Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

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  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    Talkradio wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    Talkradio wrote: »
    Oh my gosh. This thread is still going! Epic! I haven't swung by since April last year. I'm proud of you guys.

    We refuse to let it die!

    I love it. I stepped away from mfp because my dad was having health problems and then I was trying to get pregnant. I just had my baby a month ago and I'm back on mfp. I'm excited this thread is still going because it was a big motivator for me to check in every day last time around. Some crazy part of me wants to try and go back and reread everything I missed, but there's no way... is there?

    Welcome back. We slowed down a ton...you could catch up.
  • crosbylee
    crosbylee Posts: 3,455 Member
    Talkradio wrote: »
    Confession: my food addiction is back in full swing after having my baby. I managed to keep my weight gain moderate while pregnant but I already gained back 5lbs of my initial post-baby loss. Boo. Today was my first day back to logging and I realized I was thinking "I'm bored, I should eat". Ugh. I did pretty good until after dinner when I had two ice cream sandwiches. Why two?? Blah.

    At least you are seeing what is happening and can stop it. Two ice cream sandwiches?? It's summer, sometimes it is just what you want.
  • crosbylee
    crosbylee Posts: 3,455 Member
    I prepped my whole day of eating, then went and left my breakfast on the counter at home. Change of plans for that part of my day. Lucky for me, I keep a stash of Quest bars at work, mainly for that reason.
  • MelissaPhippsFeagins
    MelissaPhippsFeagins Posts: 8,063 Member
    @Talkradio welcome back and Happy Baby! You could catch up, but it would take a while. Two ice cream sandwiches, meh. Put baby in the stroller and walk one off.
  • MoHousdon
    MoHousdon Posts: 8,723 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    Sad fact I forgot my fitbit for my trip to LA. No steps will be tracked for 3 days.

    Buy a cheap pedometer. That's what I'd do.
  • MoHousdon
    MoHousdon Posts: 8,723 Member
    @Talkradio welcome back and Happy Baby! You could catch up, but it would take a while. Two ice cream sandwiches, meh. Put baby in the stroller and walk one off.

    I was thinking the same thing. At least it wasn't 2 boxes of ice cream sandwiches. Now, THERE'S a confession!
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    And last random status... I still can't figure out why my newish phone won't sync pictures to my computer. I need to figure this out before leaving for ENGLAND! If I ever get it to work this thread will be a mass of 4 months of pictures.

    You know you can share pictures from your phone.
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    crosbylee wrote: »
    I had three (THREE!) events yesterday (post-bachlorette breakfast for a friend, cousin's post-destination-wedding barbecue, and a two year old's birthday party) and I'm only up two pounds on the scale today, which is totally all water weight.

    I also hit the gym this morning, so am already back on track. :)

    Great job!! I got discouraged this weekend. Went wedding shopping with my stepdaugther that is getting married. Was well under my calories for the day. I had hit an alltime low on the scale that morning, but the next day, BOOM, up 5lbs. I am officially frustrated.... :|

    Just like our bodies to give us s low weight and then smack us with just kidding,

    Remember you hit the low weight which you are still losing.

    I tell you that because my hubby has to remind me of that fact often. Ohhh so very often.

    You got this!
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    Talkradio wrote: »
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    Talkradio wrote: »
    Oh my gosh. This thread is still going! Epic! I haven't swung by since April last year. I'm proud of you guys.

    We refuse to let it die!

    I love it. I stepped away from mfp because my dad was having health problems and then I was trying to get pregnant. I just had my baby a month ago and I'm back on mfp. I'm excited this thread is still going because it was a big motivator for me to check in every day last time around. Some crazy part of me wants to try and go back and reread everything I missed, but there's no way... is there?

    This depends on how much uninterrupted time you have and how fast you read.
    I imagine baby will have plans for your time!
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    Talkradio wrote: »
    Confession: my food addiction is back in full swing after having my baby. I managed to keep my weight gain moderate while pregnant but I already gained back 5lbs of my initial post-baby loss. Boo. Today was my first day back to logging and I realized I was thinking "I'm bored, I should eat". Ugh. I did pretty good until after dinner when I had two ice cream sandwiches. Why two?? Blah.

    Happy, sad, angry, bored, impatient, celebratory, family closeness, there are so many reasons to eat.
    And I have managed to hit all of them!
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    Confession: I had a brownie sundae from Kona Grill for dinner last night.

    1. It was amazing!
    2. It was ginormous! (It could have served 4 people, at least. )
    3. Although I didn't make the best choice, I didn't make the worst one, either. At least I didn't try to eat dinner, and THEN that dessert.

    I also checked out the drinks menu for a LONG time, but stuck with water. 6 #soberdays!

    Great job!

