Depression - This is my story and this is why I am here

marquesajen

I'm sorry you've had all of this crap flung at you, life tends to pile on the problems before letting good things happen. My maternal Grandmother has Alzheimer's and the hardest part isn't watch her decline, it's watching my mom and her siblings watch her decline. I can't tell you it gets any easier. I've watched my grandmother repeat stories, forget English and go back to French only (she was born and raised in Belgium), and forget who we all are. The best part is when it seems they have nothing left that is them, there are sometimes glimmers of that person that shine through. They'll laugh, make an facial expression you know well, breathe in the fresh air, or get a kick out of an old song. If you have any questions about what we've been through with Alzheimer's, please feel free to send me a message. And good luck with your journey here, it is worth it, you are worth it, and remember that giving up is NOT an option.

edit: I should mention that my grandmother is probably on her way out soon, she's stuck around a long time, she's in her 80's and her birthday is next week, and it's okay. It'll be hard for my family, but passing away is normal and reminds us to celebrate life.

supertracylynn

Wow. I can relate on a few of these.

nolachick

wow. thanks for sharing. your new found attitude is very inspiring. i'm sorry for everything that happened especially about your mom. i cannot begin to imagine what that feels like. i am so glad you have found some strength to pull through and i am so glad your sister was there to help. i'm adding you now and I am here for u if u ever need to talk or vent ((hugs))

KT0104

There IS light at the end of the tunnel, it's just a really long road unfortunately. You shoudl be incredibly proud of yourself for your achievements in the face of life changing events ~ you're turning it around. Don't ever lose sight of that. Feel free to add me.

j4nash

update:

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jetaylor63

Wow. I applaud you my friend. What an absolute leap of faith, courage and strength. Not only to make the choices you have to make these positive steps in and for your life, family and future but also being able to talk about it here with people who can give you the support you need. You have everything inside of you to make it, you just have to believe in yourself! Much Respect

Ditto for me. I'd like to add - thank you for opening up the conversation for others to share their difficult stories.

aymejia

Wow, is all i can said.... Very inspiring story