Confession Time! ((ABSOLUTELY NO JUDGEMENT))

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  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,744 Member
    I'm getting back into running after an injury and have been doing jog/walk intervals - the jog part never stops until a car passes me, though. Can't be seen to be whimping out and walking, nosirree :D

    Hey, now, walking is NOT a wimpy workout! I'm a speed / incline walker. I can't jog or run due to an ankle and neck issue. Just giving you a bad time! Whatever keeps you out there and active, go for it!
  • ythannah
    ythannah Posts: 4,371 Member
    In the past, I've eaten an entire jar of White Chocolate Wonderful peanut butter. It's my drug of choice. Literally.

    My store was out (said some was supposed to be on the delivery truck scheduled to arrive the next day), I couldn't wait, so I drove to 3 other stores in town with no luck, then drove 45 minutes to the next store that carried it!

    I've never heard of this stuff before now and certainly haven't seen it in any stores... but of course now I'm going to be on the hunt for it, probably my next trip to the US.

    I see BZAH10 has put up a new shoulder/arm avatar to taunt inspire and motivate me. Lol. I'm glad she posts so often in this thread so I get to see my Dream Shoulder regularly. :)
  • JPW1990
    JPW1990 Posts: 2,424 Member
    In the past, I've eaten an entire jar of White Chocolate Wonderful peanut butter. It's my drug of choice. Literally.

    My store was out (said some was supposed to be on the delivery truck scheduled to arrive the next day), I couldn't wait, so I drove to 3 other stores in town with no luck, then drove 45 minutes to the next store that carried it!

    I read that too quickly as "White Castle Wonderful peanut butter." I was very confused.
  • quiksylver296
    quiksylver296 Posts: 28,439 Member
    Talkradio wrote: »
    Talkradio wrote: »
    kecmw25 wrote: »
    Talkradio wrote: »
    kecmw25 wrote: »
    A more light-hearted confession for my American football friends: I LOVE J.J. Watt. And I'm a Bears fan...

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    You've made an opening for a confession I've been thinking about for a while. I also love JJ Watt but I'm from WI. BUT I can't stand Aaron Rodgers. I feel like I'm the only person in this state that doesn't worship him.

    I like Aaron Rodgers... and I'm a Bears fan. *shame*

    So then I might be the only person in the world that doesn't like him

    In all fairness, when Cutler is your QB, what are you supposed to do? Us Bears fans have to have some QB to admire.

    This x1000.

    WHAT?!?!?!? I'm not a Chicago fan at all. Cutler is a great QB, has solid numbers, he has no one defending him from the blitz. He's also an introvert, much like everyone of us here. He's not popular, but that doesn't make him a bad QB. He's listed as 21 on the NFL QB Ranking system, but that same POS system has Tony Romo listed as #1 and Aaron Rodgers as #2, neither had stellar 2014's. just sayin.

    I actually like Cutler too, but he's certainly not likeable. He's kind of a sulky party boy. I mean, I'd be a jerk too if I got sacked that much.

    BWAHAHAHAHA!!!! That made me literally LOL! I choose to believe his O-line hates him and intentionally let someone through to bury him, every now and then. And, yep, I'm a Bears fan.
  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,744 Member
    Pipara wrote: »
    I've been trying for weeks to cut back on sugar (mostly chocolate) and the cravings are a lot more controllable now. That said, i've already pre-logged my white chocolate pistachio Easter egg :heart_eyes: for Easter Sunday, a half split over 2 days so I don't go over sugar goal. But who am I kidding? I know i'll probably devour the entire thing in one day.

    Now, this is something I've never heard of before that sounds quite delicious! Good flavor combination.
  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,744 Member
    Kalici wrote: »
    brandi9172 wrote: »
    My abusive and estranged husband committed suicide last week. He was in jail after beating his current girlfriend and trying to kill her and he hung himself in his cell. When I first heard the news, to be honest, I was excited he was dead. For many reasons really...he was more than abusive, the man was straight evil. He was excessively controlling and mean, he was a psychopath and I am truly lucky to have been able to escape with my life. There were times I thought I wouldn't. And I have been worried for the last year and a half that he would find me again, and that he would kill me this time. Why do I feel like a liar every time I say anything like that...he had me so screwed up, still has me so screwed up, that I don't even believe myself half the time when I talk about it. I actually look at the scars on my body and I read the police report and I look back at the pictures and I still feel like it's all wrong.
    Anyway...he's dead. And as happy as I am about it...I'm a little mad. But mad because he never had to face what he did, ever. He was never punished. He'll never be punished. And oh how I want him punished. I wish that I could have watched him die. And I think that makes me kind of awful.

