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Current thought- My birthday will probably end up a sad event like last year because despite the deep desire for change my mental health is making everything a huge challenge.
(before anyone tells me the importance of help etc I know, I am getting help.)8 -
The crazy lady that keeps calling the office thinking she’s going to get someone else on the phone and they keep transferring her to me.2
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twitchymcgee wrote: »The crazy lady that keeps calling the office thinking she’s going to get someone else on the phone and they keep transferring her to me.
Next time you pick up.. fake an accent.. 😂1 -
twitchymcgee wrote: »The crazy lady that keeps calling the office thinking she’s going to get someone else on the phone and they keep transferring her to me.
Next time you pick up.. fake an accent.. 😂
‘Allo? Zees ees zee fronsh bekerie2 -
twitchymcgee wrote: »The crazy lady that keeps calling the office thinking she’s going to get someone else on the phone and they keep transferring her to me.
I do have a name. I know who they’re going to transfer me to.😏1 -
Y’all ever use the facilities with the door open when there’s no one else at work? I think I missed the opportunity of a lifetime2
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twitchymcgee wrote: »The crazy lady that keeps calling the office thinking she’s going to get someone else on the phone and they keep transferring her to me.
😂 I want to know how this story ends1 -
R3d_butt3rfly_ wrote: »twitchymcgee wrote: »The crazy lady that keeps calling the office thinking she’s going to get someone else on the phone and they keep transferring her to me.
😂 I want to know how this story ends
I feel a little bad because I think I hurt her feelings by not being effusive. And I eventually convinced her that she needed to call another agency0 -
twitchymcgee wrote: »Y’all ever use the facilities with the door open when there’s no one else at work? I think I missed the opportunity of a lifetime
I don't think so but I've kept it unlocked.
BUT...yesterday I made a pit stop at Trader Joe's on my evening walk and had to go to the bathroom. Normally, I just stop off across the street at the Circle K for evening diet coke but was craving egg salad for some reason so decided to see if TJ's had their egg white salad. (They didn't.)
I THOUGHT I turned the bolt in the bathroom but I guess I didn't cuz I was finishing up and this guy opened the door.
All he pretty much saw were my thighs and not very sexy undies.
He kept apologizing and I was, "Eh, I have no shame."
After being startled, that is.4 -
Like repelling magnets.
That’s what the conversations with my ex have been like lately.
No matter what either one of us says, the other doesn’t quite agree and it gets tense.
Time to hang up, talk to you later!0 -
twitchymcgee wrote: »Y’all ever use the facilities with the door open when there’s no one else at work? I think I missed the opportunity of a lifetime
I don't think so but I've kept it unlocked.
BUT...yesterday I made a pit stop at Trader Joe's on my evening walk and had to go to the bathroom. Normally, I just stop off across the street at the Circle K for evening diet coke but was craving egg salad for some reason so decided to see if TJ's had their egg white salad. (They didn't.)
I THOUGHT I turned the bolt in the bathroom but I guess I didn't cuz I was finishing up and this guy opened the door.
All he pretty much saw were my thighs and not very sexy undies.
He kept apologizing and I was, "Eh, I have no shame."
After being startled, that is.
Thank you for this ❤️😂0 -
How hilarious it is when people think they are being really cute and cryptic. When you know EXACTLY what they are talking about because they are extremely predictable and not at all clever.4
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Sometimes tour birthday is spent packing boxes cause you got a house as tour birthday gift!
But then you plan drinks with friends for a couple days later.....and have lots of cake to eat cause this is what your friends brought you2 -
My epitaph will read "Till death do us cut" because this cut is taking forever bcuz I WANT ALL THE FOODZ2
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a tornado uprooted a tree in in the cemetery 😬1
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It's too hot out1
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My ex’s bad attitude is having a really negative effect on our son.
Son works for his dad so he’s always around his lectures and complaining.
My son told me he was afraid he was becoming like his dad and it is effecting his relationship with his 9yr old son.
Breaks my heart. 💔6 -
honey_honey_12 wrote: »My ex’s bad attitude is having a really negative effect on our son.
Son works for his dad so he’s always around his lectures and complaining.
My son told me he was afraid he was becoming like his dad and it is effecting his relationship with his 9yr old son.
Breaks my heart. 💔
At least your son recognizes this. Hopefully he can remedy things2 -
Turns out I have been mispronouncing "larynx" and "etc" all these years1
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Everything. Everything seems to be crashing around me at the same time. Things were looking up, now they’re looking down. Idk why everything has to be a constant uphill battle.
