3 minor confessions

1. I feel that I am not intelligent. I have a bachelor's and a master's degree, but feel like I've managed to fool everyone into thinking I know what I'm doing. And I know that my thinking this way is sabotaging my career. No clue how to fix it.
2. I've been single for going on 3 years now and I haven't been on a date in about 2 1/2 years. People keep asking me when I'm going to try dating again and I honestly don't know. You can't have your heart broken if you don't put it out there, so I'm just keeping it safe for now. I've got more important things to worry about at the moment, like the career problem I mentioned above.
3. I love nothing more watching cartoons on the weekends. I've always loved them. I will probably still watch them when I'm 80.

1. I had anorexia in college and still find myself gawking at photos of skinny/fit girls on Tumblr.
2. I love my boyfriend but he loves me more and the pressure to be more committed is getting to me.
3. Sometimes I stand in the mirror in the mornings and just stare at my stomach thinking how disgusting it is.

1. I'm really need a job change, but hate rejection so I don't look
2. I'm crazy into computer games
3. I'm the "fat one" in the family, so I get all the looks of pity when we get together. Their most famous line: "you would be so pretty if you would just lose 10-15 pounds" Guess I'm just stuck being ugly until then

1. I have 2 loads of laundry I havent folded yet in 2wks
2. I would eat protein only if I could...... Steak
3. A guy pretended to be my friend is now living with my son s mother(ex wife)

1. I sometimes eat massive amounts of a food I don't particularly like because it's about to expire and I HATE wasting food
2. If I'm alone, I'm probably not wearing pants
3. I really should be studying for my two midterms tomorrow...

1. Sleeping is my favorite past time
2. I'm uncomfortable around televisions and I don't know why. Computers and Movie screens don't bother me.
3. I have spent a lifetime battling crippling self-loathing and still struggle with it each day, except now I occasionally go out in public.

1. I eat frozen yogurt at least 3 times a week.
2. The herb and alcohol are the only 2 things hindering my weight loss.
3. Life scares me to death some days.

1. I have three children…only one of them is my favorite. I want to tell them all to please STFU and kindly vacuum and put the dishes away at least 5 times a day. I think one of my children does not belong with the rest of us. I feel bad for her and love her more than I normally would, simply for not fitting in with us. I’ve spoiled my husband so much to the point that I am secretly bitter about it but still refuse to let him pick up his own plate after dinner, grab his own beer, etc. He thanks me for all I do constantly and that makes me spoil him even more (vicious cycle). I was a single mom for 10 years, and I think I can do more than anyone around the house – or anyone I know for that matter. My husband has been out of state for a week and I am paranoid that things are falling apart. I’ve cheated on everyone I’ve ever been involved with, except my current husband…well I don’t think it was cheating anyways. My first husband is on death row for murder. Talk about dodging a bullet.

2. I live 6 hours away from my parents and siblings. I speak to my mother maybe 5 or 6 times a year. I’m completely okay with this. I see my dad twice as many times a year…they are very much still married and live together. I don’t understand that either. I am one of 7 children. I only speak to one, about 4 times a year or ‘in case of emergency’. I have about 80 first cousins. They are constantly calling me or dropping by unannounced. They seem to really love me. I can’t stand company if you’re coming over to hang out without drinking. If you are not having alcohol at your party, I’m not coming. I can go months without drinking (just making it clear, I’m not an alcoholic). I won’t be your friend if you don’t know how to dance. I have zero girlfriends. I’ve slept with several acquaintances’, neighbors’, co-workers’, etc. husbands. Girls don’t particularly like me. I am not addicted to sex, but seem to have extraordinary sex appeal/chemistry with random men. I can’t help this…I wish I could.

3. I think I’d be a good writer and fantasize about it often.

To be continued…

1. I dread going to my job every single day. I'm 23 and have basically just started my life long career and I'm right on the borderline of loathing it. I can think of 20 different jobs I would rather be doing, the only problem is that most of them have no earning potential. So I'm an accountant.
2. I'm not a very good accountant, probably because of #1. I'm supposed to be taking the C.P.A. exam in the next year and I keep finding reasons to put it off because I'm deathly afraid of failing and having my whole family realize that I hate the path I have chosen for my life.
3. I've only ever been in one committed relationship and I broke it off because he was starting to hint towards marriage and it freaked me out. Now I'm single and feel like no one is interested in me, besides my ex (we've been separated for over 3 years now). Recently at a family gathering a friend's 13 year old son called me "desperate" and no one in my family said a word. The boy's parents told him that was rude but no one spoke in my defense in any way, which hurt more than the original comment did.

1.) I totally relate to your #1 only I have been doing this for 11 years now with no hopes of escape. I secretly wonder if all accountants feel this way.
2.) I hate people who put thousands of pictures of themselves on facebook. Mostly because I don't post any pictures because I hate the way I look and I am jealous that they are so secure with themselves.
3.) I want to write-in to post secret but I have nothing interesting enough about myself to even have a secret to post.

bump

1. I'm still in love with my ex.
2. I still eat frozen Totino's pizza because I LOOOOOOVE them.
3. I save calories to allow for *binge* drinking on the weekends.

1. I'm afraid to tell my wife how good she looks because I don't want her to think it's because she's losing weight. I've complimented her our whole relationship so she shouldn't think that, but still...
2. Given the chance, I would totally hop into that DeLorean and have a long talking to with 10 year old me.
3. I don't like people looking at me when I eat.

1. I have no idea how to tell my husband that I don't want to have any children...especially since he often talks about our future, theoretical children.

2. My best friend doesn't know that I'm losing weight, because I don't want to motivate/compete with her (she lives in another state so we only see each other once a year- or so)

3. I work less than my co-workers, but make significantly more money.

1. I work in HR but I don't like people

2. I hate talking on the phone. Text me, I/M me, e-mail me, but please please please don't call me.

3. I think about sex pretty much ALL the freakin time.

1. I'm a slob. I leave stuff laying everywhere and pick it all up later on sometimes days later LOL!

2. It takes me forever to throw things away. I always keep it thinking I will use it sometime in the future. Of course I never do! LOL

3. I don't think I am particularly pretty. I think I am good looking girl, but pretty, cute, and all that.................not so much.