Confession Thread!

I confess that I think a lot of girls on this forum are hot
I confess that I have a twisted sense of humor
I confess that I have a side to me most will never see
And I confess that while I've only been at MFP for a few days, I love it!

I confess that I have lost over 60lbs, Im in the best shape of my life and am working as a fitness instructor but I still feel like crying when I step on the scale.

I confess that I have 22% body fat but I let the scale rule my world, I do this for other people, I should know better.

I confess that I when I tell people my weight loss story I tell them that I got so heavy because my kids are so close in age, but really I was heavy my whole life.

I confess that I wish I was happy with my body but every time I look at myself I find things that I hate even when I compare to my before pictures.

I confess that I am terrified of screwing up my daughters, I worry about them having all my body image bulls**t.

I confess that having a safe place to write this all down has made me feel a little better.

I confess that I am secretly jealous of people's before/after pics.

I confess that I am on MFP everyday at work... and I work for the government, so if you live in Ontario, you are paying me to write this.

I confess that I try to make myself feel better about my shape by checking out people that are bigger than me--- and allowing myself to judge them.

I confess that I judge people who eat fast food, and secretly feel like a 'moral authority' on healthy food.

I confess that I gossip about my middle sister with my eldest sister and vice-versa. I often wonder what they say about me to each other.

Finally.... my most well kept secrets, if exposed, could possibly put me in jail. So this is all you get.

I confess I hate spiders. I have no problem killing them. Makes my skin crawl thinking of one climbing my leg. Oh and put ticks in this category as well.

I confess that I would be happy if my wife wanted a boob job. Is that bad?

I confess that I may have more confessions even after this.
I confess that I am still angry with my parents for divorcing more than 30 years ago.
I confess that I wish that I had taken advantage of living the single life
I confess that there are times when I think I am better than the people I work with
I confess that even though I am heavy I know I am pretty.
I confess that I used to wonder if I made the right choice when I got married but I know for sure that I did!

I confess that I buy ridiculously expensive shoes all of the time, hide them in my trunk and bring them in the house when my husband is not home, (he would have a heart attack if he knew just how much money I spend on shoes)

I confess that my biggest fear is being alone like my mother.

I confess that I can be extremely judgemental sometimes.

I confess that sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to be with a man as wonderful as my husband.

I confess that I do the same thing with clothing as I do with shoes. :happy:

I confess that vodka and cranberry is at the top of my 'top used' dinner entries.

:drinker: White wine for me! :drinker:

I confess that:
-I hate being single
-I feel like a failure
-I may never have anything to show for myself
-There are certain things I will never tell anyone
-As much as I love heatlhy food, I still love McDonald's
-I could eat candy everyday and if it didn't affect my weight, I would.

I confess that I could, and have eaten an entire box of Velvetta shells and cheese by myself.

I confess that I have also eaten all 8 Pillsbury crescent rolls... sometimes at the same time.

I confess that I'm afraid to have any sweets after Lent because I feel so good without that that I'm afraid I will "fall off the wagon" if I even have 1 treat to celebrate.

I confess that I still haven't figured out what my spiritual beliefs are. It confuses me.

I confess that I hate veggies.

I confess that I'm jealous of my little brother. He is a doctor of pharmacy and I never feel good enough/smart enough next to him even though I have a Master's degree.

I'm sure this could go on...

Also-
I confess that I feel I have no real home.

oh and
-Getting messages and comments from people on here always brightens my day.

Sooooo....
I confess that I am a huge flirt! :flowerforyou:
I confess that even though Easter Sunday is my 11th wedding anniversary, and I love my husband dearly, I wish I wouldn't have been such a good girl when I was single! :devil:
I confess that I love to see a Latino man with a chin strap!! mmm,mmm,mmm!!!
I confess that getting back into shape scares me a little....for reasons I am not ready to confess! :blushing:
I confess that I sometimes feel that my dog is truly the best friend I have ever had!
I confess that I get irritated when people who do not work out at all, lose more weight than I do, and faster! :grumble:
I confess that I plan to go to a nude beach for my 40th birthday, bikini body or not!!:drinker:
I confess that I feel that age is a state of mind, therefore; I shall forever be 25!!

I confess I am the dominant woman that you all speak of! :laugh:

I confess I'm attracted to dominant women...

Walt....Did we ask you to speak??

Can I speak now??LOL!

I confess that I do not understand how my husband can think I am so beautiful

I confess that I can't wait until I think I'm beautiful

me too...

I confess I am in a relationship with an alcoholic, and even though I love him very very much, its been more than two years of him drinking and its really hurting our relationship.

I confess that sometimes I can't wait until my boyfriend passes out drunk, so he doesn't bother me or yell at me anymore.

I confess that I am just waiting for him to be the person I need him to be, and I am getting worried he may never be that person.

I confess that I feel guilty writing this, I want my relationship to work with him so bad.

I confess that I don't see the same thing that other people see when they look at me, or else everyone is lying to me when they say I look good.

I confess that I like when guys hit on me, even if I act like I'm annoyed.

I confess that I walk around every day on the verge of tears, hoping no one will say something mean or laugh at me.

I confess that the only time I don't feel on the verge of tears is when I'm with my boyfriend (and he's either sober or in a happy-drunk state)

I confess that I know that people treat me like I'm pretty, but I don't think I am at all.

I confess that I like girls too :blushing: