Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

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  • ythannah
    ythannah Posts: 4,372 Member
    JPW1990 wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    pofoster21 wrote: »
    I used to break spaghetti into 3 when my kids were little. I still break it in half. I rarely order it in a restaurant because I don't like the looong strands.

    I also never order ribs. I hate getting my hands dirty, even if it's because of delicious ribs.

    I stopped eating meat 25 years ago because seeing raw meat grossed me out. I stopped eating anything you had to rip off a bone 35 years ago. Completely turns my stomach.

    That's very similar to my explanation of how I eat: if it reminds me of what it was when it was alive, I don't eat it. Sometimes it's appearance, and other times (like pork) it's texture that puts me off.

    I can force myself to cook it but I won't be able to eat the end result, having handled it.

    But I can eat ground beef from time to time (bears no resemblance to dead cow, in my mind) or small pieces of meat like ham in pea soup or chicken bits in fried rice with no problem... just don't plop a steak on my plate.

    I'll volunteer as tribute to eat your steak. Oh, and pork.

    I accept, thank you! :)

    You get my steak, roast, porkchops, bacon, ribs and chicken parts -- never been able to eat wings.

    (Needless to say, anything with a bone in it immediately fails the "it used to be alive" test.)

    And apparently my egg consumption isn't as high as I thought...

    I know I've got you beat, but then, that's keto problems ;)

    For the first time in my life I care about muscle mass and, sadly, I can confirm that protein intake has a huge impact on the success of lifting. "Sadly" because I've happily eaten high carb/low protein until about a year ago.

    I have binge eaten so badly that I got sick and threw up, on multiple occassions.

    Thankfully I am on the path to seeing a therapist to deal with my emotional eating!

    I'm so glad you're getting help! :)
    81Katz wrote: »
    Norahoefer wrote: »
    When i get on the elipitcal in my basement I have to cover up every clock in the room including the one on the machine and then I spend the entire time trying to figure out how long each song I hear is or how many minutes between commercial breaks on the food network show I'm watching and how many minutes I have left. I hate it.

    I close my eyes. It seems like it drags on and on when I stare at the time on the elliptical. I also listen to music and tell myself 1 more song, ok 2 more songs, now 3 songs, etc etc.
    Eh, it works for me. :blush:

    I do 20 minutes of cardio every morning before I lift, and I get through that by telling myself at least I'm not doing squats (my least favourite lift).

    When I'm into the lifting part of my workout, I just keep reminding myself that at the end of it I get my reward, my delicious Dyna Whey iced cappuccino protein shake (you're reading this, aren't you @JPW1990 ? ;) )
  • Sch614
    Sch614 Posts: 73 Member
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    I just now finished my protein shake. It was warm and gross and tasted nothing like chocolate cake @quiksylver296

    Unless I have a huge dinner, I'm going to have a hard time hitting my calorie goal today. I'm just not feeling like eating. I just want to lie down under a blanket and not be working. I will force myself to walk the treadmill at lunch so at least I can get some kind of physical movement today.

    side note, does anyone have any experience with Anthropologie? I found the CUTEST swimsuit on there yesterday but I didn't want to fork over the money if it's not good quality or has a crap return policy, etc.

    bexu1ow7ilgn.jpg

    What do you think? Now, I won't look anywhere close to what she looks like, but I think it's sexy pinuppy but still super modest and conservative.

    I don't have an experience with Anthropologie, but that swimsuit is very nice!

    Love the suit! Worth a try!
  • Just_Ceci
    Just_Ceci Posts: 5,926 Member
    81Katz wrote: »
    I am addicted to my at home iced coffee I have been making. I think coffee/caffeine rehab might be in my future ...

    Do you mind sharing your recipe?
  • LBuehrle8
    LBuehrle8 Posts: 4,044 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    I just now finished my protein shake. It was warm and gross and tasted nothing like chocolate cake @quiksylver296

    Unless I have a huge dinner, I'm going to have a hard time hitting my calorie goal today. I'm just not feeling like eating. I just want to lie down under a blanket and not be working. I will force myself to walk the treadmill at lunch so at least I can get some kind of physical movement today.

    side note, does anyone have any experience with Anthropologie? I found the CUTEST swimsuit on there yesterday but I didn't want to fork over the money if it's not good quality or has a crap return policy, etc.

    bexu1ow7ilgn.jpg

    What do you think? Now, I won't look anywhere close to what she looks like, but I think it's sexy pinuppy but still super modest and conservative.

