It's official, I've lost my mind!

BoxerBrawler
BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
edited November 21 in Health and Weight Loss
Oh man... today is one of those days that no matter what I do I just feel like a big flabby cow! I hate days like this. Every little thing I put into my mouth makes me feel like I'm going to somehow gain 50 lbs as if by magic! Meanwhile... I worked out this morning - Ran between 5.5 - 8.0 for one hour, did strong lifts followed by some BodyRock core/booty work for 45 minutes. I've consumed 628 calories so far (all nutritious/healthy/clean) slightly over my sodium which is low anyway. I've burnt 1019 calories and am sitting with a deficit of -391. Yet I feel fat and like I need to get in another work out today.

Please don't get me wrong... I don't feel like this often but every once in a while I get a bad day. I am sure foks can relate. How is it I can weigh 118 with x-low body fat and lean muscle yet I feel like I'm about 300 lbs! I am sure heavy lifting has something to do with it.. always gain some water weight after lifting.

Anyway... do I work out again? Maybe just a quick cardio sesh? It would most likely make me feel better mentally and I feel fine physically, not tired or stressed or fatigued.

What I'd like to do is invite my dad out for dinner at this brazzilian place where they serve all kinds of grilled meats and they have a huge buffet of all really good veggies and salad stuff. I could go there and throw caution to the wind, pig out, be satisfied! OR... I could hit the gym for another hour, come home, eat sensibly and get to my studies finishing my day with a small snack of Fiber One cottage cheese mixed with Better N' Peanut Butter (low sodium) and a slim tea LOL!!!

Stupid, stupid, stupid!

Thanks :smile:
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  • strong_curves
    strong_curves Posts: 2,229 Member
    Oh man... today is one of those days that no matter what I do I just feel like a big flabby cow! I hate days like this. Every little thing I put into my mouth makes me feel like I'm going to somehow gain 50 lbs as if by magic! Meanwhile... I worked out this morning - Ran between 5.5 - 8.0 for one hour, did strong lifts followed by some BodyRock core/booty work for 45 minutes. I've consumed 628 calories so far (all nutritious/healthy/clean) slightly over my sodium which is low anyway. I've burnt 1019 calories and am sitting with a deficit of -391. Yet I feel fat and like I need to get in another work out today.

    Please don't get me wrong... I don't feel like this often but every once in a while I get a bad day. I am sure foks can relate. How is it I can weigh 118 with x-low body fat and lean muscle yet I feel like I'm about 300 lbs! I am sure heavy lifting has something to do with it.. always gain some water weight after lifting.

    Anyway... do I work out again? Maybe just a quick cardio sesh
    ? It would most likely make me feel better mentally and I feel fine physically, not tired or stressed or fatigued.

    What I'd like to do is invite my dad out for dinner at this brazzilian place where they serve all kinds of grilled meats and they have a huge buffet of all really good veggies and salad stuff. I could go there and throw caution to the wind, pig out, be satisfied! OR... I could hit the gym for another hour, come home, eat sensibly and get to my studies finishing my day with a small snack of Fiber One cottage cheese mixed with Better N' Peanut Butter (low sodium) and a slim tea LOL!!!

    Stupid, stupid, stupid!

    Thanks :smile:

    You've already done 3 workouts today.

  • BoxerBrawler
    BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
    Oh man... today is one of those days that no matter what I do I just feel like a big flabby cow! I hate days like this. Every little thing I put into my mouth makes me feel like I'm going to somehow gain 50 lbs as if by magic! Meanwhile... I worked out this morning - Ran between 5.5 - 8.0 for one hour, did strong lifts followed by some BodyRock core/booty work for 45 minutes. I've consumed 628 calories so far (all nutritious/healthy/clean) slightly over my sodium which is low anyway. I've burnt 1019 calories and am sitting with a deficit of -391. Yet I feel fat and like I need to get in another work out today.

