Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

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  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    jdhcm2006 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    jdhcm2006 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    jdhcm2006 wrote: »
    I keep having dreams about food, lol. Last night I had a dream that I put sugar on my cereal.

    I got home on Tuesday from work around 12:30am, so really it was Wednesday morning. I decided that I was hungry. I had some fresh strawberries from Whole Foods, and I decided that strawberries and toast sounded really good, and then I decided that I might as well make 2 scrambled eggs with it as well, lol. So there I was at about 1:15am eating a hearty breakfast. The only reason why I didn't add bacon is because it was frozen in the freezer. I hit my macros and was in my calorie goal, but my net was super low b/c I had over 23k steps for the day, so there's no need for guilt, it's just strange b/c I told myself it would be ridiculous to bake a few cookies, but then I made a whole breakfast sandwich, lol.

    I'm planning on doing the same tonight b/c it will be the same scenario work wise, except maybe I'll be at 15k steps, but I planned ahead and purchased some bacon from Whole Foods, so this time I'll get some bacon as well. :D

    Plus, supposedly, I've hit the high end of my goal weight range (125-128lbs) on Thursday morning, but for some reason my brain cannot accept it, even though I weighed in about .3lbs less this morning, so I'm sure it's true, but I kept weighing myself over and over again yesterday morning and this morning looking for the catch. Like I legit weighed myself 10 times this morning and kept moving my scale to different spots in the bathroom to see what the number read out. It was fluctuating between 127.7-128.3, I took the average of the weights and it was 127.94, so I guess I should accept it. I ended up going with the 127.7 b/c that was the last number the scale gave me about 5 or 6 times.

    This is my favorite part of your post! :lol:

    LOL! Right! It's like "hm... better not preheat that oven for those cookies b/c it's too late for that. How about you break out the skillet and toaster instead? Yep, sounds like a great plan!" LOL! Who does that? Me. I do that, lol.

    In honor of your post, I had egg sandwiches for dinner last night! THANK YOU!!!

    It's such a great meal that a good amount of protein but not super high in calories.

    One thing I miss going vegan is eggs. They are such a great, quick snack with so much protein.

    Maybe a dumb question, but do they make a vegan substitute?

    Probably they have vegan everything these days. I haven't looked but maybe I will see. Good thought!
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    Whine away. I've trained people back to back to back. It's exhausting, even without your specific challenges with it.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    I'm exhausted. It's been a crazy busy week, and it's not going to slow down. I ate a pint of ice cream for dinner last night, because I was too tired to cook.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    Whine away. I've trained people back to back to back. It's exhausting, even without your specific challenges with it.

    At this point, I am just wondering if I will ever be able to just do my own work again.
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    Do a good job and you get another!
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    Do a good job and you get another!

    How do they know I have done a good job, if I haven't finished the job yet?
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    Do a good job and you get another!

    How do they know I have done a good job, if I haven't finished the job yet?

    They see progress.
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    I'm exhausted. It's been a crazy busy week, and it's not going to slow down. I ate a pint of ice cream for dinner last night, because I was too tired to cook.

    Is this the case you listened to all the nasty tapes on?
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    I'm exhausted. It's been a crazy busy week, and it's not going to slow down. I ate a pint of ice cream for dinner last night, because I was too tired to cook.

    Is this the case you listened to all the nasty tapes on?

    Yes, actually. That woman pleaded guilty yesterday. So freaking satisfying to hear her say, "Guilty, Your Honor." One down, one to go.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    I'm exhausted. It's been a crazy busy week, and it's not going to slow down. I ate a pint of ice cream for dinner last night, because I was too tired to cook.

    Is this the case you listened to all the nasty tapes on?

    Yes, actually. That woman pleaded guilty yesterday. So freaking satisfying to hear her say, "Guilty, Your Honor." One down, one to go.

    Sweet. At least the work was worth something. Are you still in court today?
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    I'm exhausted. It's been a crazy busy week, and it's not going to slow down. I ate a pint of ice cream for dinner last night, because I was too tired to cook.

    Is this the case you listened to all the nasty tapes on?

    Yes, actually. That woman pleaded guilty yesterday. So freaking satisfying to hear her say, "Guilty, Your Honor." One down, one to go.

    Sweet. At least the work was worth something. Are you still in court today?

    This afternoon, on the second one.
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    I'm exhausted. It's been a crazy busy week, and it's not going to slow down. I ate a pint of ice cream for dinner last night, because I was too tired to cook.

    Is this the case you listened to all the nasty tapes on?

    Yes, actually. That woman pleaded guilty yesterday. So freaking satisfying to hear her say, "Guilty, Your Honor." One down, one to go.

    Sweet. At least the work was worth something. Are you still in court today?

    This afternoon, on the second one.

    Knock it out of the park
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    I really really really don't want to work anymore this afternoon.
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    I hate training people when they think they know everything & when they get on the register by themselves they have to ask a billion questions.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    I hate training people when they think they know everything & when they get on the register by themselves they have to ask a billion questions.

