Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

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  • TigerNY128
    TigerNY128 Posts: 763 Member
    So. Much. PAIN. :s

    Confession: I spent the better part of this morning crying my eyes out because my back injury hurts so terribly. I haven't slept in two nights because of it, and the OTC medicine we got at the pharmacy is barely tickling it. Walking hurts, sitting hurts, laying hurts, EVERYTHING HURTS.

    Right now, between the evil migraine I'm nursing right now and the back injury, I'm in so much pain that I feel nauseated. :'(

    Oh no! Hope you feel better soon!!
  • orangesmartie
    orangesmartie Posts: 1,870 Member
    Glinda1971 wrote: »
    May I just say that mine are both saggy and deflated right now and it makes me sad. Hopefully they bounce back.


    Confession: mine going deflated and wrinkly was the reason I gained 40lbs last year after losing 90lbs initially. How vain is that?!

    If I knew how to post pics from my phone, I'd post some

  • crosbylee
    crosbylee Posts: 3,455 Member
    edited August 2015
    TigerNY128 wrote: »
    I confess I am sooooo ready for (American) football season. I have changed my profile pic and am currently wearing my Boise State polo at work. I am team mom on my son's team, my hubby is asst coach. We have season tickets to the Boise State games. ARGH!!! Kick off, already!!!!

    Me too! Clemson fan here! I can't wait!

    Another football fan here!! Can't wait to see what my JJ Watt and the Texans accomplish this season. My husband is a UT fan, me I just like college football. Most of the time it is more entertaining than the pros. Plus this is my son's last season in high school. Here I am, the mom of a senior in high school and a kindergartener. Don't ask what I was thinking......I wasn't!! :D
  • ythannah
    ythannah Posts: 4,371 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    peleroja wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    Tubbs216 wrote: »
    Not to make everyone sad, but I read this secret ages ago on Postsecret, and it really stayed with me. Although it would be hard to stay with a pet until the end, after reading this, I could never leave. :'(
    h69laalbfct1.jpg

    I've always stayed. I'm Mama, and I am with them to the end, cuddling them until the vet officially pronounces them "gone".

    I also have this weird notion that I have to pretend to be upbeat and cheerful because the dogs have always picked up on my emotions and I don't want them to feel my sadness. Although I guess I've never fooled them.


    peleroja wrote: »
    Will anyone have any sympathy for me if I say that for the first time in my life I'm having trouble keeping weight on?

    Since I've bumped up my exercise with the stairs etc and weights, I've been losing weight again, (slowly but still), although I feel like I'm eating so much more. I'm tracking and even going over what should be maintenance but it's still continuing to drop bit by bit. Eating is a chore at this point, which I never thought in a million years would even be possible.

    I'm worried that it's rendering the exercise pointless if I'm not building muscle. I don't want to be putting in all this working-out, stair-climbing and strength-training effort for nothing so I'm kind of frustrated. And quite frankly, I don't really want to be any thinner at this point. My clothes are getting too big, there's an inch of empty space in my bra cups, and my rings are super loose.

    I have never in my life felt bad for people who claim they can't gain weight (because how hard is it to just eat some more?!) but it turns out that the answer seems to be that it's a lot harder than I thought.

    Loads of sympathy here, I'm having much the same issues.

    Whereas I liked the idea of losing some BF and getting definition, I didn't want to lose flesh off my chest and face, which is where the loss is the most noticeable.

    Last summer I dropped 5 lbs (that I didn't need to lose) because of taking hardcore antibiotics... I digested nothing for two weeks. Right after that I was on vacation and my physical activity increased significantly, plus my eating got a bit erratic just because of weird scheduling, and I only managed to gain 2 lbs back. Dedicated myself to lifting and eating higher protein in January, but it has still taken me a year to return to my normal weight.

    I was hoping that building muscle would ADD some weight, not just shrink my boobs.

    DON'T SAY THAT!!! :o

    LOL, that's about the only good thing about dropping my body fat so low. Losing them makes me positively gleeful, apart from all the extra cup space.

    But you have them to lose, I, however, do not.

    Nor do I. Just for the record.

    I know, we've had this conversation before. I believe that's when I posted my booty pic. :blush:

    Which led to me posting MY booty pic :D

    Thankfully the SO is a booty and leg guy... the rear end I can work on, the boobs not so much... or not without paying someone to do the work for me.

    I have reached a new snacking low: eating leftover Cool Whip out of the tub (why dirty a dish?) with sprinkles. Yep, I can't be bothered serving it into a dish to eat properly, but I will make the effort to garnish it with sprinkles.
  • kecmw25
    kecmw25 Posts: 2,743 Member
    bkhamill wrote: »
    jthurman3 wrote: »
    bkhamill wrote: »
    OK, I took a week off (taking care of my grandson who just got a baby sister!), I have scanned many, many pages to get caught up again, did not thoroughly read, but wanted to thank everyone (I think you probably all chimed in) for the congrats on the new baby, she is amazing! I had some quality time with my Noah too. He has become such a funny little man, and is oh so sweet.
    Funny story: He was flexing his muscles and showing me how strong he is, and asked me to do mine, and when I did, he said "Nana, you have bat wings!" and cracked up laughing... he is so silly. I am sure he heard me say that before about my loose skin on my arms.

    Welcome back! I'm so glad you got some time to enjoy your grandson and his baby sister!! I hope the little one is settling in well and that her mama is getting at least SOME sleep. :smiley:

    Plus 1

    Everyone is doing great, it was an easy delivery, therefore an easy recovery and baby is thriving. Mom is learning to sleep when baby sleeps and yesterday was her first day alone with baby and nearly 4 year old and they did wonderfully. He was a big helper and when Lily cried he sang to her, like I said he is sooo sweet!

    Awww! Adorable <3
  • kecmw25
    kecmw25 Posts: 2,743 Member
    crosbylee wrote: »
    TigerNY128 wrote: »
    I confess I am sooooo ready for (American) football season. I have changed my profile pic and am currently wearing my Boise State polo at work. I am team mom on my son's team, my hubby is asst coach. We have season tickets to the Boise State games. ARGH!!! Kick off, already!!!!

    Me too! Clemson fan here! I can't wait!

