Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))
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SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
Because I’m an idiot and I love sufferingSoulOfRusalka wrote: »Scared I might have waited too long and actually *kitten* up my visa application.
I love my college, so everything will be okay if I go back there instead of spending the semester in France, but I’m disappointed in myself that I keep *kitten* up my life on purpose anytime it gets too good.
I’m thinking of making a bulimic bucket list to purge in all most wildly inappropriate places I can before I leave. Today featuring the largest and most amazing art museum in the world. Hmm, what’s the oldest thing I can destroy with my stomach acid? Probably the sphinxes.
(I jest. I am not going to purge behind the sphinxes.)
Cringes. I have never had bulimia but the times I have thrown up where wretched and I can’t imagine doing it on purpose.
You were doing so well, why get back on the merry-go-round?
I disagree. You are not an idiot, I doubt you could get there if you tried.
We all have ineffective ways of coping, thats why we are here.
Is there a better habit that can help you with coping instead of purging? One that you can go to if you find the urge to purge?0 -
SoulOfRusalka wrote: »
Because I’m an idiot and I love sufferingSoulOfRusalka wrote: »Scared I might have waited too long and actually *kitten* up my visa application.
I love my college, so everything will be okay if I go back there instead of spending the semester in France, but I’m disappointed in myself that I keep *kitten* up my life on purpose anytime it gets too good.
I’m thinking of making a bulimic bucket list to purge in all most wildly inappropriate places I can before I leave. Today featuring the largest and most amazing art museum in the world. Hmm, what’s the oldest thing I can destroy with my stomach acid? Probably the sphinxes.
(I jest. I am not going to purge behind the sphinxes.)
Cringes. I have never had bulimia but the times I have thrown up where wretched and I can’t imagine doing it on purpose.
You were doing so well, why get back on the merry-go-round?
I disagree. You are not an idiot, I doubt you could get there if you tried.
We all have ineffective ways of coping, thats why we are here.
Is there a better habit that can help you with coping instead of purging? One that you can go to if you find the urge to purge?
I agree with this. You are not an idiot.1 -
Decided to give up trying for the visa. ED is out of control, I might as well be on my own campus where I can check in with the health center that I’m not dying and have more control over my life.2
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MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »My physical problem with Christmas coming earlier and earlier is that I am allergic to evergreens and poinsettias. (I have logical problems with seeing Christmas decorations before Halloween too. I can only concentrate on one holiday at a time.) So now that I have caught the cold my kids brought home from school, I cannot get rid of it because Christmas is everywhere. I am a whiny baby today and already over the decorations.
But do you like my office door, Mel?!?
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SoulOfRusalka wrote: »Decided to give up trying for the visa. ED is out of control, I might as well be on my own campus where I can check in with the health center that I’m not dying and have more control over my life.
This is not a bad idea.0 -
quiksylver296 wrote: »MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »My physical problem with Christmas coming earlier and earlier is that I am allergic to evergreens and poinsettias. (I have logical problems with seeing Christmas decorations before Halloween too. I can only concentrate on one holiday at a time.) So now that I have caught the cold my kids brought home from school, I cannot get rid of it because Christmas is everywhere. I am a whiny baby today and already over the decorations.
But do you like my office door, Mel?!?
Suits my mood and possibly your profession. Are those raccoons or cats in masks? They made me think of the Ives whichever.0 -
I think it's grumpy cat Mel. Very suitable for a Scrooge!0
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quiksylver296 wrote: »MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »My physical problem with Christmas coming earlier and earlier is that I am allergic to evergreens and poinsettias. (I have logical problems with seeing Christmas decorations before Halloween too. I can only concentrate on one holiday at a time.) So now that I have caught the cold my kids brought home from school, I cannot get rid of it because Christmas is everywhere. I am a whiny baby today and already over the decorations.
But do you like my office door, Mel?!?
I think we could be related.
