True Confessions - Don't Judge

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  • Monkey_Business
    Monkey_Business Posts: 1,800 Member
    KyleGrace8 wrote: »
    KyleGrace8 wrote: »
    I confess I have a real anxiety problem and my bf wants me to go to planet fitness and have them show me around. (He's at work) I really just want to tell him no bc it's my worst nightmare to talk to people all by myself especially when I wouldn't be buying anything right away. It's hard enough for me to muster up the courage to leave my house just to go on walks by myself anyway without having to go into a business and actually look someone in the face and talk to them. Rational mind knows it's not a big deal and no one cares if I'm awkward. Anxiety mind says the worse embarrassment of my life will happen and I'll never be able to show my face again! I really don't want to do it but I figure it's the dumbest thing in the world to be like this.

    I won't even talk to people on the phone. In person is even worse. It takes me so long to think of the right thing to say. And being badgered to buy something I'm not sure I want makes me feel annoyed and stressed and super guilty that I'm wasting someone's time. So I giggle awkwardly a lot and then run home and hide under the covers.

    (Had to go to the mall last night to return something and it was AMAZING because all the salespeople were busy with inventory. Not a single person offered to help me. I loved it.)

    ((...I think there's a reason we all hang out on here.))

    Ya I'm kind of surprised at all of the responses. Everybody has pretty strong online personas to me. Phone isn't the best for me either. I text everyone usually. Feeling guilty over thinking you're wasting someone's time! That's definitely a factor.

    If I am at home, I do not answer the phone. The online personas appear to be strong because you are dealing with online personas, I can shut off the website or computer anytime I want. It gives (at least me) the feeling of some level of control.
  • KyleGrace8
    KyleGrace8 Posts: 2,205 Member
    KyleGrace8 wrote: »
    I confess I have a real anxiety problem and my bf wants me to go to planet fitness and have them show me around. (He's at work) I really just want to tell him no bc it's my worst nightmare to talk to people all by myself especially when I wouldn't be buying anything right away. It's hard enough for me to muster up the courage to leave my house just to go on walks by myself anyway without having to go into a business and actually look someone in the face and talk to them. Rational mind knows it's not a big deal and no one cares if I'm awkward. Anxiety mind says the worse embarrassment of my life will happen and I'll never be able to show my face again! I really don't want to do it but I figure it's the dumbest thing in the world to be like this.

    Hang in there, you are not alone.

    I would so much to want to be you. Get away from everyone, become a hermit. I do not like humans, they sux. Never to have bother with people again. But, there is called life and I gotz to deal with them. Most days its okay. But about every 18 months or so it becomes so overwhelming, that I have to do a total withdrawal for a couple of weeks. No peoples.

    I've been trying to have this thing called a "life" but I'm actually a very successful vampire hermit. Everyday I'm like....I should venture back into society, then I remember what society is like I go back to the internet.
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  • LittleHearseDriver
    LittleHearseDriver Posts: 2,677 Member
    138shades wrote: »
    TMI I'm sure.......the last two times I tried to *kitten*......I didn't finish.........takes too *kitten* long =(.

    Hmm I never have that issue with food
  • Timshel_
    Timshel_ Posts: 22,834 Member
    jnichel wrote: »
    I confess I'm craving beer n wings...I feel my feelings for wine are waning

    I live in Buffalo....just sayin'.

    Where I was born.
  • jnichel
    jnichel Posts: 4,553 Member
    Timshel_ wrote: »
    jnichel wrote: »
    I confess I'm craving beer n wings...I feel my feelings for wine are waning

    I live in Buffalo....just sayin'.

    Where I was born.

    I was born on the bayou. :)
  • jnichel
    jnichel Posts: 4,553 Member
    edited January 2017
    jtegirl1 wrote: »
    jnichel wrote: »
    jtegirl1 wrote: »
    jtegirl1 wrote: »
    synchkat wrote: »
    @MalkinMagic71 may I introduce you to @jtegirl1
    You have lots in common...now I'll leave you to it. ;)

    He's a cutie for sure, but a little young for me. We should fix him up with @angelxsss (hope I got name right)

    I may look like I'm 12 but I'm really 33 lol. So I'm not that young haha

    Yep, too young sweetie! I'm turning 48 in a couple months.

    I turned 48 back in November. So.....?
    amm7l84kvu5v.gif

    I'm very confused by this. lol

    Then my plan is working.

  • Monkey_Business
    Monkey_Business Posts: 1,800 Member
    jnichel wrote: »
    Timshel_ wrote: »
    jnichel wrote: »
    I confess I'm craving beer n wings...I feel my feelings for wine are waning

    I live in Buffalo....just sayin'.

    Where I was born.

    I was born on the bayou. :)

    Is that a CCR reference?
  • jnichel
    jnichel Posts: 4,553 Member
    jnichel wrote: »
    Timshel_ wrote: »
    jnichel wrote: »
    I confess I'm craving beer n wings...I feel my feelings for wine are waning

    I live in Buffalo....just sayin'.

    Where I was born.

    I was born on the bayou. :)

    Is that a CCR reference?

    Yes an no. I mean, it is one of their songs, but I was born in Louisiana.
  • synchkat
    synchkat Posts: 37,368 Member
    jnichel wrote: »
    I confess I'm craving beer n wings...I feel my feelings for wine are waning

    I live in Buffalo....just sayin'.

    We're practically neighbours
  • jnichel
    jnichel Posts: 4,553 Member
    synchkat wrote: »
    jnichel wrote: »
    I confess I'm craving beer n wings...I feel my feelings for wine are waning

    I live in Buffalo....just sayin'.

    We're practically neighbours

    The 'u' in neighbors tells me that you're on the other side of the Peace Bridge. ;)
  • Monkey_Business
    Monkey_Business Posts: 1,800 Member
    thanks; it could have been Texas also as it is mostly in the Gulf Coast region. :-)
  • synchkat
    synchkat Posts: 37,368 Member
    jnichel wrote: »
    synchkat wrote: »
    jnichel wrote: »
    I confess I'm craving beer n wings...I feel my feelings for wine are waning

    I live in Buffalo....just sayin'.

    We're practically neighbours

    The 'u' in neighbors tells me that you're on the other side of the Peace Bridge. ;)

    Yup.
  • MalkinMagic71
    MalkinMagic71 Posts: 1,433 Member
    Today is rock bottom...only one way to go...up.
  • jamcdonel
    jamcdonel Posts: 533 Member
    jnichel wrote: »
    I confess I'm craving beer n wings...I feel my feelings for wine are waning

    I live in Buffalo....just sayin'.

    I lived in Buffalo for 7 years...until 2 years ago.
  • shanahz
    shanahz Posts: 261 Member
    Motorsheen wrote: »
    angelxsss wrote: »
    ^Along these same lines, especially with salespeople, I actually won't go to the mall because of the kiosk people. This one particular makeup kiosk has really pushy people, and I'm really bad at saying no, so I ended up with like $60 in overpriced eyeshadows from the same kiosk in 2 different malls. I'm lucky I didn't go for that $100 straightener another stall tried to sell me. She did only demonstrate it on half of my head though and didn't finish the other half when she finally gave up haha

    True story.

    I was at the scottsdale fashion square and some girl working a kiosk gave me a little cup containing moisturizer.

    She said: Try it!

    So while standing in front of her, I ate it.

    I told her: This tastes terrible, why would anyone ever buy this stuff?


    No Sale.

    Haha I needed a good laugh. Thank you, sir!
  • DBrooks1979
    DBrooks1979 Posts: 350 Member
    I confess that I should be working on things at work but I really just wanted to catch up on True Confessions...
  • RoxieDawn
    RoxieDawn Posts: 15,488 Member
    I confess that I do not understand how people can blend their food into mush and eat that. The sight of green smoothies and juices, any kind of mushed up food in a processor makes me ill.
  • Motorsheen
    Motorsheen Posts: 20,508 Member
    I confess that I should be working on things at work but I really just wanted to catch up on True Confessions...

    I'm avoiding making that one telephone call:

    "Why does it cost this much? Why does it cost that much? "

    "Why? Why? Because it does, that's why."
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  • salembambi
    salembambi Posts: 5,585 Member
    edited January 2017
    I confess I feel like I have to in a way warn people about the entities I see

    But

    I know most people think it's a joke a game or thwt I'm insane

    Let me just say

    I confess that the unseen is more horrible then you can imagine

    You have no idea what might be attached to you and or lurking around you at every moment

    Be very careful of your thoughts
  • Motorsheen
    Motorsheen Posts: 20,508 Member
    salembambi wrote: »
    I confess I feel like I have to in a way warn people about the entities I see

    But

    I know most people think it's a joke a game or thwt I'm insane

    Let me just say

    I confess that the unseen is more horrible then you can imagine

    You have no idea what might be attached to you and or lurking around you at every moment

    Be very careful of your thoughts

    I'm not worried.



