Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

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  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    Oh, and I walked out of the house in them this AM and as I was walking toward my car they disintegrated.

    Wow! That's crazy!

    One good thing...one less shoe box in the closet!

    Or. One new pair of shoes! YEAH!

    I don't lie. It crossed my mind!

    :lol::lol::lol:
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    @MsFlabULess firefighter wasn't my dad's primary job either; however, he was in the Army Corps of Engineers for 23 years and knows how to build roads to the middle of nowhere quickly and dig the trenches that hopefully the fire won't jump, so the Forest Service took advantage of his skills. He's been retired for years, but you probably rent backhoes for someone very much like him.
  • MsFlabULess
    MsFlabULess Posts: 224 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    @MsFlabULess That is really interesting! It never occurred to me that all of that has to be organised. I don't know why because it makes sense. I just thought the firefighters would be local and go home like usual shift work. It's not really something we have to deal with here in the UK so I hadn't thought about it.
    Sorry that you can get called out at such short notice, but I guess fire doesn't really have an advanced warning. :#

    Before I started going out I never thought of that type of stuff either. Once it gets to a certain point the FS will hand it back over to the local fire department to manage.

    @MsFlabULess firefighter wasn't my dad's primary job either; however, he was in the Army Corps of Engineers for 23 years and knows how to build roads to the middle of nowhere quickly and dig the trenches that hopefully the fire won't jump, so the Forest Service took advantage of his skills. He's been retired for years, but you probably rent backhoes for someone very much like him.

    Yes! There are a lot of different agencies/volunteers involved....and the contracting! A pretty good amount of retirees come back to do fire too, especially now that they approved retiree's being able to keep their warrants (larger sums of money that you have authority to spend).
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    I have completely lost my mojo since hubby said we couldn't afford to go to Orlando in October (National powerlifting comp) AND Belize in March (20th wedding anniversary). I know he's right, but I feel like I have nothing to work toward at the gym any more. I skipped the gym last night and have been eating everything in sight. It is partially TOM, too.

    I have $600 saved in my personal "mad money" account and I want to ask him if he'd be mad if I went to Orlando on my own. It's $600 for flight and hotel, I'd just have to save up for food and other expenses.
  • crosbylee
    crosbylee Posts: 3,455 Member
    I have completely lost my mojo since hubby said we couldn't afford to go to Orlando in October (National powerlifting comp) AND Belize in March (20th wedding anniversary). I know he's right, but I feel like I have nothing to work toward at the gym any more. I skipped the gym last night and have been eating everything in sight. It is partially TOM, too.

    I have $600 saved in my personal "mad money" account and I want to ask him if he'd be mad if I went to Orlando on my own. It's $600 for flight and hotel, I'd just have to save up for food and other expenses.

    It couldn't hurt to feel it out. I know how important that is to you. Even if you don't get to compete, you know how to challenge yourself. I say go for it.
  • MissKalhan
    MissKalhan Posts: 2,282 Member
    I have completely lost my mojo since hubby said we couldn't afford to go to Orlando in October (National powerlifting comp) AND Belize in March (20th wedding anniversary). I know he's right, but I feel like I have nothing to work toward at the gym any more. I skipped the gym last night and have been eating everything in sight. It is partially TOM, too.

    I have $600 saved in my personal "mad money" account and I want to ask him if he'd be mad if I went to Orlando on my own. It's $600 for flight and hotel, I'd just have to save up for food and other expenses.

    I say use it if it's yours to use but that's also just me haha. As for the mojo, just enter more comps and best yourself. Look at it in the sense of you are working to hit Nationals the following year and well those numbers will be stellar by then.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    MissKalhan wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    MissKalhan wrote: »
    Today's confession: I have an appointment with a therapist today. I am *kitten* dreading it, I'm wound up so tight and constantly grinding/clenching my teeth without me noticing.
    Part of me is also very excited to try and work through this and quite frankly to get another opinion, I'm starting to think my original diagnosis is wrong.

    How did it go?

    This! I hope it helped you.