We had an sort of inspection today and the office wants to discuss something but didn’t say what. The apartment is an absolute disaster. I’m sure that’s what it’s about. Idk what’s so wrong with me that I let it get so bad. It’s like I woke up and looked around for the first time like wow…. This is bad. I let things get really bad. I don’t want to be like this. Like, I bought stuff a month or two ago to decorate with that are just sitting in the closet or laying around. Left my clean cloths that just need hanging up in a pile on the floor for at least a month now. It’s so dumb and horribly embarrassing.
Take out cartons, open mail, empty boxes, dirty cups. I don’t wanna live like this but here I am. Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow. I always feel too tired. Too tired to buy groceries and I order out again. Too tired.
Like I keep myself and my clothes clean, go to work and pay my bills but that’s all I’ve been managing. It’s not enough. Like how do I expect someone to love me when I clearly do not give af. I wouldn’t love me either. I’m like, trash. I’m already taking sertraline so I guess that’s either wearing off again (higher tolerance) or it’s barely keeping my head above water and I should actually go to therapy.
There’s a ton of appointments I should make but I guess I’ve decided that that’s also too difficult. I’m living yet another summer without air in my car when I’m sure it just needs Freon. Like this is the third year I’ve put it off. I’m out here suffering for YEARS and for what? Why am I like this?
My situationship has been mia today and I’m stressed about it. But like…… why would anyone want to have anything to do with me anyway? I’m disgusting. I’m a whole mess. I can’t seem to work up the courage to clarify what we’re even doing because I don’t want it to be over. I’m afraid it’s going to be over.
But like, when he discovers the real me I’m sure he’d go running anyway. I’m not very impressive. Plus who knows who he’s entertaining right now. Maybe no one, maybe someone. And why not? I’m hardly a prize. I’m a mess.
My health has been bad and still is. I’m almost done with my antibiotics for whatever this tonsil thing is but I feel like they’re swelling again. I probably have to see a specialist. My ear has been very weird in the same side my worse tonsil is on. Even as I type this my while throat feels painful and like I’m slowly choking.
Had to pay a lot of money to a lawyer to handle a ticket. Hooray.
That new job I’ve been bragging about is whooping my whole *kitten*. It’s soooooo hot out and they’re over working us. I thought I was going to pass out my first day out of training. Turned out I was not really trained at all and looked stupid the entire time. I’m sore head to toe and bruised up everywhere from all the luggage. Have to scrape the plane dirt off my legs with my nails it sticks on so hard. Trying to stay hydrated is a losing battle.
I have to see higher ups about my attendance which I’m sure is about a few weeks ago when I had covid. I have proof though so hopefully everything goes smooth.
My bank is glitching.
I just have all these tasks to do and I just go online or go to sleep instead. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow when I’m not so tired. I’m always so tired.
😕 I’m in a pit of depression yet again aren’t I? Every time I think I’m getting out I fall right back in. 🤙🏻
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OpheliaCooter wrote: »Everything. Everything seems to be crashing around me at the same time. Things were looking up, now they’re looking down. Idk why everything has to be a constant uphill battle.
We had an sort of inspection today and the office wants to discuss something but didn’t say what. The apartment is an absolute disaster. I’m sure that’s what it’s about. Idk what’s so wrong with me that I let it get so bad. It’s like I woke up and looked around for the first time like wow…. This is bad. I let things get really bad. I don’t want to be like this. Like, I bought stuff a month or two ago to decorate with that are just sitting in the closet or laying around. Left my clean cloths that just need hanging up in a pile on the floor for at least a month now. It’s so dumb and horribly embarrassing.
Take out cartons, open mail, empty boxes, dirty cups. I don’t wanna live like this but here I am. Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow. I always feel too tired. Too tired to buy groceries and I order out again. Too tired.
Like I keep myself and my clothes clean, go to work and pay my bills but that’s all I’ve been managing. It’s not enough. Like how do I expect someone to love me when I clearly do not give af. I wouldn’t love me either. I’m like, trash. I’m already taking sertraline so I guess that’s either wearing off again (higher tolerance) or it’s barely keeping my head above water and I should actually go to therapy.
There’s a ton of appointments I should make but I guess I’ve decided that that’s also too difficult. I’m living yet another summer without air in my car when I’m sure it just needs Freon. Like this is the third year I’ve put it off. I’m out here suffering for YEARS and for what? Why am I like this?
