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  • 54ShadesOfBlue
    54ShadesOfBlue Posts: 237 Member
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    Agreed
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/8/24 day 122 last ‘bad ‘ over day in a bit

    1/3 the way through…
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/9 day 123 - traveled back from VT trip. Eating was at goal today.
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    4/10 day 125 - difficult day at work - I suspect my ability to manage work drama has been reduced by the last few weeks of not being consistent - the days of veering off plan seem to have accumulated and caught up with me. That being said, I put in a good day fitness wise. Continued the slow strength training build up and ate under goal.
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/11 day 126
    Not a great food day At a tad above maintenance. Looking forward to my lifts tomorrow
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/12/2024 day 127 - a very bad work day ( I may not have a job after next week -but I finally stood up for myself regarding a situation that has gone on way too long ) unfortunately this resulted an yet another over day. More than 1/2 of me feels like I have failed with this log and I want to give up, if I’m being brutally honest… but I won’t. Not until day 365…
  • AnnPT77
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    54ShadesOfBlue wrote: »
    4/12/2024 day 127 - a very bad work day ( I may not have a job after next week -but I finally stood up for myself regarding a situation that has gone on way too long ) unfortunately this resulted an yet another over day. More than 1/2 of me feels like I have failed with this log and I want to give up, if I’m being brutally honest… but I won’t. Not until day 365…

    Don't give up then, either. I mean, give up the writing part if you like, but don't give up on all the wonderful changes of habit you're working out to reach a healthy weight and improved fitness. You're worth that investment, and it will improve your quality of life on that front, at least. I'm sorry your work is being stressful, but congratulations on standing up for yourself.

    Sending positive thoughts!
  • SwtHedgehog
    SwtHedgehog Posts: 174 Member
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    Sorry this is going on. Mental health is just as important as physical health, and if you need to priortize that some, that's okay. In the end, even just being aware is a good point. And, later, when you're in a better place, you can maybe even learn from al of this.

    Wishing you well with work and life.
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/13/2024 day 128
    Tried to keep Fridays stuff in a box and focused on some outdoor gardening , stated my taxes and spent time with my extended family. All good things. Food with exercise was over goal but below maintenance, so a little back under control.
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/14/2024 day 129
    Day started out grey and windy, kinda kept me down and unmotivated also not looking forward to Monday…. sun came out a little later took a walk on the beach which helped a little bit - managed to get my taxes done.
    Ate at about maintenance. So not a win but not a loss either…
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/15/2024
    A better day. Came close to goal … a little over but below maintenance. Took a nice walk .. saw a bit of wildlife, feeling a bit more appreciative for where I live and what I have.
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/16/2024 day 131 - same as yesterday
    Above goal but just a little under maintenance. I finally feel like I have a foothold to start to clean out some mental junk I have accumulated in my mind.
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/17/2024 day 132- a little better than yesterday - under maintenance but over goal. I just realized that my younger son’s high school graduation is 73 days from today. Going to try to use this milestone to restart / reset my focus. Wish me luck !!
  • AnnPT77
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    It's not really about luck. It's about commitment . . . like in your thread title. You're holding the reins. You can use them to drive where you want to go. Hang in there!
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/18/2024 day 133 - back on track - calorie goals done as per plan !
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/19/2024 day 134 -over today due to an unexpected dinner with my son -he has a rough day.. I find when we go to chilis (one of his favorite places) he has a tendency to open up and share more in conversations… I did not want to count cals too much during the meal as this evening wasn’t about me.
    Totally worth it and didn’t do too badly
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/20/2024 day 135 - maintenance day. Crap was eaten by counteracted by outdoor activities
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    4/21/2024 day 136 - another maintenance day..
  • 54ShadesOfBlue
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    4/22/2024 - over today - a reaction to feeling overwhelmed without a way to fix things.
  • SwtHedgehog
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    Here's to a better dsy ahead. :-)

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