Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

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  • Italian_Buju
    Italian_Buju Posts: 8,030 Member
    Still noped the gym this morning... It was -1(F), and I didn't want to take the time to allow my car to warm up, and then go. BUT I did do an at home workout instead... Totally kicked my butt!! It was like, nothing but burpees, and cousins of burpees, lol.

    Way to still kick butt & I definitely don't blame you one bit on not going out in minus degree weather.

    I still can't imagine how people in the upper midwest & Canadians deal with the extremely cold weather.

    By covering ALL skin with three layers.....
  • Italian_Buju
    Italian_Buju Posts: 8,030 Member
    I am excited for the Oscars on Sunday! :#;)
  • melissafeagins
    melissafeagins Posts: 1,421 Member
    Beka3695 wrote: »
    This is my fitbit URL - you know I'm not a strong stepper tho

    //www.fitbit.com/user/56MD46

    I finally got to my laptop and sent you a friend request.
  • melissafeagins
    melissafeagins Posts: 1,421 Member
    I definitely don't need a gun to feel safe. I feel safe almost 100% of the time. The fact I carry a gun does not change that one way or the other.

    This. I live in a rural area and am out on my own a lot. When seconds count, the police are 15-20 minutes away. Plus, they're not going to come kill a coyote for me. My kids are big enough to defend themselves from a coyote now, but they weren't always.

    P. S. My brother shot a rabid raccoon not too long ago. Life in my rural mountains really is different.

    I have a giant field beside me, like literally 20 feet from my patio with only a small fence separating. Lots of wild animals and coyotes live there, never once have I thought I need a gun because of that.

    If you feel safe 100% of the time, why do you need a gun?

    Maybe I should have said that I feel safe from people. I have a healthy fear of bears, packs of coyotes and rabid animals. The woods behind my house are literally lonely, dark, and deep.
  • melissafeagins
    melissafeagins Posts: 1,421 Member
    @quiksylver296 I have decided I hate the board. Everything I have left is ON Fire and I need help from other people who aren't helping.
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.
  • melissafeagins
    melissafeagins Posts: 1,421 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.

    I am pretty sure that we have all of your rain here in Tennessee, Lois. I made it to the grocery store and back, but I had to take a bit of a detour around a flooded road and am counting myself blessed not to be in a mudslide. I have seen reporting of four today in my region and one on Chattanooga where my oldest lives.
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    edited February 2019
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.

    I am pretty sure that we have all of your rain here in Tennessee, Lois. I made it to the grocery store and back, but I had to take a bit of a detour around a flooded road and am counting myself blessed not to be in a mudslide. I have seen reporting of four today in my region and one on Chattanooga where my oldest lives.

    Touch wood, where we live isn’t really a flood zone so we haven’t had to deal with anything like that. And we are on a huge hill. And 5 floors up in a tower block.
    We do however have a blocked sink and the washing machine drains through the same pipes and I have a load of washing that won’t drain out so neither of us are doing well with water.
  • melissafeagins
    melissafeagins Posts: 1,421 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.

    I am pretty sure that we have all of your rain here in Tennessee, Lois. I made it to the grocery store and back, but I had to take a bit of a detour around a flooded road and am counting myself blessed not to be in a mudslide. I have seen reporting of four today in my region and one on Chattanooga where my oldest lives.

    Touch wood, where we live isn’t really a flood zone so we haven’t had to deal with anything like that. And we are on a huge hill. And 5 floors up in a tower block.
    We do however have a blocked sink and the washing machine drains through the same pipes and I have a load of washing that won’t drain out so neither of us are doing well with water.

    At least Mother Nature will fix my problems eventually. I hope you can get your drain cleared quickly.
  • spamarie
    spamarie Posts: 2,825 Member
    It's oddly warm here too. Not quite 18c but warm enough I had the kids kicking a ball around outside without their big coats on. Weird!

