True Confessions - Don't Judge
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Motorsheen wrote: »
[ the lack of dignity!merrysailor88 wrote: »So I feel stupid for confessing this, but that hasn't stopped me so far...I am supposed to have an elective surgery and I am not afraid of the surgery, but of having a general anesthetic and what I might say while babbling on during recovery from anesthesia.
According to the nurses, the last time I was under general anesthesia - when I had my wisdom teeth removed in November - I screamed through the whole procedure. Fun times! Good luck with your procedure.
Thank-you I don't remember the two days following my wisdom teeth surgery. I can't imagine what the doctors and nurses must witness with disoriented patients.Motorsheen wrote: »So I feel stupid for confessing this, but that hasn't stopped me so far...I am supposed to have an elective surgery and I am not afraid of the surgery, but of having a general anesthetic and what I might say while babbling on during recovery from anesthesia.
tape the babbling and show it to us; I promise, we won't laugh
much
Haha, it could be quite amusing I suppose!
Great idea! I am going to ask them if I can record it, I'd kinda like to watch.
I sleepwalk and talk occasionally, so I worry anyways about crazy stuff I might do when asleep. I can only imagine what might happen with me on anesthetic drugs.
I get a kick out of patients recovering from anesthesia.... seriously. Most of the time, it's like truth serum. Whatever they're thinking just pops out.
accept it; I have
good lord, have I
I'm pretty close! After loss of dignity what comes next...is that where humility kicks in I wonder?
I already thought I had humility covered...but if I'm afraid of shame maybe not so much!0 -
I ate a 6 inch fruit tart from an award winning Bavarian pastry shop tonight FOR DINNER!
And that is ALL I had for dinner.
I LOVED IT!
I loved it SO much, I did not drink my coffee with it!
I selfishly did not want ANY other flavor intruding over the fresh fruits.
Simply Devine!
I sipped my coffee on the way home.
I pushed back wONEderland at least a week, cause of it.
Gonna be 203lbs for a while more but
Sigh....
It was AMAZING!3 -
I confess, I want to go out but I have no one to play with:-(2
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I confess, I leave people in my friend requests pending sometimes because I feel guilty declining them:-/3
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back into the cold for another early morning drive to the gym.3
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Gimsteinn1 wrote: »I confess that I don't have any friends in real life. I used to have a big group of girls I hung out with but one of them had a cheating boyfriend and asked me what I thought about it and I told her I thought she loved him very much but that he didn't love her that much and that was it.. I was out of the group and she lied to everyone, told them I said he didn't love her cause he didn't bring her flowers (WTF?) and the "group" split was so ugly as she and her best friend went out to destroy me and started telling the other girls lies about me and to my utter surprise, they all choice to believe them.
That was 6 years ago and now I'm way to scared to let anyone get to know me. I'm afraid I'm not good enough, that people won't like me, that I'm not funny or smart. And that hurts to confess and it hurts to feel like that.
So I just walk around with my back straight, my chest puffed out and my chin up, playing the confident girl so that no one will know how lonely and how closed off I am when in reality I'm in so much need for human contact and friends that I'm breaking on the inside. I just want a group of friends again to laugh with, party with, go to the gym with and enjoy life with but I just have my kids, my SO and my family but we don't talk much anymore cause I'm pushing them away as well cause they're nothing like me and we don't get each other.
And now I'm doing this NLP seminar and people there even believe I'm confident and sure of myself cause I'm not gonna admit to them that it's all an act. That deep down I'm so lonely and scared and in so much need of acceptance that it's embarrassing.
Well I accept u and if I was where u are I'd be hanging with u all the time! I feel very much like you. Sending u LOVE XX ALWAYS walk with yr back straight! Always be proud of YOU!2 -
Gimsteinn1 wrote: »I confess that I don't have any friends in real life. I used to have a big group of girls I hung out with but one of them had a cheating boyfriend and asked me what I thought about it and I told her I thought she loved him very much but that he didn't love her that much and that was it.. I was out of the group and she lied to everyone, told them I said he didn't love her cause he didn't bring her flowers (WTF?) and the "group" split was so ugly as she and her best friend went out to destroy me and started telling the other girls lies about me and to my utter surprise, they all choice to believe them.
