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    I confess that my life is in absolute !@#$ shambles right now.
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    lstrat115 wrote: »

    I am sorry to hear that. Hang in there! I know that is much easier said than done. I am feeling quite the same right now, but know that I can't let it consume me because that will only make it worse.
    Hugs to you

    It's actually incredible how unstable life can get sometimes. Thanks for the hugs!
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    Being honest, I haven't seen 35lb plates in almost 20 years. I wouldn't let that be the deal breaker

    You workout at xSports too?
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    I confess that my life is in absolute !@#$ shambles right now.

    Life hasn't giving me a break in about a year, and at times, I find it hard to keep my head up but then I remind myself there has to be a purpose to all this and that it will not last forever. Surround yourself with people who will lift you up in these hard times. Hope things get better for you.
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    sw33tp3a1 wrote: »

    Life hasn't giving me a break in about a year, and at times, I find it hard to keep my head up but then I remind myself there has to be a purpose to all this and that it will not last forever. Surround yourself with people who will lift you up in these hard times. Hope things get better for you.

    <3
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    edited May 2017
    Was feeling a bit down today, so I skipped my evening workout and ate half a pizza..... aaand now I feel guilty AF! :neutral:
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    I confess I'm not even a fraction as confident as I act. When I work out, if I glance in the mirror, I start crying, because looking at myself, I hear my Ex-husband's voice telling me that it doesn't matter what I do, I'll never be good enough.
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    FlamCake wrote: »
    I confess I'm not even a fraction as confident as I act. When I work out, if I glance in the mirror, I start crying, because looking at myself, I hear my Ex-husband's voice telling me that it doesn't matter what I do, I'll never be good enough.

    *kitten* him and all the lies he used to feed you. He was trying to hold you back, don't let him win. Keep going sunshine.
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    This is quite embarrassing but a few years ago while I was still in Uni I decided to try and change myself and get healthy so I went and got a membership at a gym. 6 months fully paid up and hired a trainer. I didn't last long at all I did 1 session on a Saturday iirc and afterwards I couldn't take the pain I felt in my elbows it was seriously excruciating. It made sleeping through that weekend unbearable.

    Well here's the confession I told the trainer I wasn't interested anymore and never set foot in that gym ever again. How humiliating I felt years later cannot be put into words :'(
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    edited May 2017
    I hate this fcking day
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    today is dragging by...zzzzzzz
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    All of the kind words really mean a lot to me, thank you so much, guys.
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    edited May 2017
    jtegirl1 wrote: »
    Big huge hugs sweetie. I don't know how you do what you do.
    :( (((hugs))))

    *hugs* I just needed to get that off my chest.

    I lost a close friend that way, who I think intended to be found in time, but it didn't work that way.

    I think if people could see how deeply it affects the people they love, they would never do it.

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    I confess when I get off work I'm going to have a long, hard cry and finish off the rest of the Halo Top in my freezer.

    At the funeral home, we've taken care of 3 suicides in two weeks. I don't realize how much it affects me until a random thought triggers something inside me and leaves me in a sobbing mess.

    One of the services we have tomorrow is for a 37 year old woman who shot herself because she was having an affair with a married man and lost her job the day before. When we picked her up at the hospital, her 11 year old son was begging her to wake up. It breaks my heart to see the people left behind struggling to figure out what they could have done to prevent this.

    I hate how suicide passes the pain along to someone else instead of ending it like the deceased thought it would do. I hate that that little boy is going to grow up wondering why his mom didn't want to see him grow into a man. I hate everything about suicide.

    This made me cry, especially the last paragraph.

    Thank you from those of us who have had to say goodbye to someone who thought it best to end it to those of you that make them look like themselves as we grieve and say those final goodbyes.
  • Posts: 3,108 Member
    edited May 2017

    Same with the flaggers

    Yep. Never flag something out of spite of personal agenda. Supposed to be adults on here...

    p.s. we are elite mouth only PP'S.. keep it up!
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    FeraFilia wrote: »

    This made me cry, especially the last paragraph.

    Thank you from those of us who have had to say goodbye to someone who thought it best to end it to those of you that make them look like themselves as we grieve and say those final goodbyes.

    It's sad on both ends...sad to see the desperation and efforts of trying to ecscape personal pain that others might know about on the outside other than the obvious...sad to see the chaos they've then created for others when they choose to claim their lives
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    I confess when I get off work I'm going to have a long, hard cry and finish off the rest of the Halo Top in my freezer.

    At the funeral home, we've taken care of 3 suicides in two weeks. I don't realize how much it affects me until a random thought triggers something inside me and leaves me in a sobbing mess.

    One of the services we have tomorrow is for a 37 year old woman who shot herself because she was having an affair with a married man and lost her job the day before. When we picked her up at the hospital, her 11 year old son was begging her to wake up. It breaks my heart to see the people left behind struggling to figure out what they could have done to prevent this.

    I hate how suicide passes the pain along to someone else instead of ending it like the deceased thought it would do. I hate that that little boy is going to grow up wondering why his mom didn't want to see him grow into a man. I hate everything about suicide.

    Such terrible loss..poor boy ..and hugs darlin, I can only imagine how difficult your job is.
  • Posts: 269,456 Member
    I confess that my life is in absolute !@#$ shambles right now.

    Im sorry ..hope things improve quickly
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    lstrat115 wrote: »
    I confess that when I get a new FR I go check out who their other friends are to see if I can determine what type of a person they are and see if it appears they have ulterior motives

    Absolutely. .me too .. :)
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    I gots a warning but i didnt check what it was for....im a rebel.
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    I confess I'm listening to rap... Icelandic rap.. WTF? I blame my workout partners.. they're always listening to the *kitten* and now I'm starting to like it.. I need to get revenge on them and demand Disney music or something they think is worse... Any suggestions?

    Mulan I'll make a man out of you on repeat for the whole session


    I confess that I've been working out a bunch and haven't told my wife about my gym membership
  • Posts: 44 Member
    I confess when I get off work I'm going to have a long, hard cry and finish off the rest of the Halo Top in my freezer.

    At the funeral home, we've taken care of 3 suicides in two weeks. I don't realize how much it affects me until a random thought triggers something inside me and leaves me in a sobbing mess.

    One of the services we have tomorrow is for a 37 year old woman who shot herself because she was having an affair with a married man and lost her job the day before. When we picked her up at the hospital, her 11 year old son was begging her to wake up. It breaks my heart to see the people left behind struggling to figure out what they could have done to prevent this.

    I hate how suicide passes the pain along to someone else instead of ending it like the deceased thought it would do. I hate that that little boy is going to grow up wondering why his mom didn't want to see him grow into a man. I hate everything about suicide.

    Last paragraph sums up my feelings about it and why I haven't done it

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