    I hope your flooding issues end soon Mel. My parents' house had 3 feet of sewage filled flood waters inside it in 2000 and it was not pretty. And we were actually lucky as it was just before we moved in so at least our possessions were untouched. Took them years and years to fix the damage though (floors and half the internal walls were ripped out). As kids we thought living upstairs for a couple of years was a fun adventure, but I bet my parents were stressed!
  • Beka3695
    Beka3695 Posts: 4,126 Member
    Ok... I am catching up

    The weather is elfed. The river below my house is about to shed its banks. It has rained the last 16 or so days.

    Ugh. Stay sane !!
  • melissafeagins
    melissafeagins Posts: 1,421 Member
    It's a blessing from God to see this blue sky today and no rain in the forecast, but you can see the flooding too. (Photo stolen from weather cam near my husband's work and my dad's house.)
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.

    I am pretty sure that we have all of your rain here in Tennessee, Lois. I made it to the grocery store and back, but I had to take a bit of a detour around a flooded road and am counting myself blessed not to be in a mudslide. I have seen reporting of four today in my region and one on Chattanooga where my oldest lives.

    Touch wood, where we live isn’t really a flood zone so we haven’t had to deal with anything like that. And we are on a huge hill. And 5 floors up in a tower block.
    We do however have a blocked sink and the washing machine drains through the same pipes and I have a load of washing that won’t drain out so neither of us are doing well with water.

    At least Mother Nature will fix my problems eventually. I hope you can get your drain cleared quickly.

    Argh it ended up being a nightmare! We chucked every unblocking chemical we had down the sink, boiling water, plunger, nothing worked. Danny ended up unscrewing the pipework and cleaning it bit by bit, but it was all pretty clear, so we decided the blockage was outside the flat where we couldn’t reach it. For whatever reason he tried blowing down the tube (we had cleaned it) and you actually heared something go and after that it cleared. So we ran the hot tap for a couple of minutes and, so far it has been fine. But what a MESS!

    Sod’s law we’ll find out we broke a fitting or something and it’s leaking out into other flats. :# But we’ll see!
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    It's a blessing from God to see this blue sky today and no rain in the forecast, but you can see the flooding too. (Photo stolen from weather cam near my husband's work and my dad's house.)

    Glad to hear you had good weather!
  • melissafeagins
    melissafeagins Posts: 1,421 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.

    I am pretty sure that we have all of your rain here in Tennessee, Lois. I made it to the grocery store and back, but I had to take a bit of a detour around a flooded road and am counting myself blessed not to be in a mudslide. I have seen reporting of four today in my region and one on Chattanooga where my oldest lives.

    Touch wood, where we live isn’t really a flood zone so we haven’t had to deal with anything like that. And we are on a huge hill. And 5 floors up in a tower block.
    We do however have a blocked sink and the washing machine drains through the same pipes and I have a load of washing that won’t drain out so neither of us are doing well with water.

    At least Mother Nature will fix my problems eventually. I hope you can get your drain cleared quickly.

    Argh it ended up being a nightmare! We chucked every unblocking chemical we had down the sink, boiling water, plunger, nothing worked. Danny ended up unscrewing the pipework and cleaning it bit by bit, but it was all pretty clear, so we decided the blockage was outside the flat where we couldn’t reach it. For whatever reason he tried blowing down the tube (we had cleaned it) and you actually heared something go and after that it cleared. So we ran the hot tap for a couple of minutes and, so far it has been fine. But what a MESS!

    Sod’s law we’ll find out we broke a fitting or something and it’s leaking out into other flats. :# But we’ll see!

    I certainly think you've had enough of Sod and his law in the last year so I hope it's just fixed.
  • melissafeagins
    melissafeagins Posts: 1,421 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    It's a blessing from God to see this blue sky today and no rain in the forecast, but you can see the flooding too. (Photo stolen from weather cam near my husband's work and my dad's house.)

    Glad to hear you had good weather!

