3 minor confessions

1. I have a really hard time making friends that are girls (and keeping them), but I can make guy friends with no problem!

2. I'm addicted to Firefighters and anything firefighter. Firetrucks turn me on like you have no idea....especially when they blow the Federal! They have a firefighter challenge in my town every September w/ firefighters from all over the country......it's my own personal form of torture!

3. I LOVE Cadburry Cream Eggs......I've probably spent $30 on them thus far this season!!! (between me and my husband...I didn't eat ALL of those)

1) I really want a breast reduction. I'm ready to go to a surgeon and tell him I have back pain from it. Even if I don't. 32DDD. Seems they get bigger even though I'm getting smaller.

2) I still wish I was a killer whale trainer @ Sea World San Diego.

3) I'm horribly OCD when it comes to planning trips. Enough that I usually spend 20-40 hours before I leave researching the place on the internet so I don't miss anything.

This is a sensational thread... I've only read up to page 8 as well!!

So here's mine:

1. Having been reminded by the previous post, I also hid my smoking for years. I went to extremes like having a 'smoking jacket' to keep the smell off my clothes and a special hat to keep it out of my hair - these were kept in a bag under the seat of my car along with several different types of skin wipes and cleansing lotions to thoroughly clean my face, hands and skin in general. I never left the house without 2ltr bags stuffed with fresh parsley which I ate by the handful after a cigarette because parsley deoderized my breath. I also rotated the places I drove to for my secret cigarettes - so as to not to be seen to be forming a routine that someone might figure out! I think it's called neurotic??
2. I think I am becoming a hermit since returning home after working away for years. Now that I'm home but my husband works away, it could be weeks between me leaving the house or talking to ppl. I've started to fear that i'm becoming agrophobic as I often get panic attacks when I need to leave the house. My anxiety has started to become crippling as I stress for days about the best way to get out of having to go anywhere! Having said all that, I love my own company and I'm becoming less and less tolerant of anyone barr my husband as I get older.
3. For some reason, I've always had really high self esteem... I don't actually understand why because, in reality, I'm not all I'm cracked up to be! I'm lucky enough to be quite talented in many areas but I've never made a success out of anything and although I've always been treated like an attractive, successful person, and I behave accordingly, on closer inspection, I really don't think I'm anything special!
3a. (i think this is associated with point 3 - hence the 3a) Often I've met people who I really admire only to eventually make friends with them and find out they were intimidated by me when we first met. Apparently I project my insecurity as confidence/arrogance???

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1. I made a new account to write this as too many real life friends are on here
2. I left high school years ago but me and a teacher have kept in contact and now pretty much in love but know that we can't have a real relationship... and we are both in relationships...
3. I don't get enough of 'it' which puts my self esteem through the floor

I love that you made a new account to post this :happy: This is a large reason as to why I'm on MFP more than Facebook now... No real life friends or family are watching me here :laugh:

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1. I have doubts constantly about my future, especially for my career
2. I constantly compare myself to others, especially people I know of but don't actually know
3. I wish I listened more in school.

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Love this thread

1) I try and not hold grudges againt kids if they have hurt or upset my son in any way at nursery. I try to remind myself I am the adult and they will be friends the next day. I had a slanging match with a 8 year old who told my son to beat it at the park lol
2) I love my partner with all my heart but I love attention and a good flirt too :-)
3) I love sex and sometimes my partner would just like to cuddle lol

1. I would really love to quit my job and travel the world... :happy:
2. I am a dog person, but I have two cats and I've realized I do love them, but I hate everyone else's cats cuz they're mean!!
3. People love to tell me their life stories as I seem to have that "kind face" but sometimes I just don't want to be social so would love for them to leave me alone. :ohwell:

Best thread ever!

1) I fall in love too easily.
2) I have an addictive personality.
3) I am a big flirt.

1. I told a friend I wouldn't eat fries from March 20 to April 1. I have had fries from Buffalo Wild Wings, McDonalds, and Red Robin all in the last 10 days. I of course can afford the calories. There's always room for a 230 or 380 calorie portion of fries from MCD's right?!!

2. I am addicted to Groupon and Living Social.

3. I should be working right now.

1. I still eat a lot of sugar.
2. I have a strange attraction to guys who are on drugs.
3. I am addicted to tumblr and facebook. But not MFP.

1. It secretly annoys me that my husband isn't on the healthy eating kick I am... he still orders delicious bad food that I drool over.
2. I'm nervous that me not wanting children will lead me to be alone when I am older.... but I don't want to have children just for that reason.
3. I def. want to lose weight to just be healthy. But I also can't wait for the time when guys start checking me out again...especially my husband.

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