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SoulOfRusalka wrote: »Decided to give up trying for the visa. ED is out of control, I might as well be on my own campus where I can check in with the health center that I’m not dying and have more control over my life.
Sorry you are not going for it, but I think I agree with Mel that it's not a bad idea. You don't want to uproot and go through everything all over again. Are you going home for Christmas?0 -
I cannot type today. Sunday, yesterday and today I've woken up feeling tired after a full night sleep and it's annoying me. I even had a 2 hour nap on Sunday and it still didn't help. I hate feeling groggy and my brain is all foggy.0
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Poll question: our department Christmas lunch is the 7th. Our hospital dietary people are catering it. Last year they provided GF options, but I got sick from cross contamination. Should I go and not eat, go and take my chances, or skip the whole thing?0
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MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »Poll question: our department Christmas lunch is the 7th. Our hospital dietary people are catering it. Last year they provided GF options, but I got sick from cross contamination. Should I go and not eat, go and take my chances, or skip the whole thing?
A or C. I'd C, personally.0 -
quiksylver296 wrote: »MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »Poll question: our department Christmas lunch is the 7th. Our hospital dietary people are catering it. Last year they provided GF options, but I got sick from cross contamination. Should I go and not eat, go and take my chances, or skip the whole thing?
A or C. I'd C, personally.
I would love to just stay at my desk and skip it; however, my bosses are awfully touchy with this ever-loving merger. I don't know whether they would be more offended if I went and didn't eat or if I skip it. Rationally, they shouldn't care if I socialize at all, but they aren't rational. Not a bit.0 -
MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »quiksylver296 wrote: »MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »Poll question: our department Christmas lunch is the 7th. Our hospital dietary people are catering it. Last year they provided GF options, but I got sick from cross contamination. Should I go and not eat, go and take my chances, or skip the whole thing?
A or C. I'd C, personally.
I would love to just stay at my desk and skip it; however, my bosses are awfully touchy with this ever-loving merger. I don't know whether they would be more offended if I went and didn't eat or if I skip it. Rationally, they shouldn't care if I socialize at all, but they aren't rational. Not a bit.
Hmmmm.... as hospital dietary people go, you'd think they would nail something like that wouldn't you? Could you show face and then leave when people start eating?0 -
Good ideaSoulOfRusalka wrote: »Decided to give up trying for the visa. ED is out of control, I might as well be on my own campus where I can check in with the health center that I’m not dying and have more control over my life.
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MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »quiksylver296 wrote: »MelissaPhippsFeagins wrote: »Poll question: our department Christmas lunch is the 7th. Our hospital dietary people are catering it. Last year they provided GF options, but I got sick from cross contamination. Should I go and not eat, go and take my chances, or skip the whole thing?
A or C. I'd C, personally.
I would love to just stay at my desk and skip it; however, my bosses are awfully touchy with this ever-loving merger. I don't know whether they would be more offended if I went and didn't eat or if I skip it. Rationally, they shouldn't care if I socialize at all, but they aren't rational. Not a bit.
Hmmmm.... as hospital dietary people go, you'd think they would nail something like that wouldn't you? Could you show face and then leave when people start eating?
I think they nail it for patients, but it's hard not to cross contaminate at a catered event. It's not always the dietary people who put a contaminated spoon in a GF dish.
And, no, if I go, I have to stay. I am considering taking my own lunch.
But someone in my group has a small poinsettia on her desk and I had to ask my manager to ask her to take it home. I think she has taken to her car already because I am breathing better in the last 5 minutes than I have all day. I know there poinsettias all over downstairs and I am afraid our party room will be full of them. I suppose if I have an asthma attack, they have to let me leave.
I'm a Bah Humbug when it comes to socializing at Christmas. I can't seem to do it and stay well.0 -
I hate Beyonce. It's not even mild disgust. Like, I really just can't stand her.3
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Same.Spartan_Gingi wrote: »I hate Beyonce. It's not even mild disgust. Like, I really just can't stand her.
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