Anxiety

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  • jaelynsmith
    jaelynsmith Posts: 82 Member
    Antd420 wrote: »
    Antd420 wrote: »
    I did a 4 year bit in prison, got out 6 yrs ago and have had anxiety, depression, and sometimes extreme anger. Currently on Prozac, Klonopin, and Ambien. I feel fine most days, I noticed if I miss a workout it throws me off. Meds do work for some people, Marijuana is also a really good medication for depression and anxiety.

    PTSD? Maybe? I'm glad you're out of there and bettering your life <3
    If Maryjane was legal here, I would eat Brownies, for sure. But losing my children isn't worth it <3

    I hear you on that. Where do you live? Maybe PTSD I've been through and seen a lot of traumatic situations in my 4 yrs locked up.

    I live in the western United States.
  • branflakes1980
    branflakes1980 Posts: 2,516 Member
    salembambi wrote: »
    Listen, OP, medication does work. Just take it as prescribed. Medicine is for everyone. We are not in neanderthal times.

    I have to politely disagree sort of. Some medicines may work, however in the US the pharmaceutical companies push drugs to doctors who in turn push drugs on patients regardless of if they will help or not just to get a kick back from said companies. It's a vicious cycle, and a lot of the drugs don't help, or just mask the problem in turn causing more problems and we have far too many people walking around in a fog or haze for lack of better words. The medical industry here is quite frankly horrible. Unfortunately in this day and age it is very very rare to meet a doctor that actually sincerely cares about your well being, they just push the drugs, and push you out the door so they can be on to the next person to push the drugs on so they can push the money into their wallets at the end of the day.

    i dread the day my doctor retires he delivered me from the womb has been my doctor ever since

    i know he actually genuinely gives a fvck about me and has never ever pushed any medication on me even tho i think a lot of doctors would of

    This is how I feel about my OBGYN. But I could only wish to find a general practice doctor like this... Sigh.
  • Antd420
    Antd420 Posts: 161 Member
    Antd420 wrote: »
    Rottified wrote: »
    Antd420 wrote: »
    pie_eyes wrote: »
    Yes

    <3<3 thank you for answering and being honest. Not many people like to talk about BDD... I just barely started telling people and they don't believe me.

    Whats BDD?

    Body dismorphic disorder.

    So would I have BDD if I sometimes avoid taking my shirt off because of stretch marks and scars?

    Maybe... When I look in the mirror I don't see what other people see... I see lopsided facial features, I see a huge forehead, I see double chin, and belly rolls... It's a complex diagnosis and is different for each individual <3

    I think you are beautiful
  • Antd420
    Antd420 Posts: 161 Member
    Antd420 wrote: »
    Antd420 wrote: »
    I did a 4 year bit in prison, got out 6 yrs ago and have had anxiety, depression, and sometimes extreme anger. Currently on Prozac, Klonopin, and Ambien. I feel fine most days, I noticed if I miss a workout it throws me off. Meds do work for some people, Marijuana is also a really good medication for depression and anxiety.

    PTSD? Maybe? I'm glad you're out of there and bettering your life <3
    If Maryjane was legal here, I would eat Brownies, for sure. But losing my children isn't worth it <3

    I hear you on that. Where do you live? Maybe PTSD I've been through and seen a lot of traumatic situations in my 4 yrs locked up.

    I live in the western United States.

    Me too, Michigan
  • jaelynsmith
    jaelynsmith Posts: 82 Member
    Antd420 wrote: »
    Antd420 wrote: »
    Rottified wrote: »
    Antd420 wrote: »
    pie_eyes wrote: »
    Yes

    <3<3 thank you for answering and being honest. Not many people like to talk about BDD... I just barely started telling people and they don't believe me.

    Whats BDD?

    Body dismorphic disorder.

    So would I have BDD if I sometimes avoid taking my shirt off because of stretch marks and scars?