    Another football fan here!! Can't wait to see what my JJ Watt and the Texans accomplish this season. My husband is a UT fan, me I just like college football. Most of the time it is more entertaining than the pros. Plus this is my son's last season in high school. Here I am, the mom of a senior in high school and a kindergartener. Don't ask what I was thinking......I wasn't!! :D

    I'm from WI so I love JJ Watt too!!
  • jthurman3
    jthurman3 Posts: 2,121 Member
    edited August 2015
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    peleroja wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    Tubbs216 wrote: »
    Not to make everyone sad, but I read this secret ages ago on Postsecret, and it really stayed with me. Although it would be hard to stay with a pet until the end, after reading this, I could never leave. :'(
    h69laalbfct1.jpg

    I've always stayed. I'm Mama, and I am with them to the end, cuddling them until the vet officially pronounces them "gone".

    I also have this weird notion that I have to pretend to be upbeat and cheerful because the dogs have always picked up on my emotions and I don't want them to feel my sadness. Although I guess I've never fooled them.


    peleroja wrote: »
    Will anyone have any sympathy for me if I say that for the first time in my life I'm having trouble keeping weight on?

    Since I've bumped up my exercise with the stairs etc and weights, I've been losing weight again, (slowly but still), although I feel like I'm eating so much more. I'm tracking and even going over what should be maintenance but it's still continuing to drop bit by bit. Eating is a chore at this point, which I never thought in a million years would even be possible.

    I'm worried that it's rendering the exercise pointless if I'm not building muscle. I don't want to be putting in all this working-out, stair-climbing and strength-training effort for nothing so I'm kind of frustrated. And quite frankly, I don't really want to be any thinner at this point. My clothes are getting too big, there's an inch of empty space in my bra cups, and my rings are super loose.

    I have never in my life felt bad for people who claim they can't gain weight (because how hard is it to just eat some more?!) but it turns out that the answer seems to be that it's a lot harder than I thought.

    Loads of sympathy here, I'm having much the same issues.

    Whereas I liked the idea of losing some BF and getting definition, I didn't want to lose flesh off my chest and face, which is where the loss is the most noticeable.

    Last summer I dropped 5 lbs (that I didn't need to lose) because of taking hardcore antibiotics... I digested nothing for two weeks. Right after that I was on vacation and my physical activity increased significantly, plus my eating got a bit erratic just because of weird scheduling, and I only managed to gain 2 lbs back. Dedicated myself to lifting and eating higher protein in January, but it has still taken me a year to return to my normal weight.

    I was hoping that building muscle would ADD some weight, not just shrink my boobs.

    DON'T SAY THAT!!! :o

    LOL, that's about the only good thing about dropping my body fat so low. Losing them makes me positively gleeful, apart from all the extra cup space.

    But you have them to lose, I, however, do not.

    Nor do I. Just for the record.

    I know, we've had this conversation before. I believe that's when I posted my booty pic. :blush:

    Which led to me posting MY booty pic :D

    Thankfully the SO is a booty and leg guy... the rear end I can work on, the boobs not so much... or not without paying someone to do the work for me.

    I have reached a new snacking low: eating leftover Cool Whip out of the tub (why dirty a dish?) with sprinkles. Yep, I can't be bothered serving it into a dish to eat properly, but I will make the effort to garnish it with sprinkles.

    Hahahahaha - I only laugh because I'm pretty sure I've done that with chocolate sprinkles.
  • peleroja
    peleroja Posts: 3,979 Member
    edited August 2015
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    peleroja wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    Tubbs216 wrote: »
    Not to make everyone sad, but I read this secret ages ago on Postsecret, and it really stayed with me. Although it would be hard to stay with a pet until the end, after reading this, I could never leave. :'(
    h69laalbfct1.jpg

    I've always stayed. I'm Mama, and I am with them to the end, cuddling them until the vet officially pronounces them "gone".

    I also have this weird notion that I have to pretend to be upbeat and cheerful because the dogs have always picked up on my emotions and I don't want them to feel my sadness. Although I guess I've never fooled them.


    peleroja wrote: »
    Will anyone have any sympathy for me if I say that for the first time in my life I'm having trouble keeping weight on?

    Since I've bumped up my exercise with the stairs etc and weights, I've been losing weight again, (slowly but still), although I feel like I'm eating so much more. I'm tracking and even going over what should be maintenance but it's still continuing to drop bit by bit. Eating is a chore at this point, which I never thought in a million years would even be possible.

    I'm worried that it's rendering the exercise pointless if I'm not building muscle. I don't want to be putting in all this working-out, stair-climbing and strength-training effort for nothing so I'm kind of frustrated. And quite frankly, I don't really want to be any thinner at this point. My clothes are getting too big, there's an inch of empty space in my bra cups, and my rings are super loose.

    I have never in my life felt bad for people who claim they can't gain weight (because how hard is it to just eat some more?!) but it turns out that the answer seems to be that it's a lot harder than I thought.

    Loads of sympathy here, I'm having much the same issues.

    Whereas I liked the idea of losing some BF and getting definition, I didn't want to lose flesh off my chest and face, which is where the loss is the most noticeable.

    Last summer I dropped 5 lbs (that I didn't need to lose) because of taking hardcore antibiotics... I digested nothing for two weeks. Right after that I was on vacation and my physical activity increased significantly, plus my eating got a bit erratic just because of weird scheduling, and I only managed to gain 2 lbs back. Dedicated myself to lifting and eating higher protein in January, but it has still taken me a year to return to my normal weight.

    I was hoping that building muscle would ADD some weight, not just shrink my boobs.

    DON'T SAY THAT!!! :o

    LOL, that's about the only good thing about dropping my body fat so low. Losing them makes me positively gleeful, apart from all the extra cup space.

    But you have them to lose, I, however, do not.

    Nor do I. Just for the record.

    I know, we've had this conversation before. I believe that's when I posted my booty pic. :blush:

    Which led to me posting MY booty pic :D

    Thankfully the SO is a booty and leg guy... the rear end I can work on, the boobs not so much... or not without paying someone to do the work for me.

    I have reached a new snacking low: eating leftover Cool Whip out of the tub (why dirty a dish?) with sprinkles. Yep, I can't be bothered serving it into a dish to eat properly, but I will make the effort to garnish it with sprinkles.

    Don't you wish it was as easy to strength train and change the look of your chest as it is to do it to your behind though? I know there are pectoral exercises and stuff but it is NOT the same.

    Not that I've had any luck with the booty anyway, haha. I'm hoping all this stair running is going to create some sort of curve though, instead of the straight-down-from-my-back look.

