Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

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  • PearlAng
    PearlAng Posts: 681 Member
    Sometimes when I'm at work, I pick a little piece of cookie off and then put that cookie in the sample tray because that's what we do with the "broken" ones. Or I get the icing left on the tray after we've sold all of the cupcakes from that tray. I use my finger, not my tongue. I figure it's less work for our dishwashers.
  • _FATNSASSY
    _FATNSASSY Posts: 107 Member
    I got hungry the other day and ate an entire large pepperoni pizza. In my car in the parking lot.

    So my question is "If you eat a pizza in the car, in the parking lot, does it still have calories? Kinda like hearing a falling tree in the woods if no one is there? Anyway, did you log it, I rarely do when I am bad...

  • SuggaD
    SuggaD Posts: 1,369 Member
    JSurita2 wrote: »
    Confession: I'm too darn lazy to read this entire thread although some of it has me laughing out loud. If it's still about confessions....

    I would go under the knife in a minute if I had money for plastic surgery. I HATE counting calories and logging everything I put in my mouth. I do it nonetheless because I hate being fat even more.

    Carry on...

    I lost 90lbs and I had a lot of excess skin and a severe muscle separation in my abdomen which is why I did it. I would never have surgery to get rid of fat. I only did it because I couldn't change it on my own, and I was already really healthy. No regrets :)

    Same here. I'm totally getting it done. But I'm waiting until my kid goes off to college, so that if I die under the knife, well....
  • bkhamill
    bkhamill Posts: 1,289 Member
    I am guilty of TMI. I can't seem to stop myself from telling people how much weight I have lost when they compliment me on looking good. MAKE ME STOP! LOL
  • LandyBreigh
    LandyBreigh Posts: 207 Member
    My Christmas tree is still up.

    Mine is too! :)
  • LandyBreigh
    LandyBreigh Posts: 207 Member
    I just cut my calories from 2700 to 2250.

    Now I love my mother, but id push her down a flight of stairs for a pizza right now.

    LOL!
  • MyChocolateDiet
    MyChocolateDiet Posts: 22,281 Member
    Also, not to judge, but more than one person said they throw out a bunch of food. Why? There are so many starving people in this world, and doesn't that waste money? Maybe I just don't have a big food budget.

    My manager bought cookies and donuts for training sessions a few weeks ago. No one ate them and gave me 5 cookies to take home (I, at least, had the guts to say no to the donuts). 10 minutes into my drive home I ate 4 of the 200+ calorie cookies. I had to toss the last one out the window to prevent myself from eating it. For me, it was the only thing I could do to control myself.
    omg lol at throwing the cookie out the window. ..that is something I would need to do! When it comes to certain foods, I have no self restraint. I.e. If I buy Nutella, I will keep eating it out of jar with a spoon...so I can't buy it any more. Lol.
    I hope when she threw it out the window it landed right in the mouth of a homeless person who positioned themselves by the side of the road thusly solving the problems of overeating, littering, and hunger in one fell chocolate chip swoop.
  • aeviescas
    aeviescas Posts: 26 Member
    I am slipping back into my AN ways and I don't want to stop until I am "thin enough." It is jeopardizing my relationship with my friends and fiancé, and I am obviously afraid of losing the person most important to me. So I'm looking for a counselor but am seriously procrastinating, because I still have 12-16 more lbs to lose until I am satisfied. Depressing confession. Sorry, guys. Just needed to get it off my chest.

    You can do it! <3

  • htowey
    htowey Posts: 31 Member
    htowey wrote: »
    I ate 3 cupcakes yesterday. 3 yellow cake with chocolate frosting cupcakes. they did not fit within my daily calories =[

    OMG I ATE ANOTHER 4 CUPCAKES LAST NIGHT!! I CAN'T STOP! I'M A MONSTER!!!!!

  • chatterbox3110
    chatterbox3110 Posts: 630 Member
    I'm dreading the day my hubby tries to use my excess tummy skin as a blanket.....yes its getting that bad :(
  • commanderval
    commanderval Posts: 187 Member
    I'm afraid to poop 'cause I know it's gonna hurt my *kitten*...hemorrhoids :( (I had to look up that word to make sure I wrote it correctly)
  • krdews
    krdews Posts: 124 Member
    I prefer salty, crunchy snacks over sweets so I never have anything sweet in the house; but every now and then I want something sweet - I pop gummy multi-vitamins like no bodies business!
  • Francl27
    Francl27 Posts: 26,371 Member
    krdews wrote: »
    I prefer salty, crunchy snacks over sweets so I never have anything sweet in the house; but every now and then I want something sweet - I pop gummy multi-vitamins like no bodies business!

