Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

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  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    crosbylee wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    MissKalhan wrote: »
    I'm going to do some August only goals - just to try and make some progress. Posting them here to create some accountability.

    1. Get the credit card paid down to $4500 (my New Year's resolution was to pay off the balance every month. Oops.)
    2. Get my weight back down to at least 165 (173.8 this morning). Bonus for 160.
    3. 375 lb deadlift (gonna try for this Saturday!)
    4. No unnecessary buying for the whole month!

    We're doing a "No spend August" aka no buying *kitten* we don't need as well! Here's hoping we can follow through with it :)

    I made it through an entire trip without buying a any sweatshirts, tee shirts, baseball caps, etc. I am so fes up with all the STUFF in my life.

    Sounds like it is time to do the backwards hangers for six months. Turn them back around when you wear something and anything not turned, goes out! You might have to do this by seasons, since you actually have them.

    I could probably give away everything in my closet and just wear the things that I have tossed over my chair for the last two weeks...
  • crosbylee
    crosbylee Posts: 3,455 Member
    I keep attempting things like this to clean out my closet, then I find things I just can't part with. Time to dump it all.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    I cleaned up my closet a bit yesterday. I have a HUGE Goodwill pile!
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    MissKalhan wrote: »
    So in consultation with my therapist I'm stopping with tracking my calories and eating intuitively, I'm starting to get obsessive in a bad way with calories etc. So instead I am ensure that my macros and micros are hit (which is a big thing as a vegan) with three basic meals and then the rest I will be eating as I feel hungry. I'm also weighing in once a week just to see where things sit for weight class (power lifting), trials and tribulations of mental illness I tell ya!

    I definitely feel you!

    I still track my calories, but I delete the entries at the end of the day & just put my calorie number ate as a quick calorie total. I feel it helps with my OCD so I'm not going back & checking my macro numbers & getting upset if I went way over in sodium or sugar or getting irritated at myself if I ate more junk food on a particular day.
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    My competition went awesome!

    Squat - 225
    Bench -150
    Deads - 375!!! I DID IT!!!

    I took gold in my age/weight (which was just me :D ) but silver overall in just weight, and I think there were 7 women in that.

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  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    crosbylee wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    MissKalhan wrote: »
    I'm going to do some August only goals - just to try and make some progress. Posting them here to create some accountability.

    1. Get the credit card paid down to $4500 (my New Year's resolution was to pay off the balance every month. Oops.)
    2. Get my weight back down to at least 165 (173.8 this morning). Bonus for 160.
    3. 375 lb deadlift (gonna try for this Saturday!)
    4. No unnecessary buying for the whole month!

    We're doing a "No spend August" aka no buying *kitten* we don't need as well! Here's hoping we can follow through with it :)

    I made it through an entire trip without buying a any sweatshirts, tee shirts, baseball caps, etc. I am so fes up with all the STUFF in my life.

    Sounds like it is time to do the backwards hangers for six months. Turn them back around when you wear something and anything not turned, goes out! You might have to do this by seasons, since you actually have them.

    I have been working on this for a year. I pull something out, put it on. If it's too big, looks ratty, or I don't like the way it looks I donate it. Of I wear it and by the end of the day I haven't felt comfortable I donate it. I have gotten rid or a lot that way. I just have sooo much.
  • MissKalhan
    MissKalhan Posts: 2,282 Member

    THIS IS FREAKING AWESOME. Also unsolicited thing I noticed, you're deadlifts are AMAZING but I think you can add more poundage if you get the bar in closer to your legs, that way it's less of a struggle with the bar.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    MissKalhan wrote: »

    THIS IS FREAKING AWESOME. Also unsolicited thing I noticed, you're deadlifts are AMAZING but I think you can add more poundage if you get the bar in closer to your legs, that way it's less of a struggle with the bar.

    I'll play with that and see what happens. Thanks!
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    This is what my coach posted on his FB page. I'm grinning from ear to ear right now!

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    Aww I'm tearing up haha! So proud of you.

    Does this mean you qualify for Orlando?
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    crosbylee wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    MissKalhan wrote: »
    I'm going to do some August only goals - just to try and make some progress. Posting them here to create some accountability.

    1. Get the credit card paid down to $4500 (my New Year's resolution was to pay off the balance every month. Oops.)
    2. Get my weight back down to at least 165 (173.8 this morning). Bonus for 160.
    3. 375 lb deadlift (gonna try for this Saturday!)
    4. No unnecessary buying for the whole month!

    We're doing a "No spend August" aka no buying *kitten* we don't need as well! Here's hoping we can follow through with it :)

    I made it through an entire trip without buying a any sweatshirts, tee shirts, baseball caps, etc. I am so fes up with all the STUFF in my life.

    Sounds like it is time to do the backwards hangers for six months. Turn them back around when you wear something and anything not turned, goes out! You might have to do this by seasons, since you actually have them.

    I have been working on this for a year. I pull something out, put it on. If it's too big, looks ratty, or I don't like the way it looks I donate it. Of I wear it and by the end of the day I haven't felt comfortable I donate it. I have gotten rid or a lot that way. I just have sooo much.

    Great idea.

    I know I have a lot of workout clothes I haven't been using.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    This is what my coach posted on his FB page. I'm grinning from ear to ear right now!

    lez09pmak89x.jpg

    Aww I'm tearing up haha! So proud of you.

    Does this mean you qualify for Orlando?