    ETA: Sometimes I eat plain sprinkles. It's not like they even taste good but they're SO PRETTY.
  • kelly_c_77
    kelly_c_77 Posts: 5,658 Member
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    peleroja wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    Tubbs216 wrote: »
    Not to make everyone sad, but I read this secret ages ago on Postsecret, and it really stayed with me. Although it would be hard to stay with a pet until the end, after reading this, I could never leave. :'(
    h69laalbfct1.jpg

    I've always stayed. I'm Mama, and I am with them to the end, cuddling them until the vet officially pronounces them "gone".

    I also have this weird notion that I have to pretend to be upbeat and cheerful because the dogs have always picked up on my emotions and I don't want them to feel my sadness. Although I guess I've never fooled them.


    peleroja wrote: »
    Will anyone have any sympathy for me if I say that for the first time in my life I'm having trouble keeping weight on?

    Since I've bumped up my exercise with the stairs etc and weights, I've been losing weight again, (slowly but still), although I feel like I'm eating so much more. I'm tracking and even going over what should be maintenance but it's still continuing to drop bit by bit. Eating is a chore at this point, which I never thought in a million years would even be possible.

    I'm worried that it's rendering the exercise pointless if I'm not building muscle. I don't want to be putting in all this working-out, stair-climbing and strength-training effort for nothing so I'm kind of frustrated. And quite frankly, I don't really want to be any thinner at this point. My clothes are getting too big, there's an inch of empty space in my bra cups, and my rings are super loose.

    I have never in my life felt bad for people who claim they can't gain weight (because how hard is it to just eat some more?!) but it turns out that the answer seems to be that it's a lot harder than I thought.

    Loads of sympathy here, I'm having much the same issues.

    Whereas I liked the idea of losing some BF and getting definition, I didn't want to lose flesh off my chest and face, which is where the loss is the most noticeable.

    Last summer I dropped 5 lbs (that I didn't need to lose) because of taking hardcore antibiotics... I digested nothing for two weeks. Right after that I was on vacation and my physical activity increased significantly, plus my eating got a bit erratic just because of weird scheduling, and I only managed to gain 2 lbs back. Dedicated myself to lifting and eating higher protein in January, but it has still taken me a year to return to my normal weight.

    I was hoping that building muscle would ADD some weight, not just shrink my boobs.

    DON'T SAY THAT!!! :o

    LOL, that's about the only good thing about dropping my body fat so low. Losing them makes me positively gleeful, apart from all the extra cup space.

    But you have them to lose, I, however, do not.

    Nor do I. Just for the record.

    I know, we've had this conversation before. I believe that's when I posted my booty pic. :blush:

    I have reached a new snacking low: eating leftover Cool Whip out of the tub (why dirty a dish?) with sprinkles. Yep, I can't be bothered serving it into a dish to eat properly, but I will make the effort to garnish it with sprinkles.

    I've done this...but mixed a bit of peanut butter in there too. Nom nom nom.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    kecmw25 wrote: »
    Glinda1971 wrote: »
    I also would like to say that I like logging my food when I get it from some random restaurant. I had a Chicken Caesar Salad and Breadsticks today for lunch and now it looks like I ate at both Panera and Olive Garden - neither one of which exist in my city.

    I do the same thing! In fact, @MoHousdon expressed jealousy at my chicken bacon ranch wrap from Pizza Ranch one day when it was really from a local restaurant. I felt bad telling her the truth.

    Mmmmm, chicken bacon ranch!!! I need a drooling emoji. :p Guess the panting one will have to do.

    Side bar, I am planning on trying pretty much EVERYTHING on the Pizza Ranch buffet. I may be dead come Sunday afternoon, but at least I'll be full. :smiley:

    If you die, I have to send someone else your zucchini bread.
  • riderfangal
    riderfangal Posts: 1,965 Member
    peleroja wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    peleroja wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    Tubbs216 wrote: »
    Not to make everyone sad, but I read this secret ages ago on Postsecret, and it really stayed with me. Although it would be hard to stay with a pet until the end, after reading this, I could never leave. :'(
    h69laalbfct1.jpg

    I've always stayed. I'm Mama, and I am with them to the end, cuddling them until the vet officially pronounces them "gone".

    I also have this weird notion that I have to pretend to be upbeat and cheerful because the dogs have always picked up on my emotions and I don't want them to feel my sadness. Although I guess I've never fooled them.


    peleroja wrote: »
    Will anyone have any sympathy for me if I say that for the first time in my life I'm having trouble keeping weight on?

    Since I've bumped up my exercise with the stairs etc and weights, I've been losing weight again, (slowly but still), although I feel like I'm eating so much more. I'm tracking and even going over what should be maintenance but it's still continuing to drop bit by bit. Eating is a chore at this point, which I never thought in a million years would even be possible.

    I'm worried that it's rendering the exercise pointless if I'm not building muscle. I don't want to be putting in all this working-out, stair-climbing and strength-training effort for nothing so I'm kind of frustrated. And quite frankly, I don't really want to be any thinner at this point. My clothes are getting too big, there's an inch of empty space in my bra cups, and my rings are super loose.

    I have never in my life felt bad for people who claim they can't gain weight (because how hard is it to just eat some more?!) but it turns out that the answer seems to be that it's a lot harder than I thought.

    Loads of sympathy here, I'm having much the same issues.

    Whereas I liked the idea of losing some BF and getting definition, I didn't want to lose flesh off my chest and face, which is where the loss is the most noticeable.

    Last summer I dropped 5 lbs (that I didn't need to lose) because of taking hardcore antibiotics... I digested nothing for two weeks. Right after that I was on vacation and my physical activity increased significantly, plus my eating got a bit erratic just because of weird scheduling, and I only managed to gain 2 lbs back. Dedicated myself to lifting and eating higher protein in January, but it has still taken me a year to return to my normal weight.

    I was hoping that building muscle would ADD some weight, not just shrink my boobs.

    DON'T SAY THAT!!! :o

    LOL, that's about the only good thing about dropping my body fat so low. Losing them makes me positively gleeful, apart from all the extra cup space.

    But you have them to lose, I, however, do not.

    Nor do I. Just for the record.

    I know, we've had this conversation before. I believe that's when I posted my booty pic. :blush:

    Which led to me posting MY booty pic :D

    Thankfully the SO is a booty and leg guy... the rear end I can work on, the boobs not so much... or not without paying someone to do the work for me.

    I have reached a new snacking low: eating leftover Cool Whip out of the tub (why dirty a dish?) with sprinkles. Yep, I can't be bothered serving it into a dish to eat properly, but I will make the effort to garnish it with sprinkles.