    It went well! She can't diagnose me so I am going to a Dr on Saturday to go back on meds and discuss how to go about getting another opinion for my original diagnosis. As for therapy, I go back on Tuesday. She said she can see a road map currently and hopefully can help me at least make a dent in the emotional turmoil I'm dealing with, she also left a note at the front desk in the lobby that when I go in I can pay what I can afford since I am actually trying and not covered by benefits.

    Wow! That's all great news!
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    Oh, and I walked out of the house in them this AM and as I was walking toward my car they disintegrated.

    :o
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    I have completely lost my mojo since hubby said we couldn't afford to go to Orlando in October (National powerlifting comp) AND Belize in March (20th wedding anniversary). I know he's right, but I feel like I have nothing to work toward at the gym any more. I skipped the gym last night and have been eating everything in sight. It is partially TOM, too.

    I have $600 saved in my personal "mad money" account and I want to ask him if he'd be mad if I went to Orlando on my own. It's $600 for flight and hotel, I'd just have to save up for food and other expenses.

    You've worked so hard to get to this point that I would definitely ask if you could use your personal money to compete!
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    I have completely lost my mojo since hubby said we couldn't afford to go to Orlando in October (National powerlifting comp) AND Belize in March (20th wedding anniversary). I know he's right, but I feel like I have nothing to work toward at the gym any more. I skipped the gym last night and have been eating everything in sight. It is partially TOM, too.

    I have $600 saved in my personal "mad money" account and I want to ask him if he'd be mad if I went to Orlando on my own. It's $600 for flight and hotel, I'd just have to save up for food and other expenses.

    You've worked so hard to get to this point that I would definitely ask if you could use your personal money to compete!

    I'm trying to work up to nerve to broach the subject (which is dumb. I know we can have a conversation on the subject without anyone getting angry). He went to bowling Nationals without me. Although that was Vegas and not Orlando. I'm thinking I'll wait until after Regionals because it's possible (but not probable) that I won't qualify for Nationals anyway. And I'll have more money saved up by then, to help my argument. :)

    My mojo is better. I did 360 lb block-pulls last night, 2X2, and did one OHP at 100 lbs. First time on both!
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    @kelly_c_77

    Are you ready for the Pretty Little Liars finale on Tuesday?

    I think AD will either be
    Spencer's twin, Lucas, or Wren (but I'm dreading thinking that someone is probably running around in a Wren mask since Marlene posted that two more mask reveals will happen).
  • kelly_c_77
    kelly_c_77 Posts: 5,658 Member
    @kelly_c_77

    Are you ready for the Pretty Little Liars finale on Tuesday?

    I think AD will either be
    Spencer's twin, Lucas, or Wren (but I'm dreading thinking that someone is probably running around in a Wren mask since Marlene posted that two more mask reveals will happen).

    Yes, I'm excited to finally find out!! I have no guesses..so I'll go with your's! :p
    Did I miss that Lucas is her twin? Or are you making another guess?
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    MissKalhan wrote: »
    GUYS GUYS GUYS! Today I squated my previous one rep max (200lbs) and it moved like a warm knife through butter! Two weeks away from competition as of Saturday, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

    EEEeeeeeeeee!!!!! You're gonna PR!!!!!!
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    I've been craving Oreos and cold milk this week. I need to make this happen soon. I'll have to buy a small pack of Oreos, though, and not a big package. That would get dangerous.
  • MissKalhan
    MissKalhan Posts: 2,282 Member
    I've been craving Oreos and cold milk this week. I need to make this happen soon. I'll have to buy a small pack of Oreos, though, and not a big package. That would get dangerous.

    Find those mini snack packs? The ones that have like 4 in a package
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    MissKalhan wrote: »
    I've been craving Oreos and cold milk this week. I need to make this happen soon. I'll have to buy a small pack of Oreos, though, and not a big package. That would get dangerous.

    Find those mini snack packs? The ones that have like 4 in a package

    Exactly what I was thinking. A vending machine portion (which we have here at work). And I can get milk from the cafeteria...
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    8 oz of milk and 4 Oreo thins... Totally do-able.

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  • MissKalhan
    MissKalhan Posts: 2,282 Member
    8 oz of milk and 4 Oreo thins... Totally do-able.