My situationship has been mia today and I’m stressed about it. But like…… why would anyone want to have anything to do with me anyway? I’m disgusting. I’m a whole mess. I can’t seem to work up the courage to clarify what we’re even doing because I don’t want it to be over. I’m afraid it’s going to be over.
But like, when he discovers the real me I’m sure he’d go running anyway. I’m not very impressive. Plus who knows who he’s entertaining right now. Maybe no one, maybe someone. And why not? I’m hardly a prize. I’m a mess.
My health has been bad and still is. I’m almost done with my antibiotics for whatever this tonsil thing is but I feel like they’re swelling again. I probably have to see a specialist. My ear has been very weird in the same side my worse tonsil is on. Even as I type this my while throat feels painful and like I’m slowly choking.
Had to pay a lot of money to a lawyer to handle a ticket. Hooray.
That new job I’ve been bragging about is whooping my whole *kitten*. It’s soooooo hot out and they’re over working us. I thought I was going to pass out my first day out of training. Turned out I was not really trained at all and looked stupid the entire time. I’m sore head to toe and bruised up everywhere from all the luggage. Have to scrape the plane dirt off my legs with my nails it sticks on so hard. Trying to stay hydrated is a losing battle.
I have to see higher ups about my attendance which I’m sure is about a few weeks ago when I had covid. I have proof though so hopefully everything goes smooth.
My bank is glitching.
I just have all these tasks to do and I just go online or go to sleep instead. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow when I’m not so tired. I’m always so tired.
😕 I’m in a pit of depression yet again aren’t I? Every time I think I’m getting out I fall right back in. 🤙🏻
You're a good person. Being tired isn't a crime. It certainly doesn't make you trash. Just pick your battles. If your place is messy, you can clean it up when you feel like it. Nobody is your judge about what you have the resources to do.
Things will bounce back. Keep your chin up.3 -
@OpheliaCooter, if you don’t mind a strategy…set your alarm for 10 minutes, put on your favourite two songs and clean up something for that 10 minutes each day this week. 10 minutes will feel manageable especially if working with good tunes. Don’t try to do more unless you’re really feeling it. I promise you’ll get through it.7
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I'm teaching myself the native language of my girlfriend. There are essentially zero resources out there to learn it, with the exception of my girlfriend, a smartphone and the ability to record sounds. Anyway I kind of messed up by learning 1,000 words which is heavy going. What I should have done is learned phrases at the same time as learning words, the variety would have made it feel less drudgery.4
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I'm teaching myself the native language of my girlfriend. There are essentially zero resources out there to learn it, with the exception of my girlfriend, a smartphone and the ability to record sounds. Anyway I kind of messed up by learning 1,000 words which is heavy going. What I should have done is learned phrases at the same time as learning words, the variety would have made it feel less drudgery.
This is a beautiful thing you’re doing and a perfect example of if they wanted to they would.3 -
OpheliaCooter wrote: »Everything. Everything seems to be crashing around me at the same time. Things were looking up, now they’re looking down. Idk why everything has to be a constant uphill battle.
We had an sort of inspection today and the office wants to discuss something but didn’t say what. The apartment is an absolute disaster. I’m sure that’s what it’s about. Idk what’s so wrong with me that I let it get so bad. It’s like I woke up and looked around for the first time like wow…. This is bad. I let things get really bad. I don’t want to be like this. Like, I bought stuff a month or two ago to decorate with that are just sitting in the closet or laying around. Left my clean cloths that just need hanging up in a pile on the floor for at least a month now. It’s so dumb and horribly embarrassing.
Take out cartons, open mail, empty boxes, dirty cups. I don’t wanna live like this but here I am. Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow. I always feel too tired. Too tired to buy groceries and I order out again. Too tired.
Like I keep myself and my clothes clean, go to work and pay my bills but that’s all I’ve been managing. It’s not enough. Like how do I expect someone to love me when I clearly do not give af. I wouldn’t love me either. I’m like, trash. I’m already taking sertraline so I guess that’s either wearing off again (higher tolerance) or it’s barely keeping my head above water and I should actually go to therapy.
There’s a ton of appointments I should make but I guess I’ve decided that that’s also too difficult. I’m living yet another summer without air in my car when I’m sure it just needs Freon. Like this is the third year I’ve put it off. I’m out here suffering for YEARS and for what? Why am I like this?
My situationship has been mia today and I’m stressed about it. But like…… why would anyone want to have anything to do with me anyway? I’m disgusting. I’m a whole mess. I can’t seem to work up the courage to clarify what we’re even doing because I don’t want it to be over. I’m afraid it’s going to be over.
