What was your WORST binge ever?

This thread makes me want pizza lol.

I know lol.

For others on the board who live with others with no food or weight issues (lucky people!) -- how do you deal with them bringing your trigger foods into the house? I'm talking about other adults, not a situation where, say, it's you and the kids so you can control the food that comes in and out.

It seems unfair to tell other grown people to please not buy x, y, or z.... But man, I have to admit that even in "recovery" I still sometimes have a hard time knowing there is, say, an entire leftover pizza or a box of Pop-Tarts (ugh) sitting around singing a siren song.

Yep, done the pizza thing. Can eat an entire large pizza with a coke (have done that a few times at home all by myself). Pizza and coke would still be my dying request for a last meal. Even now sometimes my husband wants to order a large pizza that we'll split and I always eat my entire half even though I tell myself I'll just have 2 slices. Ugh. Weakness.

I can't remember but I've had some bad ones

one time
whole med pizza w. chocolate dessert bread sticks
another
2 chocolate bars, 1 cupcake, 1 rootbeer float, 1 large cookie, 1 box of takeout (Asian noodles), 1 cake pop, 1 frappacino

good times...

My weakness is Mexican food......chips, guacamole, salsa, chicken chimichangas with cheese sauce, margarities, etc.

All of these posts are making me hungry!

O man me too!

Pretty new to the forum, but I have been no stranger to ED.
I am very secretive regarding this to the people around me. The only way to seek help for me is through forums.
Right now I am in my worst dilemma. I successfully lost 20 pounds and I havent weighed myself in 3 months, as a part of my recovery (Ofcourse I lost it in a healthy way). I decided I would treat myself lavishly. Biggest mistake.
I literally ordered 3 large thin crust pizzas from dominos. Ended up eating all the three. No exaggeration.
After each pizza, I purged and I felt like throwing the rest. After a while, it triggered and I ate another one. Felt the same. Did it again.
Never felt so suicidal. I wish there was a rewind button to undo what I had done.
I wish.. I could go back to normal. I remember the day when My eating went out of control and when I was in recovery, I gained weight massively. And that has become a big nightmare. I can't believe I am back to stage one. Gosh.. why is it so easy to lose control??

Wow, you poor thing. What ED did you suffer from (i'm assuming bulimia but i'm not sure). I know this is a bit of a strange suggestion, but have you considered going to an OA meeting? I don't know if this is good or bad advice. I suppose the positive would be, encouragement to not binge - but it could also be a trigger to eat nothing. Wish i could be of more help!

Um i ate like 3 bags + of nachos. i had like 0 control at the time. Luckily I just avoid nachos all together now because i know i can't control myself with them

I just remember that the last time I had a really horrible binge, I actually logged it and It ended up being.........

11,000 calories. I win.

Pretty new to the forum, but I have been no stranger to ED.
I am very secretive regarding this to the people around me. The only way to seek help for me is through forums.
Right now I am in my worst dilemma. I successfully lost 20 pounds and I havent weighed myself in 3 months, as a part of my recovery (Ofcourse I lost it in a healthy way). I decided I would treat myself lavishly. Biggest mistake.
I literally ordered 3 large thin crust pizzas from dominos. Ended up eating all the three. No exaggeration.
After each pizza, I purged and I felt like throwing the rest. After a while, it triggered and I ate another one. Felt the same. Did it again.
Never felt so suicidal. I wish there was a rewind button to undo what I had done.
I wish.. I could go back to normal. I remember the day when My eating went out of control and when I was in recovery, I gained weight massively. And that has become a big nightmare. I can't believe I am back to stage one. Gosh.. why is it so easy to lose control??

Wow, you poor thing. What ED did you suffer from (i'm assuming bulimia but i'm not sure). I know this is a bit of a strange suggestion, but have you considered going to an OA meeting? I don't know if this is good or bad advice. I suppose the positive would be, encouragement to not binge - but it could also be a trigger to eat nothing. Wish i could be of more help!

I am sorry. I didn't read all the comments and realize that my comment might be offensive. I can relate to other things that I struggle with and it is no joke. I wish you well.

oh dear... one of my worst binges I was PMSing and bored at the time and i wanted to eat the world! I crawled into the pantry and found betty crocker icing and ate a whole sachet, a family sized bag of tripple butter popcorn, about 20 flavoured rice thins, over half a packet of iced vovos, 6 pack of beer, blue cheese about 100g or probably more with crackers, gerkins, dry cereal, spoons of plain honey from the jar and about 5 heaped tbs of peanut butter oh and about that of dry milo.... I refused to go to the store to buy more crap thankfully! and that doesnt include bfast or dinner! Dont want to know the calories from that day......

Food and I have been together for so long. I'm 31 now, but I remember the FIRST thing I did when I got my license at 16 and had the car to myself. I went "on tour" to allll of my favorite fast food places and got my favorite meal from each one. Twister with extra mayo from KFC with mac n cheese and potato wedges, Whopper with cheese and original chicken sandwich from BK, quarter pounder from McDonalds and I got a dozen Dunkin donuts to bring home for later that day.

When I moved out on my own was another landmark food failure. I would order 2 large onion, steak and cheese with extra american cheese and extra mayo from the pizza place in town and pick it up making sure I said plurals like "we" and "for both of us" so they would think it was not all for me. I could eat 1.5 and save the little half sandwich for an hour or so before I would eat that too. The filling was more like a meat pudding with all that cheese and mayo, it was amazing. I would stop into gas stations and get every kind of little debbie snack they had and also tell the cashier, "don't worry, it's not all mine..." .

I would also make huge 32oz boxes of elbow macaroni and mix in whatever awful thing and mix it all up with a jar of mayo and eat it alll day. Like cheese chunks and pepperoni, or tuna and peas, etc. The last splurge was 3 weeks ago, and became so dizzy I almost went to the hospital. I knew diabetes was a very real possibility for me, and now I'm down 14lbs. GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU, THIS IS SO HARD!