Confession Thread!

I confess that I've been hiding the fact that I used to weigh 240 lbs and as of just today lost a total of 90 pounds so far but I was ashamed to tell anyone, for the fear of ever admitting I ever weighed that much.....

I confess that I love this girl too...and would gladly arm wrestle BbyGrl for her, but she's so buff, she'd kick my tush.

I also confess that both of them have the BIGGEST hearts and keep me laughing and motivated enough to keep at this. LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

LOL!

I confess Roj is the woman I want to be. I've told her this before. She inspires me in more ways than she knows.

I confess to sometimes having days when i buy 10 celebrity magazines and have a full on gossip day

I confess that I was dipping into the chocolate from the Easter basket yesterday. I was doing so good too.

I confess that I have just been sitting here reading this thread instead of doing work... :embarassed:
I confess that I am a very jealous person when it comes to my boyfriend. I don't like it when he hangs around girls I don't know. Especially since its a long distance relationship.
I confess that I know he is going to propose to me when I go see him in three weeks :blushing:
I confess that my greatest fear is being alone.
I confess that I sometimes feel like I am not good enough for him, even though he is always telling me otherwise.
I confess that I can't take a compliment
I confess that I love my job, but some days... I just don't want to be here. There is nothing to do lol
I confess that I miss most of my high school friends, I only see one of them anymore... they just moved on when they went to college and I chose the military.
I confess I still don't know what I want to do with my life career/college wise
I confess I want to be a fantastic wife and mother... I'm just scared and don't know if I'm ready just yet... a wife maybe. But I think I'm going to wait for the kids.... :]
I confess I can be a little dyslexic at times..

I confess:

If people knew what I was thinking at times I would probably be locked away.

I do not stand up for myself like I should because it's easier to give in to other people.

I spend way too much time on the internet.

I'm a dork/geek/nerd and I would never change that.

I wish I had made the coment about dominate women first :bigsmile:

I confess my damn cheat food is a wendy's JBC and crispy chicken sammitch.

I confess that I HATE ignorant people (and i never use the word 'hate')

I confess that I truly DO believe that people are mostly good

I confess that I have FULL-OUT conversations with my pug...... and he answers

I confess I am in a relationship with an alcoholic, and even though I love him very very much, its been more than two years of him drinking and its really hurting our relationship.

I confess that sometimes I can't wait until my boyfriend passes out drunk, so he doesn't bother me or yell at me anymore.

I confess that I am just waiting for him to be the person I need him to be, and I am getting worried he may never be that person.

I confess that I feel guilty writing this, I want my relationship to work with him so bad.

I confess that I don't see the same thing that other people see when they look at me, or else everyone is lying to me when they say I look good.

I confess that I like when guys hit on me, even if I act like I'm annoyed.

I confess that I walk around every day on the verge of tears, hoping no one will say something mean or laugh at me.

I confess that the only time I don't feel on the verge of tears is when I'm with my boyfriend (and he's either sober or in a happy-drunk state)

I confess that I know that people treat me like I'm pretty, but I don't think I am at all.

T_T

MFP friend, you sound so sad. Yes those kids are the best thing in your life, always will be. BUT........ I do believe that if you would talk to some one, they may be able to sort out a lot of the other issues with you. I was in a very similar situation early this year. I went to my family doc and said look, im not me anymore. I want to leave my husband (who is a saint and the love of my life), I dont' want to go to work anymore, I was losing patience with my sweet lil angel son (3yo) I was honeslty, genuinely overwhelmed with sadness. It was WAY beyond my control. I have been on meds now since. Not miracle drugs, but I have my give a damn back! lol. I run on a more even keel. I am back to being the person I was before life happened. I work on my body because I want to feel and look good for me. That was another struggle in life, weighing 90lbs @ 5"8 after my momma died in 1994. That in itself is a never ending battle. Not the weight, the loss. Its been 17 years now. It is no easier today than it was then, just different. Your heart is in pieces that is no secret. Unfortunately the world doesnt slam on breaks and wait for you to catch up:( Jump in there girl, see what you can do for yourself. Please do not think for one second that I am passing judgement, or telling you that you are crazy. Im not, I would never. You have obviously endured a very difficult time (several of them) and are trying to make it through. I promise you can be happy again, and if not with your husband ( idk what kind of person he is) be happy with those lil angels that love their mommy:)

I confess I wish to achieve this level of awesomeness

I confess that it's not a coincidence.....I really ask to be scheduled to work the weekends that my girlfriend has her daughter. irritating little twit.

I confess that I would love to come home some nights after work and my girlfriend not be there. (she gets off work before I do and I never have time to myself)

I confess that I think I'm gonna be bad-*kitten* sexy when I lose all this weight, and I confess that it will be hard to stay committed.

I confess that I think you should probably do your girlfriend a huge favor and break up with her now.

hmmm... what shall i confess...?

i confess that at this point of my life i would rather have fantastic NSA sex every now and then than be in a committed relationship.

i confess that although i love my friends dearly, there isn't a single person i've met so far that I would want to move in with. I value my independence.

i confess that i am a selfish, sometimes arrogant *****. but i love who i love very fiercely, and i will go to great lengths to protect those who cannot protect themselves.

i confess that i find the celebrations of the death of Osama to be bloodthirsty and sickening despite the egregious misdeeds he committed. He is dead. The world is a better place for it. That should be enough.

I confess that i do not ever want children, the thought of marriage frightens me, and family suffocates me. And I am ok with this.

I confess that I question my purpose in life every morning my alarm goes off when it's time to go to work.

I confess I've been on MFP all day at work and kept my cursor on another screen so I can change windows immediately after someone comes up to my desk.

I confess that every girl I have dated ended up being a PSSSYYYCCCCHHHOOOOO....

I confess... I have a major problem with cereal! I can easily down three bowls, but there's no hope getting it out of the house because my boyfriend loooooves cereal. So I've gotten in the habit of buying my him only cereals I hate so I'm not as tempted. Even this doesn't work all the time.... :grumble:

Amen!!! I love that you confess these things, because I don't have the balls to do it myself!!!!

I confess that I hate not using my college degree

I confess that I feel like I may be alone my entire life

I confess that i think i am better than most people in this hicktown

I confess that I don't really care what people say about diet coke I am still going to drink it

I confess that I cant even picture myself thin

I confess that my biggest motivation for losing weight is the fact that my mom offered to pay for my back piece (tattoo) if I lost 50 pounds . . .