    I think today is day 7 #noalcoholtil2017. Traveling again. More challenges to face.

    I kinda lost track. I think today is Day 8 of #soberdays for me.
  • Talkradio
    Talkradio Posts: 388 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    @Talkradio welcome back and Happy Baby! You could catch up, but it would take a while. Two ice cream sandwiches, meh. Put baby in the stroller and walk one off.

    I was thinking the same thing. At least it wasn't 2 boxes of ice cream sandwiches. Now, THERE'S a confession!

    Haha! True. It's not the worst binge but it was supposed to be my big re-entry to self-controlled eating. I've been eating bags of chips and cartons of ice cream this past month so it really was a scaled back day... small steps.
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    Badly in need of confessing.

    Yesterday I behaved like a Yeti.

    You see I had my whole day planned (eating wise that is). well Hubby, the lovely man that he is wanted to take me to this great taco place. Ok I thought I can adjust.

    When we got there he walked right up to the counter and starting his never changing meal. The same thing every single time, how does one do that! Any how I was trying to work out what I really wanted and he whispers in my ear there are people are waiting. What I could could have done was to tell the lady at the register to cancel out the order and attend the other costumers. Did I do that? No. I just blurted out my order haphazardly and left mad making my husband to try do decide wether or not I wanted the tortillas or not. I was mad at him for rushing me.

    I found a seat and sat down pouting. Hubby wisely sat down and busied himself looking his phone.
    When the food came I was still putting because I had figured I had a whole days worth of fat. I ate the first two bites angrily and I would say without enjoyment as if someone had tasked my to eat an eggplant out of the garden.

    I thought why am I eating this way? This is good food why am I not enjoying this. So I slowed down and enjoyed the rest of the meal without talking to him. We were half way home before I said that I did not like being rushed and then said no more. I went straight off to bed and went to sleep. As my diary was I would have had 20 grams of extra fat. I really don't do well when I am very very tired.

    When I woke I changed out my food diary to make the fats to be close to my goal certainly a lot less than 20 grams. The tacos were delicious. And I learned that I really miss out when I eat emotionally verses mindfully and tastefully.

    My hubby accepted my apology easily. I really made a mountain out of a mole hill.
  • raymax4
    raymax4 Posts: 6,070 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    Confession: I had a brownie sundae from Kona Grill for dinner last night.

    1. It was amazing!
    2. It was ginormous! (It could have served 4 people, at least. )
    3. Although I didn't make the best choice, I didn't make the worst one, either. At least I didn't try to eat dinner, and THEN that dessert.

    I also checked out the drinks menu for a LONG time, but stuck with water. 6 #soberdays!

    Great job!

    I think today is day 7 #noalcoholtil2017. Traveling again. More challenges to face.

    I kinda lost track. I think today is Day 8 of #soberdays for me.


    happy week of sober days
  • Ipedal4pleasure
    Ipedal4pleasure Posts: 64 Member
    I ate bacon for breakfast, lunch, and dinner yesterday and I am not ashamed. :o)
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    I ate bacon for breakfast, lunch, and dinner yesterday and I am not ashamed. :o)

    Oh, man! I am SO jealous!
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    Badly in need of confessing.

    Yesterday I behaved like a Yeti.

    You see I had my whole day planned (eating wise that is). well Hubby, the lovely man that he is wanted to take me to this great taco place. Ok I thought I can adjust.

    When we got there he walked right up to the counter and starting his never changing meal. The same thing every single time, how does one do that! Any how I was trying to work out what I really wanted and he whispers in my ear there are people are waiting. What I could could have done was to tell the lady at the register to cancel out the order and attend the other costumers. Did I do that? No. I just blurted out my order haphazardly and left mad making my husband to try do decide wether or not I wanted the tortillas or not. I was mad at him for rushing me.

    I found a seat and sat down pouting. Hubby wisely sat down and busied himself looking his phone.
    When the food came I was still putting because I had figured I had a whole days worth of fat. I ate the first two bites angrily and I would say without enjoyment as if someone had tasked my to eat an eggplant out of the garden.

    I thought why am I eating this way? This is good food why am I not enjoying this. So I slowed down and enjoyed the rest of the meal without talking to him. We were half way home before I said that I did not like being rushed and then said no more. I went straight off to bed and went to sleep. As my diary was I would have had 20 grams of extra fat. I really don't do well when I am very very tired.

    When I woke I changed out my food diary to make the fats to be close to my goal certainly a lot less than 20 grams. The tacos were delicious. And I learned that I really miss out when I eat emotionally verses mindfully and tastefully.

    My hubby accepted my apology easily. I really made a mountain out of a mole hill.

    @raymax4 Live and learn. Glad your tacos were yummy!
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    Badly in need of confessing.