That was 6 years ago and now I'm way to scared to let anyone get to know me. I'm afraid I'm not good enough, that people won't like me, that I'm not funny or smart. And that hurts to confess and it hurts to feel like that.
So I just walk around with my back straight, my chest puffed out and my chin up, playing the confident girl so that no one will know how lonely and how closed off I am when in reality I'm in so much need for human contact and friends that I'm breaking on the inside. I just want a group of friends again to laugh with, party with, go to the gym with and enjoy life with but I just have my kids, my SO and my family but we don't talk much anymore cause I'm pushing them away as well cause they're nothing like me and we don't get each other.
And now I'm doing this NLP seminar and people there even believe I'm confident and sure of myself cause I'm not gonna admit to them that it's all an act. That deep down I'm so lonely and scared and in so much need of acceptance that it's embarrassing.
**big hugs**
I think everyone on the boards can relate because we're all here trying to fill a void in our lives. I struggle with loneliness too since I filed for divorce. I'm living alone for the first time in my life. There are times I go days without any physical contact from a person (hug or handshake) and it's tough.
If you ever want to talk, you know how to find me.3 -
Gimsteinn1 wrote: »I confess that I don't have any friends in real life. I used to have a big group of girls I hung out with but one of them had a cheating boyfriend and asked me what I thought about it and I told her I thought she loved him very much but that he didn't love her that much and that was it.. I was out of the group and she lied to everyone, told them I said he didn't love her cause he didn't bring her flowers (WTF?) and the "group" split was so ugly as she and her best friend went out to destroy me and started telling the other girls lies about me and to my utter surprise, they all choice to believe them.
That was 6 years ago and now I'm way to scared to let anyone get to know me. I'm afraid I'm not good enough, that people won't like me, that I'm not funny or smart. And that hurts to confess and it hurts to feel like that.
So I just walk around with my back straight, my chest puffed out and my chin up, playing the confident girl so that no one will know how lonely and how closed off I am when in reality I'm in so much need for human contact and friends that I'm breaking on the inside. I just want a group of friends again to laugh with, party with, go to the gym with and enjoy life with but I just have my kids, my SO and my family but we don't talk much anymore cause I'm pushing them away as well cause they're nothing like me and we don't get each other.
And now I'm doing this NLP seminar and people there even believe I'm confident and sure of myself cause I'm not gonna admit to them that it's all an act. That deep down I'm so lonely and scared and in so much need of acceptance that it's embarrassing.
What about finding friends at the gym? Common interests are a good place to start for friendships0 -
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Gimsteinn1 wrote: »I confess that I don't have any friends in real life. I used to have a big group of girls I hung out with but one of them had a cheating boyfriend and asked me what I thought about it and I told her I thought she loved him very much but that he didn't love her that much and that was it.. I was out of the group and she lied to everyone, told them I said he didn't love her cause he didn't bring her flowers (WTF?) and the "group" split was so ugly as she and her best friend went out to destroy me and started telling the other girls lies about me and to my utter surprise, they all choice to believe them.
That was 6 years ago and now I'm way to scared to let anyone get to know me. I'm afraid I'm not good enough, that people won't like me, that I'm not funny or smart. And that hurts to confess and it hurts to feel like that.
So I just walk around with my back straight, my chest puffed out and my chin up, playing the confident girl so that no one will know how lonely and how closed off I am when in reality I'm in so much need for human contact and friends that I'm breaking on the inside. I just want a group of friends again to laugh with, party with, go to the gym with and enjoy life with but I just have my kids, my SO and my family but we don't talk much anymore cause I'm pushing them away as well cause they're nothing like me and we don't get each other.
And now I'm doing this NLP seminar and people there even believe I'm confident and sure of myself cause I'm not gonna admit to them that it's all an act. That deep down I'm so lonely and scared and in so much need of acceptance that it's embarrassing.
Hugs!
I can relate. I went through something similar and have always had a hard time letting people in and worrying that I'm not enough.
It's extremely lonely even when you do have kids and a s/o. You sometimes just need that mental break of going out with friends and just talking and not having to worry about real life for a couple hours.
It wasn't up until recently (about 4 months ago) that I ever really had a close friend that I talk to and do stuff with.