    I don't know, to be honest. I decided on Belize, so I didn't pay any attention.
  • ythannah
    ythannah Posts: 4,372 Member
    My competition went awesome!

    Squat - 225
    Bench -150
    Deads - 375!!! I DID IT!!!

    I took gold in my age/weight (which was just me :D ) but silver overall in just weight, and I think there were 7 women in that.

    Ya done good! ;) You are Super Awesome!!
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    This is what my coach posted on his FB page. I'm grinning from ear to ear right now!

    lez09pmak89x.jpg

    All hail the queen! You are amazing!
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    MissKalhan wrote: »

    THIS IS FREAKING AWESOME. Also unsolicited thing I noticed, you're deadlifts are AMAZING but I think you can add more poundage if you get the bar in closer to your legs, that way it's less of a struggle with the bar.

    You also made the squat and bench press look easy...I think you'll be going heavier!
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    @MissKalhan are you remotely near Vancouver? I will be there from Sunday night - Friday AM for work. Any chance you are close enough to get together? :smiley:
  • spamarie
    spamarie Posts: 2,825 Member
    I'm getting my pregnancy diabetes test this morning and I'm pretty hangry now! I will eat all the things once my second bloods are done!
  • MissKalhan
    MissKalhan Posts: 2,282 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    @MissKalhan are you remotely near Vancouver? I will be there from Sunday night - Friday AM for work. Any chance you are close enough to get together? :smiley:

    Van is roughly, 6ish hours from me. I'll talk to Martin tonight about it! :)
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    I confess that if there really are seven years bad luck in breaking a mirror, that the driver of the garbage truck who left one hanging over the curb and the idiot who crossed the lane line and forced my daughter into hitting it share it because her passenger side mirror popped out of the housing and shattered on the sidewalk.

    I also feel terribly grateful that it landed on the sidewalk and not in the street. Since I found the piece that defrosts the mirror, I have to buy a $5 piece of glass. Otherwise, my husband would probably have to replace the entire mirror housing.
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    MissKalhan wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    @MissKalhan are you remotely near Vancouver? I will be there from Sunday night - Friday AM for work. Any chance you are close enough to get together? :smiley:

    Van is roughly, 6ish hours from me. I'll talk to Martin tonight about it! :)

    Cool! That would be awesome! If I have enough of a break to split the difference I will try!
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    I confess that if there really are seven years bad luck in breaking a mirror, that the driver of the garbage truck who left one hanging over the curb and the idiot who crossed the lane line and forced my daughter into hitting it share it because her passenger side mirror popped out of the housing and shattered on the sidewalk.

    I also feel terribly grateful that it landed on the sidewalk and not in the street. Since I found the piece that defrosts the mirror, I have to buy a $5 piece of glass. Otherwise, my husband would probably have to replace the entire mirror housing.

    I want to both dislike and like this.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    My crazy awesome husband can fix it, Tami. And I really am grateful that the piece didn't break and that I saw it. I just think the people whose fault it was should share whatever (if any) bad luck comes from breaking a mirror. I am going to need to drive to Chattanooga again so that he can fix it before she has to drive without it on the interstate. That's enough trouble for us.
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    My crazy awesome husband can fix it, Tami. And I really am grateful that the piece didn't break and that I saw it. I just think the people whose fault it was should share whatever (if any) bad luck comes from breaking a mirror. I am going to need to drive to Chattanooga again so that he can fix it before she has to drive without it on the interstate. That's enough trouble for us.

    Again....its nice to have a hubby to fix this kind of stuff. Off to the mechanic I would go!
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    My crazy awesome husband can fix it, Tami. And I really am grateful that the piece didn't break and that I saw it. I just think the people whose fault it was should share whatever (if any) bad luck comes from breaking a mirror. I am going to need to drive to Chattanooga again so that he can fix it before she has to drive without it on the interstate. That's enough trouble for us.

    Again....its nice to have a hubby to fix this kind of stuff. Off to the mechanic I would go!

    It is nice, but I am confident that even I could plug the defroster back in and glue the mirror back. If it hadn't been so hot, the adhesive might not have been soft enough for the mirror to come off at all.
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    Off to Vancouver!
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    I CANNOT buy these! I may have had FOUR of them this weekend... :# So freaking delicious.

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  • spamarie
    spamarie Posts: 2,825 Member
    Mmmmm I love noisette Milka. Dangerous stuff!
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    edited August 2017
    I CANNOT buy these! I may have had FOUR of them this weekend... :# So freaking delicious.

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    It is! I remember demolishing the bigger sized bar around Christmas.

    Confession I may or may not have just demolished around 12 Jelly Donut Oreos, a jumbo Caramel Wafer, two servings of cinnamon cannoli chips, & three servings of Turkey Hill Caramel Peanut Butter Gelato.

    The old me would have beaten myself up & let it grow into an even huger binge, but the new me chalks it up to TOM cravings rearing it's ugly head & put it into my calories from yesterday for a maintenance day.

    I hate to think about how much sugar I ate today, but I am sure it was way worse when I used to have my daily binges.

    I at least have been sticking to 1550-1600 calories a day (except for two days this past week like I said due to TOM). Most of the time I am close & if I'm over by a few calories I just put it in the previous day if I have calories to spare from that day.

    I've even gotten better with not buying a ton of groceries if I don't need it I don't buy it. The only exceptions are frozen veggies, some frozen meals for lunches, & toppings (cereals/few cookies) for my protein ice cream concoctions.