    I'm a few pages behind so I don't know how many have commented on this. If this makes you awful then I'm awful too. I am glad on your behalf that he is dead. A lot of people will not understand because unless you've gone through this type of abuse, the fear and bottomless rage you experience can't even be expressed adequately. Even thinking about things that happened years ago I clench my jaw and my breathing gets jagged and I have to distract myself with something else. I've been made to doubt myself so much that even if I am feeling one hundred percent one way I end up questioning my motives and whether or not I'm behaving this way for attention.

    A lot of the people who abused me are still alive and when I hear news of their long over due demises I am going to throw a big party. I am going to refuse to feel bad about it. I am going to try to revel in the giddy relief I will experience knowing they will never find me again. They are disgusting human beings that don't deserve to be alive. You are normal, you don't sound awful and you deserve to be happy.

    I am so sorry! Sorry you were treated so poorly and sorry that you can't get some closure and justice now. I can't imagine how difficult that is to live with, so I hope you have a good support system now and can find happiness!
  • rungirl1973
    rungirl1973 Posts: 2,559 Member
    I'm getting back into running after an injury and have been doing jog/walk intervals - the jog part never stops until a car passes me, though. Can't be seen to be whimping out and walking, nosirree :D

    Rule 1 of running: No walking until the cars pass... LOL
    Also, my daughter is a pastafarian. Haha! She has the FSM on the bumper of her car.
  • denielle715
    denielle715 Posts: 101 Member
    ythannah wrote: »
    In the past, I've eaten an entire jar of White Chocolate Wonderful peanut butter. It's my drug of choice. Literally.

    My store was out (said some was supposed to be on the delivery truck scheduled to arrive the next day), I couldn't wait, so I drove to 3 other stores in town with no luck, then drove 45 minutes to the next store that carried it!

    I've never heard of this stuff before now and certainly haven't seen it in any stores... but of course now I'm going to be on the hunt for it, probably my next trip to the US.

    I see BZAH10 has put up a new shoulder/arm avatar to taunt inspire and motivate me. Lol. I'm glad she posts so often in this thread so I get to see my Dream Shoulder regularly. :)

    It's made by Peanut Butter and Company. It's amazing. They sell it on Amazon (that was my next choice if I couldn't find it in the stores. Lol).

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  • LBuehrle8
    LBuehrle8 Posts: 4,044 Member
    ythannah wrote: »
    In the past, I've eaten an entire jar of White Chocolate Wonderful peanut butter. It's my drug of choice. Literally.

    My store was out (said some was supposed to be on the delivery truck scheduled to arrive the next day), I couldn't wait, so I drove to 3 other stores in town with no luck, then drove 45 minutes to the next store that carried it!

    I've never heard of this stuff before now and certainly haven't seen it in any stores... but of course now I'm going to be on the hunt for it, probably my next trip to the US.

    I see BZAH10 has put up a new shoulder/arm avatar to taunt inspire and motivate me. Lol. I'm glad she posts so often in this thread so I get to see my Dream Shoulder regularly. :)

    It's made by Peanut Butter and Company. It's amazing. They sell it on Amazon (that was my next choice if I couldn't find it in the stores. Lol).

    ja53ttu6kgvx.jpg


    Why oh why did you have to show me this? :( next up on my list- White Chocolate Wondeful Peanut Butter
  • denielle715
    denielle715 Posts: 101 Member
    @LBuehrle8 it's so worth it. I just bought 2 jars Sunday. We go through at least a jar a week! But usually more. Lol
  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,744 Member
    Talkradio wrote: »
    kecmw25 wrote: »
    Talkradio wrote: »
    kecmw25 wrote: »
    A more light-hearted confession for my American football friends: I LOVE J.J. Watt. And I'm a Bears fan...

    unnamed_zpss1pp58hz.jpg

    You've made an opening for a confession I've been thinking about for a while. I also love JJ Watt but I'm from WI. BUT I can't stand Aaron Rodgers. I feel like I'm the only person in this state that doesn't worship him.

    I like Aaron Rodgers... and I'm a Bears fan. *shame*

    So then I might be the only person in the world that doesn't like him

    In all fairness, when Cutler is your QB, what are you supposed to do? Us Bears fans have to have some QB to admire.

    This x1000.

    WHAT?!?!?!? I'm not a Chicago fan at all. Cutler is a great QB, has solid numbers, he has no one defending him from the blitz. He's also an introvert, much like everyone of us here. He's not popular, but that doesn't make him a bad QB. He's listed as 21 on the NFL QB Ranking system, but that same POS system has Tony Romo listed as #1 and Aaron Rodgers as #2, neither had stellar 2014's. just sayin.

    Yeah, that ranking system is messed up. No idea how they come up with those #'s.