But like, when he discovers the real me I’m sure he’d go running anyway. I’m not very impressive. Plus who knows who he’s entertaining right now. Maybe no one, maybe someone. And why not? I’m hardly a prize. I’m a mess.
My health has been bad and still is. I’m almost done with my antibiotics for whatever this tonsil thing is but I feel like they’re swelling again. I probably have to see a specialist. My ear has been very weird in the same side my worse tonsil is on. Even as I type this my while throat feels painful and like I’m slowly choking.
Had to pay a lot of money to a lawyer to handle a ticket. Hooray.
That new job I’ve been bragging about is whooping my whole *kitten*. It’s soooooo hot out and they’re over working us. I thought I was going to pass out my first day out of training. Turned out I was not really trained at all and looked stupid the entire time. I’m sore head to toe and bruised up everywhere from all the luggage. Have to scrape the plane dirt off my legs with my nails it sticks on so hard. Trying to stay hydrated is a losing battle.
I have to see higher ups about my attendance which I’m sure is about a few weeks ago when I had covid. I have proof though so hopefully everything goes smooth.
My bank is glitching.
I just have all these tasks to do and I just go online or go to sleep instead. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow when I’m not so tired. I’m always so tired.
😕 I’m in a pit of depression yet again aren’t I? Every time I think I’m getting out I fall right back in. 🤙🏻
This sounds so painful. I’m sorry you’re struggling through this. Please hold on and reach out for whatever help and resources are available to you. Please know that even strangers have been touched by your presence in the world.❤️3 -
@OpheliaCooter It sounds like your meds. may need to be assessed and/or changed. Depression can be such an uphill battle but the source to so much pain and overwhelming feelings of everything.
Plus it's emotionally and physically exhausting.
I wish you the very best, please see a doctor again soon. Tell them everything you said here. It sounds like you need more support. We're not always made to go it alone. Reach out, please. Life will be, should be, and can be better for you. Life is too short to suffer like this.
Huge {{HUGS}} to you.......
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OpheliaCooter wrote: »Everything. Everything seems to be crashing around me at the same time. Things were looking up, now they’re looking down. Idk why everything has to be a constant uphill battle.
We had an sort of inspection today and the office wants to discuss something but didn’t say what. The apartment is an absolute disaster. I’m sure that’s what it’s about. Idk what’s so wrong with me that I let it get so bad. It’s like I woke up and looked around for the first time like wow…. This is bad. I let things get really bad. I don’t want to be like this. Like, I bought stuff a month or two ago to decorate with that are just sitting in the closet or laying around. Left my clean cloths that just need hanging up in a pile on the floor for at least a month now. It’s so dumb and horribly embarrassing.
Take out cartons, open mail, empty boxes, dirty cups. I don’t wanna live like this but here I am. Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow. I always feel too tired. Too tired to buy groceries and I order out again. Too tired.
Like I keep myself and my clothes clean, go to work and pay my bills but that’s all I’ve been managing. It’s not enough. Like how do I expect someone to love me when I clearly do not give af. I wouldn’t love me either. I’m like, trash. I’m already taking sertraline so I guess that’s either wearing off again (higher tolerance) or it’s barely keeping my head above water and I should actually go to therapy.
There’s a ton of appointments I should make but I guess I’ve decided that that’s also too difficult. I’m living yet another summer without air in my car when I’m sure it just needs Freon. Like this is the third year I’ve put it off. I’m out here suffering for YEARS and for what? Why am I like this?
My situationship has been mia today and I’m stressed about it. But like…… why would anyone want to have anything to do with me anyway? I’m disgusting. I’m a whole mess. I can’t seem to work up the courage to clarify what we’re even doing because I don’t want it to be over. I’m afraid it’s going to be over.
But like, when he discovers the real me I’m sure he’d go running anyway. I’m not very impressive. Plus who knows who he’s entertaining right now. Maybe no one, maybe someone. And why not? I’m hardly a prize. I’m a mess.
My health has been bad and still is. I’m almost done with my antibiotics for whatever this tonsil thing is but I feel like they’re swelling again. I probably have to see a specialist. My ear has been very weird in the same side my worse tonsil is on. Even as I type this my while throat feels painful and like I’m slowly choking.
Had to pay a lot of money to a lawyer to handle a ticket. Hooray.
