Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))
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Confession: We have 2 birthday parties tomorrow and I fully intend on eating cake at both of them.
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almondbutterbay wrote: »I can't believe it's already May. What's everyone's life goals for May?
Mine are to not weigh myself at all this month (cause the longest I've gone in the last three years without weighing myself is two weeks) and to not self harm at all this month.
My goal too! I weighed myself this morning and decided that was it until June 1st! I make too big a deal about the number on the scale. It has not been moving at all for a couple of weeks. I, shamefully, made one of my kids weigh herself, so I could make sure the scale wasn't broke and stuck on that number. I have gone down four sizes and my newest size is starting to get baggy, but I still get so disheartened when that scale number doesn't move. Hoping that, by not weighing, I can feel good about the rest.0 -
laurinpinpin wrote: »I confess Im trying to loose weight to so I can get pregnant....
I havent told anyone I want to get pregnant...
You aren't alone with that. I hope no-one recognizes me in real life!
This is one of the main reasons why I am trying too.. I am 29 and as a female I just fear my clock is ticking. Of course I do not have anyone to help me convieve yet.. But still I hope its in my future one day.
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shannonbun wrote: »I went running outside for the first time today, cos y'know, I was feeling good about myself... while running through campus, someone yelled out of their car, "RUN, FAT GIRL!!" I wanted to flip off the chick who yelled so badly, but she was in a car, so obviously she got away.
Come say that to my face and we'll see just how fast you can run. Grrrrr...
Oh man, I am so sorry that you had to experience that. People are so evil sometimes.
I remember as a kid walking and I had a few things thrown at me from people driving by in cars. What is wrong with people?
I was fully developed in a DD bra when I was in 7th grade. When I was in high school, a girl yelled at me down the hallway, " Why don't you go get reductions...on your WHOLE body?" From that day on, she decided she liked picking on me. I have always had a very high self esteem and just chalked it up to her either being picked on herself or having a terrible self esteem and never gave her the time of day with a response.
I have it on good authority that she is now over 300 pounds, twice divorced with 6 kids and living on welfare. She is on the planning committee for our 20yr high school reunion and I am giddy with excitement about it. It is in July 2016, so I still have a while to keep doing what I am doing.
This is in no way a judgement on anybody that is in her same situation...I only get satisfaction from it because of the way I was treated by her.
I really don't care if you are fat/skinny, rich/poor, gay/straight...if you are nice to me, I will be nice to you. End of story.0 -
ladybuggnorris wrote: »shannonbun wrote: »I went running outside for the first time today, cos y'know, I was feeling good about myself... while running through campus, someone yelled out of their car, "RUN, FAT GIRL!!" I wanted to flip off the chick who yelled so badly, but she was in a car, so obviously she got away.
Come say that to my face and we'll see just how fast you can run. Grrrrr...
Oh man, I am so sorry that you had to experience that. People are so evil sometimes.
I remember as a kid walking and I had a few things thrown at me from people driving by in cars. What is wrong with people?
I was fully developed in a DD bra when I was in 7th grade. When I was in high school, a girl yelled at me down the hallway, " Why don't you go get reductions...on your WHOLE body?" From that day on, she decided she liked picking on me. I have always had a very high self esteem and just chalked it up to her either being picked on herself or having a terrible self esteem and never gave her the time of day with a response.
I have it on good authority that she is now over 300 pounds, twice divorced with 6 kids and living on welfare. She is on the planning committee for our 20yr high school reunion and I am giddy with excitement about it. It is in July 2016, so I still have a while to keep doing what I am doing.
This is in no way a judgement on anybody that is in her same situation...I only get satisfaction from it because of the way I was treated by her.
I really don't care if you are fat/skinny, rich/poor, gay/straight...if you are nice to me, I will be nice to you. End of story.
I suspect that a lot of the people from school who originally friended me on fb did so to see how big I got. It makes me quite happy they instead get pics of me smaller than I ever was in hs. I'll admit to being happy when I see the worst of them have gotten their middle age pooch, too. Bonus points if they're still stuck in reliving hs and think their week on homecoming court was the highlight of their life. It's been over 25 years, surely they must have accomplished SOMETHING else by now?