    Maybe... When I look in the mirror I don't see what other people see... I see lopsided facial features, I see a huge forehead, I see double chin, and belly rolls... It's a complex diagnosis and is different for each individual <3

    I think you are beautiful

    Thank you :) I wasn't fishing for compliments. But I appreciate the compliment <3
  • jaelynsmith
    jaelynsmith Posts: 82 Member
    Antd420 wrote: »
    Antd420 wrote: »
    Antd420 wrote: »
    I did a 4 year bit in prison, got out 6 yrs ago and have had anxiety, depression, and sometimes extreme anger. Currently on Prozac, Klonopin, and Ambien. I feel fine most days, I noticed if I miss a workout it throws me off. Meds do work for some people, Marijuana is also a really good medication for depression and anxiety.

    PTSD? Maybe? I'm glad you're out of there and bettering your life <3
    If Maryjane was legal here, I would eat Brownies, for sure. But losing my children isn't worth it <3

    I hear you on that. Where do you live? Maybe PTSD I've been through and seen a lot of traumatic situations in my 4 yrs locked up.

    I live in the western United States.

    Me too, Michigan

    Idaho :)
  • denversillygoose
    denversillygoose Posts: 708 Member
    salembambi wrote: »
    Listen, OP, medication does work. Just take it as prescribed. Medicine is for everyone. We are not in neanderthal times.

    I have to politely disagree sort of. Some medicines may work, however in the US the pharmaceutical companies push drugs to doctors who in turn push drugs on patients regardless of if they will help or not just to get a kick back from said companies. It's a vicious cycle, and a lot of the drugs don't help, or just mask the problem in turn causing more problems and we have far too many people walking around in a fog or haze for lack of better words. The medical industry here is quite frankly horrible. Unfortunately in this day and age it is very very rare to meet a doctor that actually sincerely cares about your well being, they just push the drugs, and push you out the door so they can be on to the next person to push the drugs on so they can push the money into their wallets at the end of the day.

    i dread the day my doctor retires he delivered me from the womb has been my doctor ever since

    i know he actually genuinely gives a fvck about me and has never ever pushed any medication on me even tho i think a lot of doctors would of

    This is how I feel about my OBGYN. But I could only wish to find a general practice doctor like this... Sigh.

    I get most of my care through my OBGYN also. I can't find a proper GP to save my life. My gyno has always been the one to properly address my mental health. Well, besides the psychologist I used to see. Talk therapy is HUGELY helpful. I used to have anxiety and panic attacks a lot when I was in my 20's. About a year of therapy really changed me. I still have anxiety issues, but I can talk myself through it and carry on most of the time. Yoga and my bike are major therapy for me now. Now I'm only on a small dose of zoloft to help my PMDD. (laugh if you want, but having murderous thoughts about your family, and suicidal thoughts about yourself once a month is not okay.)
  • Antd420
    Antd420 Posts: 161 Member
    Antd420 wrote: »
    Antd420 wrote: »
    Rottified wrote: »
    Antd420 wrote: »
    pie_eyes wrote: »
    Yes

    <3<3 thank you for answering and being honest. Not many people like to talk about BDD... I just barely started telling people and they don't believe me.

    Whats BDD?

    Body dismorphic disorder.

    So would I have BDD if I sometimes avoid taking my shirt off because of stretch marks and scars?

    Maybe... When I look in the mirror I don't see what other people see... I see lopsided facial features, I see a huge forehead, I see double chin, and belly rolls... It's a complex diagnosis and is different for each individual <3

    I think you are beautiful

    Thank you :) I wasn't fishing for compliments. But I appreciate the compliment <3

    NP, it's my pleasure
  • SuperheroSadie
    SuperheroSadie Posts: 167 Member
    edited June 2016
    I have such bad day-to-day anxiety that I recently bought a puppy that I'm training to be an assistance animal to help with my frequent (3-4x a week) panic attacks and constant (3-4x a day) bouts of debilitating anxiety, especially in crowds or social situations.

    It's affecting my goals because it makes me want to eat, or I have trouble saying no to certain food-related things (going out to dinner, dessert, drinking) because of my social anxiety and fear of making others unhappy.

