My job requires that I travel all around the world and present in front of 300 + people at a time and I am told I excel at it. However, in a small crowd of people I don’t know, I am uncomfortable, awkward and shy lol.
My job requires that I travel all around the world and present in front of 300 + people at a time and I am told I excel at it. However, in a small crowd of people I don’t know, I am uncomfortable, awkward and shy lol.
Hmmm, I have many brothers and sisters that I am still trying to find. Many may not even know I exist. Three of my sisters have found me through social media. On the subject of wealth...I grew up dirt poor. I escaped an abusive father by moving out at the age of 15 and supporting myself through high school. I later escaped an abusive husband and raised three children on one income. I have had 26 surgeries in 10 years due to a fall down my basement stairs but I still go to the gym and never give up. I am now college educated, supporting my two college aged sons, and am financially comfortable. Hard work and a determination to succeed is what got me where I am today. There was no divine intervention. There was no windfall.
Hmmm, I have many brothers and sisters that I am still trying to find. Many may not even know I exist. Three of my sisters have found me through social media. On the subject of wealth...I grew up dirt poor. I escaped an abusive father by moving out at the age of 15 and supporting myself through high school. I later escaped an abusive husband and raised three children on one income. I have had 26 surgeries in 10 years due to a fall down my basement stairs but I still go to the gym and never give up. I am now college educated, supporting my two college aged sons, and am financially comfortable. Hard work and a determination to succeed is what got me where I am today. There was no divine intervention. There was no windfall.
*use to swim competitively and got National ranks swam with some "now" olympians
*dislocated my shoulder twice.. & started smoking.... quit swimming
*use to have 10 piercings have 8 now and 3 tattoos one for my mom when she had breast cancer
*I dont have a fav color
*I live in a motorhome with SO
*some would say I'm a functioning alcoholic and I use to have a bad drug problem- which has left me with some bodily damage that I have to deal with every day
There is not a single person that knows everything about me, not even my best friend of 20+ years. There are only a hand full of people IRL that know anything of substance about my true self, most people don't really want to know others so I don't see the value in revealing myself.
There is not a single person that knows everything about me, not even my best friend of 20+ years. There are only a hand full of people IRL that know anything of substance about my true self, most people don't really want to know others so I don't see the value in revealing myself.
Yes.. I totally get this.
I keep my feelings to myself about emotional things so that people can't use it against me to hurt me.. if that makes sense. Basicaly I protect my heart well and rarely show vulnerability.
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Is it because of an "niceness issue"?lol
You might need to go to PTSD meetings. .
Very interesting
I KNEW it!
Hmmm.. lol
Whatcha mean?
I don’t know
Love it!
*dislocated my shoulder twice.. & started smoking.... quit swimming
*use to have 10 piercings have 8 now and 3 tattoos one for my mom when she had breast cancer
*I dont have a fav color
*I live in a motorhome with SO
*some would say I'm a functioning alcoholic and I use to have a bad drug problem- which has left me with some bodily damage that I have to deal with every day
*I'm currently starving
that is it for now
Yes.. I totally get this.
I keep my feelings to myself about emotional things so that people can't use it against me to hurt me.. if that makes sense. Basicaly I protect my heart well and rarely show vulnerability.