    My current trainee isn't like that and is working on her own, just asking questions if she has them. For whatever reason though, this particular team has lost lost three employees since September 5 and apparently I get to train all of the replacements. They haven't hired the third one yet. It's going to get messy.
  • DeviatedNorm
    DeviatedNorm Posts: 422 Member
    In the past 2 weeks I've had pancakes for breakfast/lunch 5 times. I think I've barely squeezed them into my calories, but damn yo, I gotta stop this trend. The sugar alone makes me feel a wee bit funny afterward.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    In the past 2 weeks I've had pancakes for breakfast/lunch 5 times. I think I've barely squeezed them into my calories, but damn yo, I gotta stop this trend. The sugar alone makes me feel a wee bit funny afterward.

    Please put down the fork and step away from the pancakes. It's for your own good.
  • MoHousdon
    MoHousdon Posts: 8,723 Member
    In the past 2 weeks I've had pancakes for breakfast/lunch 5 times. I think I've barely squeezed them into my calories, but damn yo, I gotta stop this trend. The sugar alone makes me feel a wee bit funny afterward.

    IIFYM FTW.
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    In the past 2 weeks I've had pancakes for breakfast/lunch 5 times. I think I've barely squeezed them into my calories, but damn yo, I gotta stop this trend. The sugar alone makes me feel a wee bit funny afterward.

    If it fits in your calories I don't see a problem. Sure it's nice to eat a variety of foods, but don't feel like you need to deprive yourself.
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    I hate training people when they think they know everything & when they get on the register by themselves they have to ask a billion questions.

    My current trainee isn't like that and is working on her own, just asking questions if she has them. For whatever reason though, this particular team has lost lost three employees since September 5 and apparently I get to train all of the replacements. They haven't hired the third one yet. It's going to get messy.

    Huggs to you! I hope they don't saddle you with the designated trainer title.
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    In the past 2 weeks I've had pancakes for breakfast/lunch 5 times. I think I've barely squeezed them into my calories, but damn yo, I gotta stop this trend. The sugar alone makes me feel a wee bit funny afterward.

    The last statement is worrisome.
    Do you have diabetes?

  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    I hate training people when they think they know everything & when they get on the register by themselves they have to ask a billion questions.

    My current trainee isn't like that and is working on her own, just asking questions if she has them. For whatever reason though, this particular team has lost lost three employees since September 5 and apparently I get to train all of the replacements. They haven't hired the third one yet. It's going to get messy.

    Huggs to you! I hope they don't saddle you with the designated trainer title.

    There's a designated trainer who has never been taught this particular software. The new trainee started with her last week. I will start training the new new girl on Nov 1.
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    I hate training people when they think they know everything & when they get on the register by themselves they have to ask a billion questions.

    My current trainee isn't like that and is working on her own, just asking questions if she has them. For whatever reason though, this particular team has lost lost three employees since September 5 and apparently I get to train all of the replacements. They haven't hired the third one yet. It's going to get messy.

    Huggs to you! I hope they don't saddle you with the designated trainer title.

    There's a designated trainer who has never been taught this particular software. The new trainee started with her last week. I will start training the new new girl on Nov 1.

    Here's a thought, train the designated trainer.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    raymax4 wrote: »
    So I am not finished with my current trainee's 11 week training period yet and they are giving me another new trainee. This is NOT fair.

    I realize that fair is where you go to ride the rides. I just needed to whine about it for a moment.

    I hate training people when they think they know everything & when they get on the register by themselves they have to ask a billion questions.

    My current trainee isn't like that and is working on her own, just asking questions if she has them. For whatever reason though, this particular team has lost lost three employees since September 5 and apparently I get to train all of the replacements. They haven't hired the third one yet. It's going to get messy.

    Huggs to you! I hope they don't saddle you with the designated trainer title.

    There's a designated trainer who has never been taught this particular software. The new trainee started with her last week. I will start training the new new girl on Nov 1.

    Here's a thought, train the designated trainer.

    Here's another thought: stop using the outdated software, when you spent GOBS of cash on updated software that will do the same job and leave each patient with only one medical record that includes occupational medicine.
  • kellyjellybellyjelly
    kellyjellybellyjelly Posts: 9,480 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    JessicaMcB wrote: »
    I confess that I'm failing at maintaining (dropped down to 124 today) and not knowing wtf to do about it is making me feel totally incompetent. I am a smart person and yet I am stupid enough to both gain so much weight I was killing myself and then not be able to stop losing. Efffff :'(

    They say starting maintainace is just as hard as loosing. You will level out

    It definitely is :'(.
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    JessicaMcB wrote: »
    I confess that I'm failing at maintaining (dropped down to 124 today) and not knowing wtf to do about it is making me feel totally incompetent. I am a smart person and yet I am stupid enough to both gain so much weight I was killing myself and then not be able to stop losing. Efffff :'(

    They say starting maintainace is just as hard as loosing. You will level out

    It definitely is :'(.

    Totally.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    When your co-workers are making you crazy talking and your boss is right there with them....
    Sigh.
    I will not resort to chocolate today.
    I will not resort to chocolate today.
    I will not resort to chocolate today.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    And now my Adobe Acrobat isn't working.

    I refuse to stress eat today no matter what happens at this desk!!
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    edited October 2016
    And now my Adobe Acrobat isn't working.

    I refuse to stress eat today no matter what happens at this desk!!

    I'm so sorry you have to deal with co-irkers today's day on top of that dealing with software issues. Huggs