    Luckily my boyfriend is also trying to lose weight, so that's one less battle I have to fight. Usually we both go into dinner with the same amount of calories so we'll try to figure out what we can fit in that'll still taste great. He's a good support system.



    Also, to fight the fight that's currently happening, the reason I'm using a service animal is because I'd like to avoid medication at all cost. When I was younger I was on Concerta and Ritalin (at different times) for my ADD and it made me feel extremely zombie-like. I could function more normally, would interrupt people less, and my grades improved, but I didn't feel at all like myself. I also got to witness my sister withdrawing from her anti-anxiety medications. I think I'll pass on that, thank you.
  • jaelynsmith
    jaelynsmith Posts: 82 Member
    I have such bad day-to-day anxiety that I recently bought a puppy that I'm training to be an assistance animal to help with my frequent (3-4x a week) panic attacks and constant (3-4x a day) bouts of debilitating anxiety, especially in crowds or social situations.

    It's affecting my goals because it makes me want to eat, or I have trouble saying no to certain food-related things (going out to dinner, dessert, drinking) because of my social anxiety and fear of making others unhappy.

    Luckily my boyfriend is also trying to lose weight, so that's one less battle I have to fight. Usually we both go into dinner with the same amount of calories so we'll try to figure out what we can fit in that'll still taste great. He's a good support system.



    Also, to fight the fight that's currently happening, the reason I'm using a service animal is because I'd like to avoid medication at all cost. When I was younger I was on Concerta and Ritalin (at different times) for my ADD and it made me feel extremely zombie-like. I could function more normally, would interrupt people less, and my grades improved, but I didn't feel at all like myself. I also got to witness my sister withdrawing from her anti-anxiety medications. I think I'll pass on that, thank you.

    I have my kitty, my JackJack <3
  • PBWaffleCakes
    PBWaffleCakes Posts: 900 Member
    I panic and then get depressed. I often listen to Ted Talks to help me out or research a bunch of nonsense.
  • jaelynsmith
    jaelynsmith Posts: 82 Member
    I panic and then get depressed. I often listen to Ted Talks to help me out or research a bunch of nonsense.

    Research is my big stress reliever! And activism <3 what do you research?
  • shortygirl1987
    shortygirl1987 Posts: 229 Member
    I'm on medication for mine, I have anxiety attacks and I worry a lot, some times I like to listen to music or draw to help cope
  • pie_eyes
    pie_eyes Posts: 12,964 Member
    I'm on medication for mine, I have anxiety attacks and I worry a lot, some times I like to listen to music or draw to help cope

    I'm always playing music
  • Shana67
    Shana67 Posts: 680 Member
    Pristiq. It has been life changing.
  • Goldsby318
    Goldsby318 Posts: 2,150 Member
    I use to have panic attacks really bad. For one month I couldn't even get out of bed or drive or anything. The doctor put me on some medication that help me so much. I didn't believe in that prior to this happening to me. I only have them from time to time now but know how to control them with breathing techniques. I still am depressed. Another thing that helps me is to just be alone and listen to music.
  • kellkee16
    kellkee16 Posts: 40 Member
    I have horrible anxiety & depression.
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  • ncboiler89
    ncboiler89 Posts: 2,408 Member
    Medication?

    You spelled booze wrong.
  • Escape_Artist
    Escape_Artist Posts: 1,155 Member
    I have anxiety. When I first started having anxiety / panic attacks I didn't know what hit me and I freaked out. I went to the ER a couple of times because I was having palpitations (I can feel my heart flip flop and skip / have extra beats fairly often, drives me nuts). After they did an ECG, blood work and a holter monitor for 24 hrs they told me they could prescribe something for anxiety. I refused.

    I started running more often and doing yoga along with lifting regularly. I cut alcohol, started eating better and sleeping at least 8hr a night.

    Working out is what keeps me together now I think, especially running. Yoga is helping with breathing and when I have a panic attack I can control it within minutes.