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ladybuggnorris wrote: »I was fully developed in a DD bra when I was in 7th grade. When I was in high school, a girl yelled at me down the hallway, " Why don't you go get reductions...on your WHOLE body?" From that day on, she decided she liked picking on me. I have always had a very high self esteem and just chalked it up to her either being picked on herself or having a terrible self esteem and never gave her the time of day with a response.
I have it on good authority that she is now over 300 pounds, twice divorced with 6 kids and living on welfare. She is on the planning committee for our 20yr high school reunion and I am giddy with excitement about it. It is in July 2016, so I still have a while to keep doing what I am doing.
This is in no way a judgement on anybody that is in her same situation...I only get satisfaction from it because of the way I was treated by her.
I really don't care if you are fat/skinny, rich/poor, gay/straight...if you are nice to me, I will be nice to you. End of story.
Haha. karma.
I agree. I have been fat, skinny and then fat again (and hopefully skinny again soon). I'm the same exact person either way. I don't get why some people treat others badly. I treat people the way they treat me.
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Confession1 : My weigh in will suck tomorrow morning, my 'gain' only budged by .4lbs this morning. *sticks tounge out* pfftt damnit.
Confession 2: A nephew got caught smoking pot(not put lol) NOT surprised because of who his mom is. smh
Confession 3: I checked out the DQ site and they have TWO blizzards of the month. fml
PS Happy MAY DAY!
@AgentOrangeJuice Congrats!0 -
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Damn, my boss just got real ignorant with me, and I'm thinking in my head, MAN O MAN, can't wait to be up and out of here. I know future bosses are gonna get ignorant with me too, there's no helping that, but this one just grates on me a special kind of way.0
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Thanks to honest logging, I can very clearly see exactly the changes I *could* makes to speed up my weight loss (been ~5 lbs from goal for weeks)...
But I think I enjoy having cheeseburgers and beer regularly more than I would enjoy being 5 lbs lighter... So it's cool.0 -
AgentOrangeJuice wrote: »Italian_Buju wrote: »AgentOrangeJuice wrote: »Oh btw, for anyone wondering. I got a job offer this morning. It's going to be amazing walking out of this place in a couple of weeks with my paycheck, and 100 hours of vacation time in a check too. WOOT WOOT
Congrats! Was it the one you were waiting on? Or something else?
It's the one!
YAYAYAYAY congrats!0 -
AgentOrangeJuice wrote: »Oh btw, for anyone wondering. I got a job offer this morning. It's going to be amazing walking out of this place in a couple of weeks with my paycheck, and 100 hours of vacation time in a check too. WOOT WOOTAgentOrangeJuice wrote: »Damn, my boss just got real ignorant with me, and I'm thinking in my head, MAN O MAN, can't wait to be up and out of here. I know future bosses are gonna get ignorant with me too, there's no helping that, but this one just grates on me a special kind of way.
Congratulations! I'm so happy for you! It'll be a great day when your boss finds out.
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AgentOrangeJuice wrote: »Italian_Buju wrote: »AgentOrangeJuice wrote: »Oh btw, for anyone wondering. I got a job offer this morning. It's going to be amazing walking out of this place in a couple of weeks with my paycheck, and 100 hours of vacation time in a check too. WOOT WOOT
Congrats! Was it the one you were waiting on? Or something else?
It's the one!
Awesome, congrats!0 -
AgentOrangeJuice wrote: »Oh btw, for anyone wondering. I got a job offer this morning. It's going to be amazing walking out of this place in a couple of weeks with my paycheck, and 100 hours of vacation time in a check too. WOOT WOOT
CONGRATS!!!!!0 -
laurinpinpin wrote: »I confess Im trying to loose weight to so I can get pregnant....
I havent told anyone I want to get pregnant...