    Don't you wish it was as easy to strength train and change the look of your chest as it is to do it to your behind though? I know there are pectoral exercises and stuff but it is NOT the same.

    Not that I've had any luck with the booty anyway, haha. I'm hoping all this stair running is going to create some sort of curve though, instead of the straight-down-from-my-back look.

    ETA: Sometimes I eat plain sprinkles. It's not like they even taste good but they're SO PRETTY.

    Like these @peleroja

    xp1khz23m1cn.jpg


  • ythannah
    ythannah Posts: 4,371 Member
    jthurman3 wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    peleroja wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    Tubbs216 wrote: »
    Not to make everyone sad, but I read this secret ages ago on Postsecret, and it really stayed with me. Although it would be hard to stay with a pet until the end, after reading this, I could never leave. :'(
    h69laalbfct1.jpg

    I've always stayed. I'm Mama, and I am with them to the end, cuddling them until the vet officially pronounces them "gone".

    I also have this weird notion that I have to pretend to be upbeat and cheerful because the dogs have always picked up on my emotions and I don't want them to feel my sadness. Although I guess I've never fooled them.


    peleroja wrote: »
    Will anyone have any sympathy for me if I say that for the first time in my life I'm having trouble keeping weight on?

    Since I've bumped up my exercise with the stairs etc and weights, I've been losing weight again, (slowly but still), although I feel like I'm eating so much more. I'm tracking and even going over what should be maintenance but it's still continuing to drop bit by bit. Eating is a chore at this point, which I never thought in a million years would even be possible.

    I'm worried that it's rendering the exercise pointless if I'm not building muscle. I don't want to be putting in all this working-out, stair-climbing and strength-training effort for nothing so I'm kind of frustrated. And quite frankly, I don't really want to be any thinner at this point. My clothes are getting too big, there's an inch of empty space in my bra cups, and my rings are super loose.

    I have never in my life felt bad for people who claim they can't gain weight (because how hard is it to just eat some more?!) but it turns out that the answer seems to be that it's a lot harder than I thought.

    Loads of sympathy here, I'm having much the same issues.

    Whereas I liked the idea of losing some BF and getting definition, I didn't want to lose flesh off my chest and face, which is where the loss is the most noticeable.

    Last summer I dropped 5 lbs (that I didn't need to lose) because of taking hardcore antibiotics... I digested nothing for two weeks. Right after that I was on vacation and my physical activity increased significantly, plus my eating got a bit erratic just because of weird scheduling, and I only managed to gain 2 lbs back. Dedicated myself to lifting and eating higher protein in January, but it has still taken me a year to return to my normal weight.

    I was hoping that building muscle would ADD some weight, not just shrink my boobs.

    DON'T SAY THAT!!! :o

    LOL, that's about the only good thing about dropping my body fat so low. Losing them makes me positively gleeful, apart from all the extra cup space.

    But you have them to lose, I, however, do not.

    Nor do I. Just for the record.

    I know, we've had this conversation before. I believe that's when I posted my booty pic. :blush:

    Which led to me posting MY booty pic :D

    Thankfully the SO is a booty and leg guy... the rear end I can work on, the boobs not so much... or not without paying someone to do the work for me.

    I have reached a new snacking low: eating leftover Cool Whip out of the tub (why dirty a dish?) with sprinkles. Yep, I can't be bothered serving it into a dish to eat properly, but I will make the effort to garnish it with sprinkles.

    Hahahahaha - I only laugh because I'm pretty sure I've done that with chocolate sprinkles.

    Sadly, I have two kinds of sprinkles in my house at all times. Currently it's the regular kind and cotton candy sprinkles... I used the latter on the Cool Whip.
    peleroja wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    peleroja wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    Tubbs216 wrote: »
    Not to make everyone sad, but I read this secret ages ago on Postsecret, and it really stayed with me. Although it would be hard to stay with a pet until the end, after reading this, I could never leave. :'(
    h69laalbfct1.jpg

    I've always stayed. I'm Mama, and I am with them to the end, cuddling them until the vet officially pronounces them "gone".

    I also have this weird notion that I have to pretend to be upbeat and cheerful because the dogs have always picked up on my emotions and I don't want them to feel my sadness. Although I guess I've never fooled them.


    peleroja wrote: »
    Will anyone have any sympathy for me if I say that for the first time in my life I'm having trouble keeping weight on?

    Since I've bumped up my exercise with the stairs etc and weights, I've been losing weight again, (slowly but still), although I feel like I'm eating so much more. I'm tracking and even going over what should be maintenance but it's still continuing to drop bit by bit. Eating is a chore at this point, which I never thought in a million years would even be possible.

    I'm worried that it's rendering the exercise pointless if I'm not building muscle. I don't want to be putting in all this working-out, stair-climbing and strength-training effort for nothing so I'm kind of frustrated. And quite frankly, I don't really want to be any thinner at this point. My clothes are getting too big, there's an inch of empty space in my bra cups, and my rings are super loose.

    I have never in my life felt bad for people who claim they can't gain weight (because how hard is it to just eat some more?!) but it turns out that the answer seems to be that it's a lot harder than I thought.

    Loads of sympathy here, I'm having much the same issues.

    Whereas I liked the idea of losing some BF and getting definition, I didn't want to lose flesh off my chest and face, which is where the loss is the most noticeable.

    Last summer I dropped 5 lbs (that I didn't need to lose) because of taking hardcore antibiotics... I digested nothing for two weeks. Right after that I was on vacation and my physical activity increased significantly, plus my eating got a bit erratic just because of weird scheduling, and I only managed to gain 2 lbs back. Dedicated myself to lifting and eating higher protein in January, but it has still taken me a year to return to my normal weight.

    I was hoping that building muscle would ADD some weight, not just shrink my boobs.

    DON'T SAY THAT!!! :o

    LOL, that's about the only good thing about dropping my body fat so low. Losing them makes me positively gleeful, apart from all the extra cup space.

    But you have them to lose, I, however, do not.

    Nor do I. Just for the record.

    I know, we've had this conversation before. I believe that's when I posted my booty pic. :blush:

    Which led to me posting MY booty pic :D

    Thankfully the SO is a booty and leg guy... the rear end I can work on, the boobs not so much... or not without paying someone to do the work for me.

    I have reached a new snacking low: eating leftover Cool Whip out of the tub (why dirty a dish?) with sprinkles. Yep, I can't be bothered serving it into a dish to eat properly, but I will make the effort to garnish it with sprinkles.

    Don't you wish it was as easy to strength train and change the look of your chest as it is to do it to your behind though? I know there are pectoral exercises and stuff but it is NOT the same.

    Not that I've had any luck with the booty anyway, haha. I'm hoping all this stair running is going to create some sort of curve though, instead of the straight-down-from-my-back look.

    ETA: Sometimes I eat plain sprinkles. It's not like they even taste good but they're SO PRETTY.

    Nope. Pecs and boobs aren't the same thing at all!

    I used to work in a much taller building and did six flights of stairs four times a day. It lifted my tush so much that it completely altered the fit of my pants. I think you'll like the results.

    Seven months of diligent squats and deadlifts have changed upper-tush nicely but not so much lower-tush. I've probably killed it with three decades of sitting.
  • CooCooPuff
    CooCooPuff Posts: 4,374 Member
    edited August 2015
    Glinda1971 wrote: »
    May I just say that mine are both saggy and deflated right now and it makes me sad. Hopefully they bounce back.
    Mine too. I knew they would be; the sag was pretty bad when my weight was at its highest and the stretch marks were just sad.

    I don't think I was ever destined for a perky pair unless they were paid for. :P
  • CooCooPuff
    CooCooPuff Posts: 4,374 Member
    So. Much. PAIN. :s

    Confession: I spent the better part of this morning crying my eyes out because my back injury hurts so terribly. I haven't slept in two nights because of it, and the OTC medicine we got at the pharmacy is barely tickling it. Walking hurts, sitting hurts, laying hurts, EVERYTHING HURTS.

    Right now, between the evil migraine I'm nursing right now and the back injury, I'm in so much pain that I feel nauseated. :'(
    I hope things pick up soon. :(

  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    I confess I am sooooo ready for (American) football season. I have changed my profile pic and am currently wearing my Boise State polo at work. I am team mom on my son's team, my hubby is asst coach. We have season tickets to the Boise State games. ARGH!!! Kick off, already!!!!

    September 3rd starts USC's (and I don't mean California!) season and I can't wait!!! Hubby is in Charlotte at the Panthers fanfest for his birthday, (he's 26 today!) I'm so ready for football season!!

    Y'all, I am just gonna apologize now because @raelynnsmama52512 and I are SEC fans and we can be obnoxious about our football. I was raised to love God, my family, sweet tea and the SEC!!!
  • MoHousdon
    MoHousdon Posts: 8,723 Member
    bkhamill wrote: »
    jthurman3 wrote: »
    bkhamill wrote: »
    OK, I took a week off (taking care of my grandson who just got a baby sister!), I have scanned many, many pages to get caught up again, did not thoroughly read, but wanted to thank everyone (I think you probably all chimed in) for the congrats on the new baby, she is amazing! I had some quality time with my Noah too. He has become such a funny little man, and is oh so sweet.
    Funny story: He was flexing his muscles and showing me how strong he is, and asked me to do mine, and when I did, he said "Nana, you have bat wings!" and cracked up laughing... he is so silly. I am sure he heard me say that before about my loose skin on my arms.

    Welcome back! I'm so glad you got some time to enjoy your grandson and his baby sister!! I hope the little one is settling in well and that her mama is getting at least SOME sleep. :smiley:

    Plus 1

    Everyone is doing great, it was an easy delivery, therefore an easy recovery and baby is thriving. Mom is learning to sleep when baby sleeps and yesterday was her first day alone with baby and nearly 4 year old and they did wonderfully. He was a big helper and when Lily cried he sang to her, like I said he is sooo sweet!

    Absofreakinglutely adorable!!!

  • MoHousdon
    MoHousdon Posts: 8,723 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    kecmw25 wrote: »
    Glinda1971 wrote: »
    I also would like to say that I like logging my food when I get it from some random restaurant. I had a Chicken Caesar Salad and Breadsticks today for lunch and now it looks like I ate at both Panera and Olive Garden - neither one of which exist in my city.

    I do the same thing! In fact, @MoHousdon expressed jealousy at my chicken bacon ranch wrap from Pizza Ranch one day when it was really from a local restaurant. I felt bad telling her the truth.

    Mmmmm, chicken bacon ranch!!! I need a drooling emoji. :p Guess the panting one will have to do.

    Side bar, I am planning on trying pretty much EVERYTHING on the Pizza Ranch buffet. I may be dead come Sunday afternoon, but at least I'll be full. :smiley:

    If you die, I have to send someone else your zucchini bread.

    I'm sure you'll have plenty of volunteers.

  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    spamarie wrote: »
    I'm going to have to get a police check and medical exam soon to apply for my Canada permanent residency and I am absolutely terrified. Not about the police check, but I KNOW I'm going to have to get a blood test and just knowing that makes me feel woozy and teary. On top of that I read a review of the place I am most likely going that said the woman giving the blood test made everything painful... oh please don't let that be the case for me.

    The last time I got a blood test I passed out on the floor and woke up utterly confused and nauseous, wondering if the woman above me was my mom and being scared that I didn't remember anything. Passing out is something I have a great phobia of. :( Blegh blood tests.

    I really feel sorry for people who struggle with blood tests. They seem such an inevitable part of life, especially if you ever plan on having kids. I'm on my third set already within 16 weeks. Two were scheduled, the third was because they mislabelled the first one! Thankfully I'm not nervous about these things (I used to give blood regularly). I can't give any brilliant insights I'm afraid. Distract yourself, promise yourself something nice for afterwards, imagine they're going to cut a leg off an feel relieved when it's just a needle? I don't know! Good luck to you, I hope it goes well!

    Im sorry but HA HA HA! Brilliant. I think that should do the trick
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    Another upbeat, chirpy day, which is good. Probably all holiday related though. Great sessions at the gym.

    My confession? I don't eat pork anymore (for a variety of reasons) and haven't done for about 15 years. The thing i miss the most? McDonald's sausage, egg and cheese mcmuffin.

    *gag* I NEVER liked them. I don't really like McDonalds. I'll have chicken nuggets and McFlurries but that's it I'm afraid.
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    I saw the allergist yesterday. He thought my nasal cavities, throat, and ear canals were fine, but expressed concerns about the sounds my jaws were making. He told me my allergies were likely exaggerated by some issues with my jaw, maybe TMJ, and refereed me to a specialist.

    MY SO probably has a similar issue. He's been having a lot of trouble with episodes of muffled hearing in one ear and takes an antihistamine daily, but the ear nose & throat specialist thinks it is a jaw problem rather than ear or sinus. He's supposed to see his dentist about getting a mouth guard thingy to wear at night.

    I already wear a mouth guard thingy because I grind my teeth at night, so I'm a little too thrilled that he will have to wear one too. Really I'm hoping that it helps with his awful snoring.

    Please let me know if this does work because Mr. Mo snores like a freight train carrying a pod of humpback whales using chainsaws.

    :lol:
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    edited August 2015
    jthurman3 wrote: »
    @MoHousdon I have been known to freeze and mail zucchini bread and fudge. If you were to PM me your address, I could mail you some the next time I make it. you're on your own to buy or make icing, though. I am not mailing cream cheese.

    How do I get in on this action? :grin: I predict @MelissaPhippsFeagins will be getting about 30 PM's requesting some zucchini bread or fudge be sent their way. Hee hee

    First you wait for me to bale, then you ask nicely. LOL!!!

    ETA Bake not bale, I have fat thumbs
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    pofoster21 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    I saw the allergist yesterday. He thought my nasal cavities, throat, and ear canals were fine, but expressed concerns about the sounds my jaws were making. He told me my allergies were likely exaggerated by some issues with my jaw, maybe TMJ, and refereed me to a specialist.

    MY SO probably has a similar issue. He's been having a lot of trouble with episodes of muffled hearing in one ear and takes an antihistamine daily, but the ear nose & throat specialist thinks it is a jaw problem rather than ear or sinus. He's supposed to see his dentist about getting a mouth guard thingy to wear at night.

    I already wear a mouth guard thingy because I grind my teeth at night, so I'm a little too thrilled that he will have to wear one too. Really I'm hoping that it helps with his awful snoring.

    Please let me know if this does work because Mr. Mo snores like a freight train carrying a pod of humpback whales using chainsaws.

    Bahahaha! I'm lucky in the fact that both my husband and I are silent sleepers, I guess. :D

    I sleep like the dead. No noise. No movement. And not much bothers me. :) I can sleep through alarms and loud noises and terrible storms.

    Me too! I could be burgled and I wouldn't know until my alarm goes off in the morning. Which for some reason does wake me up, I think my brain is trained to listen out for my alarm and that is all.
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    LBuehrle8 wrote: »
    kelly_c_77 wrote: »
    FroggyBug wrote: »
    kelly_c_77 wrote: »
    laeli_ wrote: »
    I eat straight out of the container ALL THE TIME. Also, I can down a pint of ice cream like nobody's business.

    pfft! Lightweight ;)

    SSP told me yesterday that if he wants to(I don't know why anyone would WANT to) he can eat an entire giant Double Dave's Pizza... yuck!

    I used to be able to eat a half a Papa Murphy's Family Size stuffed pizza by myself. Now, I can MAX 2 slices. *flexes muscles*

    I'm not proud of this, but I used to (regularly) order and eat potato wedges, chicken strips, a large pizza and a tub of ice cream, from Pizza Hut. I always planned to eat the wedges and strips one night, and the pizza the next. never happened. and when pizzas were on bogoff, i used to order 2, planning to eat one, save one. nup, that never happened either. I am such a pig!

    I'm not proud of myself...but I have days where I can eat the world. Like, disgustingly huge amounts of food. Not sure how it all fits in there...but yeah. Kinda gross.

    Same here. Then, once the eat-the-world feeling wears off, I feel so disgustingly sick/full and my stomach feels like it wants to pop, and I wonder how I could have gotten to this point of fullness without feeling the discomfort beforehand. I have no idea how it happens! It's like my stomach goes numb for a while, then suddenly feels everything at once. :s

    Yep, I know this feeling as well. Every time it happens I always think, this is awful and I will never do this again. And yet, it always happens again...

    Yes! It reminds me of being young and stupid drinking too much, getting hung over and swearing to never drink again. But then what do you know, the next weekend...there you are again drinking.

    I've been sober 8 months now...but I can't quit food :(

    Oh my love, alcohol is the English nations drink of choice. I was going to recommend a pint of London Pride real ale when you get here, but maybe not :#
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    TigerNY128 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    jthurman3 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    OK, I shouldn't be here but had to do a quick check. Yay for so much good news in here! @bkhamill congrats on the new grandbaby, @crosbylee awesome cancer-free news, @orangesmartie so glad to hear you all WANT to work it out, and have fun in the UK @LBuehrle8!

    I'm out for the next week (leave for conference tomorrow) and have no chance of keeping up here, but I'll try to pop into the bat cave. @MoHousdon and @jthurman3 I want to hear about your SL 5x5 workouts this week!

    Dang it! I forgot I told you I was starting that this week. :o Guess I need to start that this week. We (Mr. Mo and I) were supposed to start this morning, but I had to take Rachael to her school to change her classes. Long irritating story.

    I'm going to watch the second video at lunch today so I can learn workout B. Maybe Mr. Mo will want to go tonight after dinner. Doubtful, but maybe.
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    OK, I shouldn't be here but had to do a quick check. Yay for so much good news in here! @bkhamill congrats on the new grandbaby, @crosbylee awesome cancer-free news, @orangesmartie so glad to hear you all WANT to work it out, and have fun in the UK @LBuehrle8!

    I'm out for the next week (leave for conference tomorrow) and have no chance of keeping up here, but I'll try to pop into the bat cave. @MoHousdon and @jthurman3 I want to hear about your SL 5x5 workouts this week!

    Dang it! I forgot I told you I was starting that this week. :o Guess I need to start that this week. We (Mr. Mo and I) were supposed to start this morning, but I had to take Rachael to her school to change her classes. Long irritating story.

    I'm going to watch the second video at lunch today so I can learn workout B. Maybe Mr. Mo will want to go tonight after dinner. Doubtful, but maybe.

    @WestCoastJo82 & @MoHousdon - We didn't do the workout yesterday, mostly because my knees were killing me from walking so many floors of stairs on my breaks last week (at least 20 floors a day Mon-Fri). It turns out my knees didn't love that. I want to make sure that I start the SL program with knees feeling good because the squats are what make me most uncertain with my sketchy knees.