    Yesterday I behaved like a Yeti.

    You see I had my whole day planned (eating wise that is). well Hubby, the lovely man that he is wanted to take me to this great taco place. Ok I thought I can adjust.

    When we got there he walked right up to the counter and starting his never changing meal. The same thing every single time, how does one do that! Any how I was trying to work out what I really wanted and he whispers in my ear there are people are waiting. What I could could have done was to tell the lady at the register to cancel out the order and attend the other costumers. Did I do that? No. I just blurted out my order haphazardly and left mad making my husband to try do decide wether or not I wanted the tortillas or not. I was mad at him for rushing me.

    I found a seat and sat down pouting. Hubby wisely sat down and busied himself looking his phone.
    When the food came I was still putting because I had figured I had a whole days worth of fat. I ate the first two bites angrily and I would say without enjoyment as if someone had tasked my to eat an eggplant out of the garden.

    I thought why am I eating this way? This is good food why am I not enjoying this. So I slowed down and enjoyed the rest of the meal without talking to him. We were half way home before I said that I did not like being rushed and then said no more. I went straight off to bed and went to sleep. As my diary was I would have had 20 grams of extra fat. I really don't do well when I am very very tired.

    When I woke I changed out my food diary to make the fats to be close to my goal certainly a lot less than 20 grams. The tacos were delicious. And I learned that I really miss out when I eat emotionally verses mindfully and tastefully.

    My hubby accepted my apology easily. I really made a mountain out of a mole hill.

    Wendy, I do that all the time and I regret it. The making a mountain out of a molehill. And emotional eating. I snapped rather meanly at someone who was trying to help me yesterday, and it was a general, personality comment that I really regret. I want to try really hard going forward to remember that I shouldn't say things that will hurt people, not even in anger or frustration. Because you always regret it.

    Your husband is a sweetie, I am sure he was fine. And one day of tacos isn't going to kill you. <3
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    edited June 2016
    oops double quote
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    raymax4 wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    And last random status... I still can't figure out why my newish phone won't sync pictures to my computer. I need to figure this out before leaving for ENGLAND! If I ever get it to work this thread will be a mass of 4 months of pictures.

    You know you can share pictures from your phone.

    I don't think it works on android...unless they updated it?
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    MoHousdon wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    Sad fact I forgot my fitbit for my trip to LA. No steps will be tracked for 3 days.

    Buy a cheap pedometer. That's what I'd do.

    I took a break. Ah well. There were no fitbit challenges the last 2 weeks anyway. I didn't issue them and no one else did either. We all seem to be in a posting/challenge funk.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    raymax4 wrote: »
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    And last random status... I still can't figure out why my newish phone won't sync pictures to my computer. I need to figure this out before leaving for ENGLAND! If I ever get it to work this thread will be a mass of 4 months of pictures.

    You know you can share pictures from your phone.

    I don't think it works on android...unless they updated it?

    Nope. Can't share from my Android, either.
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    So I am sooo stressed about leaving for England, but I am feeling really good now about my trip. Here is potential/firmed up itinerary:

    Sat arrive in England
    Sunday Nicci, Ms. Smartie (I assume she is coming!) and I do London
    Monday Nicci and I head to Bath
    Tuesday Stonehenge
    Wed Devon
    Thur London (me solo touristing ... maybe dinner or drinks with Lois and Danny)
    Friday head to Scotland
    Saturday hang out then Saturday night at 10:30 start climbing the mountain
    Sunday rest (descend the mountain on Sunday as well)
    Monday Edinburgh (Nicci returns to London)
    Tuesday 2 hour ride near Edinburgh then sightseeing
    Wed potentially riding again... then sightseeing
    Thursday head back to London (need to figure out how I am getting back to London...thinking flight now)
    Friday 10 am horseback riding in Hyde Park (thanks for that idea Nicci!)/Friday PM back to NJ

    I'll take lots of pics!!!
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    Day 8 #noalcoholtil2017
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    Sigh. Bored out of my mind on my boss' all hands meeting.
  • Oberon21
    Oberon21 Posts: 13,235 Member
    Oberon21 wrote: »
    Sigh. Bored out of my mind on my boss' all hands meeting.

    Bummer! I'm bored, too. I should be putting together a presentation, but I have zero motivation to do so. Here's a photo to entertain you.

    11n5ojmzabs2.jpg

    Love it! Pre-blue hair!
  • kelly_c_77
    kelly_c_77 Posts: 5,658 Member
    I can share photos from my android. There is a little camera icon over to the right.
  • MoHousdon
    MoHousdon Posts: 8,723 Member
    kelly_c_77 wrote: »
    I can share photos from my android. There is a little camera icon over to the right.

    I don't have the little camera icon. :frowning: Maybe I need to update my app?