You aren't alone with that. I hope no-one recognizes me in real life!
This is one of the main reasons why I am trying too.. I am 29 and as a female I just fear my clock is ticking. Of course I do not have anyone to help me convieve yet.. But still I hope its in my future one day.
This is part of my motivation to be healthy too. I don't know if I even want kids, but I'd like to do what I can to prevent problems for myself if I do decide I want one later in life.0 -
Thanks everyone for the congratulatory congratulations.0
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I saved calories yesterday EXCLUSIVELY so that I could eat 4 servings of kettle cooked potato chips. Just chose healthier options during the day and got in lean proteins so I wouldn't be low in my protein intake.
@kclay1021 I like how you think!
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I love that so many of you are on board with my quiet salon idea. And I agree that I'd love the concept at a dentist's office too. I'm not antisocial or anything, but I don't warm up to strangers quickly.
My confession today is that I am kind of freaking out about my wedding, even though it's teeny-tiny and there's not much at all to be done now. It's just the whole idea of having to do it. I would have been happy to skip straight to the "married" part and skip the wedding, but we decided we couldn't do that to our parents so I'm suffering through a 25 person event and hoping I don't hyperventilate walking down the aisle or say something stupid or trip or start laughing or something. For the past week I've been absolutely fixated on it and it's not for another three and a bit weeks. It sucks. I'm practically hyperventilating now just typing this, haha.
And it's probably exacerbated by the fact that I'm hangry as hell because I ramped up the deficit in hopes I won't look at my photos and just see fat arms and too much cleavage. I really hope I can lose five pounds, which makes a pretty big difference at my size, but it definitely means three more weeks of being hungry a lot. Ugh.
I'd love the quiet anywhere idea...I'm not shy or anything but sometimes I don't feel like small talk or talking in general. The thing I can't handle the most is going into department stores and employees immediately asking if they can help you find something- NO, if I need help I'll ask. I apologize if this is anyone's job and are required to do this but really it iritates the crap out of me
Famous Footwear is the worst! I went to 2 different ones yesterday and I felt like I was being stalked or hunted like wild prey. It is not necessary for you to ask me 4, 5 or 6 times if I'm finding everything okay or if I need help. I'm a 35 year old woman. I think I can find my shoe size, remove the boxes from the shelf and put the shoes on the correct feet all by myself.
I'm WAY behind on this thread. Sorry. Busy couple of days.
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ladybuggnorris wrote: »ladybuggnorris wrote: »If you are a praying person, I am asking for some right now. If not a praying person, maybe send some good vibes. My sister's sister-in-law is 30 weeks pregnant, after 5 attempts at IVF. On Sunday, she was having issues with her kidneys, so yesterday they decided to go and put in some drains. While under anesthetic, she vomited and aspirated. Due to lack of oxygen, she is now in a coma and has been placed on life support. The family was all called last night and the Dr's basically admitted they were keeping he alive as long as they can for the baby's sake, but there is little to no brain activity. Now a baby that was wished for, for so long, is likely not going to have a Mama. Miracles do happen, and we could really use one today!
@ladybuggnorris how is your sister's SIL & baby doing?
SIL has some swelling on the brain, but it is going down. She has a long road to recovery, but they think she will make it. Unfortunately, she had some blood clots in her brain and they had to give her blood thinners in order to save her life and the baby did not survive. We are all feeling very blessed, though, that the wisdom and quick thinking on the Drs' part saved the SIL's life. If they hadn't acted quickly, they would have likely lost both of them. We will all help her on the road to recovery and some day, when the time is right, they can either decide on a surrogate or adoption. One step at a time. Thank you for your continued well wishes!
That broke my heart. Thank you for sharing this and allowing us to pray for you and your family. Hugs.
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marissafit06 wrote: »AgentOrangeJuice wrote: »Oh btw, for anyone wondering. I got a job offer this morning. It's going to be amazing walking out of this place in a couple of weeks with my paycheck, and 100 hours of vacation time in a check too. WOOT WOOT
CONGRATS!!!!!
