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i got a big free sushi plate and now need to walk like 10 miles to burn off calories

i had icecream, peanut butter, sea salt and crushed peanuts!!!!!! you have NOT lived if you' haven't tried this.

And then I ran over a squirrel on the way to the hospital this a.m.
So far I've not shed a tear during the past week of stress and emotions but that almost did me in.

good morning everyone. after a careless incident last night knocking out the infusion needle out of my belly with profuse bleeding, i had to calm tf down. i found this incredible film and wanted to share it with you. i wish i could have had access to this type of facility after two incidents which happened to me when i was 17 that created a lot of trauma in my life. this is a free film. have a fantastic day!

https://www.karmatube.org/videos.php?id=8051

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It's kinda stressful when you have pain, you go to your doctor, they examine you and say...hmm yeah, I think you have a growth or a mass there, you need an ultrasound... and then you hear nothing for months.

I went in July and still haven't gotten word of an appointment. Guess covid messed a lot of stuff up. The hospital where I'll be going says yes, they have the requisition, but they're backlogged and can't tell me when they'll get to scheduling me, but that I'm in line.

Thing is the pain is still there. Not excruciating, but ever present. And it causes all this anxiety, worrying that it's something bad, and what'll happen to my kids if we wait too long. Even though it's probably a cyst, or a fibroid.

It's not something I can really share with family (they'll worry), so I figured I'd just throw it out into the world of internet anonymity.

I'm so sorry you're dealing with this 💔 I've went through all that (the wait and worry) please feel free to message me if you have any questions. This frustrates me so much that its all about covid now. My aunt got diagnosed with cancer 3 months ago and is still waiting to start treatments!!When it all started in March my surgery was pushed back and I didn't know when I was going to get it. Try calling, bug them! That's always what I do when im waiting for test results.

oh no! Your poor Aunt! To have the actual diagnosis and still be forced to wait? That must be so agonizing and scary. And for you to have your surgery delayed, that's so horrible. </3

I mean, mine is probably nothing. I hope it's nothing. It's the unknown and the fear for my kids if I were to not be able to be there for them anymore... that's what keeps me up at night. I just spoke with them today and the lady at the ultrasound said that if it 'gets worse', to book an appointment with my doc and get her to send another requisition. So, maybe that's what I will do.

And thank you. You are such a special amazing lady to offer to be a support. I appreciate that so much.

Its terrible! My surgery wasn't delayed that long but I couldn't even have anyone with me. My boyfriend and family were going crazy, it was a 6 hour surgery. Nobody knew what was going on until it was all finished. As for my aunt, she's not the only one around here being put on hold. It's horrible!

The unknown is definitely scary and stressful. If I've learned anything from all of this is stressing will not change anything except losing precious time, because time is precious! I know its easier said than done but try to have faith that everything is ok. If you really feel like something isn't right make sure to call your doctor.

I've also tried to hide things from my family at one point but that was a mistake, those are the people you need. It feels good to talk. Try to keep yourself busy ❤ I'll be thinking about you and send you positive energy.