    I think we will delay the start to next Monday and I'm laying off the stairs this whole week so that I can start off the best way. I'm still really excited about the program and want to give it my all! My knees feel a bit better today and I think they will be 100% by the end of the week. I will definitely keep you posted! :smiley:

    I may hold off and start next week too. I still need to get me some Chucks and make sure I watch the tutorials as to not injure myself. I am excited about starting too, but not that excited about having to get up at least an hour earlier 3 times a week since Mr. Mo wants to workout before work.

    9og6n6f7k9oi.jpg


    @MoHousdon I just got the greatest shoes...New Balance Minamalist...they are different than any shoe I've ever worn. They have a wide toe area, which is good for lifting weights (they're weight training shoes). I can definitely tell a difference in my squats and deadlifts.

    Confession - I still lift in running shoes... I keep meaning to buy something specifically for lifting, but never seem to get around to it.

    I didn't really realize there were separate shoes for just lifting. Maybe I will look into some...

    I lift in my slippers, which are actually handcrafted suede moccasins. Although occasionally I lift barefoot.

    The benefits of lifting at home!

    At my trainer's gym I lift barefoot, which I like, but at my regular gym I wear running shoes. I find I have issues with my feet rolling out when I squat in my runners, perhaps the shoe is part of the problem.

    I lift my my socks because
    A) I don't have to remember my trainers when leaving in the morning
    B) I heard lifting in running trainers is really bad because all the air pockets/ springs/ foam technology in them can put you off balance and do you harm
    And C) for some reason I feel like I look like I know what I'm doing because all the guys in the gym do it too :smile:
  • MoHousdon
    MoHousdon Posts: 8,723 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    I saw the allergist yesterday. He thought my nasal cavities, throat, and ear canals were fine, but expressed concerns about the sounds my jaws were making. He told me my allergies were likely exaggerated by some issues with my jaw, maybe TMJ, and refereed me to a specialist.

    MY SO probably has a similar issue. He's been having a lot of trouble with episodes of muffled hearing in one ear and takes an antihistamine daily, but the ear nose & throat specialist thinks it is a jaw problem rather than ear or sinus. He's supposed to see his dentist about getting a mouth guard thingy to wear at night.

    I already wear a mouth guard thingy because I grind my teeth at night, so I'm a little too thrilled that he will have to wear one too. Really I'm hoping that it helps with his awful snoring.

    Please let me know if this does work because Mr. Mo snores like a freight train carrying a pod of humpback whales using chainsaws.

    :lol:

    @Lois_1989, thanks for quoting this because every time I see it, it makes me laugh and also a little sad, because I have to listen to this serenade almost nightly.

  • nonoelmo
    nonoelmo Posts: 3,941 Member
    TigerNY128 wrote: »
    So. Much. PAIN. :s

    Confession: I spent the better part of this morning crying my eyes out because my back injury hurts so terribly. I haven't slept in two nights because of it, and the OTC medicine we got at the pharmacy is barely tickling it. Walking hurts, sitting hurts, laying hurts, EVERYTHING HURTS.

    Right now, between the evil migraine I'm nursing right now and the back injury, I'm in so much pain that I feel nauseated. :'(

    Oh no! Hope you feel better soon!!

    Yes, SusieQ I hope you feel all better soon!
  • kecmw25
    kecmw25 Posts: 2,743 Member
    So. Much. PAIN. :s

    Confession: I spent the better part of this morning crying my eyes out because my back injury hurts so terribly. I haven't slept in two nights because of it, and the OTC medicine we got at the pharmacy is barely tickling it. Walking hurts, sitting hurts, laying hurts, EVERYTHING HURTS.

    Right now, between the evil migraine I'm nursing right now and the back injury, I'm in so much pain that I feel nauseated. :'(

    I'm so sorry you are suffering. Thinking of you and praying you find relief soon.
  • kecmw25
    kecmw25 Posts: 2,743 Member
    @riderfangal He's adorable!!! I could kiss the sprinkles off his cheeks <3
  • ythannah
    ythannah Posts: 4,371 Member
    Lois_1989 wrote: »
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    TigerNY128 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    jthurman3 wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    OK, I shouldn't be here but had to do a quick check. Yay for so much good news in here! @bkhamill congrats on the new grandbaby, @crosbylee awesome cancer-free news, @orangesmartie so glad to hear you all WANT to work it out, and have fun in the UK @LBuehrle8!

    I'm out for the next week (leave for conference tomorrow) and have no chance of keeping up here, but I'll try to pop into the bat cave. @MoHousdon and @jthurman3 I want to hear about your SL 5x5 workouts this week!

    Dang it! I forgot I told you I was starting that this week. :o Guess I need to start that this week. We (Mr. Mo and I) were supposed to start this morning, but I had to take Rachael to her school to change her classes. Long irritating story.

    I'm going to watch the second video at lunch today so I can learn workout B. Maybe Mr. Mo will want to go tonight after dinner. Doubtful, but maybe.
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    OK, I shouldn't be here but had to do a quick check. Yay for so much good news in here! @bkhamill congrats on the new grandbaby, @crosbylee awesome cancer-free news, @orangesmartie so glad to hear you all WANT to work it out, and have fun in the UK @LBuehrle8!

    I'm out for the next week (leave for conference tomorrow) and have no chance of keeping up here, but I'll try to pop into the bat cave. @MoHousdon and @jthurman3 I want to hear about your SL 5x5 workouts this week!

    Dang it! I forgot I told you I was starting that this week. :o Guess I need to start that this week. We (Mr. Mo and I) were supposed to start this morning, but I had to take Rachael to her school to change her classes. Long irritating story.

    I'm going to watch the second video at lunch today so I can learn workout B. Maybe Mr. Mo will want to go tonight after dinner. Doubtful, but maybe.

    @WestCoastJo82 & @MoHousdon - We didn't do the workout yesterday, mostly because my knees were killing me from walking so many floors of stairs on my breaks last week (at least 20 floors a day Mon-Fri). It turns out my knees didn't love that. I want to make sure that I start the SL program with knees feeling good because the squats are what make me most uncertain with my sketchy knees.

    I think we will delay the start to next Monday and I'm laying off the stairs this whole week so that I can start off the best way. I'm still really excited about the program and want to give it my all! My knees feel a bit better today and I think they will be 100% by the end of the week. I will definitely keep you posted! :smiley:

    I may hold off and start next week too. I still need to get me some Chucks and make sure I watch the tutorials as to not injure myself. I am excited about starting too, but not that excited about having to get up at least an hour earlier 3 times a week since Mr. Mo wants to workout before work.