    And yes, stats-wise Cutler is a good QB. He's quieter and more reserved which is why he's not as popular as some of the more vocal players.
  • kellienw335
    kellienw335 Posts: 1,745 Member
    ShibaEars wrote: »
    Vmax1992 wrote: »
    Some days I will eat less to allow for a vodka on the rocks or a whisky or two. I don't go over my daily, but a chunk of it is not good calories.

    Yes, but then I usually don't log it because I don't want it on my diary!

    I'll log the pop, but not the alcohol. So if my diary says I had 4 Cokes, you can bet they contained vodka.

    That's awesome! Really wishing there was a like button, and glad I'm not the only one!
  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,744 Member
    In the past, I've eaten an entire jar of White Chocolate Wonderful peanut butter. It's my drug of choice. Literally.

    My store was out (said some was supposed to be on the delivery truck scheduled to arrive the next day), I couldn't wait, so I drove to 3 other stores in town with no luck, then drove 45 minutes to the next store that carried it!

    Wow! That's some dedication there! I do like white chocolate so this is something I will definitely never look for at the store.
  • shannonstube
    shannonstube Posts: 64 Member
    sodakat wrote: »
    81Katz wrote: »
    I handed out raisins and pencils *for Halloween one year to avoid buying (having candy) in the house ... another year I bought candy I hated so I wouldn't eat it. :blush:
    x

    What kind was that?

    I thought I should bake Christmas cookies I didn't like, but couldn't think of any.

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    That's my problem, too. Sure, there's candy that is lower on my list of favorites, but I can't think of any that I hate enough to not eat it if it was all I had.
  • CountessKitteh
    CountessKitteh Posts: 1,505 Member
    Confession: I'm preparing to cut some of the folks who haven't logged in/never post/disappear and reappear at random off my friends list to trim it down...and I'm giddy about it. I'm a special kind of jerk sometimes.
  • tulips_and_tea
    tulips_and_tea Posts: 5,744 Member
    ythannah wrote: »
    In the past, I've eaten an entire jar of White Chocolate Wonderful peanut butter. It's my drug of choice. Literally.

    My store was out (said some was supposed to be on the delivery truck scheduled to arrive the next day), I couldn't wait, so I drove to 3 other stores in town with no luck, then drove 45 minutes to the next store that carried it!

    I've never heard of this stuff before now and certainly haven't seen it in any stores... but of course now I'm going to be on the hunt for it, probably my next trip to the US.

    I see BZAH10 has put up a new shoulder/arm avatar to taunt inspire and motivate me. Lol. I'm glad she posts so often in this thread so I get to see my Dream Shoulder regularly. :)

    Hahaha! Thanks for noticing! I only posted a new picture because I was really white and pale in my other picture. Been outside recently and have a bit of color, so I thought I'd update it.
  • Just_Ceci
    Just_Ceci Posts: 5,926 Member
    I had aspirations of doing some in depth, thoughtful, motivational blog post on my 1000th day of logging into mfp. Didn't happen.
  • marissafit06
    marissafit06 Posts: 1,996 Member
    ythannah wrote: »
    In the past, I've eaten an entire jar of White Chocolate Wonderful peanut butter. It's my drug of choice. Literally.

    My store was out (said some was supposed to be on the delivery truck scheduled to arrive the next day), I couldn't wait, so I drove to 3 other stores in town with no luck, then drove 45 minutes to the next store that carried it!

    I've never heard of this stuff before now and certainly haven't seen it in any stores... but of course now I'm going to be on the hunt for it, probably my next trip to the US.

    I see BZAH10 has put up a new shoulder/arm avatar to taunt inspire and motivate me. Lol. I'm glad she posts so often in this thread so I get to see my Dream Shoulder regularly. :)

    It's made by Peanut Butter and Company. It's amazing. They sell it on Amazon (that was my next choice if I couldn't find it in the stores. Lol).

    ja53ttu6kgvx.jpg

    That brand is amazing. I can eat several of the right out of the jar and I'm not even a peanut butter person.
  • AgentOrangeJuice
    AgentOrangeJuice Posts: 1,069 Member
    Confession: I'm preparing to cut some of the folks who haven't logged in/never post/disappear and reappear at random off my friends list to trim it down...and I'm giddy about it. I'm a special kind of jerk sometimes.

    I message inactive pals on 2 days, I cut them after 4 days of inactivity. DO EET, it's liberating.
  • denielle715
    denielle715 Posts: 101 Member
    BZAH10 wrote: »
    In the past, I've eaten an entire jar of White Chocolate Wonderful peanut butter. It's my drug of choice. Literally.

    My store was out (said some was supposed to be on the delivery truck scheduled to arrive the next day), I couldn't wait, so I drove to 3 other stores in town with no luck, then drove 45 minutes to the next store that carried it!

    Wow! That's some dedication there! I do like white chocolate so this is something I will definitely never look for at the store.