    I've bought a few tops from there and they're really nice and have lasted but I've never bought a bathing suit so I can't speak of the quality of them! Sorry!
  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,744 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    BZAH10 wrote: »
    Yes, I agree with @kellienw335. It is really cute, but you generally don't want the bottoms to fall at the largest part of the thigh. Of course, that may not be true in your case. How do you think it will fit?

    Sorry, but I have no knowledge of their quality or durability, though.

    I tried on a pair of swim shorts that hit in about the same place and they were super flattering and they made my butt look incredible. I should have bought them. I'm not sure how it will fit and I'm nervous about spending $148 on something I can't try on first. But I'm 100% in love with this swimsuit and it got all 5 star reviews on the site.

    Well, then, as long as you can return it for a full refund if it doesn't fit for some reason, I'd go for it!
  • LegendOfBlake
    LegendOfBlake Posts: 36 Member
    Confession: I ate a 1400 calorie sub yesterday, loaded with bacon. It was delicious, and it wasn't on my cheat day. Also, I'm still treating subway as "healthy"
  • ythannah
    ythannah Posts: 4,372 Member
    edited May 2015
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    I just now finished my protein shake. It was warm and gross and tasted nothing like chocolate cake @quiksylver296

    Unless I have a huge dinner, I'm going to have a hard time hitting my calorie goal today. I'm just not feeling like eating. I just want to lie down under a blanket and not be working. I will force myself to walk the treadmill at lunch so at least I can get some kind of physical movement today.

    side note, does anyone have any experience with Anthropologie? I found the CUTEST swimsuit on there yesterday but I didn't want to fork over the money if it's not good quality or has a crap return policy, etc.

    bexu1ow7ilgn.jpg

    What do you think? Now, I won't look anywhere close to what she looks like, but I think it's sexy pinuppy but still super modest and conservative.

    ModCloth has ones like that, I think, and they're far less expensive, I think! I can't check right now, but I strongly believe they have ones that are very similar! (I only state this because I've had very, very good experiences with ModCloth and their shipping/quality/return policy!)

    I checked. Because I'm running on about 5 hours sleep right now and I'm too braindead to do my job competently.

    They had lots with similar top but a regular leg cut... as far as I can tell on my crap monitor, which distorts images horizontally. Not many with the longer boy-short style leg though.

    http://www.modcloth.com/shop/onepiece-swimwear/be-that-as-it-bouquet-one-piece-swimsuit-in-punch"

    http://modcloth.com/shop/onepiece-swimwear/kickboard-of-directors-one-piece-swimsuit

    edit: attempted to fix 1st link, unsuccessfully
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  • LBuehrle8
    LBuehrle8 Posts: 4,044 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    I just now finished my protein shake. It was warm and gross and tasted nothing like chocolate cake @quiksylver296

    Unless I have a huge dinner, I'm going to have a hard time hitting my calorie goal today. I'm just not feeling like eating. I just want to lie down under a blanket and not be working. I will force myself to walk the treadmill at lunch so at least I can get some kind of physical movement today.

    side note, does anyone have any experience with Anthropologie? I found the CUTEST swimsuit on there yesterday but I didn't want to fork over the money if it's not good quality or has a crap return policy, etc.

    bexu1ow7ilgn.jpg

    What do you think? Now, I won't look anywhere close to what she looks like, but I think it's sexy pinuppy but still super modest and conservative.

    I confess, that's a hot picture. I may have to save it to my hard drive so I can double click my mouse later, if you know what I mean. Or would I be clearing out my cookies?

    Well I get what you mean but since you're a dude ( I think) you would not be doing this.
  • ChipChocolatePancake
    ChipChocolatePancake Posts: 77 Member
    Confession: After a couple years of staying out of the dating game because of weight insecurity, I joined an online dating site. I put up very recent pics of me at my current weight (the lowest I've been in a long time).

    Within a day I was flooded with messages, and I freaked out because I've never gotten that much attention from the opposite sex in my life. So I frantically checked my photos, and decided that the pics of me were TOO good, and I needed to change the pictures, because I was being dishonest and people would be unpleasantly surprised when they met me in person. So I started to take photos of myself using the timer on my phone.

    It turns out, I really AM as skinny as my pictures look...I guess my brain just hasn't caught up yet, and every time I see a picture of me I think, "Ohhh I must have taken that with JUST the right lighting and at JUST the right angle, because I don't look like that at all."

    But I do. I absolutely look like that.