    My Aluminum Foil hat protects me day and night.
  • salembambi
    salembambi Posts: 5,585 Member
    Motorsheen wrote: »
    salembambi wrote: »
    I confess I feel like I have to in a way warn people about the entities I see

    But

    I know most people think it's a joke a game or thwt I'm insane

    Let me just say

    I confess that the unseen is more horrible then you can imagine

    You have no idea what might be attached to you and or lurking around you at every moment

    Be very careful of your thoughts

    I'm not worried.



    My Aluminum Foil hat protects me day and night.

    Thanks
  • RoxieDawn
    RoxieDawn Posts: 15,488 Member
    Motorsheen wrote: »
    salembambi wrote: »
    I confess I feel like I have to in a way warn people about the entities I see

    But

    I know most people think it's a joke a game or thwt I'm insane

    Let me just say

    I confess that the unseen is more horrible then you can imagine

    You have no idea what might be attached to you and or lurking around you at every moment

    Be very careful of your thoughts

    I'm not worried.



    My Aluminum Foil hat protects me day and night.

    Does the foil work? does it have to be the double duty?
  • Motorsheen
    Motorsheen Posts: 20,508 Member
    RoxieDawn wrote: »
    Motorsheen wrote: »
    salembambi wrote: »
    I confess I feel like I have to in a way warn people about the entities I see

    But

    I know most people think it's a joke a game or thwt I'm insane

    Let me just say

    I confess that the unseen is more horrible then you can imagine

    You have no idea what might be attached to you and or lurking around you at every moment

    Be very careful of your thoughts

    I'm not worried.



    My Aluminum Foil hat protects me day and night.

    Does the foil work? does it have to be the double duty?

    Yes, foil works. Although.....

    For me, it's probably overkill.

    I'm not very smart so wax paper is probably efficacious enough.
  • RoxieDawn
    RoxieDawn Posts: 15,488 Member
    Motorsheen wrote: »
    RoxieDawn wrote: »
    Motorsheen wrote: »
    salembambi wrote: »
    I confess I feel like I have to in a way warn people about the entities I see

    But

    I know most people think it's a joke a game or thwt I'm insane

    Let me just say

    I confess that the unseen is more horrible then you can imagine

    You have no idea what might be attached to you and or lurking around you at every moment

    Be very careful of your thoughts

    I'm not worried.



    My Aluminum Foil hat protects me day and night.

    Does the foil work? does it have to be the double duty?

    Yes, foil works. Although.....

    For me, it's probably overkill.

    I'm not very smart so wax paper is probably efficacious enough.

    I have wax paper, parchment paper, non stick foil and regular foil, why not make insulated hat in case.
  • slimgirljo15
    slimgirljo15 Posts: 269,456 Member
    I've been slipping into old habits lately ..like not eating all day till late in the evening ....hardly drinking any water ..I feel tired ..and I know its my own fault ..
  • shanahz
    shanahz Posts: 261 Member
    I've been slipping into old habits lately ..like not eating all day till late in the evening ....hardly drinking any water ..I feel tired ..and I know its my own fault ..

    I have such a bad habit of trying to save calories for dinner because it's my favorite meal of the day. In turn I get really hungry and then stuff my face beyond belief at dinner.
  • Motorsheen
    Motorsheen Posts: 20,508 Member
    RoxieDawn wrote: »
    Motorsheen wrote: »
    RoxieDawn wrote: »
    Motorsheen wrote: »
    salembambi wrote: »
    I confess I feel like I have to in a way warn people about the entities I see

    But

    I know most people think it's a joke a game or thwt I'm insane

    Let me just say

    I confess that the unseen is more horrible then you can imagine

    You have no idea what might be attached to you and or lurking around you at every moment

    Be very careful of your thoughts

    I'm not worried.



    My Aluminum Foil hat protects me day and night.

    Does the foil work? does it have to be the double duty?

    Yes, foil works. Although.....

    For me, it's probably overkill.

    I'm not very smart so wax paper is probably efficacious enough.

    I have wax paper, parchment paper, non stick foil and regular foil, why not make insulated hat in case.

    Mix in all of them.

    You just might create a modern art masterpiece that also guards your thoughts.