    It looked beautiful, but it was in the 40s Fahrenheit (I am terrible at converting temps, I admit.) and we had 15-20 mile per hour winds with gusts into the 40s. It feels very cold when your out and about.
  • Crafty_camper123
    Crafty_camper123 Posts: 1,440 Member
    Finally warmed up here too! I woke up and it was 31F, and not -1! yay. But the dang wind howled all night. The weather says SW winds of 30-40 with gusts up to 55-60.

    I just looked at my weather app, and now it says 2 above... Not sure why. I swear it was 31 (and felt like it) when I came in to work 45 minutes ago.. Weird...

    ...Checked Wunderground's map, and rewound it to 6:30 AM , and I'm not crazy, lol. It really did just drop nearly 30 degrees in an hour. :open_mouth: The weather here is crazy!
  • Crafty_camper123
    Crafty_camper123 Posts: 1,440 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    It's a blessing from God to see this blue sky today and no rain in the forecast, but you can see the flooding too. (Photo stolen from weather cam near my husband's work and my dad's house.)

    Glad to hear you had good weather!

    It looked beautiful, but it was in the 40s Fahrenheit (I am terrible at converting temps, I admit.) and we had 15-20 mile per hour winds with gusts into the 40s. It feels very cold when your out and about.

    Ugh, That wind can just chill you to the bone! Maybe it'll help evaporate some of that flooding???
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.

    I am pretty sure that we have all of your rain here in Tennessee, Lois. I made it to the grocery store and back, but I had to take a bit of a detour around a flooded road and am counting myself blessed not to be in a mudslide. I have seen reporting of four today in my region and one on Chattanooga where my oldest lives.

    Touch wood, where we live isn’t really a flood zone so we haven’t had to deal with anything like that. And we are on a huge hill. And 5 floors up in a tower block.
    We do however have a blocked sink and the washing machine drains through the same pipes and I have a load of washing that won’t drain out so neither of us are doing well with water.

    At least Mother Nature will fix my problems eventually. I hope you can get your drain cleared quickly.

    Argh it ended up being a nightmare! We chucked every unblocking chemical we had down the sink, boiling water, plunger, nothing worked. Danny ended up unscrewing the pipework and cleaning it bit by bit, but it was all pretty clear, so we decided the blockage was outside the flat where we couldn’t reach it. For whatever reason he tried blowing down the tube (we had cleaned it) and you actually heared something go and after that it cleared. So we ran the hot tap for a couple of minutes and, so far it has been fine. But what a MESS!

    Sod’s law we’ll find out we broke a fitting or something and it’s leaking out into other flats. :# But we’ll see!

    I certainly think you've had enough of Sod and his law in the last year so I hope it's just fixed.

    Yup, Sod can sod off! I’m just about done with 2019 already.
    So far I’ve had a car crash, lost the office keys, damaged my car interior, dead fish, blocked drains, and the jumper I spent 3 months knitting ended up being too short in the body and I can’t be kittened to undo it and redo it with a longer body. And I still can’t decide whether to have kids or not.

    I went around a friends house yesterday and loved being with their 7 month old, but after watching the 2 of them and having a frank conversation about parenthood I’m still not convinced Danny is up to the job.

    I have until the beginning of May to decide because my IUD expires then and I can have it taken out and take the plunge (or go to the pill for a little while), or have another one put in if I chose not to have kids for a long while.
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    Finally warmed up here too! I woke up and it was 31F, and not -1! yay. But the dang wind howled all night. The weather says SW winds of 30-40 with gusts up to 55-60.

    I just looked at my weather app, and now it says 2 above... Not sure why. I swear it was 31 (and felt like it) when I came in to work 45 minutes ago.. Weird...

    ...Checked Wunderground's map, and rewound it to 6:30 AM , and I'm not crazy, lol. It really did just drop nearly 30 degrees in an hour. :open_mouth: The weather here is crazy!

    What?! That’s insane!
  • Crafty_camper123
    Crafty_camper123 Posts: 1,440 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.