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  • nonoelmo
    nonoelmo Posts: 3,941 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    I just now finished my protein shake. It was warm and gross and tasted nothing like chocolate cake @quiksylver296

    Unless I have a huge dinner, I'm going to have a hard time hitting my calorie goal today. I'm just not feeling like eating. I just want to lie down under a blanket and not be working. I will force myself to walk the treadmill at lunch so at least I can get some kind of physical movement today.

    side note, does anyone have any experience with Anthropologie? I found the CUTEST swimsuit on there yesterday but I didn't want to fork over the money if it's not good quality or has a crap return policy, etc.

    bexu1ow7ilgn.jpg

    What do you think? Now, I won't look anywhere close to what she looks like, but I think it's sexy pinuppy but still super modest and conservative.

    Cute!
  • caminoslo
    caminoslo Posts: 239 Member
    a few days ago, marshmellows, cookies,juice, a drum stick, crackers, bread, ok all carbs and sugar scary i thought maybe id turn diabectic that day
  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,744 Member
    Confession: After a couple years of staying out of the dating game because of weight insecurity, I joined an online dating site. I put up very recent pics of me at my current weight (the lowest I've been in a long time).

    Within a day I was flooded with messages, and I freaked out because I've never gotten that much attention from the opposite sex in my life. So I frantically checked my photos, and decided that the pics of me were TOO good, and I needed to change the pictures, because I was being dishonest and people would be unpleasantly surprised when they met me in person. So I started to take photos of myself using the timer on my phone.

    It turns out, I really AM as skinny as my pictures look...I guess my brain just hasn't caught up yet, and every time I see a picture of me I think, "Ohhh I must have taken that with JUST the right lighting and at JUST the right angle, because I don't look like that at all."

    But I do. I absolutely look like that.

    Congrats! That is great! I mean on your realization about how you look. Be picky and take your time with the dating thing. No need to rush.
  • CooCooPuff
    CooCooPuff Posts: 4,374 Member
    edited May 2015
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    I just now finished my protein shake. It was warm and gross and tasted nothing like chocolate cake @quiksylver296

    Unless I have a huge dinner, I'm going to have a hard time hitting my calorie goal today. I'm just not feeling like eating. I just want to lie down under a blanket and not be working. I will force myself to walk the treadmill at lunch so at least I can get some kind of physical movement today.

    side note, does anyone have any experience with Anthropologie? I found the CUTEST swimsuit on there yesterday but I didn't want to fork over the money if it's not good quality or has a crap return policy, etc.

    bexu1ow7ilgn.jpg

    What do you think? Now, I won't look anywhere close to what she looks like, but I think it's sexy pinuppy but still super modest and conservative.
    Nice find!

    I confess that I've never bought anything from Anthropologie because it's out of my price range.

  • Francl27
    Francl27 Posts: 26,371 Member
    Confession: After a couple years of staying out of the dating game because of weight insecurity, I joined an online dating site. I put up very recent pics of me at my current weight (the lowest I've been in a long time).

    Within a day I was flooded with messages, and I freaked out because I've never gotten that much attention from the opposite sex in my life. So I frantically checked my photos, and decided that the pics of me were TOO good, and I needed to change the pictures, because I was being dishonest and people would be unpleasantly surprised when they met me in person. So I started to take photos of myself using the timer on my phone.

    It turns out, I really AM as skinny as my pictures look...I guess my brain just hasn't caught up yet, and every time I see a picture of me I think, "Ohhh I must have taken that with JUST the right lighting and at JUST the right angle, because I don't look like that at all."

    But I do. I absolutely look like that.

    Really cool! Hope you find the one!

    I had dinner at 2pm. It's one of those days. But at least I'm full now (but for how long... I don't know. Not a huge deal if I eat to maintenance anyway). Also debating having a 5th 10oz cup of coffee but I think that would be a bad idea. Just hoping my kids actually fall asleep early tonight so I can sleep too...

    I like the swimsuit, by the way! But would never spend so much on one. I'm too cheap... But I hate shaving down there so I like that it goes down further. Typically I wear swim skirts.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    edited May 2015
    I just walked by the local high school on my lunch break. Confession: so glad I'm years beyond high school. Question: did high school aged girls always look like hookers? The amazingly short shorts with crop tops/sport bras! Holy *kitten*, Batman!
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    edited May 2015
    I just walked by the local high school on my lunch break. Confession: so glad I'm years beyond high school. Question: did high school aged girls always look like hookers? The amazingly short shorts with crop tops/sport bras! Holy *kitten*-child, Batman!
  • Dnarules
    Dnarules Posts: 2,081 Member
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    Dnarules wrote: »
    Is it weird that I try to save earthworms trapped on the pavement of the green way I use? Fortunately only one person has seen me since its quiet out here.

