Miserable about my weight & tears over photo

zac775

Hi, read your quote. And it did touch a heart string. Always remember that small changes can make a big difference. I have struggled fro quite a while, and lost the amount of times I have started then stopped, but this time its time for a change. We are all here to help and motivate, share thought and stories, menus, meals and tips.

Slow and Steady will win the race. Set achiveable goals, which you can stirve to. Once completed move on to the next goal and so on and so forth. No body ever said it would be easy but with help it can be easier.

I find it hard sometimes, but after a little pep talk Im back on track before I can cause the damage.

Also remeber dont cut everthing out, unless you have been advised by a medical prossional. Working hard all week toward your goal, sometimes you need a treat, it deserved and keeps you sane, just remeber everytninhg in moderation in cluding that treat. As it can lift the spirits.

I hate my pictures being taken the, one on my profile is about the best I have at the moment, as what i see in the mirror and other see is completley different. Look at yourself and pick a good thing, it doesn't have to be a physical thing, remeber the physical aspect will come with time and the hard work you are putting in.

Good luck, stick at it and it will come.

Shane

amylouize2012

I have decided to upload that horrible pic that made me cry and use it as my profile pic....... it will push me to do better........ standby.......

zac775

You go girl, grab it by the horns and beat the crap out of it, I know it sounds a little cheesy but you are the master of you own goals not some photo. You can beat it a do it.

amylouize2012

Cringe......... It's up now, it is just disgusting...... there were two so I uploaded both but used the one that is the worst as my profile pic........ that will make me think twice x

PS: Thank you all for your support, I am trying to reply to eveyone x

zac775

I see it shows a loss of 2 pounds on your profile, remeber a loss is a loss and is an achivment.

amylouize2012

You go girl, grab it by the horns and beat the crap out of it, I know it sounds a little cheesy but you are the master of you own goals not some photo. You can beat it a do it.

Thanks Shane, it is a rotten pic all the same x

amylouize2012

I see it shows a loss of 2 pounds on your profile, remeber a loss is a loss and is an achivment.

Thanks buddy, you're right but once upon a time my ticker had a 20-odd lb loss and I put it all back on (

amylouize2012

Hi, read your quote. And it did touch a heart string. Always remember that small changes can make a big difference. I have struggled fro quite a while, and lost the amount of times I have started then stopped, but this time its time for a change. We are all here to help and motivate, share thought and stories, menus, meals and tips.

Slow and Steady will win the race. Set achiveable goals, which you can stirve to. Once completed move on to the next goal and so on and so forth. No body ever said it would be easy but with help it can be easier.

I find it hard sometimes, but after a little pep talk Im back on track before I can cause the damage.

Thanks Shane, just being on here and chattign to you all has made me feel so much better already. Have sent you an ADD x

KimAdda

Hi,
I know how you feel. I also hate the way I look... I find it difficult to be motivated because I go to work and I am so tired when I get home that last thing I want to do is go to the gym.
However my boyfriend is a total fitness nut. He goes 1.5 hours to the gym every day, so I try to keep up.
Do you like meat and veg? I have been coming up with super easy healthy recipes, that also look and taste amazing. I used to eat **** like pizza, pasta, chinese food etc. Now I feel guilty about adding cheese to my broccoli.
I think you need to become a bit obsessive about what you eat. At some point, you will feel guilty about eating chocolate bar, and just stop eating them.
You will be so proud of yourself when you eat healthy and exercise!
For example, last night I had skinless chicken thighs baked in the oven with onions, garlic, bell peppers and tomato sauce, and a side of roasted sweet potatoes. It was sooo yummy! If you are living in the USA, try to cook as much as possible. There is so much hidden sugar and salt in prepared foods unfortunately.
If your ankles are knees are hurting, maybe you can try some sitting cardio, like the bikes with the proper chair. Don't forget strength training is super important as well to build muscle. The more muscle you build, the more calories you burn and the more fat you lose. Lift weights!
It would be great to follow each others progress. I wish you the best of luck, and would be more than happy to share my tips and recipes

