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Update
Sorry ive only been lurking things have been pretty awful here and im struggling really badly. So might be a long post. So i told you i overdosed in feb, was referred to social services and the stress triggered a mania which lead to me being diagnosed bipolar and put on depakote with my venlafaxine. Got on badly with the…
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Confused
I need to get out my eating cycle. Its making me feel worse today i literally want to hide and never come out. But i think i need a plan. Ive been thinking about when i ate high protein when i was lifting i felt good. And ive thought about low carb but all i can think of is atkins. I dont want to live on bacon and cheese.…
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Smolov
Has anyone heard of or used this app?
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Time for a rethink
So i saw.my consultant psychiatrist yesterday. After five years of hell one way and another they have given me a diagnosis and said i am bipolar. So a lot to take on board and am struggling a little bit with it. But id like to make life easier on myself and make my weight one less thing to worry about by starting up again.…
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I'm back...
...and I really need help. Am on my phone so too much going on to post it all tonight but checking in with the groups I trust to touch Base with a plan to start again
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I'm back....
....and I really need help. Am on my phone so too much going on to post it all tonight but checking in with the groups I trust to touch Base with a plan to start again
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Roll call
Wakey wakey peeps
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NSV
I threw away chocolate today. Went and bought a bar when I was shopping as was tired and hungry and feeling at a low ebb. Had a few bits then realised I was being stupid and chucked the rest in the bin. Probably saved myself maybe 150 calories even if I did take a bit of a hit Instead am looking forward to dinner. Chicken…
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Appointments
Got a questionnaire through the post today for the ME clinic. I have to fill it in within two weeks to get an appointment. It's a start at least
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Friday
I've decided it's no good. I can't focus on losing weight at the moment. I feel like utter dog *kitten*
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This makes me nervous
The outfit for my sisters wedding
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Wednesday
How are we all. It's quiet in here. Working on my house today as it's raining and I have my nephew over so the kids are all entertaining themselves. Pretty beat after not sleeping post nighys yesterday and feel like hibernating but refusing to let it beat me down
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Day something of challenge something
I cant even remember where we are. Weighing myself tomorrow and trying to get back on plan. First couple of days hard as its not payday til friday so subsisting on whatever I can afford to be totally honest. Hubby struggling similarly. Maybe get us both to weigh in tomorrow might motivate us Doctor appt tomorrow. In a huge…
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Day one August ninth - fifteenth challenge
How is everyone. I'm still struggling but planning on weighing in and logging from tomorrow. My husband is joining me as he weighed himself and he's gained over a stone recently and should really lose three to be healthy
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Stranger danger
Hey all hope you are all OK. Have been lurking a bit
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July 29th Day 5
Things are not going well at Badger towers. I need to sort my head out Hows the rest of you
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26/7/15 Day 2
Quiet here this weekend guessing you must all be busy. Ive had the laziest day in the world we cleand out the animals then watched the Grand Prix and layed about all day. I skipped boxing because my back was hurting and cuddled my kids all day. Bliss bliss bliss I've got the centre of my universe back Planning an awesome…
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25/7/15 Day 1
Welcome to day one. So my goals for this 7 days are -Get down to 15-2. If I succeed in this (3lb off) will mean I am halfway to my goal weight -Start meal planning and weekly shopping again -Incorporate more veg into my day -Hit the gym 5 times So Ive done session one at the gym today, went for a run and then lifted for…
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Motivation
Thoughts to ponder, quotes to enjoy, pictures to laugh or cry at My first thought for the day... I am a massive Dr Seuss nerd hence my tattoos. One of my favourites being the Lorax. There is a very pertinent quote I'd like to share Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot. Nothing is going to get better. It's not .…
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19/7/2015 day seven
....and I've weighed.in to.find I've lost four stone!!!
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Victories
I posted a thread similar to this in another group and its really taken off. As a group larger people dont always celebrate their victories because other people who dont struggle with their weight dont always understand them. So heres a safe place to share the stuff you cant always share with other people For example my…
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Outfit for sisters wedding
So my sis is getting married end Sept. I figure I am gonna order this dress mid august. I'd like to order it in a UK 18 as I am currently a 20. That means losing about half a stone maybe 10lb in the next month or two. Im going for a Rockabilly look as Im quite heavily tattooed and love that look. The dress is a Hellbunny…
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30/6/15
Today I have mostly screwed it up. Ive eaten just crap all afternoon
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New
Hi all
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25/6/15
How are we doing today folks. I had a little extra in my paycheck this month so I went to the local running store for some new runners. They were a bit more than I'd usually spend but I had a proper gait analysis done and was stunned by the results. I heel strike on the outer edge of my heel but I have a weakness on the…
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28/6/15
Weekend check in ladies how are we all Im shattered. I slept 6pm-7pm, 730pm-830pm then 9pm-730am today and I could still cheerfully take a nap. Not sure if its because I trained 6 days or not this week or something else. In addition am worried I may have a stress fracture in my shin. Its so sore to touch and i knocked it…
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Nightshift brought me a surprise
Had to take an ambulance jolly into another county with a sick patient last night. Our hossie is a district general and often has to send speciality stuff out to outlying specialist hospitals. This was a cardio thoracic emergency and had to go 40 miles away to the nearest CT centre. I am going somewhere with this. I only…
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Mmmm Lime
I made some sugar free lemon and lime jelly today, 1 pint, and on whim stirred in some greek yoghurt and agave nectar, 100g and 15g respectively. It made two huge bowlfuls for about 60 cals each and tastes like Key Lime pie
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Am back
Needed a day to clear my head but back tracking, Ive gained 10lb and am not happy with myself
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Good and bad
The superhuman results are out. We went not.to come.last. Came in 62/70 I didn't get my promotion at work again. Might be gone a few days while I get my head straight