    I do it too. I also save insects from drowning if I see them struggling in a puddle/bucket/lake/pond.

    Glad to see I'm not alone :). My husband thinks its crazy!
  • Sch614
    Sch614 Posts: 73 Member
    Dnarules wrote: »
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    Dnarules wrote: »
    Is it weird that I try to save earthworms trapped on the pavement of the green way I use? Fortunately only one person has seen me since its quiet out here.

    I do it too. I also save insects from drowning if I see them struggling in a puddle/bucket/lake/pond.

    Glad to see I'm not alone :). My husband thinks its crazy!

    Wow I would love to have you in call for "oh my god there's a huge bug " duty!
  • JPW1990
    JPW1990 Posts: 2,424 Member
    81Katz wrote: »
    Norahoefer wrote: »
    When i get on the elipitcal in my basement I have to cover up every clock in the room including the one on the machine and then I spend the entire time trying to figure out how long each song I hear is or how many minutes between commercial breaks on the food network show I'm watching and how many minutes I have left. I hate it.

    I close my eyes. It seems like it drags on and on when I stare at the time on the elliptical. I also listen to music and tell myself 1 more song, ok 2 more songs, now 3 songs, etc etc.
    Eh, it works for me. :blush:

    Zombies Run is the one thing that keeps me using the treadmill. It has a stationary setting so you still get distance announcements and pick stuff up while you "run."
  • ythannah
    ythannah Posts: 4,372 Member
    I just walked by the local high school on my lunch break. Confession: so glad I'm years beyond high school. Question: did high school aged girls always look like hookers? The amazingly short shorts with crop tops/sport bras! Holy *kitten*-child, Batman!

    This makes me glad I live in a cooler climate where this sort of attire would have the poor girls shivering and goose-bumped, at least outdoors. Only the very brave and/or foolish are in shorts right now.

    I have seen that look occasionally at the mall, however.

    And I'm old enough to remember the last time short shorts (we still refer to those as Daisy Dukes) and crop tops were in style. So I'd have to say the hooker look resurfaces every few decades.
  • JPW1990
    JPW1990 Posts: 2,424 Member
    LBuehrle8 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    I just now finished my protein shake. It was warm and gross and tasted nothing like chocolate cake @quiksylver296

    Unless I have a huge dinner, I'm going to have a hard time hitting my calorie goal today. I'm just not feeling like eating. I just want to lie down under a blanket and not be working. I will force myself to walk the treadmill at lunch so at least I can get some kind of physical movement today.

    side note, does anyone have any experience with Anthropologie? I found the CUTEST swimsuit on there yesterday but I didn't want to fork over the money if it's not good quality or has a crap return policy, etc.

    bexu1ow7ilgn.jpg

    What do you think? Now, I won't look anywhere close to what she looks like, but I think it's sexy pinuppy but still super modest and conservative.

    I confess, that's a hot picture. I may have to save it to my hard drive so I can double click my mouse later, if you know what I mean. Or would I be clearing out my cookies?

    Well I get what you mean but since you're a dude ( I think) you would not be doing this.

    I confess, I haven't found a good sexual innuendo revolving around computers for dudes. Partitioning my hard drive? Continuously pressing the 'Page Up' and 'Page Down' keys on my keyboard? Pushing an Image out? Converting my .pdf to a .doc file?

    defragging?
  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,744 Member
    I just walked by the local high school on my lunch break. Confession: so glad I'm years beyond high school. Question: did high school aged girls always look like hookers? The amazingly short shorts with crop tops/sport bras! Holy *kitten*, Batman!

    Not always, but they do now. How is that allowed? Even worse, they pretty much look like that at middle school today as well.
  • AlciaMode
    AlciaMode Posts: 421 Member
    crosbylee wrote: »
    AlciaMode wrote: »
    I'm trying to get in shape to feel better about myself around women and to make someone else jealous. How is that for shallow?

