50+ Women for the Month of April

weaklink109

We’ve just come back from an hour at the dog park with a boxer, labradoodle, weimardoodle, and a bunch of other dogs. The weather here is beautiful here----63 degrees right now.

Today is my weigh-in day and I lost 3 more pounds. YIPPEE:bigsmile: :bigsmile: :bigsmile:
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:flowerforyou: Anne---our trip in May is to California. We have friends and family to see in Red Bluff, Vacaville, and Eureka so we’ll be in some different weather (very hot inland and chilly and maybe foggy on the coast). .......

We’re leaving on a trip on Monday and taking our laptop computer and staying at RV parks with wifi so I can stay connected........
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Barbie

Sounds like your weather was better up north than down here. We got rain in late afternoon, early evening, and I just came in about 9p and it was pouring:drinker: They were pouring at Applebee's too, but I didn't partake. 4a comes early.:grumble: I did have 1/2 a 7 oz sirloin and a bunch of broccoli for dinner there, and it was good. Fortunately, I checked the database this afternoon to estimate calories, because as you may know, the search function for food and exercise is DOA at the moment.

CONGRATS on losing 3 more lbs. I will have to hurry and try to catch up with you, but I think you are probably going to be ahead for the duration.

I am not sure if you are talking about two different RV trips or you are starting your May journey a little early, but I wanted to suggest that if you are coming thru my area, and would like to take your "kids" to a great doggie park, send me a personal message and I will send you the directions. The park I am thinking of is close to I-205. If it is mutually agreeable, I can arrange my schedule to drop by and say hello, but that will depend upon your schedule and preferences.

I envy you being able to take off and go. I used to think about doing that when I retire, but with gas prices as they are, and other considerations, I will probably be a day tripping homebody.

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I was amazed at how quickly I filled up tonight. I ate about 1/2 of what I normally would have for dinner at a restaurant in the past, brought 1/2 of it home.

I have a walking program mapped out in my neighborhood, and have managed to hit it every day for at least 30 mins, sometimes 60mins, which equals 3 miles. Only missed last Saturday because of my previously described travels.

I will be interested to see what happens this Saturday on "weigh day." I would like to be down another 20 lbs by July 4th., and another 20 by Labor Day.

Well, it is past my bedtime, so :yawn: G'nite all.

Barb

mnichol

I've discovered another way to lose weight...:grumble: :laugh: . I've been sick all weekend, which killed me since it was so beautiful, with a stomach virus and lost 2 lbs!!??!! Don't worry not the pig flu. Though i work at a hospital i'm going to avoid patient areas as best i can.

zaza54

Sorry to hear you've been ill,mnichol. It's not a fun way to lose weight!:noway:
As for me, I've made no progress and it's my own fault. My husband and I took a mini-vacation in NYC followed immediately by a spur-of-the-moment trip to Fla to see my parents. My mom had had a cold and needed some of my attention. She was actually pretty well by the time I got there and we were out for dinner every night except one. The weather was great and it was nice to walk a little and get some sun.
We got home Sat. night and were out of here first thing Sun morning to help our son move from NJ to his girlfriend's apt. in NYC. Was a long day, but am happy for them. Yesterday, I finally started to get life back to normal here. I went to the gym for the first time in weeks. Of course, my joints ache even more than usual now.
Afterwards, my husband and I went to purchase a lawnmower. As retirees, we decided to fire the gardener and take care of the lawn ourselves. I couldn't even operate the first machine they showed us - was pretty funny and pathetic.:laugh: So, we ordered the smaller residential size of 21 inches with an electric starter. I am actually looking forward to mowing the grass and getting exercise that way. We'll see how long that lasts!
Today I need to tackle laundry and food shopping. Of course, I'm adding exercise to the schedule. I may go to the Y and for a walk. Also have the eye dr. - following up to see if I should begin treatment for glaucoma. I feel like I'm too young for all these aging issues, but my body doesn't agree.
Anyway, it's good to be home. I desperately need to get into a healthier routine. I will also try to check in here more regularly. With this great weather, I just want to be outside all the time.
Have a great day everyone.
Zaza
PS How was the wedding healthier4me?

plantlady99

Morning All,

It's going to be 90 degrees here today. That is a record. It is usually 60 average. I'm going to the gym this morning after my school run. I will probably go see my daughter in laws flower garden after dinner. I'll get to visit with my other half of the family. Yesterday was softball with my oldest grand daughter. My hubby & I took her & her brother out for dinner. I did very well, Water, and a chicken salad wrap with coleslaw.

I have managed to yo-yo between 159-162 all week. I sure hope by Thursday I can say I am 159. I wanted to lose more but I think that was asking for to much.

Hope all have a great day.

Kathy

elli

mnicnol - sorry you were sick, but i'm sure glad it's not that swine flu. That's some scary stuff. I'm kind of worried about our Texas and NY friends. You all be CAREFUL!!!!!! I like your new picture too! You look THIN!!!!!

Kathy - i've been hearing about your weather on the news - TOO HOT!!!!!!!! Also, my Dad lives on Long Island so he always lets me know what the east coast is doing. I'm doing that same yo yoing thing you're doing. It BUMS ME OUT when it goes back up from 119 to 122:grumble: :grumble: Oh well - we just have to keep on keepin on.

ZaZa - glad to have you back! I think mowing the lawn would be great exercise. I have no lawn - LOTS of weeds - it'll be worse now with my "weed eater" gone I'm not exactly sure how i'll handle it. I have a little JD ride on mower - but 3 acres of weeds may be too much for me and it!

Barb - sounds like you're really going in the right direction with your food! I love that - when you eat at a restaurant where you used to eat everything and end up taking half home! It feels so........NORMAL!:happy: A very good thing! I used to think about travelling when i retire also - in a little toy hauler (so i could take my ATV) - but the older i get the more i realize i don't like to be away from home so much. I still have my group of camping buddies - but don't think i'll be the traveling retiree like Barbie and Jake. Of course - at this point - with my house and all - don't know if i'll ever BE a retiree!:laugh:

Everyone have a good day and get outside and MOVE if the weather is good!!!!!!:drinker: elli

healthier4me

Hi everyone

I am so glad to be home and getting back into routine:bigsmile: . Yesterday I did 6 loads of laundry and got them all on the outside line to dry. So lots of exercise going up and down the basement steps and bending. I also got in a 75 minute brisk walk outside. It was a very warm 86 with very gusty winds blowing. In actuality it is a good thing that I have a bit of weight on me or I think I would have been blown away like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz!!! I am excited to say that I have dropped two+ lbs of the 5 that followed me home from the wedding:bigsmile:

Barbie -great job on dropping 3 lbs:happy: Keep up the great work, I know you can do it:flowerforyou: Both my husband I and love to go travelling and I like to take my laptop with me to stay in touch. Unfortunately this past week I didn't have wifi access so that wasn't great. What kind of RV do you have? We have a 5th wheel and have done quite a bit of camping in our own area but that is all going to change as my husband is retiring at the end of the summer and we will hit the camping trail. I can hardly wait:bigsmile:

mnichol--Sorry to hear that you were sick. Give yourself some extra love and attention. Sure is a hard way to drop pounds. Hang in there and feel better soon:flowerforyou: :flowerforyou:

Zaza--I know what you mean about getting away for awhile and breaking with our routine. Always seems to throw me off too. Good idea about the lawn mower. I have to tell you that with the health problems that I have had that I didn't think that I could do any yard work but I started off slow and have gradually built myself up to accomplish more. This past winter was the first time in 15 years that I was strong enough to shovel snow and I did it. So just take it slow, injuries are no fun. The wedding was very stressful, we tried to remain positive and upbeat but it was very trying. We were never so glad to be home:happy: The flight both ways was uneventful, the weather and resort were nice. We only seen my son and his wife and other guests basically at the service and a little after that day and weren't included in anything they planned for the remainder of the week. So my hubby and I made the absolute best of it (even though our feelings were bruised) and enjoyed each other's company. Thanks for asking, I appreciate that

Kathy--sounds like you are doing well. Gosh, I can't even remember when I was the weight you are. Just hang in there as I know it gets more challenging as you get closer to your final goal. You can do it:happy:

Well all you wonderful ladies I hope that you all have a wonderful day. Remember to make yourself a priority:happy: :happy:

Marie

elli

Hey Marie - sorry you had bruised feelings:frown: but i think it's very cool that you decided to find the postivie side and have a good time with your hubby. My older boy has been married 4 almost 2 years and although we're still very close it's been a hard thing (but also the RIGHT thing) that his wife is the center of his life. On his first deployment i knew every little thing he was doing and thinking - this time i find lots of stuff out from his wife 'cause he tells her all. So - a little bruised feelings (not that i would ever tell either one of them) here as well. We just need to take care of US i guess! Anyway - glad you're home - sounds like you got LOTS of exercise in! AND already lost 2 pounds!!!!!! Awesome. have a great day.

elli

healthier4me

Hey Marie - sorry you had bruised feelings:frown: but i think it's very cool that you decided to find the postivie side and have a good time with your hubby. My older boy has been married 4 almost 2 years and although we're still very close it's been a hard thing (but also the RIGHT thing) that his wife is the center of his life. On his first deployment i knew every little thing he was doing and thinking - this time i find lots of stuff out from his wife 'cause he tells her all. So - a little bruised feelings (not that i would ever tell either one of them) here as well. We just need to take care of US i guess! Anyway - glad you're home - sounds like you got LOTS of exercise in! AND already lost 2 pounds!!!!!! Awesome. have a great day.

elli

Thanks Elli

I really appreciate your kinds words...it helps knowing that others understand what you are going through. Things don't always go the way that we want and knowing when to let go of it sure helps the healing process. What I know for sure is that we aren't always given a choice in what we are given but we are given the choice in how we feel about it. Another positive thing about our trip was that my hubby went to the fitness centre with me and worked out. He didn't gain anything while we were away and is so proud of himself. as I am of him too Seems like the exercise bug is rubbing off on him and I am delighted to have a workout buddy:bigsmile:

Hope you have a great day and thanks again for your support

Marie

plantlady99

Hello All,

Elli & Marie, I just got threw reading your post's. Elli it is warm but a nice breeze here in the house. :bigsmile: I almost hate to leave to get into a hot car.

Marie. believe me I have been bruised also. I just shrug it off. With to boys I know the wives are the center of their life and sometimes I take the back seat. I do have great daughter in laws thank goodness. However, bruises still arise. You are not alone. Thanks for the complement also.

On another note I had to drag myself to the gym, but glad I did. Now I just keep on telling myself why did I let myself go this far out of control. Oh well, can't cry now. Got to move on. Baby steps.

Have to leave so I just want to say thanks to all with such great support. I just love this thread. It really keeps my grounded.

Kathy

elli

Kathy - the good news is you DID drag yourself back to the gym! So kudos to you for THAT! Quit beating yourself up. You're FINE! Thanks too for your input on the mamas of boys thoughts. I'm lucky too in that i love my daughter in law AND my "un daughter in law"!

Marie - you're more than welcome - that's what we're here for - to support each other - in ALL walks of life! Nice that hubby worked out with you! See - this healthy lifestyle is catchy! Very cool!!!!!!

It's still cold here today, but the rain quit. If it's not TOO muddy i'll walk the dogs after work and look for some asparagus - yum! THEN go to the gym.

Have a great day everybody!

Grammymax

It seems like forever since I've posted. Been busy and have read a bit but not posted.

Kathy - sounds like you and I are at about the same weight and goal still. I weigh in and get measured Thursday. We'll see if the inches have come off like I've hoped. Still not down a size but I have been pretty careful and have been exercising faithfully.

We leave Monday for a short camping trip to try out our "newer" (not new) trailer. We will return on Thurs and then leave on the 11th for 2 weeks to go to our niece's graduation and then to Yosemite Nat'l park with my sis and her hubby. So...my posting will be sporatic for the majority of the month of May. I sure hope I can stay focused!

Bruised feelings I hear you. And yet, we want our children to grow up and live their own lives. It's just hard when the closeness we have with our sons seems to deminish after they marry. I fully believe it is not intentional. They just have their loving wives to bounce things off of!

Have a great day

elli

oh WOW Esther, Marie, Kathy - thank you guys SO much for this mother/son talk. I've been so depressed on and off about this...........this is helping me so much! I know it's the natural progression of things - but it's just SO hard. Especially with him over "there". I love you guys. thanks!

Swissmiss

I missed all the talk about sons. I have a better relationship with mine than I do with my daughters.

I set up my pedometer at lunch today. From 1:00 til 4:30 I walked 6737 steps, 2.5 miles and burned 237 calories. Does this sound about right? I have never used a good pedometer before.

barbiecat

I set up my pedometer at lunch today. From 1:00 til 4:30 I walked 6737 steps, 2.5 miles and burned 237 calories. Does this sound about right? I have never used a good pedometer before.

Becky, I've been using a pedometer for a long time. I'm not sure I set up the length of my stride correctly and I keep forgetting to try to adjust it so I don't take the distance too seriously. Also the calories burned is partly based on weight so since I think I weigh more than you do, I would likely burn more calories walking the same number of steps.

So

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after looking at my pedometer for today and doing some arithmetic to get a similar number of steps, I got 6300 :bigsmile: steps, 3.3 miles, 292 calories.

What I try to focus on is trying to walk at least as many every day or more. :bigsmile:

I love my pedometer. It tells me that I'm putting forth a lot of effort.:bigsmile:

Enjoy:bigsmile:
Barbie

zaza54

I tried to quote Marie, but I botched it. I don't have the patience to try to figure this out.
Basically, I just wanted to say that I feel for you Marie , but I love your wonderful and positive attitude: "What I know for sure is that we aren't always given a choice in what we are given but we are given the choice in how we feel about it. ".
I'm sure it's inevitable to have bruised feelings as our kids grow up and leave us, but I still hope it doesn't happen. If and when it does,though, I hope I will remember your positive outlook. I think your approach is the only way ultimately to "keep" our kids close. That being said, I ached for you when I read that you weren't included in some of the post-wedding activities - that would really hurt my feelings.
Same goes for you Elli - undertsandble that your son would talk to his wife the most, but I would still hate being left out of the loop.
For now, my three boys are still pretty close to me, and I'm very thankful. My oldest will be 25 in a week and he just moved in with his girlfriend. This is a first for our family and I feel like it's a turning point, but so far, so good. They happily include my husband and me, and I pray it stays this way. I do realize that we will be tested as the holidays approach, etc. and we have to "share". Will be very hard, but it looks like I have some experienced moms to turn to for advice and support.
Keep writing everyone - i love reading about what you are all up to. I just can't keep track and mention everyone's names the way Kathy and some others do. It would take me forever to write a single post (it already does:laugh: ).
Have a nice evening and a great day tomorrow.
Zaza

AHealthierSuzyQ

Since we all seem to be talking about our relationship with our grown children, I'll add my two cents. I too know what it is like to have "bruised feelings" where they are concerned. The letting go process has been the hardest part of parenting for me. Life was so much easier when the messes they made could be cleaned up with soap and water!

My son has always been closer to me; his sister to her father. She is 26 now. I had a very close relationship with my mother, but since she was about 16 she seems to be embarrassed by everything I do or say. The last time I went to see her, I had to stay at a friend's because she "didn't have room" for me at her condo. The only time she calls is when she needs something.

My son, who is 28, and I are very close, but we don't talk NEARLY AS MUCH since he married on New Year's Eve. I know this is the way it is supposed to be... Leave and cleave... but I still miss hearing his voice. He got orders and he and his fiance married without either her folks or us present, so she would be a spouse and have full military rights and benefits when he deployed. I understood the whys, but missing the wedding was the straw that broke the camel's back following my first holiday season without both my parents, and I fell into a deep depression. That's just not something a mother ever expects will happen.... missing their child's wedding. Before the marriage, he called multiple times a day. Now we do good to hear from him once a week. Funny how marriage does that. But we love his wife and she and I have a great relationship so far.

Since we are venting here... Ill go ahead and confess I am really dreading Mother's Day this year. It won't be my first MD without my Moma, but it will be my first one without either of my kids around. Hubby's family has a big celebration planned, but I don't want to go. Of course I will go anyway, but it will be very awkward because I'll be the only one there without a parent or child present. So those of you who are pray-ers, pray for me.

Enough of that! Its a good thing I ate great and had a good workout YESTERDAY because today life kept getting in the way. I was only able to walk half as far as usual and went over my calories for the first time in weeks and weeks. Tomorrow I plan to get back on track.

weaklink109

After reading al the posts about relationships between mothers and adult children, it makes me think about how fortunate I am to still have both my parents and a good relationship with both of them. I am an only child and my only "kids" each have four feet and a tail.

My heart goes out to those mom's in the group who are going through changes in relationship with their kids. Part of it is the natural progression of life, but sometimes, when a child's apparently thoughtless actions hurt parents, I sometimes think a swift kick in the direction of the child would not be a bad idea (I AM being facetious here, just in case anyone is interpreting my remark as advocating violence to solve relationship difficulties)

I am not going to say "I know just how you feel" because, as I said, I haven't any children, but I most certainly do feel your loss. I hope being part of this group and trading comments and encouragement can keep everyone on a positive track. All of you /us have worked hard to improve our lives and health and keeping in mind that you are not alone can help keep your "eyes on the prize"--namely the goals we are all working toward.

I hope my feeble attempt at philosophy is not totally pathetic.


Barb

barbiecat

:flowerforyou: :flowerforyou: :flowerforyou: :flowerforyou: :flowerforyou: How did it get so late? :yawn: :yawn: I know, it was the 30 minutes on the exercise bike and a lot of conversation about the million things we still have to pack in the motorhome.

Becky----congrats on going to the gym even if it did get cut short. When people rave about having a workout buddy I think about situations like yours when your workout buddy doesn’t want to stay as long as you do. When Jake comes to the dog park we walk slowly for 20 minutes. When I go without him, I walk at a moderate pace for 40-60 minutes.

Barb---it would be great to meet you along the way but it won’t work this time, but as we drive I-205 around Vancouver I’ll be thinking of you. I never thought I’d be RVing. We started a year after I retired. If Jake weren’t such a great RV driver, we’d never be doing it. As for the gas prices, we say we’re spending our children’s inheritance. Your persistence has paid off by not being as big an eater in a restaurant. Good luck on your walking. It’s the best exercise and inexpensive and available in your neighborhood.

Mnichol---sorry you’ve been sick and glad it’s not something too serious.

Zaza—wow, you have been busy. Your body will thank you for the return to normal. It’s good to hear from you again. Good luck with the eye doctor. Enjoy the lawn mowing. Is your yard flat? Mowing on hills is a lot harder.

Kathy---I’m amazed at how well you fit in exercise and healthy eating with all those family obligations all the time.

Elli----As much as I love traveling, I am always sad to leave home. Two years ago we were on the road over 120 days including one 99 day trip. We vowed to never do that again.

Marie---how great that you could hang your laundry outside. I lived somewhere for about six months where I could do that and I loved it. We’ve had our share of family events with Jake’s kids where we were grudgingly included and have developed the hide of the rhinoceros so we don’t get our feelings hurt so much. Our problems are different because of Jake being divorced from the mother of his kids. His kids, especially his daughter, are much closer to their mother. Our May RV trip is to visit the kids and grandkids and we are making plans for ourselves so we don’t sit around waiting to be included. We have a 30 foot motorhome with one slide. We used to have a 5th wheel but the set up was too hard for Jake so we traded it in for the motorhome which levels itself automatically. We’ve only been RVing for four years since we retired. I’ll look forward to hearing about your travel adventures.

Esther----what kind of trailer do you have. How great that you’ll be on the road this summer. Yosemite sounds like a great destination.

Susan, thanks for sharing all that about your family. The changes are hard. My mom has been gone since 1991 and I still find myself reaching for something in a store to buy for her. Treat yourself well for mothers’ day . You deserve it even if there’s no one there to do it for you. Last year we had driven 700 miles in our motorhome to visit Jake’s kids and because their mother was in town, they “fit him in” for an early breakfast at a coffee shop to celebrate Fathers’ Day.

It has been a joy to spend this time with all of you. You sustain and encourage me. I need to get to bed soon. I woke up much too early this morning and as a result came home from the dog park exhausted and crawled into bed and took a two hour nap.

Pleasant dreams :yawn: :yawn:
Barbie

mnichol

Morning all!! Thanks for the good thoughts. Feeling better this morning, its weigh in day for me. Hope to get back to exercising today, haven't been able to since Friday. bummed i missed out on such a perfect weekend weather-wise.:grumble: :drinker:

barbiecat: where are you going in your rv??

zaza54

Hi-
All this talk about RVs has me thinking. While I don't drive on the highway, but my husband does. I wonder if we could survive an RV tour. One of my best friends is taking her 3 kids (20 - 25) for the first time this summer on RV trip. Will be about a week at Grand Canyon, Bryce Canyon and Zion. I'll see how it goes for them and then maybe I'll see about trying it, after peppering you all with specific questions if we do decide to try it.
Have a great day everyone. I love Spring!
Zaza
PS Susan, I will certainly be thinking about you on Mother's Day.

dricotta1

Mornin' all,

Great to read all the posts. It is a difficult thing to balance relationships with adult children. I lost my son a year ago this Sunday, so would be happy to have any relationship:sad: My daughter and I have worked hard at our relationship and I think it works pretty well, but it did take work and negotiation.

Been exercising regularly and watching food, but I still am stuck and ready to throw that blessed scale against the wall to see if I can get it to change. Later, Diane

Grammymax

Good morning all. Wow - April is almost over! I can't believe it!

Barbie: We had a 1999 Mallard and have upgraded to a 2006 Outback. This will be our final RV purchase and it should last us through our traveling years. We kind of have a trip to Arizona (well, in our heads only so far) in the fall to see some of our children. It will be nicer with this trailer I think because it has a slide out and the other one didn't. Of course, we have our little four legged kid who will go with us:laugh:

Diane :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: I have been there with the scale. And mine DOES get stuck so I have my hubby step on it if I don't see any change. Of course, then he says, "Oh, I lost a couple pounds!" :grumble: Like he needs to!

Susan: You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Off to workout. Tomorrow I weigh in and I hop that if not a lot of pounds maybe a few inches will be gone!

Have a great day,
Esther

Grammymax

oops - that is I HOPE - not I hop ( although that would be more calories burned if I hopped) :laugh:

plantlady99

Last night had to be the worst night of my life.

I was driving home from my sons. I noticed three dirt bikes a few cars behind me. I noticed them because one of my grand sons has a dirt bike. Well as I was making a left turn I heard one of the dirt bikes rev up his motorbike. While I was turning, I looked in my side mirror the motorbike was doing a wheelie heading straight towards me on my left side as I was making the turn. He hit my truck. I stopped immediately. When got out of the truck. The bike was down on the road. He then picked up his bike and tried to leave the scene of the accident by pushing his bike towards railroad tracks. A lady who saw the accident said he went under my rear tire. I was so upset you can not believe. The police and ambulance came. I stayed with my truck while the police were talking to him. I was in total shock. They convinced him to go to the hospital. I just can't believe what happened. The police said it was not my fault. The young man was totally at fault. All I can think of, he was so into making his wheelie that he did not see I was making a left turn. He just wanted to pass on the cars. It is just a terrible thing to go through even when its not my fault.

I hope you can understand what I typed my hands are still shaking.

I am so sick I just can't eat or think.

So that is my mess of the day.

Kathy

Benson

Morning all

Dricotta - my thoughts go out to you as you approach this sad anniversary

About our changing relationships with our sons, I have a story - not sad but still a sign of things to come: I noticed he had the movie 27 dresses on his X box. We were going to watch a movie on a rare occasion when he left his room to be with the family in the living room. I chose that one - He said 'Definately not. Mom the rules have changed. It's a chick flick and I'm only going to watch it once and it isn't going to be with you!" So slightly wounded, I realized that he had downloaded it for his girlfriend - not his Mommy!! Although I know its a natural progression, I can't imagine the day they leave home.

I am not looking forward to Mother's day this year either. It would have also been my mom's 80 birthday and my heart hurts that she is gone. I still have a mother in law and of course I am a mother so it will be a great day with a sadness I will keep quietly to myself. My husband understands my pain to a point but feels because its been over 2 yrs, I should be over it. He has never suffered a loss - except for mine and I hope he doesn't have to for a long time to come.

On a happy note: I did 35 minutes of Richard Simmons - Super Sweatin' last night ( 8 min longer than Sunday) AND a 60 minute brisk walk outside. I felt wonderful, although a bit sore. I burned 541 calories

I'm beginning to believe that I can definately do this.

Today I will
Drink my water
eat mindfully and within my planned food
walk for at least 30 minutes - If I can squeeze it in - I have a gr 8 grad mtg this evening. - my baby is going to high school in September:sad:

Have a great day

Heather

dricotta1

back again
Kathy...so sorry about the kid who ran into your truck!! And yes the shock makes you shake for hours. Be nice to yourself today and a little exercise might actually help you calm down and work all those stress hormones out.

Heather...isn't it hard when you realize that you are no longer the #1 in their lives. Be brave.:bigsmile: And I'm sorry you will be missing your Mom. We're at an age (I'm afraid) where we are beginning to lose the preceding generation. That makes us the oldest! Help! That's why I'm determined to get healthier:happy: :happy:
Good Wednesday, Diane

elli

oh Kathy - what a BUMMER! I'm so sorry that happened to you.:frown: Thank GOD the kid is all right. Try and relax and BREATHE and know that this was NOT your fault!

Thanks again ladies - for the talk about our grown kids moving on. Susan - our situation has a lot of similarities. My son got stationed in CO Spgs after his 1st deployment so he could be closer to home. His girlfriend came with him and they moved in together. The good news is i LOVE her. They got married and no one knew for 6 months. Same kind of thing - because he was only an E4 at the time he wasn't supposed to live off post (and they already were) unless he was married...........Also we used to talk several times daily and now it's a few times a week......it's just hard - but it's all right. I know it's the way it's supposed to be. My younger boy (i just have the 2) and his girlfriend have been living together (i adore her as well - call her my "undaughter in law") for 2 years now - they've BEEN together for 5. So that transition has been slower and hasn't seemed as drastic or painful.

I'm just not thinking about Mother's Day - actually my dil mentioned something about maybe meeting halfway in between (that would be Denver) so that would be good. My Mom and i hadn't lived close to one another since i was 18 so Mother's Day was always long distance for us.........i miss her more during my "crises" times.

Heather - 541 calories?!?!?!? That's WONDERFUL! Of COURSE you can do this! You've already come such a long way! High School was a really fun time! Don't focus on her almost being gone - just enjoy the ride! Graduation day will come soon enough - THEN you can freak out!

Esther - your trip to AZ in the new camper sounds like a blast!

Hope everyone's having a great day. Kathy - hope you're starting to feel more yourself.......take care of you ok? elli

AHealthierSuzyQ

With all this talk of Mother's Day I thought I'd share what my son wrote in my card last year... An old Irish saying he found somewhere that really touched my heart...

"A man loves his sweetheart the most, his wife the best, but his Mother the longest."

So ladies, in the end we have the most love from our sons!

weaklink109

Last night had to be the worst night of my life.

I was driving home from my sons. I noticed three dirt bikes a few cars behind me. I noticed them because one of my grand sons has a dirt bike. Well as I was making a left turn I heard one of the dirt bikes rev up his motorbike. While I was turning, I looked in my side mirror the motorbike was doing a wheelie heading straight towards me on my left side as I was making the turn. He hit my truck. I stopped immediately. When got out of the truck. The bike was down on the road. He then picked up his bike and tried to leave the scene of the accident by pushing his bike towards railroad tracks. A lady who saw the accident said he went under my rear tire. I was so upset you can not believe. The police and ambulance came. I stayed with my truck while the police were talking to him. I was in total shock. They convinced him to go to the hospital. I just can't believe what happened. The police said it was not my fault. The young man was totally at fault. All I can think of, he was so into making his wheelie that he did not see I was making a left turn. He just wanted to pass on the cars. It is just a terrible thing to go through even when its not my fault.

I hope you can understand what I typed my hands are still shaking.

I am so sick I just can't eat or think.

So that is my mess of the day.

Kathy

Kathy,
I can totally relate to this situation.

Four years this next October, I was getting ready to pull out of the driveway of the condo complex where I live and after looking both ways, I began to move forward, but stopped after a couple of inches because I has a sensation of seeing something out of the corner of my right eye, but then it wasn't there when I looked directly toward what I had seen.

THANK GOD I stopped, because when I did, I found a 10 year old boy--laying UNDERNEATH my SUV and tangled up in a bicycle!!! I didn't hit HIM. HE actually hit ME. According to witnesses, he was riding on the sidewalk and a high rate of speed. (He later told me he didn't see me in the driveway.) He couldn't stop so he ended up hitting the fender of my vehicle and sliding right underneath the front wheels. If I had continued to pull forward....well thank the Lord I didn't!

I was a basket case. The child's mother was very nice. She came to the accident scene and although she was understandably concerned for her son (who only had a bad case of embarassment from all the attention) , she was concerned about me as well.

To this day, I thank God things turned out as they did, and wonder how much different my life could be if it had ended differently. If you don't feel like yourself in a day or two, don't be afraid to see your doctor. There are mild presciptions that can make you feel more like yourself and if my experience is any indication, you won't need to take anything for more than a few days before you are more like your old self. me.

Just remember, YOU did nothing wrong. That young man made a conscious decision to perform a dumb and dangerous maneuver on a public road, and you were the unlucky person in the wrong place at the wrong time.

Take care of yourself!!!

Barb

AHealthierSuzyQ

Kathy, I'd still be shaking too if that happened to me. ((((Big HUG)))))

Today was one of those day it would have been VERY easy to not exercise. But I trudged on and FORCED myself to my strength training DVD anyway. I am able to put SO much more energy to it on Mondays! Wonder why that is.... I normally do it first thing after I pick up the house on M,W,F. Today I didn't get to it until after 3:oo p.m. Talk about timing, I was just finishing up when hubby popped by for a few minutes on the way to a job. That's one reason we bought this land; it is near where he works so he can pop in on the way to or from a job site easily.

Looking forward to seeing how everyone is doing on their goals tomorrow. I'm thinking ANY progress is progress though.