    I am pretty sure that we have all of your rain here in Tennessee, Lois. I made it to the grocery store and back, but I had to take a bit of a detour around a flooded road and am counting myself blessed not to be in a mudslide. I have seen reporting of four today in my region and one on Chattanooga where my oldest lives.

    Touch wood, where we live isn’t really a flood zone so we haven’t had to deal with anything like that. And we are on a huge hill. And 5 floors up in a tower block.
    We do however have a blocked sink and the washing machine drains through the same pipes and I have a load of washing that won’t drain out so neither of us are doing well with water.

    At least Mother Nature will fix my problems eventually. I hope you can get your drain cleared quickly.

    Argh it ended up being a nightmare! We chucked every unblocking chemical we had down the sink, boiling water, plunger, nothing worked. Danny ended up unscrewing the pipework and cleaning it bit by bit, but it was all pretty clear, so we decided the blockage was outside the flat where we couldn’t reach it. For whatever reason he tried blowing down the tube (we had cleaned it) and you actually heared something go and after that it cleared. So we ran the hot tap for a couple of minutes and, so far it has been fine. But what a MESS!

    Sod’s law we’ll find out we broke a fitting or something and it’s leaking out into other flats. :# But we’ll see!

    I certainly think you've had enough of Sod and his law in the last year so I hope it's just fixed.

    Yup, Sod can sod off! I’m just about done with 2019 already.
    So far I’ve had a car crash, lost the office keys, damaged my car interior, dead fish, blocked drains, and the jumper I spent 3 months knitting ended up being too short in the body and I can’t be kittened to undo it and redo it with a longer body. And I still can’t decide whether to have kids or not.

    I went around a friends house yesterday and loved being with their 7 month old, but after watching the 2 of them and having a frank conversation about parenthood I’m still not convinced Danny is up to the job.

    I have until the beginning of May to decide because my IUD expires then and I can have it taken out and take the plunge (or go to the pill for a little while), or have another one put in if I chose not to have kids for a long while.

    AK! You've been having a rough/ and very annoying go of it, it sounds like! And the kid thing? You have until you feel like it to decide. Don't let anyone else or your ovaries (crafty little kittenz they are) tell you otherwise. The pill is always a good option, because you can stop it at any time. And be on it as long as you want. And while the IUD can last for several years in a row, it too can be removed at any time. You are not committed to it's full effectiveness length. Perhaps it may be good to find a way to discuss your concerns with your husband? Since kids aren't immanent right now, it would be great to get anything that is concerning you out in the open with your husband. Before you make a solid decision. Like how you are worried he may not pull his weight. Easier said then done though, I do realize. I still keep flip flopping between "What will be, will be" and "OH GOD WHAT AM I DOING?!?! ". But right now, I am of the mind that whatever happens, will be what is meant to be. Until my hormones rev up on me anyways, lol.
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Finally warmed up here too! I woke up and it was 31F, and not -1! yay. But the dang wind howled all night. The weather says SW winds of 30-40 with gusts up to 55-60.

    I just looked at my weather app, and now it says 2 above... Not sure why. I swear it was 31 (and felt like it) when I came in to work 45 minutes ago.. Weird...

    ...Checked Wunderground's map, and rewound it to 6:30 AM , and I'm not crazy, lol. It really did just drop nearly 30 degrees in an hour. :open_mouth: The weather here is crazy!

    What?! That’s insane!

    RIGHT?!? I thought I misread my weather app this morning. (Since I was still bleary eyed from sleeping.) Until I got on Wunderground to see previouis temperatures for the day, I thought for sure I was losing my mind. Now we've warmed up to a balmy 11 above, and it's supposed to somehow make it to 38. But since it tanked that hard this morning, maybe it'll make it?
  • rhunwelshbowman
    rhunwelshbowman Posts: 37 Member
    edited February 2019
    We all have these days. We have to just pick ourselves up and not be so hard on ourselves. I have been known to lose control and grab a snack myself. Last week I tore into a pack of chocolate chip cookies and ate half. I have been good with the start of this week however the application is really helping me keep motivated as well as hearing all of your stories and such. Good luck and everyone please have a very positive and happy day! :)
  • crosbylee
    crosbylee Posts: 3,455 Member
    edited February 2019
    spamarie wrote: »
    crosbylee wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Beka3695 wrote: »
    @Beka3695 I am so sorry about your client's son. This week a guy walked into my old dentist's office and *kitten* his wife the week. (There happened to be a good guy with a gun getting his teeth cleaned and he will live to face murder 1 and several lesser charges.) The world is going to heck in a hand basket.

