Confession Thread!

I confess that I am probably going to be late for work because I have been reading threads for too long.

I confess that I really don't care if I am late because I am getting to the point where I dread going to work anyway.

I confess that I want to find a new job, but the thought of starting over again somewhere terrifies me.

I confess I can relate to alot of the other threads but scared to admit it!

I confess that I sometimes focus so much on my husband and kids that I forget to take care of myself...I didn't eat until 3:00 p.m. yesterday because I was so busy getting the kids around in the morning to take to daycare and I didn't want to eat any of the fast food available near my job because it's bad for me and we're trying to save up for a swing set.


I confess that working out sometimes feels like "selfish" time, but I really love it.

I confess that I've recently become addicted to MFP...

I confess that all of the other times that I've tried to lose weight, I didn't really care.

I confess this time it is different and I'm gonna get to my goal this year!

I confess that I really want some cupcakes. Like 7.. with ice cream too. And a whole pizza.

I confess that I enjoy reading and posting on this board even though it seems the majority of the people on here are women.

I confess I would like to come up behind you and grab that *kitten*...

I love chipotle
I dont get along with many women
If I only ate when I was hungry I would never eat.

several other BAD things I should not say at this time.

I confess that I think a lot of girls on this forum are hot
I confess that I have a twisted sense of humor
I confess that I have a side to me most will never see
And I confess that while I've only been at MFP for a few days, I love it!

I confess that I have lost over 60lbs, Im in the best shape of my life and am working as a fitness instructor but I still feel like crying when I step on the scale.

I confess that I have 22% body fat but I let the scale rule my world, I do this for other people, I should know better.

I confess that I when I tell people my weight loss story I tell them that I got so heavy because my kids are so close in age, but really I was heavy my whole life.

I confess that I wish I was happy with my body but every time I look at myself I find things that I hate even when I compare to my before pictures.

I confess that I am terrified of screwing up my daughters, I worry about them having all my body image bulls**t.

I confess that having a safe place to write this all down has made me feel a little better.

I confess that I am secretly jealous of people's before/after pics.

I confess that I am on MFP everyday at work... and I work for the government, so if you live in Ontario, you are paying me to write this.

I confess that I try to make myself feel better about my shape by checking out people that are bigger than me--- and allowing myself to judge them.

I confess that I judge people who eat fast food, and secretly feel like a 'moral authority' on healthy food.

I confess that I gossip about my middle sister with my eldest sister and vice-versa. I often wonder what they say about me to each other.

Finally.... my most well kept secrets, if exposed, could possibly put me in jail. So this is all you get.

I confess I hate spiders. I have no problem killing them. Makes my skin crawl thinking of one climbing my leg. Oh and put ticks in this category as well.

I confess that I would be happy if my wife wanted a boob job. Is that bad?

I confess that I may have more confessions even after this.
I confess that I am still angry with my parents for divorcing more than 30 years ago.
I confess that I wish that I had taken advantage of living the single life
I confess that there are times when I think I am better than the people I work with
I confess that even though I am heavy I know I am pretty.
I confess that I used to wonder if I made the right choice when I got married but I know for sure that I did!