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I confess some people really make my eyes roll uncontrollably, I wonder if this is damaging to my already wonky eyes...2
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Kasner1975 wrote: »I confess that a huge portion of what I read on these threads has me yelling angry profanities at my phone
Stop being grumpy. Drink more coffee
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I confess, even with way too many beers yesterday. i am up and at it. On court for the day. Be AMAZING.3
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I confess, even with way too many beers yesterday. i am up and at it. On court for the day. Be AMAZING.
Should we speak quietly?
and I once had a tennis lesson after a night of drinking...it was the hottest day of the year, it was a 2 hour lesson, I was hungover, the instructor was hungover. But it felt great to sweat it out0 -
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I confess I want to stay in bed all day0
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turbostang7 wrote: »I confess I want to stay in bed all day
That's what I'm doing today0 -
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happimess1 wrote: »i confess i am really proud of myself for being so alive and getting so much out of life
don't get cocky...0 -
I confess I'm used to people looking around me instead of at me. I am mentally unprepared to handle when someone notices my efforts. 33 years old and I've always been basically invisible.3
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I confess I'm used to people looking around me instead of at me. I am mentally unprepared to handle when someone notices my efforts. 33 years old and I've always been basically invisible.
But you're married so someone looked at you...perhaps you're not as invisible as you think you are?
I grew up sort of kind of on stage...it was an ice rink but from a young age I learned about having all eyes on you...and it's still hard to accept when people acknowledge my efforts or talents. Why is it so hard to accept people's appreciation of us0 -
I confess I'm used to people looking around me instead of at me. I am mentally unprepared to handle when someone notices my efforts. 33 years old and I've always been basically invisible.
But you're married so someone looked at you...perhaps you're not as invisible as you think you are?
I grew up sort of kind of on stage...it was an ice rink but from a young age I learned about having all eyes on you...and it's still hard to accept when people acknowledge my efforts or talents. Why is it so hard to accept people's appreciation of us
It's because you, aren't a; narcissist & thus, you're modest!0 -
Gimsteinn1 wrote: »I confess that I don't have any friends in real life. I used to have a big group of girls I hung out with but one of them had a cheating boyfriend and asked me what I thought about it and I told her I thought she loved him very much but that he didn't love her that much and that was it.. I was out of the group and she lied to everyone, told them I said he didn't love her cause he didn't bring her flowers (WTF?) and the "group" split was so ugly as she and her best friend went out to destroy me and started telling the other girls lies about me and to my utter surprise, they all choice to believe them.
That was 6 years ago and now I'm way to scared to let anyone get to know me. I'm afraid I'm not good enough, that people won't like me, that I'm not funny or smart. And that hurts to confess and it hurts to feel like that.
So I just walk around with my back straight, my chest puffed out and my chin up, playing the confident girl so that no one will know how lonely and how closed off I am when in reality I'm in so much need for human contact and friends that I'm breaking on the inside. I just want a group of friends again to laugh with, party with, go to the gym with and enjoy life with but I just have my kids, my SO and my family but we don't talk much anymore cause I'm pushing them away as well cause they're nothing like me and we don't get each other.
And now I'm doing this NLP seminar and people there even believe I'm confident and sure of myself cause I'm not gonna admit to them that it's all an act. That deep down I'm so lonely and scared and in so much need of acceptance that it's embarrassing.
I completely understand this. I'm the same way.0 -
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I confess I'm used to people looking around me instead of at me. I am mentally unprepared to handle when someone notices my efforts. 33 years old and I've always been basically invisible.
But you're married so someone looked at you...perhaps you're not as invisible as you think you are?
I grew up sort of kind of on stage...it was an ice rink but from a young age I learned about having all eyes on you...and it's still hard to accept when people acknowledge my efforts or talents. Why is it so hard to accept people's appreciation of us
I love my husband to pieces... but he's never been one to comment on how I look, good or bad. 8 years together and it still throws me off when he tells me I look nice or something. Blessing and a curse, really, because I wouldn't know how to react if he did start saying something anyway.
As far as accepting appreciation... I don't know about anyone else, but for some reason the bad stuff is easier to believe. I'm probably not the only one that feels that way.1 -
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Kasner1975 wrote: »I confess that a huge portion of what I read on these threads has me yelling angry profanities at my phone
Stop being grumpy. Drink more coffee
Sooooo much coffee today. Pretty sure I am the king of England right now.0
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