What's on your mind?

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  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,456 Member
    Too damn much. It's funny how one little thing can change your whole mood. I'm angry right now. I'm in pissed off and not fair mode. Why her? Soon, I'll be in the chest hurting, helpless feeling, sad mode. Then I'll fall asleep. I know this because it happens all the time. I can't control it. I can't distract myself. When it hits, it hits like a ton of *kitten* bricks. Every time.

    There's nothing I or anyone can say, just keep hanging in there. I can't in a million years come close to imagining what you're suffering..
    Wishing you much strength..
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  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,456 Member
    edited September 2018
    Too damn much. It's funny how one little thing can change your whole mood. I'm angry right now. I'm in pissed off and not fair mode. Why her? Soon, I'll be in the chest hurting, helpless feeling, sad mode. Then I'll fall asleep. I know this because it happens all the time. I can't control it. I can't distract myself. When it hits, it hits like a ton of *kitten* bricks. Every time.

    There's nothing I or anyone can say, just keep hanging in there. I can't in a million years come close to imagining what you're suffering..
    Wishing you much strength..

    Thank you. I'm just tired of hanging in there though. I'm tired of trying to find my "new normal". I'm tired of all of this and I just want to take about a year nap.

    Yeah, I wish I had something more than hang in there, I bet you get that a lot.. I guess I'm stuck for words, what you've gone through is so horrendous and my biggest fear, I don't know how you get on after something like that..
    I'm just, .. I'm in awe that you keep going, I mean I know you have to, you have other children but when I think about what if that should happen to me?.. well, I'm not sure I could do half as well.
    I know you have to be strong for the family.. but look after you too..hugs
  • St4rFire
    St4rFire Posts: 236 Member
    Peanut butter.
  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,456 Member
    Today was the first overnight I get to spend with my kids since the separation and we went to visit family out of town and I made a video about it and it’s good and I like it so much and I can’t stop watching it. I’d share but I don’t wanna put my kids on here ALSO my name is in it but I LOVE the video I made. If you’re my friend in other places (or D munny you can message me) ask and I’ll send a link. I like it so much. It makes me so happy to be able to introduce my children to their family members. My son met a “dad side” cousin for the first time ever today. I’m just floored with joy. I’m also unable to sleep 🙃

    Aww that's amazing ..and you sound so happy, that's really nice.
  • kinetixtrainer2
    kinetixtrainer2 Posts: 9,299 Member
    Today was the first overnight I get to spend with my kids since the separation and we went to visit family out of town and I made a video about it and it’s good and I like it so much and I can’t stop watching it. I’d share but I don’t wanna put my kids on here ALSO my name is in it but I LOVE the video I made. If you’re my friend in other places (or D munny you can message me) ask and I’ll send a link. I like it so much. It makes me so happy to be able to introduce my children to their family members. My son met a “dad side” cousin for the first time ever today. I’m just floored with joy. I’m also unable to sleep 🙃

    Best times brother. Happy for you
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  • R3d_butt3rfly
    R3d_butt3rfly Posts: 1,127 Member
    Today was the first overnight I get to spend with my kids since the separation and we went to visit family out of town and I made a video about it and it’s good and I like it so much and I can’t stop watching it. I’d share but I don’t wanna put my kids on here ALSO my name is in it but I LOVE the video I made. If you’re my friend in other places (or D munny you can message me) ask and I’ll send a link. I like it so much. It makes me so happy to be able to introduce my children to their family members. My son met a “dad side” cousin for the first time ever today. I’m just floored with joy. I’m also unable to sleep 🙃

    This is good stuff Noah. So happy for you.
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  • orangegato
    orangegato Posts: 6,572 Member
    How bad some football teams look
  • TonyB0588
    TonyB0588 Posts: 9,520 Member
    Work tomorrow morning
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  • alexa0ne
    alexa0ne Posts: 90 Member
    My best friend is getting married next month and I can't find a makeup artist so I am thinking of doing my makeup instead.
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  • Machafin
    Machafin Posts: 2,988 Member
    Why is it so hard to stay disciplined at the office? Every other day people are bringing in doughnuts, breakfast sandwiches, etc. So annoying but I try to maintain focus.
  • mustacheU2Lift
    mustacheU2Lift Posts: 5,844 Member
    Hot cops

    Mmmmhm
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  • honeybee__12
    honeybee__12 Posts: 15,688 Member
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  • anl90
    anl90 Posts: 928 Member
    How much I am over being at work already..lol
    Also keep repeating in my head that I MUST take a walk tonight. I have fallen so far off path it is not funny.
  • mojo4717
    mojo4717 Posts: 256 Member
    Some weird sh. T going on in my house today with electricals .. I dry my hair and go do my makeup and hear my hair dryer??? It’s turned back on somehow ??
    I smell smoke and down stairs my clothes dryer is on and it’s a bit smokey, I turn it if open it and nothing seems wrong so just left it open and off.. then half an hour later I’m about to leave the house for a few hours, it’s my sons day off so he’s sleeping and there’s more smoke , the clothes in the dryer are smoking loads so threw the lot out in the garden dryer included .. not taking any risks 😬
  • 4legsRbetterthan2
    4legsRbetterthan2 Posts: 19,588 MFP Moderator
    Hot cops

    one in particular?