    NEVER? But it's so worth it!
    I don't even look at the sugar content though. It's probably loaded with it. :neutral:
  • rhonderoo
    rhonderoo Posts: 145 Member
    Darth Vader is my all time favorite character. All of him, the whiny brat, they moody ANH guy, and the testy ESB guy. I love him.

    Also, I ate a WHOLE 500 calorie cookie at the Grizzlies game last night. I'm not sorry.
  • sarapopefitness
    sarapopefitness Posts: 52 Member
    I had horrible PMS and was upset the last two days, so I didn't eat much (it was weird - I was hungry, but just didn't want to eat). Out of curiosity, I weighed myself (I typically only weigh in once a week, max) and was three pounds down. The scale hasn't moved for a month until now and I'm not going to lie, it felt really nice, even though I knew it was a bad way to loose the poundage. But I won't be logging that loss since I'm sure it'll come right back now that I'm eating regularly again!
  • AngryViking1970
    AngryViking1970 Posts: 2,847 Member
    ythannah wrote: »
    In the past, I've eaten an entire jar of White Chocolate Wonderful peanut butter. It's my drug of choice. Literally.

    My store was out (said some was supposed to be on the delivery truck scheduled to arrive the next day), I couldn't wait, so I drove to 3 other stores in town with no luck, then drove 45 minutes to the next store that carried it!

    I've never heard of this stuff before now and certainly haven't seen it in any stores... but of course now I'm going to be on the hunt for it, probably my next trip to the US.

    I see BZAH10 has put up a new shoulder/arm avatar to taunt inspire and motivate me. Lol. I'm glad she posts so often in this thread so I get to see my Dream Shoulder regularly. :)

    It's made by Peanut Butter and Company. It's amazing. They sell it on Amazon (that was my next choice if I couldn't find it in the stores. Lol).

    ja53ttu6kgvx.jpg

    There is a jar of this food of the gods in my desk here at work. Time to go get a spoon from the kitchen...
  • AgentOrangeJuice
    AgentOrangeJuice Posts: 1,069 Member
    edited March 2015
    rhonderoo wrote: »
    Darth Vader is my all time favorite character. All of him, the whiny brat, they moody ANH guy, and the testy ESB guy. I love him.

    Also, I ate a WHOLE 500 calorie cookie at the Grizzlies game last night. I'm not sorry.

    Oh man, Square Enix, a popular video game producer sculpted some concept art for Darth Vader, Boba Fett and Stormtroopers. Some of the best models I've seen.

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  • fitfatty88
    fitfatty88 Posts: 273 Member
    Confession: I'm preparing to cut some of the folks who haven't logged in/never post/disappear and reappear at random off my friends list to trim it down...and I'm giddy about it. I'm a special kind of jerk sometimes.

    I message inactive pals on 2 days, I cut them after 4 days of inactivity. DO EET, it's liberating.

    Ruthless! I give em at least 2 weeks. Unless they are people I know personally who stopped logging for certain reasons.

    Confession: it's more liberating for me to clear out my Facebook friends list than MFP.
  • CountessKitteh
    CountessKitteh Posts: 1,505 Member
    fitfatty88 wrote: »
    Confession: I'm preparing to cut some of the folks who haven't logged in/never post/disappear and reappear at random off my friends list to trim it down...and I'm giddy about it. I'm a special kind of jerk sometimes.

    I message inactive pals on 2 days, I cut them after 4 days of inactivity. DO EET, it's liberating.

    Ruthless! I give em at least 2 weeks. Unless they are people I know personally who stopped logging for certain reasons.

    Confession: it's more liberating for me to clear out my Facebook friends list than MFP.

    I like to give them at least a week, unless it's a pattern of missing 4 days, logging for 3, missing two, logging for 5, missing 5, etc.

    I give the IRL people a pass. Though @ladybuggnorris and her "MFP glitched, I swear!" plan is still tempting. Ha!
  • 81Katz
    81Katz Posts: 7,074 Member
    edited March 2015
    Dang why is this page stretched out all wide?

    Confession: I had a dream about brownies last night, a big ooey-gooey tray of them and they were frosted and then I had donuts but I said
    I couldn't eat the donuts until there was a brownie on top and I asked my husband (in the dream) where the brownies were and he said gone
    but I found some in a bag. Made no f-ing sense at all. I woke up going "WHAT???!!" :neutral:

    Confession: On a binge I drove across town to a store where I figured nobody would see me and I had loads of junk in my cart
    and then I lied to the cashier guy about why I had all this food. Awkward ...
  • berlynnwall
    berlynnwall Posts: 669 Member
    Yesterday there was a lightning deal on Amazon for a box of 48 Cadbury eggs. I don't have to tell you what happened next.
  • 81Katz
    81Katz Posts: 7,074 Member
    @berlynnwall, you just prompted me to go look at Amazon. lol