    THIS is why I have a permit to carry and firearms training!!! I have 9 rounds to get it right!

    I can’t even imagine carrying a gun... like, doing my check in the morning:

    Keys
    Purse
    Phone
    ...
    Gun :#

    After a while you almost feel naked with out it. It gets to be habit.

    I don't think I could live in a place where I needed a gun of my own to feel safe.

    I don't feel I NEED it to feel safe. I just feel a bit safer carrying it due to all the crazy idiots these days. The case of I would rather have and not need, than need and not have.
  • melissafeagins
    melissafeagins Posts: 1,421 Member
    Appointment with surgeon is March 18 and I have a list of signs of infection that should send me to the ER if they happen before then.
  • Crafty_camper123
    Crafty_camper123 Posts: 1,440 Member
    Appointment with surgeon is March 18 and I have a list of signs of infection that should send me to the ER if they happen before then.

    Glad they got you in!
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.

    I am pretty sure that we have all of your rain here in Tennessee, Lois. I made it to the grocery store and back, but I had to take a bit of a detour around a flooded road and am counting myself blessed not to be in a mudslide. I have seen reporting of four today in my region and one on Chattanooga where my oldest lives.

    Touch wood, where we live isn’t really a flood zone so we haven’t had to deal with anything like that. And we are on a huge hill. And 5 floors up in a tower block.
    We do however have a blocked sink and the washing machine drains through the same pipes and I have a load of washing that won’t drain out so neither of us are doing well with water.

    At least Mother Nature will fix my problems eventually. I hope you can get your drain cleared quickly.

    Argh it ended up being a nightmare! We chucked every unblocking chemical we had down the sink, boiling water, plunger, nothing worked. Danny ended up unscrewing the pipework and cleaning it bit by bit, but it was all pretty clear, so we decided the blockage was outside the flat where we couldn’t reach it. For whatever reason he tried blowing down the tube (we had cleaned it) and you actually heared something go and after that it cleared. So we ran the hot tap for a couple of minutes and, so far it has been fine. But what a MESS!

    Sod’s law we’ll find out we broke a fitting or something and it’s leaking out into other flats. :# But we’ll see!

    Glad Danny found a solution; hopefully, everything else works out great.
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    Finally warmed up here too! I woke up and it was 31F, and not -1! yay. But the dang wind howled all night. The weather says SW winds of 30-40 with gusts up to 55-60.

    I just looked at my weather app, and now it says 2 above... Not sure why. I swear it was 31 (and felt like it) when I came in to work 45 minutes ago.. Weird...

    ...Checked Wunderground's map, and rewound it to 6:30 AM , and I'm not crazy, lol. It really did just drop nearly 30 degrees in an hour. :open_mouth: The weather here is crazy!

    Dang that's crazy! Imagine all the people who wore short sleeved t-shirts & then regretted that decision.
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    edited February 2019
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    England is unnervingly warm. I feel like we are being lulled into a false sense of spring and then it’s going to suddenly dump a load of snow on us. According to the car it was 18C today, that’s just crazy warm for this time of year.

    I am pretty sure that we have all of your rain here in Tennessee, Lois. I made it to the grocery store and back, but I had to take a bit of a detour around a flooded road and am counting myself blessed not to be in a mudslide. I have seen reporting of four today in my region and one on Chattanooga where my oldest lives.

    Touch wood, where we live isn’t really a flood zone so we haven’t had to deal with anything like that. And we are on a huge hill. And 5 floors up in a tower block.
    We do however have a blocked sink and the washing machine drains through the same pipes and I have a load of washing that won’t drain out so neither of us are doing well with water.