Fantastic news!!!! So happy for you!0 -
AgentOrangeJuice wrote: »Thanks everyone for the congratulatory congratulations.
In case you miss mine due to the hiding of quotes congratulations!0 -
I have to say that I am really enjoying reading these. I suppose I don't have anything to confess to as today is my first day... started gym and trying to eat better. But it was nice to see that I am not alone in that sometimes I make really crazy questionable decisions about what I do to myself and put in my body. I'm glad that this community is filled with other crazies like me.
. One time I poured boiling water in my mouth in an effort to scald my tongue and destroy the taste buds so that I would not eat for pleasure. All it did was burn the heck out of my mouth temporarily and made it painful to even talk ...really dumb mistake. Those little buggers came right back. Ruthless, just ruthless. Although I am happy to say that was many many years ago! 0 -
I have to say that I am really enjoying reading these. I suppose I don't have anything to confess to as today is my first day... started gym and trying to eat better. But it was nice to see that I am not alone in that sometimes I make really crazy questionable decisions about what I do to myself and put in my body. I'm glad that this community is filled with other crazies like me.. One time I poured boiling water in my mouth in an effort to scald my tongue and destroy the taste buds so that I would not eat for pleasure. All it did was burn the heck out of my mouth temporarily and made it painful to even talk ...really dumb mistake. Those little buggers came right back. Ruthless, just ruthless. Although I am happy to say that was many many years ago!
Happy first day and welcome to this thread and to MFP! Best of luck to you 0 -
I have to say that I am really enjoying reading these. I suppose I don't have anything to confess to as today is my first day... started gym and trying to eat better. But it was nice to see that I am not alone in that sometimes I make really crazy questionable decisions about what I do to myself and put in my body. I'm glad that this community is filled with other crazies like me.. One time I poured boiling water in my mouth in an effort to scald my tongue and destroy the taste buds so that I would not eat for pleasure. All it did was burn the heck out of my mouth temporarily and made it painful to even talk ...really dumb mistake. Those little buggers came right back. Ruthless, just ruthless. Although I am happy to say that was many many years ago!
Welcome to the best thread on MFP- good luck on your journey! 0 -
Found out that Carvel has Nutella ice cream as flavor of the month. I think I'm saving calories for one this week.0
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spacequiztime wrote: »
There's this great ice cream alternative where you blend a frozen banana.kellyjellybellyjelly wrote: »overlook237 wrote: »kellyjellybellyjelly wrote: »overlook237 wrote: »Anyone able to make sense of the "McDonald's weight loss" thread? So very confusing. Now that same person just started a "mean people" thread on the Motivation & Support board.
No sense whatsoever. Apparently, the OP was shocked that she lost a pound after eating McDonald's yesterday and is convinced that it was specifically the eating of the McDonald's that caused the weight loss because for weeks she's been eating "fruit and salads" and not losing (however, when asked if she was weighing her food, she said, "Nah"). She is also convinced that the nutritional information on a packet of lettuce is lying to her: she believes that it is not 15 calories as it states but that it is actually 500 calories. She thanked a lot of people and then randomly blurted out "TROLL" at one point. I guess that sums it up.
But there was a cute picture of a cat with a pancake on its head so it was worth the five minutes I spent reading the thread
Haha if salad packs had 500 calories per cup then I would be eating around 2000 calories a day in lettuce.
In a perfect world, a salad pack would have 500 calories and a massive bar of chocolate would have only 15.
Ain't that the truth! Too bad ice cream can't have zero calories:D.
Or Arctic Zero, not:D.0 -
[/quote]almondbutterbay wrote: »I can't believe it's already May. What's everyone's life goals for May?
Mine are to not weigh myself at all this month (cause the longest I've gone in the last three years without weighing myself is two weeks) and to not self harm at all this month.
My goal is to get back on the weight loss track! I was 1.6 lbs from my goal weight then stress and sadness took over and I put on 5 lbs. I promised myself starting today new month back on track!0
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