    Well the good thing about those... automatic portion control, because taking too many can be dangerous, I believe.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    I didn't realize these were such a big deal...but I only wash my gym clothes once a week. And yes, by Friday, my shirt's smelly. I figure, "big deal. I'm at the gym. Everyone is sweaty here."

    I also only shampoo my hair twice a week. I shower every day, and rinse and condition my hair every day I don't shampoo it.
  • _FATNSASSY
    _FATNSASSY Posts: 107 Member
    I could use an anonymous donut right now.

    This!

  • slikorify
    slikorify Posts: 130 Member
    I have only ever logged a weight gain once. I hate what it does to my graph so I just ignore them and log my weight next time I actually lose weight...
  • wizzybeth
    wizzybeth Posts: 3,578 Member
    OdesAngel wrote: »
    rabbitjb wrote: »
    I was craving something sweet the other night but had absolutely nothing in the house that would satisfy me except some hot chocolate. So I ate two spoonfuls of the powder. Two spoonfuls. Of the powder.

    Did that taste as disgusting as it sounds?

    It's pretty good, like crunchy powdery chocolate. No shame in my game, of course.

    My daughter sometimes sneaks a pouch of hot chocolate. She defends it by saying "It's like a chocolate pixie stix, right?" Guess you can't argue that logic.
  • aeviescas
    aeviescas Posts: 26 Member
    Just realized I forgot to post a confession.

    I don't really have anything original. But I, too, wash my gym clothes once a week or sometimes once every other week. (same schedule as regular clothes)

    I just hate doing extra laundry and I don't really sweat much. I figure that if I'm only going to be wearing them for an hour every other day, it's just like wearing regular clothes for a day.

    Someday I will buy new gym clothes but I am cheap. :X
  • ladybg81
    ladybg81 Posts: 1,553 Member
    KimWW wrote: »

    hot chocolate powder doesn't sound good. Kool-aid powder on the other hand...that was a teenage favorite of mine. Haven't done it in years, but was a bit tempted a few days ago.

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    My brother ate so much grape Kool-Aid powder when he was in college, his poop was blue. Just sayin
  • wizzybeth
    wizzybeth Posts: 3,578 Member
    Has anyone ever eaten an entire container of Haagen Dasz...then wonder how you can work out enough to not only fix the 165 calorie hole you're now in...but enough to have supper too and still be in a calorie deficit? Yah that's me today. Lol. Thinking of walking the dog and just having a cucumber and a few grape tomatoes for supper. Oy!
  • epido
    epido Posts: 353 Member
    mkakids wrote: »
    Have you even frozen brownie batter? OMG......AMAZING. it never fully solidifies, and is like batter soft serve. Heaven!

    This sounds heavenly! How can it be that I never thought of this?!?!?!?!
  • MyChocolateDiet
    MyChocolateDiet Posts: 22,281 Member
    sodakat wrote: »
    Jaffsa wrote: »
    Oh I wanna play!!
    My logging streak is not honest.. at all.. I logged 1 thing a couple of days to keep my streak going.. the authenticity is lost for me.. but I still feel better about it for some reason?

    You do know that the "logging" streak doesn't mean food logging, right? I was devastated when I learned this because I was super impressed when I saw someone had logged (I thought their foods) for 800 days.

    Nope.

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    Probably me, lol.

    I do this thing sometimes where I am so bisy i dont log my foods, but a workout or status or add a new link to my wall, yeah. It never releases me though. Just last night I went back and logged for the days I missed when I crahsed my car and got otherwise busy. It must be done!

    (I am always amazed at the accuracy with which I can remember my foods?)
  • Hehehehe.......... this thread has given me a giggle or three. :smiley:

    I also 'up' my exercise by 10 mins if I am slightly over as I don't like seeing the red numbers.
    I have (more than 6 months ago now....but still!!! ......:/ ) eaten a whole BIG bar of Cadbury's chocolate to myself at once :/
  • nm212
    nm212 Posts: 570 Member
    Last night I had a big fat piece of chocolate cake...instead of going to the gym. Confession: I haven't been to the gym consistently in months! Ever since Christmas, my weight has been steadily increasing again but I am too ashamed to log it and start over. I lost 15 lbs over a year, gained back 5 and now more like 8 lbs...I changed my weight once on here so my profile says 10 lost, but really I haven't kept off the 10 now either!! I closed my diary a few months ago cause I am eating way over my calories most days. I'm feeling a little out of control but trying to get back on track again!