Keep strong girl!!! You could look like Kate moss in a year. Print a photo of a swimsuit model and stick it on your fridge! It helps! hahaha

xo,
Kim

lillyrose2020

Hi,
I know how you feel. I also hate the way I look... I find it difficult to be motivated because I go to work and I am so tired when I get home that last thing I want to do is go to the gym.
However my boyfriend is a total fitness nut. He goes 1.5 hours to the gym every day, so I try to keep up.
Do you like meat and veg? I have been coming up with super easy healthy recipes, that also look and taste amazing. I used to eat **** like pizza, pasta, chinese food etc. Now I feel guilty about adding cheese to my broccoli.
I think you need to become a bit obsessive about what you eat. At some point, you will feel guilty about eating chocolate bar, and just stop eating them.
You will be so proud of yourself when you eat healthy and exercise!
For example, last night I had skinless chicken thighs baked in the oven with onions, garlic, bell peppers and tomato sauce, and a side of roasted sweet potatoes. It was sooo yummy! If you are living in the USA, try to cook as much as possible. There is so much hidden sugar and salt in prepared foods unfortunately.
If your ankles are knees are hurting, maybe you can try some sitting cardio, like the bikes with the proper chair. Don't forget strength training is super important as well to build muscle. The more muscle you build, the more calories you burn and the more fat you lose. Lift weights!
It would be great to follow each others progress. I wish you the best of luck, and would be more than happy to share my tips and recipes

Keep strong girl!!! You could look like Kate moss in a year. Print a photo of a swimsuit model and stick it on your fridge! It helps! hahaha

xo,
Kim

^^Such a nice post^^ Really nice to see some genuine advice and support.
Your chicken thighs and sweet potato sounds delicious, I will be giving that a try for sure!

amylouize2012

Ohh, please don't quit!! :flowerforyou: I feel your pain, I have been in your shoes. Everyone has posted really good suggestions. I would add one thing that sounds kinda corny but it helps to get my attitude right from when I wake up in the morning. Before you even get out of bed find ONE THING to be grateful for or ONE THING to be thankful for. We all have huge stressors in our lives and I find something positive helps to keep me more focused.


Good luck and add me if you like.

Sharon

Thank you for your suggestion hun and for the support. I took on board what you said. Yesterday was a tough day, I went to sleep in bad form and woke up the same way, normally I am in good form so this made it hard for me to get up and to think of something good so in the end I decided to be thankful for hot water and my lovely new shower. I probably doesn't sound like much but I gave myself an extra 10 mins to drench myself in the lovely hot water and relax before I went to work, normally it is a big rush.

Tomorrow I think I will get up a few minutes earlier and have extra playtime with my dogs before work xx

amylouize2012

The choice is yours... either feel worse than you already do in a year, or do something about it now and feel accomplished and proud of yourself in a year. Then take small steps. For me, it was fixing my diet first, then I started exercising.

Thanks hun, this is exactly what I have decided to do x

amylouize2012

Don't give up. You can do this. I'm not gonna lie. It isn't always going to be easy and sometimes you are really going to want to give up, but if you stick to it a year from now, heck probably 6 months from now, you will be so glad that you did.

My highest weight was 260lbs and I'm only 5'4.5". :noway: I've had my ups and my downs. There have been plenty of times I wanted to give up. I actually did kind of give up once. ..............

Thanks hun, and I love the pics you posted. 260 to 170 is quite an accomplishmnet , you should be so proud. Congratulations on baby too. I am 5'9" and I would say I am around 84lbs or more over weight (that's like 6 stone!). It's going to be a long haul xx

amylouize2012

Save that picture. It will make a great before for when you get to after.

My highest weight was 245+. I hurt and I was so out of shape I could only exercise briefly and slowly starting out. So I did ten minute walks the first week. I was up to 20 by the next week. Then I went to 30 a week or two later. Before I knew it, I got bored and started running a few steps, even though I hadn't lost much weight. The body can recover surprisingly quickly and well from what we do to it.