    Please don't get me wrong... I don't feel like this often but every once in a while I get a bad day. I am sure foks can relate. How is it I can weigh 118 with x-low body fat and lean muscle yet I feel like I'm about 300 lbs! I am sure heavy lifting has something to do with it.. always gain some water weight after lifting.

    Anyway... do I work out again? Maybe just a quick cardio sesh
    ? It would most likely make me feel better mentally and I feel fine physically, not tired or stressed or fatigued.

    What I'd like to do is invite my dad out for dinner at this brazzilian place where they serve all kinds of grilled meats and they have a huge buffet of all really good veggies and salad stuff. I could go there and throw caution to the wind, pig out, be satisfied! OR... I could hit the gym for another hour, come home, eat sensibly and get to my studies finishing my day with a small snack of Fiber One cottage cheese mixed with Better N' Peanut Butter (low sodium) and a slim tea LOL!!!

    Stupid, stupid, stupid!

    Thanks :smile:

    You've already done 3 workouts today.

    HAHA! I am behind then :wink:
    It's never enough for me! I made a post about this a while back.
    I have my mind set to train like I am getting ready for a major physical competition or something.
    It doesn't help that my MMA club is closed down for the week!

    I love MMA
    I miss boxing
    I hate this week, every year he closes for this week
    I really need to hit stuff and run drill and throw some kicks! lol

  • ExRelaySprinter
    ExRelaySprinter Posts: 874 Member
    What I'd like to do is invite my dad out for dinner at this brazzilian place where they serve all kinds of grilled meats and they have a huge buffet of all really good veggies and salad stuff. I could go there and throw caution to the wind, pig out, be satisfied! OR... I could hit the gym for another hour, come home, eat sensibly and get to my studies finishing my day with a small snack of Fiber One cottage cheese mixed with Better N' Peanut Butter (low sodium) and a slim tea LOL!!!

    I'd go with Dad to the Brazilian place,...the food sounds wicked! Lol
    You've worked out enough today. Enjoy yourself!
  • Lourdesong
    Lourdesong Posts: 1,492 Member
    With the amount of exercise you do, your body/muscles would probably be better served at the Brazilian restaurant.

    Eat all the meats.
  • BoxerBrawler
    BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
    omg the Brazallian place is awesome. Everything they have is fresh, clean and healthy. It's a dream come true for someone who is very high on protein (lean meats) and veggies! The only problem at this place is I'm sure to overeat! HAHA!

    Hmmmm... maybe I can grab some general elliptical time at home and earn some over eating calories for later! That's an option :smile:

    In all seriousness though, I know I'm not the only one to have a day like this. It will pass and I'll get back to normal later or tomorrow. It's just my mind playing tricks on me I know. It sure does help to hash it out here. So thanks!
  • BoxerBrawler
    BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
    edited July 2015
    Lourdesong wrote: »
    With the amount of exercise you do, your body/muscles would probably be better served at the Brazilian restaurant.

    Eat all the meats.

    Mmmmmmm.... meat! The only thing better than meat is meat wrapped in bacon :wink:
    And they actually have skewers of rotisserie (skin free) chicken wrapped in bacon!
  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,741 Member
    I get the part about your mind playing tricks on you. I think a lot of us have days where we feel very different than how we look. However, I'd be careful with all that exercise. It's great, yes. It's also admirable. But, what if you get injured? How will you cope and maintain then?

    That was something important that I had to learn a few years ago and I've cut way down on the amount of cardio I do. I've adapted and learned other ways to maintain rather than relying on X amount of cardio every day. It can actually become more stressful than beneficial if you're not careful.

