What's on your mind?
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Currently I am thinking about how good it is going to feel to get out of work. My anxiety is being a b!tch today.0
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why the effffff did I sign up for this again?0
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UrBaconMeCr8zy wrote: »slimgirljo15 wrote: »UrBaconMeCr8zy wrote: »I slept funny on my neck And now it has one of those kinks that won't go away for like 3 days
So you're kinky?
Ooh Jo
Wutttt?
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Clever_User_Name wrote: »I'm having a hard hard time again right now. Out of nowhere. Whenever I try to think of this:
I think of this:
I can't do this every day for the rest of my life. I'm trying so hard.
I can’t even begin go imagine what kind of pain you’re experiencing. There truly aren’t any words. Just know you aren’t alone. Hugs.2 -
@Clever_User_Name Tj.. I wish I had words, anything to offer that would make you feel better, but I don't, nobody can.. You are suffering the worst thing any parent can imagine.
I can only hope that each new month you find a little more peace and in time to come think of the sweet happy face of your daughter more than the other images .. Big hugs my friend.5 -
TJ ...
straight -up, don't be afraid to seek some professional counseling in regards to this (if you haven't done so already.)
It's a terrible thing to deal with (beyond words, frankly) and you shouldn't have to face it alone.9 -
Clever_User_Name wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »TJ ...
straight -up, don't be afraid to seek some professional counseling in regards to this (if you haven't done so already.)
It's a terrible thing to deal with (beyond words, frankly) and you shouldn't have to face it alone.
The whole family is, we start next Wednesday. I just have to get my feelings out on here sometimes because I don't turn into as big of a sobbing mess as I do talking to someone in person. I can be fine for hours at a time, then boom, it completely consumes my mind. I'm not alone and I know that, but sometimes I just want to reach out to someone I don't have to look in the eye at the same time. These feelings are all new for me and it's blowing my mind. So many people have reached out and it's been overwhelming at times. Even a couple of the mods on here that I've never really talked to have support. I don't know. It's just *kitten* hard and I'm sorry if it's too much for people on here sometimes. I've always been myself on here and it's easier for me sometimes to put it out there. Ugggghhhhhh.
My experience with grief was much the same as the bolded.
I can see how talking to internet people would be much easier than real life people at the moment. Do what you need to do to take care of yourself.2 -
Clever_User_Name wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »TJ ...
straight -up, don't be afraid to seek some professional counseling in regards to this (if you haven't done so already.)
It's a terrible thing to deal with (beyond words, frankly) and you shouldn't have to face it alone.
The whole family is, we start next Wednesday. I just have to get my feelings out on here sometimes because I don't turn into as big of a sobbing mess as I do talking to someone in person. I can be fine for hours at a time, then boom, it completely consumes my mind. I'm not alone and I know that, but sometimes I just want to reach out to someone I don't have to look in the eye at the same time. These feelings are all new for me and it's blowing my mind. So many people have reached out and it's been overwhelming at times. Even a couple of the mods on here that I've never really talked to gave support. I don't know. It's just *kitten* hard and I'm sorry if it's too much for people on here sometimes. I've always been myself on here and it's easier for me sometimes to put it out there. Ugggghhhhhh.
Good luck with the appointment(s), it's a smart move and a lot of people would try to deal with this on their own.
(imho) Like many things in life, we need a support team behind us; a good counselor is a nice addition to that team.
Godspeed.2 -
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UrBaconMeCr8zy wrote: »@Clever_User_Name
you are vibranium, so strong, absorbing the blows life throws at you, and functioning better then most. Your fdamily absolutely blessed to have a man like you in thier life. One day at a time my friend
I am gonna cry this literally is the sweetest thing i ever read0 -
My mom tagged me in this and it made me smile so4 -
CaptainFantastic01 wrote: »
My mom tagged me in this and it made me smile so
Book smell is the best smell next to rain and freshly cut grass.1 -
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Clever_User_Name wrote: »I'm having a hard hard time again right now. Out of nowhere. Whenever I try to think of this:
I think of this:
I can't do this every day for the rest of my life. I'm trying so hard.
I think we both know that I won’t sugarcoat anything for anyone, so I will tell you the truth that you deserve....
It WILL be there every day for the rest of your life. It really will and I hate to have to tell you that, BUT, it will slowly get easier. Over time the happy memories you shared will outweigh that nightmare, but it will still haunt you from time to time.
You will accept the sadness with open arms because as her dad you will hold on to every single part of her that you can. Even the terrible parts.
I’ll let you in on a little secret... I’m asked often how I can be so resilient after so much pain. Why I have never given in or given up after so much loss. It comes down to three simple words;
She is watching.
When you think it’s all too much to bare, show her how strong her daddy is. You CAN do this, man. You WILL handle it, because you won’t let her see you quit.13 -
_Deadman_Walking_ wrote: »Clever_User_Name wrote: »I'm having a hard hard time again right now. Out of nowhere. Whenever I try to think of this:
I think of this:
I can't do this every day for the rest of my life. I'm trying so hard.
I think we both know that I won’t sugarcoat anything for anyone, so I will tell you the truth that you deserve....
It WILL be there every day for the rest of your life. It really will and I hate to have to tell you that, BUT, it will slowly get easier. Over time the happy memories you shared will outweigh that nightmare, but it will still haunt you from time to time.
You will accept the sadness with open arms because as her dad you will hold on to every single part of her that you can. Even the terrible parts.
I’ll let you in on a little secret... I’m asked often how I can be so resilient after so much pain. Why I have never given in or given up after so much loss. It comes down to three simple words;
She is watching.
When you think it’s all too much to bare, show her how strong her daddy is. You CAN do this, man. You WILL handle it, because you won’t let her see you quit.
This isn't the I confess thread...but I confess...this is my biggest anxiety...i don't think I could function ..i don't know you...but my heart goes out to you1 -
been single for the last year after being in a 13 year relationship and i think im finally ready to date. thats whats on my mind6
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I haven't finished a book in a week in years0
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CaptainFantastic01 wrote: »I haven't finished a book in a week in years
If only I could read that fast and/or had that much time.0 -
CaptainFantastic01 wrote: »I haven't finished a book in a week in years
Same ...it messes with my mind...0 -
CaptainFantastic01 wrote: »I haven't finished a book in a week in years
Same ...it messes with my mind...
It was a very good book0 -
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Can I grow tomatoes in the winter if i have a warm greenhouse? (I live in WA)1
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Maid_of_Mischief1 wrote: »If I should stay home like I do 99% of the time or put some pants on and go meet up with my friends at the brewery.
I hope you went and had a great time1 -
CaptainFantastic01 wrote: »I haven't finished a book in a week in years
That's why I like to have 2 on the go...one book, one audio. If I don't feel like the one I just grab the other.
Great way to stay busy and distracted from the real world.1 -
princess7955 wrote: »CaptainFantastic01 wrote: »I haven't finished a book in a week in years
That's why I like to have 2 on the go...one book, one audio. If I don't feel like the one I just grab the other.
Great way to stay busy and distracted from the real world.
I guess audio book yeah i meant like reading with my eyes instead of my ears0
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