DQMD

I get mani's and pedi's every couple of weeks. Sometimes I will get the spa pedicure which is lots of foot and leg massages.

The weekend was REALLY bad. Friday night I just lost it. I was at a hotel because my plans changed at the last minute. I allowed myself to get hungry. I slipped..and that moved into Saturday. Yesterday I clawed my way back to eating the way I should. My scale is ugly but I expected that. Due to the trama and the meds they…

NICE...yeah..I went from a 44DD to a 38B or C. Most of the time a B cup.

I wear mid-thigh skirts...I have a great pair of legs and show them off. I look better now in them than I did in my 20's. Someone doesn't like it..don't look.

Well honestly...I won't date anyone unless the at least attempt to take care of themselves. I am not saying they have to be at a perfect weight but a huge part of my life is eating right. If they sit down and eat a pint of ice cream in front of me...it is hard. My exhubby would buy a 5 lb bag of M&M's and give it to me. He…

I bring FOOD with me all the time. My friends are like how can you lose weight because you do nothing but eat. I eat every 3 or so hours. The other night I had a whole burger for dinner and my stomach hurt so badly yesterday.

Being used. That is a quick way to send me from zero to witch in a short time. I give people way more chances than I should but that is because I am a forgiving person. However, don't think for a second that I am a doormat. When I feel that you are using me and all the chances are up. Forget..cut off.

Getting a divorce doesn't mean that there is anything wrong with you. It just means that as a couple you were not compatible. There could be underlying issues etc. My ex2be and I just never talked. When I did tell him my feelings he completely either blew them off or ignored me. I just stopped telling him because he was a…

You know...it used to be that way for me. The gowns are to big now. I mean..I have to wrap them around.

Sigh so many comments have been said about my weight..which hurt. 1. I had just miscarried my son and was devastated. I was just getting through each day without crying. I went for a follow up appt. The dr. told me I was so fat that there was no way she could of felt my uterus. I decided at that point to lose weight. 2.…

I eat one meal at a time and eat smaller meals so I can eat.

When I say Maryland..people think I live in DC. No I am 90 miles south east of DC.

Mine says my dog is the cutest thing EVER :D

When you are sitting in your roach/mold infested building and a cockroach falls on you. Yeah..just this week.

I am gluten free and done well. I don't eat bread at all. I just don't like the taste and texture of it.

wow..she is pretty but the more I read the less pretty she looked.

He doesn't care enough about you to make you the priority in his life. He is just using you and keeping you as a backup for if it doesn't workout. A guy that really cares about you will make time for you. Go out volunteer do things for others that will appreciate. Focus on yourself and be selfish. If you put off the image…

You have NO idea how much it used to tick me off. He would come to bed and I would gag. I would change the sheets and there was an outline of dirt. We used different towels because he would make mine smelly. There was no deoderant used EVER. Yet when he wanted to do something, he would get inthe shower. Never for me. OH..I…

Because it beats standing there and taking the emotional hurt. It is true what you put out into the universe comes back. When I was not like I am now..all I would attact is manipulative jerks. When I changed my thinking and told myself I am better..I went without dates for a while...but I stopped attracting those icky…

Nothing. Seriously while reading this thread I was trying to think of what I miss about him and it is nothing. The only thing that I am slightly annoyed at is that he stopped paying my alimony three months early. Bugger. OH well...I will get it in other ways. I don't miss: Him not showering for 3 days because he forgot.…

Well it is like this. Move on. Men and women both do it. They are bored and want attention.

For people or horses?

Basically....I outgrew him. I got married when I was different. I was shy, needy and clingy when I met him. He was what I needed at the time. The steady and predictable guy. I grew as a individual and matured he didn't. He still eats fruity pebbles and watches cartoons. His idea of fun was going to the dirt track and…

Single and loving it. Yes I miss regular sex...but I was miserable in my marriage and couldn't have the emotional vampire sucking my blood anymore.

I think that it has always been there but now with the social media (Facebook, twitter, etc). Also teenaged boys can get turned on with anything. Also the women have never really matured emotionally past the high school age. They are looking for the thrill of sneaking around etc. Men have been doing it for eons. At the…

GREAT so what are they going to drop the normal and underweight down to?

I think that is how it started. Are you sure they don't want you to do 6 meals? 5 is awfully low. Also is it for a short amount of time?

Being single isn't that bad. My ex2be and I had very different schedules and interests. We had very little to talk about besides the dog. He would tell me about his work and BMX. I started to talk about my work and he would turn on the TV. So I just stopped talking. I enjoy not sharing the bed with another person. Granted…

Sometimes depending on my mood it could be a trigger or a help. When I am feeling weak I actually read stuff that has zilch to do with food. Only because it will make my mind think about it. Also get wrapped around about how pitiful my life is. I will read mindless books that are silly and happy.

I had been doing good for 5 days until yesterday when I had some minor surgery. I slipped yesterday because I wanted some comfort food. Today I am back on track which is good..I will also try to take some extra walks.