    Just my opinion. If I were you I'd go out to eat, but just not over do it.
  • healthygreek
    healthygreek Posts: 2,137 Member
    I find this topic either a result of disordered/distorted thinking or just attention seeking rediculousness.
  • ExRelaySprinter
    ExRelaySprinter Posts: 874 Member
    omg the Brazallian place is awesome. Everything they have is fresh, clean and healthy. It's a dream come true for someone who is very high on protein (lean meats) and veggies! The only problem at this place is I'm sure to overeat! HAHA!
    Well i went over my calories today by having a lousy Big Mac and Fries. :# Lol

  • Sued0nim
    Sued0nim Posts: 17,456 Member
    I like you

    You often speak lots of sense

    In this you're acting like a total nut

    Stop it !

    hope that helps
  • jaga13
    jaga13 Posts: 1,149 Member
    rabbitjb wrote: »
    I like you

    You often speak lots of sense

    In this you're acting like a total nut

    Stop it !

    hope that helps

    lol, same here.
  • BoxerBrawler
    BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
    rabbitjb wrote: »
    I like you

    You often speak lots of sense

    In this you're acting like a total nut

    Stop it !

    hope that helps

    LMAO! I like you too rabbit, you have your *kitten* together! And yes, thank you... that totally helped! :smiley:

  • SezxyStef
    SezxyStef Posts: 15,267 Member
    rabbitjb wrote: »
    I like you

    You often speak lots of sense

    In this you're acting like a total nut

    Stop it !

    hope that helps


    hmmm
  • BoxerBrawler
    BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
    I find this topic either a result of disordered/distorted thinking or just attention seeking rediculousness.

    If you feel that way why'd you bother to read it and reply? Really? Don't be an energy sucker. My post here obviously is of no consequence to you so... go away :smile:

    And besides, this is a support place right? Yeah, even I need support sometimes. Jeez... lighten up.

  • BoxerBrawler
    BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
    SezxyStef wrote: »
    rabbitjb wrote: »
    I like you

    You often speak lots of sense

    In this you're acting like a total nut

    Stop it !

    hope that helps


    hmmm

    I didn't always used to speak sense. When I first started out I was under the impression, like a lot of people, that I had to starve myself to lose weight. And so I did, and it sucked, and I was always hungry and angry. It has taken me over two years to figure it out. I am much happier and healthier now and luckily I was able to maintain my goal weight through it all and never got truly sick.

  • healthygreek
    healthygreek Posts: 2,137 Member
    I find this topic either a result of disordered/distorted thinking or just attention seeking rediculousness.

    If you feel that way why'd you bother to read it and reply? Really? Don't be an energy sucker. My post here obviously is of no consequence to you so... go away :smile:

    And besides, this is a support place right? Yeah, even I need support sometimes. Jeez... lighten up.
    this is a place where all can voice their opinions and that was mine. If you don't want to hear varied opinions-don't post!


  • cwolfman13
    cwolfman13 Posts: 41,865 Member
    you know that netting negative calories is bad right?

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  • SezxyStef
    SezxyStef Posts: 15,267 Member
    cwolfman13 wrote: »
    you know that netting negative calories is bad right?

    images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQxKh8a10Zv1eWLI0es0ilWND5squrEwCp_vCCpNO60N9buuq7z

    this too..go eat some food.
  • BoxerBrawler
    BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
    I find this topic either a result of disordered/distorted thinking or just attention seeking rediculousness.

    If you feel that way why'd you bother to read it and reply? Really? Don't be an energy sucker. My post here obviously is of no consequence to you so... go away :smile:

    And besides, this is a support place right? Yeah, even I need support sometimes. Jeez... lighten up.
    this is a place where all can voice their opinions and that was mine. If you don't want to hear varied opinions-don't post!


    Exactly what I expected :wink:

  • BoxerBrawler
    BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
    SezxyStef wrote: »
    cwolfman13 wrote: »
    you know that netting negative calories is bad right?

    images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQxKh8a10Zv1eWLI0es0ilWND5squrEwCp_vCCpNO60N9buuq7z

    this too..go eat some food.

    Yes, I do know this. It's hard sometimes because I eat a lot of veggies, meat and nutrient dense low calorie foods. I have to remind myself to go for the meats first so I don't fill up on veggies. That's another story. But yeah, I do know that negative calories is bad. No worries!

  • BoxerBrawler
    BoxerBrawler Posts: 2,032 Member
    I find this topic either a result of disordered/distorted thinking or just attention seeking rediculousness.

