Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

Confession: I am almost 40 and have never had a hickey until today.

I have 3. At first I thought I had chocolate on my neck, then it occurred to me that I had not eaten any chocolate.

They are very large, very purple and will be difficult to hide. I don't bruise easily, which makes me wonder if this was done intentionally to "mark" me or something. I have no idea how I feel about that.

I have sciatica in my lower back, and I have a toddler meltdown every time I try to do the prayer stretch the doc assigned me--my fat gut is too big and I can't do the stretch correctly. Tears and yelling every time.

azulvioleta6 wrote: »

Confession: I am almost 40 and have never had a hickey until today.

I have 3. At first I thought I had chocolate on my neck, then it occurred to me that I had not eaten any chocolate.

They are very large, very purple and will be difficult to hide. I don't bruise easily, which makes me wonder if this was done intentionally to "mark" me or something. I have no idea how I feel about that.

I am LAUGHING! Not sure if it was to mark you purposely or not, but that is some funny shite!

azulvioleta6 wrote: »

Confession: I am almost 40 and have never had a hickey until today.

I have 3. At first I thought I had chocolate on my neck, then it occurred to me that I had not eaten any chocolate.

They are very large, very purple and will be difficult to hide. I don't bruise easily, which makes me wonder if this was done intentionally to "mark" me or something. I have no idea how I feel about that.

An ex of mine showed up at my house drunk one night and did that marking thing. The whole time we were together he never once gave me a hickey. Before he finally got "no" through his thick skull that night, I had a hickey on my lip and a small one on my neck. I would have had more but I realized what he was up to and started limiting his access. I didn't know it was even possible to get a lip hickey.

Related confession: I kind of wish I hadn't vetoed that one. He was more intense that night than he was the whole time we dated and it was really hot. If I hadn't known he'd come from the bar where he'd struck out with all the girls he hit on and figured I'd be his fallback, I probably would have gone with it.

azulvioleta6 wrote: »

snarlingcoyote wrote: »

azulvioleta6 wrote: »

I get curvier the more weight I lose...but I know what you mean!

Me too! Sometimes I joke that I can't afford to get really thin because the money I'd spend having my clothes taken in at the waist or dresses custom made would just be crazy. Do your boobs sort of, I don't know exactly how to explain it, but sort of. . .well, they look a touch bigger. Like you stick out the same amount at boob level but since there's less underneath, they look bigger?

Yes. My boobs have stayed exactly where they were and everything else has fallen away, so they do look larger. I always thought I was an apple. Turns out I am Christina Hendricks.

I was sure the last time I was this thin (age 19) I was an apple, but maybe I was too young and dumb to properly evaluate.

I know I was too young and dumb to properly evaluate!

I remember for my wedding 25 years ago the dressmaker who did my wedding dress told me I had Marilynish measurements: 36-24-35 and teased me about it.

But I thought I was fat!

cheshirecatastrophe wrote: »

I am small upstairs, have always been small upstairs, and will always be small upstairs. My mom is the same way. I have no sisters.

Big bra cups look really weird and kind of scary to me.

I'll let you in on a secret. I'm a DD and my own bra cups look really weird and scary to me sometimes. I mean, I'm strapping a pair of soup bowls to my chest every morning. . .

I am partially face blind so I was oblivious about looks as a child. Didn't know who was considered good looking! and I was clueless about how important looks can be. I miss those days but I think there is no going back once you are socialized to the world. But I am a work in progress...interestingly improving my looks has helped me shift the emphasis away from it. Maybe one day when I am old and am not judged for my looks any longer I can be that child again. And I will embrace it because that is the circle of life!

I threw away half of the food I meal prepped last week because I didn't like the chicken I made.

I also hate my roommate and wish he would clean off the stove, stopping using my groceries(oil, seasonings, onions) and stop smoking in his room.

I don't know how to put the weight tracker at the bottom of a post but am to lazy to find out.

amyh1994 wrote: »

... today I took the train for 45 minutes just to get a burrito.

yep.

I can't say I have had a burrito. Not even 100% sure what it is. Like a kebab isn't it?

I weigh at least 2-3 pounds lighter when I weigh myself backwards on the scale, so I started going with that number instead of weighing normally.

snackrifice9 wrote: »

I once ate 40 McNuggets in one sitting. Fasted the entire next day to make up for it. Not worth it.

Wow!! I can't get through more than 10 without getting tired of them.
I had never eaten a McDonald's chicken nugget or ramen noodles until I got to college.

Don't worry I finished the rest of the box today. They are gone! ate them for bfast and lunch.

Cookies for breakfast and lunch! We must be soul sisters! I could eat sweets for every meal, every day.

My confession for today is that I did over an hour of cardio and only ate crackers all day so that I could have a ton of calories left for a belated Valentine's dinner. I then had a carb fest of Italian food. That was followed by a package of birthday cake flavored M&M's and a Snickers bar while watching 50 Shades of Grey with my boyfriend.

I ate a late lunch yesterday... and didn't really have a proper dinner. Instead of dinner, I had a few servings of peanuts, a bag of microwave popcorn, and a vodka cocktail. I also added some salt to the peanuts which I neglected to log.

Confession: I missed this thread and was going to bump it if someone else hadn't already!