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shinedowness wrote: »Feeling like some people on this website are doing the opposite of helping me understand things by maybe ignoring me. Feeling suicidal in this world that is hell for me no matter what those schizophrenic optimists say from the cruel agribusinesses (I'm trying to be a vegetarian again), politicians, murderers, etc. I don't like the world I live in. I feel trapped in it. And the people that will try to stop me from feeling and thinking the way I do are just bigots or sadists that want to trap me here with so called medicine that will only zombify me into feeling numb from my depression. I've tried antidepressants only to have the dosage get higher and higher until I felt zombified. It makes me feel dead inside either way. It's called survival of the fittest, and I'm unfit to be willing to live in this world. Call me a troll all you want. At least I feel things instead of being an emotionless jerk.
2007 called and wants its emo-ness
Bully.0 -
shinedowness wrote: »shinedowness wrote: »Feeling like some people on this website are doing the opposite of helping me understand things by maybe ignoring me. Feeling suicidal in this world that is hell for me no matter what those schizophrenic optimists say from the cruel agribusinesses (I'm trying to be a vegetarian again), politicians, murderers, etc. I don't like the world I live in. I feel trapped in it. And the people that will try to stop me from feeling and thinking the way I do are just bigots or sadists that want to trap me here with so called medicine that will only zombify me into feeling numb from my depression. I've tried antidepressants only to have the dosage get higher and higher until I felt zombified. It makes me feel dead inside either way. It's called survival of the fittest, and I'm unfit to be willing to live in this world. Call me a troll all you want. At least I feel things instead of being an emotionless jerk.
2007 called and wants its emo-ness
Bully.
In all seriousness, you're either:
1. A really good troll
2. A kid / an adult with a kid's emotional/psychological maturity
3. Actually really depressed
If it's 1, I applaud you for fooling everyone. If it's 2, read a few books, make a few friends, gain some real life experience - the internetz won't do you much good. If it's 3 (which I'm really hoping is not), please go get professional help.6 -
~slowly backs out of thread~
Drama, I hate drama.4 -
Maybe don't blame people on a calorie counting app for your feelings ¯\_(ツ)_/¯7
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Really disturbed by the news story about people in Wisconsin being microchipped by one employer so they can wave their hand in front of sensors instead of using a key card and it tracks all their exchanges at the job.1
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I haven't visited this site in years. Work is super lame today, and that's all I have on my mind.0
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MFP is getting kinda weird1
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It does seem a bit weird.0
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heidishmidi wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »heidishmidi wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »heidishmidi wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »heidishmidi wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »
Sure you didn't want waffles?
toppings ?
Blue....berry syrup
make it strawberry and we'll talk.....
How about actual strawberries. And 'micros'.
done.
Changed my mind. Want pb and syrup atm.
That is how my wife eats hers... not a fan2 -
captainfantastic94 wrote: »heidishmidi wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »heidishmidi wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »heidishmidi wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »heidishmidi wrote: »Motorsheen wrote: »
Sure you didn't want waffles?
toppings ?
Blue....berry syrup
make it strawberry and we'll talk.....
How about actual strawberries. And 'micros'.
done.
Changed my mind. Want pb and syrup atm.
That is how my wife eats hers... not a fan
Snicker.2 -
shinedowness wrote: »FireTurtle75 wrote: »shinedowness wrote: »abetterme9366 wrote: »shinedowness wrote: »Feeling like some people on this website are doing the opposite of helping me understand things by maybe ignoring me. Feeling suicidal in this world that is hell for me no matter what those schizophrenic optimists say from the cruel agribusinesses (I'm trying to be a vegetarian again), politicians, murderers, etc. I don't like the world I live in. I feel trapped in it. And the people that will try to stop me from feeling and thinking the way I do are just bigots or sadists that want to trap me here with so called medicine that will only zombify me into feeling numb from my depression. I've tried antidepressants only to have the dosage get higher and higher until I felt zombified. It makes me feel dead inside either way. It's called survival of the fittest, and I'm unfit to be willing to live in this world. Call me a troll all you want. At least I feel things instead of being an emotionless jerk.
I've seen your posts, you haven't been asking for help to understand things, you've been arguing absolute nonsense.
And it's people like you that make me feel hopeless.
Nope. You chose hopelessness for yourself. No one is making you feel that way other than you & you've ignored everything anyone has commented on your posts. The only person ignoring things there is you because they don't agree with your blatantly erroneous points.
She influenced my hopeless behavior. I didn't ignore those people's comments. I started changing my stance on some things from what I said on my post. So, I wasn't ignoring them. I actually replied to them without them replying back to me so far. They're the ones that gave up on me, not the other way around.
Nobody makes you anything. You are what you are. You can choose to change or you can choose to stay miserable. Since you are here you probably want to change. Add more positivity to your thoughts and words and daily life and take time to relax. It gets better, or something. Stop blaming everyone else for your *kitten* attitude3 -
Am I the only one that gives absolutely no validity to the posts of new members? I'm much more likely to think people aren't trolls when they've been around more than a day.6
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Thanks for the awesome ..1
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holy_like_harambe wrote: »
It's when we're nice that you should start to worry.5 -
holy_like_harambe wrote: »@CaptainAmericaGirlYASSS wrote: »How I want to go get the box of oatmeal cookies sitting on my kitchen counter lol
You should and bring them to me... Also a sammich would be great too! Thanks hun.
*swoon*0 -
abetterme9366 wrote: »Think I'm going to change my username to *kitten* and *kitten*
Don't. I was just about to change mine to abetterme6399. Don't ruin my fun0
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