    Yeah that sounds about the same as me.
    My Husband and I ordered pizza after only the 2nd week of our diet and I nearly ate the whole thincrust pizza by myself.
    The next day there was leftovers, so to keep myself from eating it, I literally opened my back door and tossed it out into the compost.
    Not to brag.. But we're doing way better now, and only 5wks of logs I've lost 13lbs.
    And I'm back on my veggies only rabbit food diet.
    I still love veggie pizza and when I reach my goals it's going to be my first cheat food. Maybe homemade though.

    Later today I am making a cauliflower crust pizza. Look it up. It is not like a real pizza but it is guilt free.

    Tried the cauliflower pizza and the only good thing about it was the stuff I put on top. Hope you have better luck!!

    I have made it before and loved it. Like a thin crispy crust.
  • xLoveLikeWinterx
    xLoveLikeWinterx Posts: 408 Member
    81Katz wrote: »
    I am addicted to my at home iced coffee I have been making. I think coffee/caffeine rehab might be in my future ...

    How do you do it? I love coffee and love my Keurig. I'm always up for new recipes.
  • bkhamill
    bkhamill Posts: 1,289 Member
    xMrBunglex wrote: »
    BZAH10 wrote: »
    xMrBunglex wrote: »
    Wow, 100 new posts! You guys be crazy...

    Today's confession: It REALLY p*sses me off that you can't outwork a bad diet.

    The last month, I've been logging everything as usual, breakfast, lunches & snacks have been on point, but after analyzing the data, noticed my avg cals per day have been quite a bit higher. Exercise burn has been at its usual levels, avg about 550 cals a day. I usually net about 11-1200 cals per day after exercise, but this last month it's been more like 1700. And not good calories either, a lot of crap at home after work. Chips, cake, cookies. Bad habit creeping back in, getting complacent, I've figured this out for years, blah blah blah.

    End result? a 5 lb gain for May.

    The fire has been lit.

    Thanks for the compliment! :)

    I thought you could outwork a bad diet if you were male. All the males in my family do it. They workout simply so that they can continue to eat their fast food, drink pop/soda, and satisfy their steak and bacon obsession. Sorry it's not that way for you, but you will be better off in the long run!

    Some guys can. I'm not one of them, unfortunately!

    Being fit & trim, I am the freak in my family...everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, is overweight. My younger brother looks like John Candy. If I stop watching it & stop exercising I can put on 5 lbs in 10 days, no problem. It's a main focus of my life to stay fit & trim, and I've been on it for 8 years now.

    Here's my DL photo from 2007, at 240 lbs:
    chub.jpg

    And here's my new one, taken last month, at 175:
    Today.jpg

    Still way behind! That is a dramatic difference in those pictures, you should be very proud of your accomplishment! One day when I figure out how to post pics on here I will show you mine.
  • JPW1990
    JPW1990 Posts: 2,424 Member
    I just walked by the local high school on my lunch break. Confession: so glad I'm years beyond high school. Question: did high school aged girls always look like hookers? The amazingly short shorts with crop tops/sport bras! Holy *kitten*, Batman!

    We see that out shopping, but never at the high school. They are adamant about the dress code here. No torso skin, period, whether it's a girl in a crop top or a boy in a shirt with the sides cut down.
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  • JPW1990
    JPW1990 Posts: 2,424 Member
    JPW1990 wrote: »
    LBuehrle8 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    I just now finished my protein shake. It was warm and gross and tasted nothing like chocolate cake @quiksylver296

    Unless I have a huge dinner, I'm going to have a hard time hitting my calorie goal today. I'm just not feeling like eating. I just want to lie down under a blanket and not be working. I will force myself to walk the treadmill at lunch so at least I can get some kind of physical movement today.

    side note, does anyone have any experience with Anthropologie? I found the CUTEST swimsuit on there yesterday but I didn't want to fork over the money if it's not good quality or has a crap return policy, etc.

    bexu1ow7ilgn.jpg

    What do you think? Now, I won't look anywhere close to what she looks like, but I think it's sexy pinuppy but still super modest and conservative.

    I confess, that's a hot picture. I may have to save it to my hard drive so I can double click my mouse later, if you know what I mean. Or would I be clearing out my cookies?

    Well I get what you mean but since you're a dude ( I think) you would not be doing this.

    I confess, I haven't found a good sexual innuendo revolving around computers for dudes. Partitioning my hard drive? Continuously pressing the 'Page Up' and 'Page Down' keys on my keyboard? Pushing an Image out? Converting my .pdf to a .doc file?

    defragging?

    That might require 2 people, I would think. Downloading the latest Java?

    Not Java, unless you're into that sort of thing, I don't judge. Updating flash?