    9og6n6f7k9oi.jpg


    @MoHousdon I just got the greatest shoes...New Balance Minamalist...they are different than any shoe I've ever worn. They have a wide toe area, which is good for lifting weights (they're weight training shoes). I can definitely tell a difference in my squats and deadlifts.

    Confession - I still lift in running shoes... I keep meaning to buy something specifically for lifting, but never seem to get around to it.

    I didn't really realize there were separate shoes for just lifting. Maybe I will look into some...

    I lift in my slippers, which are actually handcrafted suede moccasins. Although occasionally I lift barefoot.

    The benefits of lifting at home!

    At my trainer's gym I lift barefoot, which I like, but at my regular gym I wear running shoes. I find I have issues with my feet rolling out when I squat in my runners, perhaps the shoe is part of the problem.

    I lift my my socks because
    A) I don't have to remember my trainers when leaving in the morning
    B) I heard lifting in running trainers is really bad because all the air pockets/ springs/ foam technology in them can put you off balance and do you harm
    And C) for some reason I feel like I look like I know what I'm doing because all the guys in the gym do it too :smile:

    I lift in my slippers because they're already on my feet, lol, and because I used to lift my toes up to squat to make sure I pushed up through my heels.

    I stopped raising my toes when I got into heavier (back) squats.

    Now I'm also doing zercher squats because I get a much better range of motion, and I'm back to raising my toes. I may transition entirely to the zerchers, they just feel more natural.

    I've also heard that lifting should be done in a very flat shoe.
  • Lois_1989
    Lois_1989 Posts: 6,410 Member
    FroggyBug wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    ythannah wrote: »
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    Tubbs216 wrote: »
    KylerJaye wrote: »
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    I'm going to have to get a police check and medical exam soon to apply for my Canada permanent residency and I am absolutely terrified. Not about the police check, but I KNOW I'm going to have to get a blood test and just knowing that makes me feel woozy and teary. On top of that I read a review of the place I am most likely going that said the woman giving the blood test made everything painful... oh please don't let that be the case for me.

    The last time I got a blood test I passed out on the floor and woke up utterly confused and nauseous, wondering if the woman above me was my mom and being scared that I didn't remember anything. Passing out is something I have a great phobia of. :( Blegh blood tests.

    Easier said than done, but try not to think about it too much before hand. And if you're prone to passing out, let the techs know ahead of time, you're not the only one who passes out, so I'm sure they'll have a way to help you, or at least move you somewhere safe before it happens.

    And hey, usually you get free juice if you feel light headed or dizzy! And any blood they take OBVIOUSLY negates any calories the juice has. :wink:
    peleroja wrote: »
    I'm going to have to get a police check and medical exam soon to apply for my Canada permanent residency and I am absolutely terrified. Not about the police check, but I KNOW I'm going to have to get a blood test and just knowing that makes me feel woozy and teary. On top of that I read a review of the place I am most likely going that said the woman giving the blood test made everything painful... oh please don't let that be the case for me.

    The last time I got a blood test I passed out on the floor and woke up utterly confused and nauseous, wondering if the woman above me was my mom and being scared that I didn't remember anything. Passing out is something I have a great phobia of. :( Blegh blood tests.

    Make sure you warn the staff, ahead of time if possible. Honestly, most nurses etc. that do a lot of blood tests are very used to people who are afraid of needles and they want to make it as easy as possible on both of you, so if you tell them that you're very frightened, they can make accommodations for you like doing the test in a bed or lounger instead of in a chair, taking extra time, and that kind of thing. They might even make sure that your appointment is with someone who usually works with children or who is known to be especially gentle.

    I don't have a fear of needles but I've passed out a couple times after immunizations/bloodwork for unconfirmed reasons, so I now have to warn them beforehand in case and I can honestly say that not one person has been less than awesome about it. Even at the travel health clinic recently, the nurse gave me all my shots while I was lying on the couch to make sure I didn't topple off the chair or whatever and didn't make me feel silly about it at all. Even the pharmacist who gives me my flu shot goes out of his way to make sure I'm comfortable and safe. Don't hesitate to tell them how you feel so they can help you!
    Thanks you guys! I'll definitely warn them in advance. When I got my cap placed in my teeth and they gave me a shot to numb the area I was fine... until I wasn't. The dentist asked me with a very very concerned voice if I was ok, and just hearing him ask that made me start to feel dizzy, so he leaned me back in the chair for around 15 minutes.

    Anyone ever do this? Like when your mom asks if you're ok in a very sweet voice, and you just start tearing up and wanting a hug? :lol:

    YES!!
    i'm doing fine, holding it in, then someone says in that ever so concerned voice...what's going on? you don't seem ok.
    then bam! floodgates open!!
    I know - what is that?! I've had to say to friends before "Don't be kind, or I'll cry." Everyone always seems to know what that means, and will say something practical and bracing instead.

    I'm the same way. Don't tell me you're sorry, or offer me hugs, or anything nice like that. Either ignore it, or make a light joke and let's all carry on. Otherwise I will bawl.

    This is exactly how I was when my dog passed two years ago. I had one day of work left before I started my vacation and I knew I could make it through one day if no one was sympathetic.

    I came close to losing it when my very sweet coworker neighbour asked me her usual chirpy, "So what did you do last night?" and I had to mumble an offhand, "oh, not much" when it was on the tip of my tongue to say, "Euthanized my dog".

    I had the same issue when my dog was euthanized. It was over Thanksgiving weekend, so everyone was asking how Thanksgiving was and I would just mumble "it was fine" because I didn't want to get into it.

    I had to euthanize one of mine on a Thanksgiving weekend too. He'd been diagnosed with a grapefruit-sized lung tumour about three weeks prior, steroids weren't helping, and he was deteriorating quickly. So it was like, the vet clinic is going to be closed for three days and he's not going to last for four, better deal with this now.

    That was a long time ago, the clinic is open Saturdays and Sundays now.

    I have spent far too much time sitting crying in the box of a truck with a crated dog on that last ride.

    Aww, all these stories are so sad. I related to this one though. My last dog died on Easter and back then, we couldn't really do anything since the vets were all closed that day (she started looking bad Friday night of course). We ended up burying the dog in the back yard Sunday after she passed away since we weren't sure what else to do.

    My stupid grandpa took a picture of her laying there looking terrible and gave it to me later. I hate that picture. I don't want to remember her like that. This is one of my worst memories.

    Um...why? Surely you have happier pictures?