more than 5 minutes or I start to get the spins I get really hot and I want to throw up I haven't stepped on a scale since my last weigh-in I'm going to bed I'm up at least 5 lb it was the horrible weekend going to try and get back on track and post a really badass weight on Friday I swear y'all I'm going to get this going down down down down down down down dammit