I have just made the pic my profile pic, it's awful but it will make me remember why I want to do this.

That's awesome how you built it up and inspiring to see how quickly. I used to run a lot, now the thought of jogging around the block would make me feel ill. That will change though, it has to. Last night I watched a guy called "Mike" on "Obese - a year to save my life" go from almost 500lbs to less than half that in 1 year. If he can do that, I just have no excuse x

amylouize2012

Hey! I'm in a similar situation, hating what I see in pictures and feeling pretty discouraged. But we can do it! One day at a time. Feel free to add me, we can support each other

will do hun, thanks x

amylouize2012

But he can be an ally. Let him know how you feel and that you really want to make a change and would appreciate his support. He doesn't have to change with you but some help with meal prep, grocery shopping, etc would be nice. And maybe you two could start taking walks together or something like that.
My Hubs doesn't want to have anything to do with exercise but he's been good about healthier eating for the most part.

He is in for the healtheir meals, I just have to get him to stop buying me treats and briunging me goodies when I am trying to be good. I asked himn to go for a walk wioth me the last two nights and he said he would but then when we went to go he wasn't in the mood so I will have to work that one out on my own.

Tonight I am going to put the leads and harnesses on my two dogs before I even ask him to come, lets just see if he can say no to 3 sets of sad brown eyes haha XX

MegE_N

My fiance and I are super lazy. We both got so heavy (my highest in my life was 250lbs) because we were such bad influences on each other. Then we discovered how much we both love going for long, brisk walks. Now we're fabulous influences on each other.

Lazy is not a permanent state of being!

Chevy_Quest

OP You can do this!

I am so positively amazed at all the positive responses here. it is a really good thing. Save these links and responses from total strangers who are helping and want you to succeed.

Ignore the inevitable negative and set goals, slowly shedding the excuses, and succeeding! :flowerforyou: :drinker:

amylouize2012

Do you know what's a healthy weight range for you? Here's a BMI chart. Look it up.
http://www.shapeup.org/bmi/bmi6.pdf
Multiply your healthy goal weight by 10, and that's the calories you eat. (Total, not net.) That's for losing weight.
When you get near goal, start tweaking it up by 50 - 100 until you're at goal & not losing any more. That should be about 15 cal per lb.

I hate how I look. I never let people take pics of me

Yep. Me too. The only ones I'm allowing now are every 15 lb I get someone at the gym to do a full-body shot, & I do a face shot.

I was going to post it for motiviation but I actually can't because it literally reduced me to tears and I very rarely cry.

Keep it where you can see it, and when you get to your goal you'll have a great "before".
Take pictures along the way too, every 15-20 lb, of your whole body & of your face.
And take measurements!!

As far as eating, you're going to have to cook. It's cheaper & healthier.
Here's a great site, always has tasty things, and most recipes have nutrition info: http://www.tasteofhome.com/
If you hover over "recipes" in the menu bar, a menu pops up that has all sorts of choices. Among them are "healthy" and "slow cooker". Start there. Slow cookers are wonderful, simple, not a lot of cleanup (if you use a bag, the cleanup is even easier!).

But there's no way to get around logging what you eat. You have to do it, and you have to be accurate about it (weigh, measure) so you have accurate info to help you get healthy again.

Thank you for all of the tips hun. I am going to work out my BMI and healthy rangenow.
I sucked it up and made the pic my profile pic, no point in fooling myself.

I have lost my soft tape but I am going shopping tomorrow night and will get a new one then so I can take measurements too because that really helps when the scale is moving slowly (or not at all).

As for cooking, I know, it just has to be done. Am going to try cooking in batches for now. My sister is going to cook for me on my late night in work and help me on Saturdays to cook lots too so that will improve.

I will check out that website becasue would you believe my mum actally bought me a slow cooker last Christmas and it is still in the box, I have no idea what I could even make with it, I will search for something easy to start with (and healthy.........and delicious!!) x

amylouize2012

Do you know what's a healthy weight range for you? Here's a BMI chart. Look it up.

Oh God, I my BMI is 35-36....... that is officially Obese