    I will probably not log my weight again until I at least get back down to the 10 lbs lost that it says on my profile. :o

    Thank you for this thread, maybe this will help pull me out of the darkness here! lol and enjoying the laughs too. You guys are great.
  • MyChocolateDiet
    MyChocolateDiet Posts: 22,281 Member
    mscheftg wrote: »
    sodakat wrote: »
    Jaffsa wrote: »
    Oh I wanna play!!
    My logging streak is not honest.. at all.. I logged 1 thing a couple of days to keep my streak going.. the authenticity is lost for me.. but I still feel better about it for some reason?

    You do know that the "logging" streak doesn't mean food logging, right? I was devastated when I learned this because I was super impressed when I saw someone had logged (I thought their foods) for 800 days.

    Nope.

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    The truth of this bothers me. I wish it would record how often you actually log FOOD not just log in. "Wahoo! You logged into another social networking site for the day!!!" -Fail-
    ...but, but, but workouts?
  • petunia773
    petunia773 Posts: 473 Member
    I've been reading this post for a couple of days and it keeps sucking me in so I figured it was time for my confession. I haven't posted anything on this site yet...so here's my very first MFP post!

    I had gastric bypass surgery in February of 2008 at the starting weight of 283 lbs. I was able to get down to 156 with a goal weight of 150. Well, I was having a hard time losing those last 6 pounds to what I thought I should weigh and then started slowly gaining it back. Since that time I went through a divorce, not messy, but still sucked. I've also had my share of new relationships and heartbreaks and it seems like every heartbreak caused me to put more weight on. I'm now at 224 lbs as of this morning and I CANNOT believe I've let myself gain that much back! That's why I'm here. I've probably succeeded in reversing the surgery by eating so much. And no food is off-limits anymore. I am able to eat pretty much any food without suffering the consequences that I had after first having the surgery. No more "dumping" when something doesn't agree with me. I do notice that there are times that I feel full but nothing like it was in the first months after surgery.

    My first goal is to get under 200 lbs. Then I'll figure out what weight I will be happy at and be able to maintain.

    Also, I'm not big on exercising. I have the treadmill/clothes rack collecting dust in my bedroom. I'm in Wisconsin and hate the cold so walking outside does not appeal to me at all. I'd love to join the gym with a couple of friends from work and go with them at lunch to work out, but my finances will not allow me to do that either.

    Thanks for reading. :smile:
  • MyChocolateDiet
    MyChocolateDiet Posts: 22,281 Member
    liahna wrote: »
    I sometimes ask people for advice when I already know what to do to fix hat ever is going wrong. I sometimes feel like asking advice annoys people.

    I at 1000 calories worth of Starbucks items yesterday.

    I know most of my lack of weight gain is due to my lack of water intake lately.

    Man, I hope you have a Starbucks card because that's at least a free frappucinno right there.
  • kecmw25
    kecmw25 Posts: 2,743 Member
    We invited people over to watch the Super Bowl but got a nasty snow storm so barely anyone came. I spent the last 3 days eating little weinies and jalepeno popper dip for dinner. It's finally all gone but now I have to actually cook tonight.

    It's taken me 2 days to read through this whole post (at work) because of having to click to another window when someone walks by. It was totally worth it.

    I have a lot of Taylor Swift on my running playlist but I'm really not ashamed.
  • dougpconnell219
    dougpconnell219 Posts: 566 Member
    _FATNSASSY wrote: »
    I got hungry the other day and ate an entire large pepperoni pizza. In my car in the parking lot.

    So my question is "If you eat a pizza in the car, in the parking lot, does it still have calories? Kinda like hearing a falling tree in the woods if no one is there? Anyway, did you log it, I rarely do when I am bad...

    Yeah, I logged it. A 2200 calorie meal. Of course, I had a diet soda with it.
  • VanillaBeanSeed
    VanillaBeanSeed Posts: 562 Member
    I sometimes save calories so I can drink a whole bottle of wine :s