That new job I’ve been bragging about is whooping my whole *kitten*. It’s soooooo hot out and they’re over working us. I thought I was going to pass out my first day out of training. Turned out I was not really trained at all and looked stupid the entire time. I’m sore head to toe and bruised up everywhere from all the luggage. Have to scrape the plane dirt off my legs with my nails it sticks on so hard. Trying to stay hydrated is a losing battle.
I have to see higher ups about my attendance which I’m sure is about a few weeks ago when I had covid. I have proof though so hopefully everything goes smooth.
My bank is glitching.
I just have all these tasks to do and I just go online or go to sleep instead. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow when I’m not so tired. I’m always so tired.
😕 I’m in a pit of depression yet again aren’t I? Every time I think I’m getting out I fall right back in. 🤙🏻
This is completely heartbreaking. And a tiny bit relative because I had less than 24 hours notice they were doing the semi annual apartment inspections today and tomorrow so I had major cleaning to do. Plus what comes with waiting to see if I passed the stupid inspection.
Also, you're me. Just ramped up to 11.
I REALLY hope this is a drug thing because you do NOT deserve to think of yourself in this way.
And if your situationship (I love that word) can't take the bad with the good, you don't belong with him/her/them. Being alone as you work on making yourself happy is not a bad thing. It may actually help.2 -
Tex-Mex 🤤
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OpheliaCooter wrote: »Everything. Everything seems to be crashing around me at the same time. Things were looking up, now they’re looking down. Idk why everything has to be a constant uphill battle.
We had an sort of inspection today and the office wants to discuss something but didn’t say what. The apartment is an absolute disaster. I’m sure that’s what it’s about. Idk what’s so wrong with me that I let it get so bad. It’s like I woke up and looked around for the first time like wow…. This is bad. I let things get really bad. I don’t want to be like this. Like, I bought stuff a month or two ago to decorate with that are just sitting in the closet or laying around. Left my clean cloths that just need hanging up in a pile on the floor for at least a month now. It’s so dumb and horribly embarrassing.
Take out cartons, open mail, empty boxes, dirty cups. I don’t wanna live like this but here I am. Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow. I always feel too tired. Too tired to buy groceries and I order out again. Too tired.
Like I keep myself and my clothes clean, go to work and pay my bills but that’s all I’ve been managing. It’s not enough. Like how do I expect someone to love me when I clearly do not give af. I wouldn’t love me either. I’m like, trash. I’m already taking sertraline so I guess that’s either wearing off again (higher tolerance) or it’s barely keeping my head above water and I should actually go to therapy.
There’s a ton of appointments I should make but I guess I’ve decided that that’s also too difficult. I’m living yet another summer without air in my car when I’m sure it just needs Freon. Like this is the third year I’ve put it off. I’m out here suffering for YEARS and for what? Why am I like this?
My situationship has been mia today and I’m stressed about it. But like…… why would anyone want to have anything to do with me anyway? I’m disgusting. I’m a whole mess. I can’t seem to work up the courage to clarify what we’re even doing because I don’t want it to be over. I’m afraid it’s going to be over.
But like, when he discovers the real me I’m sure he’d go running anyway. I’m not very impressive. Plus who knows who he’s entertaining right now. Maybe no one, maybe someone. And why not? I’m hardly a prize. I’m a mess.
My health has been bad and still is. I’m almost done with my antibiotics for whatever this tonsil thing is but I feel like they’re swelling again. I probably have to see a specialist. My ear has been very weird in the same side my worse tonsil is on. Even as I type this my while throat feels painful and like I’m slowly choking.
Had to pay a lot of money to a lawyer to handle a ticket. Hooray.
That new job I’ve been bragging about is whooping my whole *kitten*. It’s soooooo hot out and they’re over working us. I thought I was going to pass out my first day out of training. Turned out I was not really trained at all and looked stupid the entire time. I’m sore head to toe and bruised up everywhere from all the luggage. Have to scrape the plane dirt off my legs with my nails it sticks on so hard. Trying to stay hydrated is a losing battle.
I have to see higher ups about my attendance which I’m sure is about a few weeks ago when I had covid. I have proof though so hopefully everything goes smooth.
My bank is glitching.
I just have all these tasks to do and I just go online or go to sleep instead. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow when I’m not so tired. I’m always so tired.
😕 I’m in a pit of depression yet again aren’t I? Every time I think I’m getting out I fall right back in. 🤙🏻
I just want to hug you. No one should feel this hopeless. You have come to the realization that you deserve more.. so much more. All you need to do now is take the first step (whatever that may be) to getting yourself out of this whole. Best of luck to you ❤1
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