3 minor confessions

3) I have a solid plan for the zombie apocalypse.

Love it!!!

1. Wife still gets me hot & bothered, even after 20 years.
2. Since I learned I have MS and accepted it, my outlook on life has changed 180 degrees.
3. Because of #2, I am very selfish . I do things that make me happy, and alot of times don't think of how it will effect others.

1. I am Addicted to Diagnosis Murder and Still have a crush on **** Van *kitten*, He's 86 years old now. :-S

2. Most days I'm too depressed about my weight to even workout.

3. I have been craving a Chinese for so long now I sometimes dream I'm eating one.

1. I think it's hilarious that MFP bleeped out Richard Van *kitten*'s first name :laugh:
2. I wish I had the cajones to ask my boss to telecommute two days a week
3. I hate being late to things and I married a chronic tardy man...so then I don't want to blame him to our friends so we end up getting "stuck in traffic" a LOT

1. It's been almost 5 months and everyday I still struggle with the fact that I can't just text my best friend. I miss you, sis.
2. I'm trying to remember that this journey takes time.
3. I WANT MY FIANCE BACK!!!

Okay... not so minor, but oh well.

I dont know you but this makes me feel like you need a hug

Thank you!! I wasn't trying to be a debbie downer, I promise! It was just one of those days.

1. I cant stand my sister
2. Part of my weight loss is revenge
3. I snuck some french fries 2nite (still have remaining calories)
p.s. that felt better

LOL you could be my sister---not the one I can't stand....love it, girl!

1.I look at my body and dont see the results ( I still see THUNDER THIGHS):frown:
2. I LOVE when my son goes for a nap:bigsmile:
( he doesnt actually sleep anymore though but he does stay in his gated room long enough for me to play on the computer)
3. I cant wait for the day when I can just eat a peanut butter and jelly sandwich without measuring the peanut butter for it...just PLOP the peanut butter on and go to town....

had to add one more thus the edit

4. I feel LAZY compared to A LOT of the other people I see on here... i dont do ANY exercise regularly except biking for 30 min/day with my son ... that and i log ALL my household stuff (laundry, cleaning etc...)

1) I love my fiance more than anything in the world--but after dropping 90 pounds, I'm not going to lie--I enjoy the male attention. Even if it creeps me out a little bit. I hate knowing it's just my body and not my mind they are after.

2) I just applied for jobs outside my company. Still don't know how I feel about that but I'm way too stressed to not see if there is anything out there that would make me happier.

3) The only reason my nails are always painted is to keep me from biting them--true story. Now everyone compliments me on them--but they don't know the secret.

1. I am Addicted to Diagnosis Murder and Still have a crush on **** Van *kitten*, He's 86 years old now. :-S

2. Most days I'm too depressed about my weight to even workout.

3. I have been craving a Chinese for so long now I sometimes dream I'm eating one.

Don't be embarrassed - who doesn't love D!ck Van *kitten*? Sure he's old, but was there ever a more rakish chimney sweep? (arooo!)

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1) I quit MFP, then I re-joined MFP. During that whole time and even now, I exercise, but I can't get into logging the food.
2) The above item matters because I am a short middle aged woman that can eat more that what a strapping young 6'-6" lumberjack can eat. Yes, MFP, you can eat fairly cleanly and gain weight. It's called eating too much and not moving around enough.
3) If you are one of my friends here, you have probably noticed that I like to see what people are eating. It's partially to get ideas, but it's also unabashed food porn! :devil:

We get 3 a day, right?

1. I HATE migraines! I have had them since I was 13 and they have been chronic for 4 yrs+. My friends and strangers try to say they know what I am going through but half of them have never even had a migraine (husband included).
2. Having a chronic illness really shows you who your REAL friends are. I can count on one hand the number of true real friends. I have hundreds on Facebook but consider most of them acquaintances or friends of times ago.
3. I used to be happy go lucky and was the person everyone wanted to be around. Now I feel most people avoid me due to my negativity. I try real hard to stay positive but I have a lot more bad days than good.
4. I have become a hermit. I'd rather be alone or with one other person than be around a crowd. I actually avoid social situations now.
5. I really miss being around friends,etc but I tend not to even make plans anymore as I have had to cancel so many times due to point #1 that I feel guilty.
6. I have wanted to be a mother for as long as I can remember. I have been married just under 12 yrs and get bugged all the time about why we don't have kids yet.
7. A lot of my friends have kids and I don't get included in activities because I don't have them.
8. I get sad thinking about #6 at least once a day. I was healthy for quite a few years of my marriage and could have easily had kids but my husband wasn't ready. He finally decided he was ready when I was too sick to take care of myself. I partially resent him for that.
9. I'm scared to lose my dog. She is 11 yrs old and was healthy her whole life until last Nov when she got pneumonia and has had several relapses since then. We have spent thousands in vet bills and she seems to be better but still don't know if we are out of the woods.
10. Tears are rolling down my cheeks as I type this. I seem to cry at the smallest things these days including tv shows.
11. I watch WAY too much tv.
12. We had 2 out of state moves within a year. We moved back into our house and near my family in Oct and half the house still needs to be unpacked. I just don't have the energy to do it.
13. I resent the fact most days I can't be independent. Hubby works all day and then has to come home and cook dinner. I feel so guilty about this.
14. I can't remember a time I was comfortable in my own skin.

Wow. This is really cathartic. A couple more to lighten the mood.

15. I watch a lot of shows most of my 'friends' wouldn't approve of I.
16. I am addicted to Pinterest and now MFP. It is an escape for me.
17. I became a night owl 4 yrs ago when I had to quit working. I was up until after 5 last night and woke up a couple hours ago but am still laying in bed after 3pm.
18. My cousin and I couldn't stand each other growing up. We were the same age and fought for attention. She even moved in with us at one point growing up. She is now my best friend. We live thousands of miles apart and I miss her so much it hurts.

1. i woke up this morning & my throat was a little scratchy, i better NOT be getting sick :noway: , i haven't been sick since september...
2. i have only ingested about 32 oz of water today :ohwell:
3. i took the longest nap EVER today during lunch & i loved it :drinker: