Less Alcohol- May 2018- One Day at a Time
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Tough day at work but stayed AF15
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@JulieAL1969, I'm holding you to that "magic" happening tomorrow (Day 10 for me). I'm still craving alcohol, but the stops and starts since January have pretty much convinced me that I can't moderate. I'm finally saying to myself, "You know good and well that 'just one' will mean starting all over." Once I drink at all, it takes me a good week or more to gear up to go AF again, even for one day. So it's just not worth it for me. It's disappointing. I really do enjoy a nice glass of wine or a nice martini. Annie Grace says that once your brain gets to a certain point, there is no going back to moderate drinking. Sigh. I'd like not to believe that, but my experience so far this year backs up what she says. Years of daily drinking have changed my brain.
@Norminv, well done!!5 -
@donimfp I found the first 2 months were the hardest -- lots of things would trigger me to think I "wanted" (not needed... nobody ever needs a drink unless not having one would cause potentially dangerous withdrawal in which case you should be seeing a Dr most likely anyhow). By the end of the 2nd month and throughout the third I rarely thought about drinking; I certainly didn't think about it every day, or even every week, anymore.
Now, at basically 6 months, I only really think about it when I see this thread (and the thread doesn't make me crave alcohol or want to go off and have a drink, just makes me think of it... if that makes sense).7 -
I haven't drunk alcohol since January 31. Three months or more, and I forgot to commemorate it till now!
(I used to drink a beer and one or two glasses of wine every day.)
Enjoying my streak, and not worrying about if/when I will end it.I've been pretty much drinking a bottle of wine every night for the last 4 years. The most I've gone is 2 nights of no alcohol. Every morning I regret it and try to recall what I binge ate after the bottle is gone and I go to bed. I'm disgusted with myself and the weight I have gained as a result. I'm joining this group for motivation and inspiration because I feel like I'm ready and need to change. I'm 43. widowed, mom to 3 kids
@Canuk2015 Hugs, and welcome. Your post jumped out at me.
One of the main things that got me to really start thinking about having a break from alcohol was something a friend on MFP said, which I've mentioned in earlier threads.
Be kind to "Tomorrow You".
Don't lumber yourself with feeling terrible or feeling guilty in the morning.
The same person who is having another, and another, and another drink, is the same person who will wake up feeling like crap.
Pay it forward to yourself. You'd be kind to a stranger. Be kind to Tomorrow You.As someone whose hobbies are growing hops, brewing, winemaking, cidermaking (cider and beer always on tap in the house), drinking in moderation is a lifestyle and a daily challenge for me. I don't like the feeling of being drunk, so I'm rarely there...but alcohol calories are still too many calories, and hard on all of your body's systems. I try my best to look at what moderation behaviors look like on a daily basis, and I thought I'd share some of the things that trip me up and/or help me:- Alternative drinks like tea: I try to always have some kind of tasty decaf herbal tea in a pitcher in the fridge. This helps with wine cravings, or just wanting to have something in hand if people are over. It can also be mixed into a weaker cocktail or wine spritzer if the flavors are right.
- Sparkling water: Always have it on your shopping list. Or on tap. Maybe it sounds gross to you, but I mix sparkling water with cider or wine so I can feel like I'm still having something.
- Challenge -- Idle drinking while performing chores, hobbies, reading a book, or on a long distance phone call. This is something I've been trying to overcome. Do I seriously need a glass of wine while I garden, stack wood, or play the piano? Absolutely not. I should be completely present. Do I need a glass of wine while talking to my mom? Maybe...but I shouldn't. I can do laundry, take a walk, or have a glass of herbal tea during these phone calls.
- Challenge -- Friends over. This is a hard one. This house is known for its cocktails and beer, so there is always drinking when people are over. I'm not quite sure yet how to temper this other than putting something else in my hand, or focusing on being a good host and making sure food and music is on point.
- Challenge -- Remembering that alcohol doesn't really enhance social interactions or cool experiences. Sometimes it does smooth awkward interactions or grease the wheels, but only in moderation; it's a fine line between fun and even more awkward. I never regret being sober or feeling great during those times when good memories get made. But I always regret being the drunk person. Plus, alcohol always complicates getting home from the thing.
- Drinking should not = relax. I used to have a drink right when I got home from work. And then a couple more either while cooking, while eating dinner, while reading a book before bed. It wouldn't feel like the day was complete unless I finished the drink routine. I've cut this back to one or less than one, and realized how much I was self-medicating from my workday and escaping from the things I wasn't handling in life in general. Now I'm trying to incorporate a hobby, yoga, or music in place of the drink. Idle hands.........
@cammeer Wow, fantastic insights! Needed quoting again for latecomers. Great to have you in here.4 -
@kpsyche how inspiring!
I am at 100 days today AF and honestly I have thought about drinking every day. I don't need an excuse to drink, but I am sure that is how it started. I would love to not think about drinking every day. The mind-set has lessened and the pull has lessened, however. I have to pass a liquor store right up the street on my way home. There actually have been times I have forgotten about it. I have not gained weight like I was. I will check to see what I have lost after this. I am working on many goals, have picked up new and old hobbies and am WAY better off without it consuming my life and defining me.9 -
Thank you and that is inspiring to me, too @Orphia I like "Pay it forward to yourself. You'd be kind to a stranger. Be kind to Tomorrow You." I have been trying to treat myself better. Treating others better than myself has helped get me to drinking like I was.
Congratulations to everyone on making May goals!4 -
Near the end of October, I was almost 10 lbs heavier and on a gaining slowly trend. Not earth shattering in loss, but I will take it. I have had bouts of sugar binging at times since being AF. That is starting to lessen overall. I am working on meeting my weight loss goal and maintaining it this year. I hope!6
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Like Julie, I am also on Day 10 of the Alcohol Experiment. People, it is well worth your time. And she is right, something happens at day 10 that you just feel so much better. I can't tell you how many times I nearly caved especially days 3-6. Getting through that first weekend is tough. But I keep telling myself, I CAN DO HARD THINGS. I even stuck that note on my fridge. I am feeling so much gratitude for all of you and this thread. It has really helped me turn things around. XXOO9
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You are doing great @JenT304. I like your attitude.You are right, this thread has really helped change things around for me. Thank you @JulieAL1969 and thank you all!!5
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Had just one cocktail last night. The afternoon and early evening were fine, I only struggled late in the evening because I got into bed early to read and kept thinking about how nice it would be to sip on a drink while I was in bed (a habit of mine, I hope soon a former habit). I resisted the urge.
What I appreciated this morning: I continued my trend of getting up without an alarm. For me, this has been one of the biggest benefits of the past month or so of moderation -- I'm consistently getting up without an alarm and even with working out, eating breakfast, taking care of the dogs, and my commute, I'm still getting to work a bit earlier than I did when I was drinking more. Not only am I getting up earlier, the mornings are just easier and I get through everything faster.
It's nice to see everyone else reporting their success with AF/moderate days. I actually thought of this thread last night when I was in bed, wanting to get up and pour a drink. I thought about how nice it would be to report that I didn't have it instead of posting that I did. External motivation? I'll take what works.5 -
Also, you can't enjoy the highs of life and the depths of it when you're numb12
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Thanks, all, for the cruise drinks suggestions. Yes, the sugar, OMG, and excellent point. That's a killer. I still struggle with craving sweets since having an AF January and moderating after that. I'm seriously considering one of those Mark Hyman 10-day detoxes, in which you get to eat nothing fun, and absolutely no sugar or alcohol. I did it once before and made it to day seven, LOL. Of course, this will be AFTER the cruise.
So great to see all the new participants here. Great energy and ideas.4 -
janejellyroll wrote: »jillanne1897 wrote: »My goal is moderation. It probably should be total abstinence but I just don't feel ready yet. I've progressed from only socially drinking, to a couple beers most nights, to at least a bottle of wine a night, to a bottle of wine plus several shots of vodka in secret. It took 15 years to get to this point. Always craving that unattainable "buzzed, happy, calm" feeling only occasional drinkers can get after a drink or two. Most mornings I have try to remember what unhealthy foods I binged on before going to bed. Last night was half a bag of cool ranch doritos and peanut butter straight from the jar.
Welcome. Do you have a goal set for what "moderation" looks like?
It helped me a lot to pick a "number" or goal. Because otherwise, I was telling myself it was moderate when it really wasn't.
There are probably different ways to approach this, but I found it really helpful to pick a number to define what "moderation" meant to me (for me, it's 1 drink on weeknights and 2 on weekends). I knew some nights I wouldn't live up to my moderation goal, but other nights I would and that gave me a chance to relish the successful nights.
I had not defined my goals! You are so right, moderation can mean many things. I love your suggestion and feel it is doable for me. Last night (day 1) I had 2 glasses of wine. Tonight I am going to try to stick to only 1 glass while cooking dinner. Thank you!!2 -
Celebrating Day 10. I wasn't celebrating so much this morning when I was still awake at 3:00. Sleep continues to be the struggle for me when I start the AF journey, but I know from past experience that eventually it levels out to wonderful, restful, uninterrupted slumber. Can't wait. I accidentally left my phone on mute after a meeting last night, so I saw when I woke up this morning at 10:30 (!!!) that I'd missed 4 face-time calls from my granddaughter. Much as I love her, that was a blessing. I needed the sleep, and she didn't need to see a sleep-deprived me.
I was craving a nap all day yesterday during work but managed to hold my eyes open. Then a night of not being able to sleep. Ugh! Off to Google this problem. Any suggestions welcome. I took melatonin. No luck.
Have a great Wednesday, everybody.5 -
Celebrating Day 10. I wasn't celebrating so much this morning when I was still awake at 3:00. Sleep continues to be the struggle for me when I start the AF journey, but I know from past experience that eventually it levels out to wonderful, restful, uninterrupted slumber. Can't wait. I accidentally left my phone on mute after a meeting last night, so I saw when I woke up this morning at 10:30 (!!!) that I'd missed 4 face-time calls from my granddaughter. Much as I love her, that was a blessing. I needed the sleep, and she didn't need to see a sleep-deprived me.
I was craving a nap all day yesterday during work but managed to hold my eyes open. Then a night of not being able to sleep. Ugh! Off to Google this problem. Any suggestions welcome. I took melatonin. No luck.
Have a great Wednesday, everybody.
I get insomnia too. What I have found is that getting up at 4:00 AM and exercising seems to be the cure. I have just restarted my morning running and its working. I also have hope that it will make it easier to gradually reduce my intake. Last night I didn't fill the 2nd glass of scotch all the way......baby steps.
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I'm actually enjoying sleeping through the night. If I have a few too many in the evening, I tend to wake up at 2AM and not fall back asleep for over an hour.2
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I just Googled "alcohol withdrawal insomnia." Well, duh. It's a thing, for sure. "They" say it can last 4-6 weeks (and "they" should know!). Hopefully that won't be the case. Even so, it's worth it. It's kind of reassuring to learn that my body is just doing what bodies do.2
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jillanne1897 wrote: »janejellyroll wrote: »jillanne1897 wrote: »My goal is moderation. It probably should be total abstinence but I just don't feel ready yet. I've progressed from only socially drinking, to a couple beers most nights, to at least a bottle of wine a night, to a bottle of wine plus several shots of vodka in secret. It took 15 years to get to this point. Always craving that unattainable "buzzed, happy, calm" feeling only occasional drinkers can get after a drink or two. Most mornings I have try to remember what unhealthy foods I binged on before going to bed. Last night was half a bag of cool ranch doritos and peanut butter straight from the jar.
Welcome. Do you have a goal set for what "moderation" looks like?
It helped me a lot to pick a "number" or goal. Because otherwise, I was telling myself it was moderate when it really wasn't.
There are probably different ways to approach this, but I found it really helpful to pick a number to define what "moderation" meant to me (for me, it's 1 drink on weeknights and 2 on weekends). I knew some nights I wouldn't live up to my moderation goal, but other nights I would and that gave me a chance to relish the successful nights.
I had not defined my goals! You are so right, moderation can mean many things. I love your suggestion and feel it is doable for me. Last night (day 1) I had 2 glasses of wine. Tonight I am going to try to stick to only 1 glass while cooking dinner. Thank you!!
I'm glad you had a good night! Every night I moderate feels good. Maybe not always *during* it, but always at the end of the night and the morning after.3 -
I’m back in my groove. I lost the 3 lbs that I had gained on vacation a few weeks ago.
I actually did way better post-vacation than I used to do in the past. Weekdays I was at the gym and eating healthy. And I still kept my drinking down to once a week, but I was not eating healthy on the weekends.
But now that I have seen that win on the scale I have the motivation I really need.8
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