Daily Battle With The Scale

laceygaywilson
laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
edited December 20 in Motivation and Support
Alright y'all, this is gonna be super hard for me!! My whole life, my weight has effected me. My friends and family were my worst critics "chunkapunk" and "fat girl" were the names they gave me. Of course they didn't mean to hurt me, but it did. When I met my now husband I was 256lbs within a year of his positive love I had lost 100lbs. Had a baby gained it all back plus 25lbs!! Lost it within a year!!! Kept it off for 3 years oh yeah!! Then had another baby!! 263 when she was born!! Took me 6 years to get to 205. Last summer I turned up the heat and lost 35!! Gained 9 back... currently 177.2!! I cringe Everytime I step on the scale. So to help my anxiety and insecurities I am gonna post a pic of the scale everyday whether I like what it says or not!!! I know that we all fluctuate 5-10lbs daily.....but I need to get over this insecurity!!! I believe this will help!!! Feel free to post pics of your daily weigh in as well!! We can embark on an inner and outer journey together!!! 💝
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  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    http://physiqonomics.com/the-weird-and-highly-annoying-world-of-scale-weight-and-fluctuations/
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    Yesterday I did a lot of muscle building yoga and calisthenics!! Plus I ate some salty popcorn hahaha feeling the bloat today! Still feel great though!! Cardio this morning!!!! Ready to sweat out the salt!!! Here we go y'all!!! Still no Aunt Flo.....I'm late!!!! Haven't been late in over a year!!! WEIRD!!!
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    Oops here is the pic for above post

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  • motivatedmartha
    motivatedmartha Posts: 1,108 Member
    Have you thought about planning meals, taking body measurements and not stepping on the scale so often? The tape shows fewer routine fluctuations and gives you something +ve to focus on. Meal planning and then sticking to the plan should ensure that you remain within deficit and exercise will help general feelings of well being. If the scale increases stress levels don't use it ;)
  • HermanLily
    HermanLily Posts: 217 Member
    Looks to me like you are about to 'Win' very inspirational.
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    Yesterday was nuts!! 8.3 total hours of hard core cleaning with one 20 min break!! I drank 23 cups of water!!!! I only snacked till I got off work .....forgot my foooooooood!! So last night we ate Whataburger!!! Damn nice treat after a hard day!!! I couldn't eat it all!! So glad too hahaha today will be an easy cleaning day so gonna get some bike time in this afternoon!! Yoga and calisthenics this morning!!! 10 cups of water minimum!! Here we go!!

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  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    Ok ok ok sooooo been dreading Aunt Flo!!! I always crave sugar and salt!!! Last night I held firm!!! Resisted temptation!! Oh and I was tempted cause I bought candycandy candy yesterday when I went to get groceries!!!!! Oh I really stretch myself!!! So glad it's FRIYAH!!! FINALLY!!!
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
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  • deannalfisher
    deannalfisher Posts: 5,600 Member
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    this is my FITBIT trend graph - the only line I care about is the dark blue one
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    That's pretty cool I don't have that!!! I am super excited to over come this stage in my weight loss/mental reboot!! The fact that I own a scale HUGE!! Before y'all don't laugh used to go to Walmart and force myself to get on the scale....just testing it hahaha I wouldn't even look had to take a friend or ask a passer by to read it!! Lost lots of weight that way....but the anxiety was nuts!!! Now I feel like a million bucks!!! Even starting my period didn't rock the boat!!! Love love love this new feeling!! I'm gonna have the best me ever!!! Make my younger self say DAMN!!!!
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    Enjoyed a rest day yesterday!!! Today yoga bike and calisthenics!!!! Oh yeah!!! bjgoz3atsr68.jpg
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    The weather can kiss my *kitten* today!! I want to ride my bike!!!! I will do my yoga and calisthenics!!! It's my office day!! I'm excited to see the scale today!!! I'm literally excited now to see it!!! Not scared or anxious!!! I don't care when I go up a lbs cause look it's gone!! Hehe I'm winning this battle!! Do what it takes for YOU Y'ALL!!!! NO ONE IS EXACTLY LIKE ANYONE ELSE!!! LISTEN TO YOUR BODY AND GIVE IT YOUR ALL!!! 💝💪💝awbzqav1uoe0.jpg
  • thatjodiegirl
    thatjodiegirl Posts: 95 Member
    You and I weigh almost exactly the same with about the same fluctuations. I'm fluctuating between 169 and 171 right now.
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    That's great!!! Let's motivate each other!!! I added ya!!!

    thatjodiegirl wrote: »
    You and I weigh almost exactly the same with about the same fluctuations. I'm fluctuating between 169 and 171 right now.

  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    The weather is supposed to be better today!!! After work I'm going for a bike ride!!! Got three houses to clean today!!! So at least 4 hours of work!! Home by 2 fingers crossed!!! Aunt Flo it's time for you to go home now!! Haha almost over!! yzuj9xhh4uyr.jpg
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    I am so excited!! Aunt Flo packed up and left y'all!!! This is gonna be a good week!! Ready to see some epic progress!!! Yesterday was a great day!! Worked hard then got in a bike ride and a lil late night calorie burn with my hubby!! Love those nights💝 today an easy house then I'm gonna go for 10 miles on the bike!!! Oh yeah!!!
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  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    Yesterday I was so bad y'all!!! Well I felt like I was...really I guess the diary and scale don't lie!!! Used to I'd beat myself up after a day where I felt like that and I'd lose progress....but now I see it in a whole other light!!! Train your brain y'all!! This is more of a mental battle than anything else!!! I always thought the scale was my enemy....now she is my motivated my friend and a constant reminder I'm on my way!!! gm09rdkpgwyk.jpg
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    I know back again today WHAT??? YES YALL YESS

    RAN
    CALISTHENICS
    YOGA
    WEIGHED IN AGAIN

    AND

    WOO WOO PARTY OVER HERE Y'ALLvt9b5ltsvewh.jpg
  • laceygaywilson
    laceygaywilson Posts: 330 Member
    Ok so yesterday I was an emotional wreck!! I did not over eat!! Stayed strong. Today I am struggling to find motivation!!! Damn I'm gonna miss her....I don't even wanna walk outside. We have 4 other dogs.....but Domino had been there since Stewart and I got together. She was by are side through it all!!!! Feels like so much more than the loss of a good dog. A chapter of my life has closed. Domino was found in my childhood neighborhood....so many ties to my dad and the past. Just feels like a lot to let go of!!! ezibwzpoldv0.jpg
  • cmriverside
    cmriverside Posts: 34,455 Member
    I'm so sorry for your loss, laceygay. ((hug))
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