    I can't say I don't have panic attacks anymore. I went 1 year without any attacks but had two in one month but I manage them now. :smile:
  • jaelynsmith
    jaelynsmith Posts: 82 Member
    ncboiler89 wrote: »
    Medication?

    You spelled booze wrong.

    Haha fact
  • jaelynsmith
    jaelynsmith Posts: 82 Member
    jkhoffe wrote: »
    I am glad I stumbled on this today, as my depression has hit an all time high.

    I am usually pretty good at dealing with it, but due to some personal things going on at home, I can't seem to see through the fog. If I didn't love my kids so much, i am not sure I would have made it to this morning. It seems so scary to say, and even scarier to think about figuring out what is wrong, and the thought of maybe I am just broken forever.

    Oh, hon :( your babies need you. You can do this. I promise. Your anxiety and depression is not real life. Don't let it trick you into thinking it is real <3
  • melmelw03
    melmelw03 Posts: 5,332 Member
    My anxiety/depression is raging at the moment. I'm literally waking in the middle of the night and forcing myself to breathe and avert my thoughts. It's becoming crippling.
    Unfortunately for me, others influence my own issues with this. I wish I didn't take on others' issues and let it affect me, but I do.
  • besaro
    besaro Posts: 1,858 Member
    therapy didn't work for me, drugs didn't work for me. I've learned to accept some days/moments/hours I'm depressed but thats not a reason not to lace up and go anyway. Depression is suffocating but it part of me and I've decided to embrace that part of myself, acknowledge it, take care of it but not nurture it.
  • vingogly
    vingogly Posts: 1,785 Member
    edited July 2016
    I've struggled with anxiety since the 1970s. I used to have panic attacks, but these went away several years after I quit drinking. Anxiety is an eating trigger for me. A lot of my anxiety today is related to the symptoms of my atrial fibrillation, and worries about health, which provoke anxiety. What I've found has helped me control anxiety:

    * Physical activity or exercise
    * Meditation and mindfulness
    * Limiting caffeine in my diet
    * Relaxation techniques
    * Rational responses to negative thoughts
    * Getting enough sleep
    * Not smoking

    Relaxation techniques you might explore include: the relaxation response, guided imagery, breathing exercises, deep muscle relaxation, biofeedback, self hypnosis. I've taught these techniques for quite a few years to others, and what I've found is that different techniques work well with different people, and some people simply can't relax without medical help.
  • sonia9240
    sonia9240 Posts: 140 Member
    I struggle with disorder anxiety and depression and ADD. You name I have it
  • kbernier10211
    kbernier10211 Posts: 9 Member
    Most days I feel that my anxiety gets the best of me. I have all the intentions in the world to get outside for a walk/start running again, then the fear being hit by a car or thinking about what people think of me sets in and I psych myself out and I don't do what I want to do. :(
  • Antd420
    Antd420 Posts: 161 Member
    Most days I feel that my anxiety gets the best of me. I have all the intentions in the world to get outside for a walk/start running again, then the fear being hit by a car or thinking about what people think of me sets in and I psych myself out and I don't do what I want to do. :(

    Just force yourself and it will get easier each time.
  • Frankenklein
    Frankenklein Posts: 29 Member
    edited July 2016
    Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, PMDD, OCD. Went off medication entirely a few months ago. Some days are harder than others. I took a Cognitive Behavioural Therapy course for depression and it has helped immensely. I've also done one on one therapy.
    I think medication can be beneficial to a lot of people as long as you're on the right ones and the right dose. I know it's certainly helped me over the years but it can only do so much. You have to work your *kitten* off to get better. You need to eat, sleep, exercise, work, relax, socialize, groom, avoid certain substances, make hard decisions and changes in your life, talk about it etc etc. Things that seem completely impossible when you're suffering a mental illness. Without pushing yourself to meet self care goals, pills can only do so much.
    Exercise definitely helps but it's hard to get motivated a lot of the time. I find listening to music is one of the most effective remedies for me.