    At least Mother Nature will fix my problems eventually. I hope you can get your drain cleared quickly.

    Argh it ended up being a nightmare! We chucked every unblocking chemical we had down the sink, boiling water, plunger, nothing worked. Danny ended up unscrewing the pipework and cleaning it bit by bit, but it was all pretty clear, so we decided the blockage was outside the flat where we couldn’t reach it. For whatever reason he tried blowing down the tube (we had cleaned it) and you actually heared something go and after that it cleared. So we ran the hot tap for a couple of minutes and, so far it has been fine. But what a MESS!

    Sod’s law we’ll find out we broke a fitting or something and it’s leaking out into other flats. :# But we’ll see!

    I certainly think you've had enough of Sod and his law in the last year so I hope it's just fixed.

    Yup, Sod can sod off! I’m just about done with 2019 already.
    So far I’ve had a car crash, lost the office keys, damaged my car interior, dead fish, blocked drains, and the jumper I spent 3 months knitting ended up being too short in the body and I can’t be kittened to undo it and redo it with a longer body. And I still can’t decide whether to have kids or not.

    I went around a friends house yesterday and loved being with their 7 month old, but after watching the 2 of them and having a frank conversation about parenthood I’m still not convinced Danny is up to the job.

    I have until the beginning of May to decide because my IUD expires then and I can have it taken out and take the plunge (or go to the pill for a little while), or have another one put in if I chose not to have kids for a long while.

    AK! You've been having a rough/ and very annoying go of it, it sounds like! And the kid thing? You have until you feel like it to decide. Don't let anyone else or your ovaries (crafty little kittenz they are) tell you otherwise. The pill is always a good option, because you can stop it at any time. And be on it as long as you want. And while the IUD can last for several years in a row, it too can be removed at any time. You are not committed to it's full effectiveness length. Perhaps it may be good to find a way to discuss your concerns with your husband? Since kids aren't immanent right now, it would be great to get anything that is concerning you out in the open with your husband. Before you make a solid decision. Like how you are worried he may not pull his weight. Easier said then done though, I do realize. I still keep flip flopping between "What will be, will be" and "OH GOD WHAT AM I DOING?!?! ". But right now, I am of the mind that whatever happens, will be what is meant to be. Until my hormones rev up on me anyways, lol.
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    Finally warmed up here too! I woke up and it was 31F, and not -1! yay. But the dang wind howled all night. The weather says SW winds of 30-40 with gusts up to 55-60.

    I just looked at my weather app, and now it says 2 above... Not sure why. I swear it was 31 (and felt like it) when I came in to work 45 minutes ago.. Weird...

    ...Checked Wunderground's map, and rewound it to 6:30 AM , and I'm not crazy, lol. It really did just drop nearly 30 degrees in an hour. :open_mouth: The weather here is crazy!

    What?! That’s insane!

    RIGHT?!? I thought I misread my weather app this morning. (Since I was still bleary eyed from sleeping.) Until I got on Wunderground to see previouis temperatures for the day, I thought for sure I was losing my mind. Now we've warmed up to a balmy 11 above, and it's supposed to somehow make it to 38. But since it tanked that hard this morning, maybe it'll make it?

    Argh I know. After being with baby Matthew on Sunday I do want kids, I do. I had a conversation about this with my hairdresser on Thursday because she is in the same position (but younger) and we came to the conclusion that if Danny wants kids (he does) and I want kids (I do) I just have to decide if I’m prepared to do it without the help I want/ expect

    Does that sound ridiculous?! Am I going about this the wrong way?

    I have had this conversation with Danny, but he isn’t very reliable at keeping promises. He promised he would help out, but he promised he would sell a pile of books 18 months ago and they are still piled up in our back room. But he did sell his guitar case.
    Our friend said he will change the second I am pregnant. Reality will charge in.


    I might be going crazy...