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    Perfect!
  • crosbylee
    crosbylee Posts: 3,455 Member
    Good choice there Quik! Send some of that choosing ability my way please? I could use it.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    Confession - Oreo Thins are not Oreos. They've killed my craving, but they are NOT as good. Next time I'd rather have 2 real Oreos than 4 Oreo Thins.
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    kelly_c_77 wrote: »
    @kelly_c_77

    Are you ready for the Pretty Little Liars finale on Tuesday?

    I think AD will either be
    Spencer's twin, Lucas, or Wren (but I'm dreading thinking that someone is probably running around in a Wren mask since Marlene posted that two more mask reveals will happen).

    Yes, I'm excited to finally find out!! I have no guesses..so I'll go with your's! :p
    Did I miss that Lucas is her twin? Or are you making another guess?
    A lot of people have speculated that Spencer has a twin since the episode that Hanna was abducted either by AD or Mary/Archer trying to figure out who killed Charlotte. The Spencer that came to her in that dream (if it actually was a dream) had no bangs & mentioned AD before they even knew the correct name.

    I know I felt Spencer was off during the scene with Wren leading me to think it's a twin since she asked Ezra to keep the meetup quiet. It also seemed like when he said by to 'Spencer' that she forgot she was impersonating her. I guess with those dumb masks someone could be wearing a Spencer mask, but come on how unrealistic is that? As if they'd have the same voice & the same hairstyle & everything else haha.

    Many think the scene where she met Toby at the cabin was also a twin since they looked very sinister entering the cabin & that they were emulating how Mary seduced Peter.

    I don't get the point of the dumb masks since I doubt most are that realistic that you wouldn't figure it out when they talked.[/img]

    The finale will either be really good or be a total crapfest.
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    Confession - Oreo Thins are not Oreos. They've killed my craving, but they are NOT as good. Next time I'd rather have 2 real Oreos than 4 Oreo Thins.

    With the Oreo Thins I feel I want to inhale the whole package since they're so tiny.

    I'm ready for the White Fudge Oreos.
  • spamarie
    spamarie Posts: 2,825 Member
    edited June 2017
    Oreo thins are like a snack appetizer, they just get me in the mood for a face-sized cookie!
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    Confession - Oreo Thins are not Oreos. They've killed my craving, but they are NOT as good. Next time I'd rather have 2 real Oreos than 4 Oreo Thins.

    With the Oreo Thins I feel I want to inhale the whole package since they're so tiny.

    I'm ready for the White Fudge Oreos.

    Every time these are mentioned I
    A.) Really want some
    B.) Think of Mo because she sent me some for Christmas
    C.) Think of Christmas

    Talking of Christmas, some idiot on FB posted that it's 6 months until Christmas. I did swear, and it was out load and not in my head.
  • I have poured dish soap in entire bags and boxes of snack foods so I would not binge on them. What a waste of money.

    I've hoarded food in dressers in my room for weeks just because I was afraid someone else was going to eat them all and I would have no food, because I used to only allow myself to eat at a very specific time over a period of 2 days, usually one big meal at around midnight all at once. Then nothing else for 2 more days.

    Also, I go lower with my cals than I should way more often than I should. Working on that. It's just so hard when you want all the weight off NOW.
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    edited June 2017
    I've hidden food before, you're not alone there. One lady came up with a brilliant idea of hiding chocolate in a tampon box!
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    I have poured dish soap in entire bags and boxes of snack foods so I would not binge on them. What a waste of money.

    I've hoarded food in dressers in my room for weeks just because I was afraid someone else was going to eat them all and I would have no food, because I used to only allow myself to eat at a very specific time over a period of 2 days, usually one big meal at around midnight all at once. Then nothing else for 2 more days.

    Also, I go lower with my cals than I should way more often than I should. Working on that. It's just so hard when you want all the weight off NOW.

    Welcome, Cute! I think everyone here has done at least one of the things you do.

    I just don't buy the snack food most of the time. And if I do, I get what I want and let my kids eat the rest. (the average age of my boys is 16. They eat a lot and just about anything)

    I hide food in a bin in the back of my SUV so that the boys have it for more than one day after a grocery shop. It has the added advantage that I won't bother to go get it for me.

    You didn't gain weight overnight. You will not lose it overnight. Trying to isn't healthy. Let it happen at a healthy pace that you can sustain when you are done.