Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))
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SoulOfRusalka wrote: »Ate and purged twice today but third time’s the charm, right?! Vegetable salad + rum and I am NOT purging again.
I am making a mom face at you.0 -
SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
Is it? Learning new things every day...MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »Confession: my head hurts and I feel nauseated, therefore, I don't want to work today. However, I would feel guilty if I went home because my boss is gone and her boss may need my help.
2nd Confession: I am totally judging the guy who came here for a meeting, took off his backpack, plugged in his laptop, then put the backpack back on. Do you know how dumb you look sitting in an office chair wearing a backpack?
Why would he do that?
I don't know. My husband said, "is he a Jehovah's witness? The backpack is part of their uniform isn't it?"
He was being funny. Around here, Jehovah's Witnesses, go door to door trying to get people to join their church and usually they have a backpack with leaflets and who knows what else. They are usually dressed business casual.0 -
SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
Oh noSoulOfRusalka wrote: »
Yeah, I’m in Russia for one semester and France for another.SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
I am now curled up in bed struggling through Harry Potter in Russian instead of doing homework, or paperwork for next semester, or anything that I should be doing. Oops.quiksylver296 wrote: »SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
This is about where my standards are, too.If I make it through the day without crying or alcohol I'll call it a win. I would add chocolate to that list... but that has already happened.
Unfortunately I have neither chocolate nor alcohol since I chickened out of buying a bottle of vodka today... tomorrow it is!
And chocolate is important and good for recovering from dementor attacks so I think you made the right decision.
I hope you make it through the rest of the day okay too!
SELF-CARE ✨✨✨
I used to read Harry Potter in French or German and pretend that was solid language practice. Are you on a year abroad for a language course? I spent mine in Paris and Austria. Fun memories!
Paris and Austria sound fun!!
I never heard of doing 2 different countries. I was supposed to do a year in France but half way through my dad was diagnosed with lung cancer and I came home.
I’m sorry about your father
Thank you.0 -
SoulOfRusalka wrote: »Ate and purged twice today but third time’s the charm, right?! Vegetable salad + rum and I am NOT purging again.
How did the weekend go? Any better now you have finished your deadlines?0 -
Purged once yesterdaySoulOfRusalka wrote: »Ate and purged twice today but third time’s the charm, right?! Vegetable salad + rum and I am NOT purging again.
How did the weekend go? Any better now you have finished your deadlines?0 -
MFP is eating my replies again. Purging once today too but it’s better than 2-3x. Solid harm reduction work.1
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Whoooops 3x purging and now I’m drunk because I am super in control of my life.
On the plus side I accomplished 2 things from my to-do list and now I have internet on my phone again. I also wore makeup today, which seems like a small thing but means that I haven’t totally fallen apart yet.
Tomorrow will be more items scratched from my to-do list, walking and music during lunch, and possibly mentioning casually to my best friend here what a mess I am.
And now I will shut up about myself! Lolol. How is everyone else? Surviving Monday?0 -
SoulOfRusalka wrote: »Whoooops 3x purging and now I’m drunk because I am super in control of my life.
On the plus side I accomplished 2 things from my to-do list and now I have internet on my phone again. I also wore makeup today, which seems like a small thing but means that I haven’t totally fallen apart yet.
Tomorrow will be more items scratched from my to-do list, walking and music during lunch, and possibly mentioning casually to my best friend here what a mess I am.
And now I will shut up about myself! Lolol. How is everyone else? Surviving Monday?
Surviving seems to be the word today, but my boss will be back on Wednesday and her boss made my biggest decision for me so there's that.
You be careful, your behavior is frightening. You need to reach out to someone for help.4 -
I gave Andrew another ridiculous haircut! I'm no hairdresser, but I know how you're supposed to cut a fringe. Unfortunately Andrew doesn't sit still long enough to allow for that, so I end up cutting straight across, once again achieving the dumb and dumber look. It's a bit shorter than I meant! But I won't be able to do it for a few weeks, and hopefully he will look his usual charming self by Christmas.1
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SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
Yeah, I’m in Russia for one semester and France for another.SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
I am now curled up in bed struggling through Harry Potter in Russian instead of doing homework, or paperwork for next semester, or anything that I should be doing. Oops.quiksylver296 wrote: »SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
This is about where my standards are, too.If I make it through the day without crying or alcohol I'll call it a win. I would add chocolate to that list... but that has already happened.
Unfortunately I have neither chocolate nor alcohol since I chickened out of buying a bottle of vodka today... tomorrow it is!
And chocolate is important and good for recovering from dementor attacks so I think you made the right decision.
I hope you make it through the rest of the day okay too!
SELF-CARE ✨✨✨
I used to read Harry Potter in French or German and pretend that was solid language practice. Are you on a year abroad for a language course? I spent mine in Paris and Austria. Fun memories!
Paris and Austria sound fun!!
I never heard of doing 2 different countries. I was supposed to do a year in France but half way through my dad was diagnosed with lung cancer and I came home.
If you major in two languages, it's standard practice to do two placements within the year. I actually majored in two and minored in a third (Dutch!) but there wasn't time for a third placement. My final year of university was hard work!
Sorry about your dad, it must be extra hard for the Americans being so far away. I could easily fly home for a couple of days if I needed to.1 -
Which two languages did you study? (Sorry if that’s a stupid question, I don’t remember your original post.)SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
Yeah, I’m in Russia for one semester and France for another.SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
I am now curled up in bed struggling through Harry Potter in Russian instead of doing homework, or paperwork for next semester, or anything that I should be doing. Oops.quiksylver296 wrote: »SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
This is about where my standards are, too.If I make it through the day without crying or alcohol I'll call it a win. I would add chocolate to that list... but that has already happened.
Unfortunately I have neither chocolate nor alcohol since I chickened out of buying a bottle of vodka today... tomorrow it is!
And chocolate is important and good for recovering from dementor attacks so I think you made the right decision.
I hope you make it through the rest of the day okay too!
SELF-CARE ✨✨✨
I used to read Harry Potter in French or German and pretend that was solid language practice. Are you on a year abroad for a language course? I spent mine in Paris and Austria. Fun memories!
Paris and Austria sound fun!!
I never heard of doing 2 different countries. I was supposed to do a year in France but half way through my dad was diagnosed with lung cancer and I came home.
If you major in two languages, it's standard practice to do two placements within the year. I actually majored in two and minored in a third (Dutch!) but there wasn't time for a third placement. My final year of university was hard work!
Sorry about your dad, it must be extra hard for the Americans being so far away. I could easily fly home for a couple of days if I needed to.
I’ve always wanted to learn Dutch but my university doesn’t offer it so I never got around to it.
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MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »SoulOfRusalka wrote: »Whoooops 3x purging and now I’m drunk because I am super in control of my life.
On the plus side I accomplished 2 things from my to-do list and now I have internet on my phone again. I also wore makeup today, which seems like a small thing but means that I haven’t totally fallen apart yet.
Tomorrow will be more items scratched from my to-do list, walking and music during lunch, and possibly mentioning casually to my best friend here what a mess I am.
And now I will shut up about myself! Lolol. How is everyone else? Surviving Monday?
Surviving seems to be the word today, but my boss will be back on Wednesday and her boss made my biggest decision for me so there's that.
You be careful, your behavior is frightening. You need to reach out to someone for help.
Here’s to surviving until Wednesday, and worrying about ~thriving~ or whatever after that, and after a nap.
And don’t worry, I only look like a train wreck :P0 -
SoulOfRusalka wrote: »Whoooops 3x purging and now I’m drunk because I am super in control of my life.
On the plus side I accomplished 2 things from my to-do list and now I have internet on my phone again. I also wore makeup today, which seems like a small thing but means that I haven’t totally fallen apart yet.
Tomorrow will be more items scratched from my to-do list, walking and music during lunch, and possibly mentioning casually to my best friend here what a mess I am.
And now I will shut up about myself! Lolol. How is everyone else? Surviving Monday?
For a Monday it's been insane again. I can in feeling totally in control which lasted about 5 min. Just another manic monday...0 -
SoulOfRusalka wrote: »Whoooops 3x purging and now I’m drunk because I am super in control of my life.
On the plus side I accomplished 2 things from my to-do list and now I have internet on my phone again. I also wore makeup today, which seems like a small thing but means that I haven’t totally fallen apart yet.
Tomorrow will be more items scratched from my to-do list, walking and music during lunch, and possibly mentioning casually to my best friend here what a mess I am.
And now I will shut up about myself! Lolol. How is everyone else? Surviving Monday?
For a Monday it's been insane again. I can in feeling totally in control which lasted about 5 min. Just another manic monday...
Yes, another manic Monday describes it perfectly.0 -
Dittoing the manic Monday. The afternoon just went crazy, then at 8.30pm just as we were about to put a movie on Danny got a call out. He didn't get home until 4am. As great as that is for his pay packet, it was a very long day for him.0
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I got the flu or food poisoning or something, which I think is my body’s way of punishing me for being an idiot. I’ve learned my lesson and I’m going to be much nicer from now on. Lots of tea, lots of water, small amounts of food.
I haven’t told my host mom because I don’t want to bother her or make her feel like she has to take care of me and also becauseI am incapable of basic human communication, lmao.
Calmly moving on.0 -
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SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
He looks after firefighting equipment. So the sprinklers in the ceiling that go off in a fire, he will service and maintain them (mostly shopping malls, office blocks and residential flats) in London. His normal hours are 07.00-17.00 but because the on site engineer called him about the flood, (and we live the closest) he had to attend site. If it was somewhere else, and another engineer was closer, that engineer would have gone.0 -
SoulOfRusalka wrote: »I got the flu or food poisoning or something, which I think is my body’s way of punishing me for being an idiot. I’ve learned my lesson and I’m going to be much nicer from now on. Lots of tea, lots of water, small amounts of food.
I haven’t told my host mom because I don’t want to bother her or make her feel like she has to take care of me and also becauseI am incapable of basic human communication, lmao.
Calmly moving on.
I hope you feel better!0 -
SoulOfRusalka wrote: »I got the flu or food poisoning or something, which I think is my body’s way of punishing me for being an idiot. I’ve learned my lesson and I’m going to be much nicer from now on. Lots of tea, lots of water, small amounts of food.
I haven’t told my host mom because I don’t want to bother her or make her feel like she has to take care of me and also becauseI am incapable of basic human communication, lmao.
Calmly moving on.
(Mel makes another mom face) would you please believe that your host mom is a host mom because she is willing to help you and let her? Tell her you are feeling unwell. I'm pretty sure the cure is chicken soup of some sort the world over.
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