    If you feel that way why'd you bother to read it and reply? Really? Don't be an energy sucker. My post here obviously is of no consequence to you so... go away :smile:

    And besides, this is a support place right? Yeah, even I need support sometimes. Jeez... lighten up.
    this is a place where all can voice their opinions and that was mine. If you don't want to hear varied opinions-don't post!


    Exactly what I expected :wink:

    I don't mean to sound mean. I am just trying to vent & talk about it to shake the feeling is all.

  • dubird
    dubird Posts: 1,849 Member
    edited July 2015
    What I'd like to do is invite my dad out for dinner at this brazzilian place where they serve all kinds of grilled meats and they have a huge buffet of all really good veggies and salad stuff. I could go there and throw caution to the wind, pig out, be satisfied! OR... I could hit the gym for another hour, come home, eat sensibly and get to my studies finishing my day with a small snack of Fiber One cottage cheese mixed with Better N' Peanut Butter (low sodium) and a slim tea LOL!!!

    I'd go with Dad to the Brazilian place,...the food sounds wicked! Lol
    You've worked out enough today. Enjoy yourself!

    Totally seconded! You can take an easy day from time to time, it's perfectly fine to do so.
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  • DuckReconMajor
    DuckReconMajor Posts: 434 Member
    There's a Brazilian place just like that near me. No one has invited me there in a while but my mind freaks out when i try to think how i would even try to log that.
  • NewMeSM75
    NewMeSM75 Posts: 971 Member
    I understand eating the veggies and all. Looking at your diary, you don't eat even 1200 calories most of the days and have great calorie burns. I say enjoy the meal. Good luck! :)
  • SezxyStef
    SezxyStef Posts: 15,267 Member
    I've never had Brazilian food...sounds good tho...I say go eat some of that report back later.
  • healthygreek
    healthygreek Posts: 2,137 Member
    I find this topic either a result of disordered/distorted thinking or just attention seeking rediculousness.

    If you feel that way why'd you bother to read it and reply? Really? Don't be an energy sucker. My post here obviously is of no consequence to you so... go away :smile:

    And besides, this is a support place right? Yeah, even I need support sometimes. Jeez... lighten up.
    this is a place where all can voice their opinions and that was mine. If you don't want to hear varied opinions-don't post!


    Exactly what I expected :wink:

    I don't mean to sound mean. I am just trying to vent & talk about it to shake the feeling is all.
    In that case, I join those who vote for no more workouts necessary for today-go Brazilian!
  • kshama2001
    kshama2001 Posts: 28,052 Member
    edited July 2015
    dubird wrote: »
    What I'd like to do is invite my dad out for dinner at this brazzilian place where they serve all kinds of grilled meats and they have a huge buffet of all really good veggies and salad stuff. I could go there and throw caution to the wind, pig out, be satisfied! OR... I could hit the gym for another hour, come home, eat sensibly and get to my studies finishing my day with a small snack of Fiber One cottage cheese mixed with Better N' Peanut Butter (low sodium) and a slim tea LOL!!!

    I'd go with Dad to the Brazilian place,...the food sounds wicked! Lol
    You've worked out enough today. Enjoy yourself!

    Totally seconded! You can take an easy day from time to time, it's perfectly fine to do so.
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    Another vote for Eat all the Meats.

    Oh man... today is one of those days that no matter what I do I just feel like a big flabby cow! I hate days like this
    Are you drinking enough water? Is this TOM bloat?
  • kshama2001
    kshama2001 Posts: 28,052 Member
    There's a Brazilian place just like that near me. No one has invited me there in a while but my mind freaks out when i try to think how i would even try to log that.

    If you figure it out, let me know, cuz there's one near me too :)

  • DeguelloTex
    DeguelloTex Posts: 6,652 Member
    Humblebrag, mania, look-at-me, fat shaming, and more, all in one post. Well done.
  • jkwolly
    jkwolly Posts: 3,049 Member
    Humblebrag, mania, look-at-me, fat shaming, and more, all in one post. Well done.
    Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
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